224. Really Real!
The sadness of losing someone should not be forgotten, but you should not continue to be tied down by it.
After holding the funerals for everyone in Gray Pond for a total of three days.
Today, in order to live in the future, and to give relief to those who have died, telling them not to worry.
“Kiyaaa!”
The royal family designated it as an anniversary and held a festival.
Findeneye raises his glass high and lets out a harsh exclamation.
The beer provided by the royal family boasted a taste that was incomparable to ordinary beers, as if it was not supplied to the royal family for no reason.
As the taste of alcohol entered my tongue, I couldn’t help but let out an exclamation.
“Hey, do it in moderation. “Don’t bother others for no reason.”
Deia bickered and warned Findenai, who was breathing heavily from the start, but she was already not listening.
“I heard you’ll never drink again?”
Seeing that, even though Erica added a word next to her, Finden Eye snorted at her.
“When is this young lady talking?”
Finden Eye has already given up on alcohol. In the first place, she didn’t get drunk unless she drank a certain amount.
‘It got a little weird, though.’
In fact, ever since she regained her freedom in the Clark Republic, she had secretly wondered if she was a good drunk.
In the past, she would have kept her mind clear even if she drank a lot, but now she seems to have relaxed and loses consciousness quite easily.
“Well, it’s not bad.”
But she didn’t find it unpleasant. Rather, she felt that now she was not the leader of the resistance, but that she was really living as a woman called Finden Eye.
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“Kiyaaa! “Griffin is good at beer!”
She was the Finden child, gulping down her beer again and letting out an exclamation.
“But where is the owner?”
In response to her question, Deia, whose cheeks were puffy from eating her skewer, gently turns her head. She was providing everything from alcohol to food to the royal family, so even simple skewers were excellent.
It was also a courtesy from the royal family to provide snacks on skewers so that people could eat while walking.
“I’m working.”
“Work?”
“If you’re a maid, shouldn’t you know better where your master is?”
“The owner has to come and go so often. “After all, humans never have a day off.”
Even as she said that, Finden Eye clicked her tongue in disappointment and drank her beer again.
The taste of the alcohol, which had been so sweet just now, felt a bit bitter for some reason.
* * *
Grey Pond, where the festival was taking place, had an expression that made you feel various emotions.
Many people drink to forget their sadness and move on to tomorrow.
As if deceiving oneself.
If I don’t do this, I won’t be able to bear the sadness.
I understood that feeling.
“In the end, only time will tell.”
On top of the castle wall.
As I was looking down at the city, I kept my back to them and kept my eyes on them.
“So, can you sleep with a little peace of mind?”
When I asked some souls nearby who had not yet entered into rest, they answered hesitantly.
[Just a little…… Can I see more?]
[I want to see my father smile just once.]
[I quit drinking, but I drink too much. That idiot.]
Those who survived were not the only ones who felt worry and sadness during the breakup.
I was giving my last moments to those who still felt regret about having to leave them behind.
“… ….”
I know you don’t want to break up.
I guess because I still have regrets, I ended up staying like this and watching over the people who survived.
It was not a very good act.
In the end, if you keep watching, your emotions will not be resolved and will only get bigger.
It only makes breaking up more difficult.
I couldn’t put those words into my mouth.
It’s not like they don’t know either.
So I just quietly hoped that their unresolved feelings would be resolved.
Because it was the only thing I could do for the dead.
“A lot…… Are you busy?”
At that time, a trembling voice was heard from behind. They approached so cautiously that I didn’t even notice because they didn’t even make a sound.
“Aria.”
I don’t know how she got it. She came up to me holding her liquor bottle in one hand and carefully stood next to me.
Now that he is in second grade, he is still short and only reaches up to my chest.
She will continue to grow until she graduates in the 5th grade, and by then she will be around my shoulder height.
“hehehehe, I’m going to interview the professor!”
When that time comes, won’t it be hard to see a simple smile like now?
“Yes.”
If anyone came, I thought it would be Deiana Erika, but it seems she passed her turn.
“Is there still much left?”
At best, Aria can only see the stars and the moon. I still see countless souls.
“Yes, because breaking up is difficult.”
Aria nods her head as if she sympathizes with my words and lightly uncorks her liquor bottle with her index finger.
“That’s right. “It was very difficult for me to forget the friends I met in the first episode and start new relationships.”
Let’s listen to that.
I thought that Aria’s situation was definitely similar to the souls in my eyes.
After her death, the souls who have not been put to rest and are finalizing their separation through my magic.
After her death, the episode started again, but all of her relationships disappeared, and Aria forgot her friends in her memories and started a new relationship.
In the end, the two breakups were similar in some ways, except that Aria was still alive and she was building a new relationship.
“Is there anything else you want to say to these people?”
So, I wondered if Aria had any advice as someone with experience.
“No, I shouldn’t interfere with the breakup.”
Aria smiled and handed me her bottle of alcohol, then took out the orange juice from her arms.
Originally, she had no intention of drinking, but even though the girl who was her student had made room for her, she took just one sip and poured her drink into her mouth.
As the sweet scent of Miju enveloped her mouth and nose, her sorrowful emotions felt a little dulled.
“Actually, there are a lot of things I want to ask the professor. “There are a lot of things I want to say.”
Gurgling.
Aria, who drank orange juice as if it were her own drink, slowly closed the distance between her and her.
The distance between the backs of her hands and the back of her hands was just perfect.
“Just like before. “I just reported everything I’ve done, looked forward to what you would say, and waited to see what my next mission would be.”
She is Aria, who has been obsessively reporting to me from episode 1. Of course, that’s what I did in the first episode.
When I think of the broken Aria when we first met, she still remembers the guilt she doesn’t have.
“But I won’t tell you anything.”
A girl puts her finger to her lips and hisses and laughs.
Even though it was a dark night, her black hair was softly illuminated by the moonlight, and fluttered in the wind, dispersing the girl’s unique scent.
Why is this child the main character of the story?
It was a sight she could immediately recognize.
“Why?”
Even though I knew the reason, I still asked. Just as a professor asks questions to help students arrive at answers.
“I won’t entrust you with anything other than your responsibility as a warrior.”
“… ….”
“hehehehe! My life that you gave me back. Because I am in charge of life as student Aria Rias. It’s mine.”
When she suffered from Capgras Syndrome, I forcibly awakened her Arya and brought her her destiny as a warrior.
As a result, Aria reached an ending and she ended up living as an ordinary girl.
If there was one blind spot in that.
In the end, Aria was passive.
I did not do it on my own, but I solved it with help from the government.
I can do that because I am a student.
Since they are still young, they should naturally receive help from adults.
So, I thought there was no problem, but after looking at the Romuleus incident, I realized that it was not enough.
In the end, the subject was Arya.
The girl who gained freedom through others had no power to protect it.
So, his heart was shaken and he trembled with fear even at a few words from Romuleus.
But it’s different now.
Arya cut down the fallen god herself and broke free from it, severing her fate.
Even if someone else comes to visit her in the future, she will remain unwavering and walk her own path.
“How do you feel?”
I couldn’t help but smile as I saw her slightly leaning forward and asking if that was the right answer. She didn’t look, but nodded her head.
“That’s great.”
“Hee hee!”
He said it was fun.
He said he was very excited about his future life.
The girl shouted as she looked at Gray Pond, which was still shining instead of the stars in the sky.
“Ah! It’s beautiful!”
Spread her hands wide.
“It’s so beautiful!”
Like a girl who climbs a mountain and shouts ‘yay!’
“Time unfolds in this beautiful world! My future! “I’m so excited and excited!”
The girl is not the main character, though.
I will definitely live a life that shines brighter than anyone else.
I will shine brightly and advance in a different way from the saint who is called the sun of the continent.
And everyone will follow in her footsteps and admire her. You’ll want to be together.
Actually, I too was excited with anticipation as I looked at her bright smile.
‘What kind of life will this child live in the future?’
Awesome.
Brilliant.
Beautiful.
Such a life.
“Wow!”
As if shaking out everything inside her, Aria cried out to the city and struggled with the excitement.
“And!”
The girl, who was so excited that she felt the cold wind blowing, clenched her fists and shouted again.
“Really, really! “So so so so!”
It will be a very big part of her future life.
“It’s my favorite thing in the world! Professor!”
First love.