179 – 180. Shh. I’m in the middle of the day.
Bob didn’t go over well.
“Then Mama will go out for a while?”
“!”
It goes out and comes back.
Get up from your seat.
I get up with my bag.
It can be.
Unlike me, Mama is busy.
Even if it’s related to the guild right now, you’re working while looking at the various eye-opening documents.
So for me, there was no reason to stop such a mama.
“Mars?”
But why?
One hand holding the end of Mama’s sleeve.
“Whooping♪ Is Mars still a baby?”
“Ah…”
It’s like being pulled by a child. Like don’t go
“But I can’t. Mama, shall we go first?”
“…………”
Actually, though, it’s completely different.
In the end, his hand falls off his sleeve and he has no choice but to watch Mama walking away.
After all Mama’s back was gone, the only thing left for Mars was the cold air.
…
..
.
Raising a sword.
Hold the sword with both hands.
“Whoa…!”
Your feet should be shoulder-width apart.
The line of sight is slightly above the front.
Tense muscles throughout the body to accumulate strength.
As if a bomb about to explode is full of gunpowder
Just as a nuclear bomb is actually created from a tightly compressed mass of atoms.
Condensing, consolidating, and concentrating the power flowing through the body in one place—
──Paaang!
“…Haaa.”
Explodes in an instant.
Pleasant taste in the hand.
The practice doll is torn sharply and falls to the floor.
Obviously, if you cut it this far, you should feel better and feel better, and all the complicated things in your head should disappear.
“…………”
No zero.
It’s not something.
Should I say that I can’t get my hands on it?
Something inside me seemed to be floating.
It’s the same with the swordsmanship from before.
A swordsmanship that doesn’t look bad from the outside.
But something was missing. I felt lacking.
However, it was not possible to specify what the lack was.
“Ahhh…Ahhhhh!”
In the end, the stuffiness builds up and all you can do is scream.
Putting the sword in his hand aside as if throwing it away, Mars immediately lay back on the floor.
“aaa!”
Scream.
Something is not cool.
I keep feeling uncomfortable.
Only the fact that he was avoiding and averting his eyes was only flickering in front of his eyes.
“…..Ah…”
Evasion.
Obvious evasion.
I now think, maybe, not really, but…
“… Ha.”
No, no, what the heck.
Let’s be honest, Mars.
Be honest with yourself.
What are the principles of the Ares Guild and Ares-sama’s followers?
Be proud of yourself without lies, isn’t that right?
So let’s be proud of ourselves.
“I… Am avoiding Chrono.”
The correct answer, he seemed to say.
My heart felt a little lighter at those words.
“I love Chrono.”
This is also the correct answer.
An undeniable answer.
“I am.”
And
“…I was scared.”
A very obvious answer.
Mars closed his eyes.
She recalls her memories of that day.
[I’ll release your brainwashing, Mars.]
“…………”
Just thinking about it makes the muscles of the whole body freeze.
I’m not tensing my muscles to explode
A phenomenon in which the muscles of the whole body are tensed just to escape, and the body becomes immobile due to excessive tension.
Looking at this, he said, ‘I was terrified’.
“…..f*ck.”
Thumping heart.
The unpleasantly heavy, cold, cold blood flowing from the heart freezes the muscles throughout the body.
Due to fear. Because of despair. A feeling of refusal to fight from the soul itself.
“Sir… I’m sorry…!”
Extend your right hand.
Catch the sword at the tip of your hand.
“hahahaha! Ha, ah…”
Overwhelming sense of stability that blooms while holding the sword.
From the hand holding the sword, warm heat rises from the sword and begins to slowly warm up the cold, stiff muscles.
This is a routine, a phenomenon similar to a habit.
So even when I faced Chrono in the underground arena, I was barely able to face him while holding the sword.
If you hold a sword, your body will move even if you don’t like it. As such, the meaning of the sword was large and deep for Mars.
“…Did you say partner?”
Even if the whole world betrays me, my sword won’t betray me.
I wanted to say something like betrayal or something like a sword, but now Mars knew it.
Because it gives me the confidence to resist and persevere just by holding a sword in my hand.
“I was terrified. Yes. f*ck I can’t deny that.”
When self-confidence is born, misconceptions arise.
Fighting spirit rises when an error arises.
Fight. Boiling fighting spirit and rebellion against the world.
What does it mean to have the mindset to tear down those who oppress you?
I wonder what it would be like in everyday life, but at least it was the best in ‘this situation’.
[Mars…]
“…Yes.”
Remember.
Remember the Chrono of that day.
It’s like looking at the deep sea
An endless existence. Instinctive fear from an unfathomable being.
Those wearing a hood shaped like a shadow.
A silk-colored scythe that flows down like blood.
Reaper. Form of death. An absolute standard that cannot be dared to resist.
“Kah!”
…What is this, my heart beats wildly and warns you, but
“Isn’t it Chrono?”
At least one person. He is the same person as me.
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And there is no reason to be afraid of ‘the same person’.
So raise your sword. Awaken the fighting spirit.
[Mars! I’ll definitely release your brainwashing!]
“So I’m normal, you f*cking bastard.”
Mars immediately swung his sword at the Chrono he had recalled.
The result was——approximately 7 losses out of 7, and the biggest result was that the last punch hit Chrono’s chin.
******************
“Huhhhhh!”
I love it.
At least, I feel cooler inside than before.
On the way home after taking a shower after training, Mars felt that the ‘mark’ on Chrono had faded a bit.
‘Yes. f*ck this is right.’
Scared? It’s because I’m still ‘f*cked enough to scare’.
So, wouldn’t it be better to develop my own skills so that I won’t be scared again?
It would have been over if Chrono came later and became strong enough to overwhelm him with an iron claw like a mama, even if Chrono danced with swords.
“What the heck… I think it’s going to be a little tough.”
Still, if I try hard, I wonder if I can do something.
If you think about it, there are at least a few things Mars knows that you can’t do without hard work.
To put it bluntly, what about the gap between rich and poor? It’s just like money if your strength is f*cking strong, it just follows.
This means that if you become biologically insanely strong, you don’t need to be afraid anymore.
“What? The Law of the World? The Reaper of Death?”
What’s the deal with that?
You have to chew on that kind of thing, so you won’t hear ‘Ah, you’re hitting this bastard’ somewhere.
It’s an effort for that, and it’s a muscle for that.
It’s about the things blocking the road ahead. It’s enough to change it to the sword held in both hands.
‘This time it stopped at the chin.’
If you keep working hard, the day you will win will come someday.
And at that time, go back to Chrono and speak proudly.
“Heal my son…That’s what Papa said.”
What should a woman say?
I decided to ask Mama about this later.
“…..Hmm.”
Cell phone.
“…Hmmm.”
Shall we make a phone call?
“Hmm…Hmm…Hmm…”
I think it’s because I think I’ll get tired of seeing you right away.
No, there’s no guarantee that you’ll get tired, right? Still, you have the confidence to stand with your legs straight, right?
Still, there are a number of possible and if-cases…
“…But at least the phone…”
Wouldn’t it be okay?
I wonder if I can endure it.
“…Hmmm…Hmm…”
Actually, all these concerns were meaningless.
In the first place, if these worries were ‘only’, I wouldn’t have thought of calling.
In the case of Mars, more than worrying about whether or not he will be able to endure seeing Chrono…
“…In the bathroom, just in case.”
Because I wanted to be with Chrono even more.
Mars finally decided to make a phone call from the bathroom as a compromise.
“…………”
She is sitting on her toilet in a somewhat calm posture, staring at her cell phone.
Even though Chrono’s phone number was entered, it was very uncharacteristic of her to worry right in front of her, but it would be correct to understand that part with her subtle girlish mind as it is complicated.
“Mr…. What is this, really!”
She must have been a bit ashamed of herself.
Mars finally calls Chrono.
─Turururu… Turururu…
“Whoa…”
My heart burns as much as the long receiving sound.
As expected, isn’t it? Was it too hasty Wouldn’t it be better to call in the bathroom instead of the bathroom?
After going through all the strange regrets and waiting for the ringing tone
─Click!
“!,Huh…See…?”
Incoming tones. Just in case you say ‘hello’.
The words that come back at the end…
[Shh.]
“… Huh?”
[Now in Yasui]
“…..???”
It was a strangely familiar girl’s voice.
As an aside
“What are you doing with my phone?”
“Nothing.”
“Did you hear the phone call earlier?”
“Nothing.”
“…………”
“Nothing fits.”
I don’t know what you’re talking about.
Anyway, since it was a really big deal, I decided to move on.
Probably a spam call or something like that. In the first place, what is important now is not that kind of ‘trivial phone call’.
“Really ‘he’…”
“………..”
Mars Mama opens her eyes blankly as she sees the man’s figure.
Her masculine features are so similar that you could call them Mars Papa’s twins, but in reality they are completely different.
“That’s all made of ‘fantasy’?”
Lea’s characteristics. [Dream and Night Resident]
The boundary of the body is ambiguous, and it is said that it has the characteristics of handling dreams and fantasies.
This time, she succeeded in creating the appearance of “Mars Papa” By blurring the boundaries of her body and inflating her body through illusion.
‘The problem is that if it hits a strong impact, it explodes.’
Mars Mama said she would take care of that part, so that’s okay.
Now the next important thing is this.
“Mai, can you follow me?”
“Very possible.”
Mai’s characteristic is not just [Wise mother and wife].
It’s too much for her to be able to change into a man like Leah, but she has the characteristics of [Change].
─Duduk… Knocked…
“…..Ugh.”
Whatever the process, Mai changed her appearance to Mars Mama.
I was out of breath after dyeing my hair red, so I watered it and asked if it was that hard.
“Reducing the breasts was the most difficult.”
“…………”
Hey.
Over there, listen to the lady behind you.