233 – Confession
There was a breathtaking atmosphere in the place.
To the point where it feels as if time has stopped.
“… “
Hwivien prayed that it was not an illusion.
I wish time would stop like this forever!
But, as usual, time passes quickly.
“Wow, wow, wow…” “
Aedrin muttered softly and looked at Hwivien and Ceylon alternately.
‘This is my first time seeing a confession scene…’ ! And Miss Whivien, to Ceylon-… !’
Interesting. And restless.
Those two feelings coexisted in Aedrin’s expression.
“… “
Drin and Kasha looked at Hwivien and Ceylon alternately with strange eyes.
aaa!!!!!!!!!!!!
Meanwhile, the screaming continued in Hwivien’s head.
‘What have I done!?’
Bingle round. Hwivien’s eyes were going crazy.
Her face, which had been heating up without knowing its limits, was overloaded and reached the point where the system crashed and turned blue.
She turned a look of resentment at Miz out of the corner of her eye.
‘Isn’t it right to confess in that atmosphere?’ !’
In fact.
The reason why Whivienne was overly attuned to the atmosphere created by Miz was not simply because she was a woman with wide knowledge(?) And rich imagination(?).
Hwivien sympathized with Miz’s words.
***
Ceylon, who had finally returned, disappeared again without saying a word.
-Ha, what a lousy man. Is it really that difficult to just say one word and leave?
Hwivien’s initial reaction to him was to vow not to give him any attention from her.
-In the first place. If that person was worried about us, he would have said something briefly before he disappeared.
-It was the same before, and it was the same this time too.
-What is that?
-Why should we worry about people like that?
Ceylon’s actions, which seemed to have no regard for their own feelings, felt cruel.
You will no longer waste your energy pointlessly because of such a dishonest man!
Hwivien’s decision not to pay attention to the disappeared Ceylon was a kind of protest.
And on the other hand, it was an earnest wish.
-Well, this time, he’ll come back as if nothing happened and show that stupid face.
-This time, you won’t have to worry.
This time, the man will come back and show his face again without any hesitation.
Yes. In the end, nothing will happen.
So, you don’t have to worry.
With such complicated feelings, Hwivien resolved to maintain indifference toward Ceylon.
It didn’t last long.
As soon as Ceylon disappeared, invasions occurred throughout the continent.
Before I knew it, Hwivien was once again ‘there’ – hovering under the window of the dormitory room in Ceylon like a ghost.
Ceylon, who became an instructor, no longer uses the dormitory.
He skipped meals and had trouble sleeping, so waiting for him here was extremely meaningless.
I knew it well even if no one explained it to me.
Even though he knew, Hwivien could not escape from there.
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I felt like if I waited here, I would be able to meet him again, just like that time.
I even had hopes that the man would know that he was waiting for me here and come visit me.
-Hmph… Staying out without permission. Really, a person like that is an instructor. The academy is also now out of fashion.
But that expectation was betrayed.
The first day too.
The next day too. The next day too.
-This lousy human being. Where on earth are you wandering around… Does he have any awareness that he is an instructor? Other instructors and professors are not taking a single step out of the academy to protect the cadets…
I thought that no matter what the problem was, he would quickly solve it and come back.
But this problem was too large for that.
Invasions that occurred simultaneously on the continent.
The situation became increasingly serious.
As if no one can control it.
It’s as if no one is out of line.
What is that man doing now?
Could it be that something is wrong?
The survival of the continent felt like the survival of Ceylon.
As time went by, Hwivien spent more time under the window of the dormitory in Ceylon.
My legs are swollen and swollen from standing and walking around all day.
The uniform, which was not maintained, was damaged to the point where it was difficult to recognize it as the Whivien Leolian.
His stomach was sore because he had not starved for several days, and his head felt heavy as if a weight had been placed inside it because he had not been able to sleep properly for several days.
I could endure something like this.
As long as there is a promise that he will return.
So it was difficult.
Because there was no promise that he would return.
-That human… He said he couldn’t come back… ?
What if he doesn’t come back like this?
What will he do if he can never see that stupid face that pisses people off again?
The possibility that I might never see Ceylon again crossed my mind.
If I had known it would be like this, I would have done something.
But what should I do?
-…
Confession.
Would anything have been different if I had honestly confessed my feelings to him?
Would anything have been different if I had told her honestly about my feelings and told her not to disappear silently from her side again?
I don’t know.
Hwivien could not imagine how Ceylon would react in that case.
That is why we were unable to move forward in our relationship with Ceylon until now.
Honestly, it wasn’t bad.
No. It was good.
The relationship with Ceylon was, without a doubt, the most inspirational relationship among all the relationships that Whivien had.
But what if you try to move forward by being greedy and everything goes wrong and your relationship is ruined?
For example, Whivien was afraid of being rejected if he got closer to Ceylon.
So he didn’t try, and he thought it was right.
But when things get like this, I realize it too late.
The fact that this current relationship is not permanent either.
I am free because I am not in any relationship.
It is ephemeral because it is not a relationship at all.
-If I knew it would be like this…
Conclusively, Hwivien regretted and made a promise again.
If I were given one more chance.
I will no longer be afraid at that time.
-So please come back safely…
***
Hwivien’s earnest wish came true.
Ceylon returned safely as she wished.
Then what happened to Hwivien?
Did she immediately fulfill her promise to reveal her true feelings to Ceylon?
‘I was crazy…! To such a lousy person…!’
Somehow, thanks to Miz, she became like that.
However, Hwivien was regretting it.
Why did she stop doing what she had wanted so much?
It was a complex yet simple reason.
Fear of rejection faced again.
Hwivien became restless and noticed Ceylon’s notice.
“…”
A man like the wind who hangs around with a smile on his face and looks like he can grab it at any time if he stretches out his hand, but when he actually reaches out, it seems like there’s nothing left in his hand.
Ceylon looked at himself with narrowed eyes, making it difficult to understand his true intentions.
It felt like he was going to make fun of himself with his signature mischievous expression at any moment.
When he got tired of making fun of himself, it seemed like he would get out of the situation with his sly words and actions.
It seemed like he would subtly reject his confession.
I couldn’t imagine Ceylon taking his confession seriously.
That’s why he has been avoiding this situation so far.
“…You care about me?”
The silence that felt like forever finally ended.
Ceylon asked back carefully.
“No, that, ah- uh-…”
Hwivien is broken.
Her face began to turn red again and she waved her arms around as if she was drowning.
I just can’t do it.
She eventually couldn’t hold out and decided to retreat.
“So, that’s what I’m saying…! It seems like he’s worried that you’ll disappear without saying anything again…! Yes! It seems like he’s worried! This part is important, so I’ll make it clear. ! I said, ‘It definitely seems like it’s bothering me! So, you know what I mean!? It’s not some weird misunderstanding that makes you feel bad, right?”
Ha.
Kasha, who had been watching her situation with interest, sighed and shook her head.
Yes. I thought it would be like this.
Kasha looked at her Hwivien with pitiful eyes for a moment. She quickly withdrew her gaze.
Because she was no different just because she was herself.
Kasha understood her Hwivien’s actions.
Because Kasha was like Whivienne.
The day Ceylon disappeared.
Kasha didn’t wait in front of Ceylon’s dormitory like Whivien did, but in her own way, she suffered just as much as Whivien.
She and she came to the same conclusion.
If I were given another chance, I would never miss it so that I would never feel her pathetic feelings again.
She told him she was going to confront her own feelings honestly.
But now.
I was just watching as Miz and Whivien created a mysterious atmosphere against Ceylon.
Kasha couldn’t imagine her Ceylon accepting her feelings honestly.
‘At the very least, they will try to sneak away while slyly trembling with that embarrassed face.’
‘I’m sure Yuamu will try to move on with that angry face.’
‘If it is Ceylon County…’
Surprisingly.
Everyone was thinking the same thing.
Because that was the man they had been experiencing all along, Ceylon.
“Yes? Ah.”
Ceylon lost its luck.
His next actions were obvious even without looking at them.
With her sly attitude, he was teasing her by catching on to her strange behavior just now.
‘Poorly.’
They tried to send a look full of respect and sympathy to Whivien, who must have had the courage to do so even though they knew this would happen.
“Oh, of course! hahahahaha, what a strange illusion-“
But then.
Ceylon suddenly showed strange behavior.
Waving arms.
Gibberish.
The appearance was similar to that of Hwivien, who had just confessed his true feelings to Jeon Silon and was at a loss as to what to do.
In other words, Ceylon was taken aback by Hwivien’s confession.
The world’s Ceylon is embarrassed that it finally received a confession?
You’re not just teasing me because you think it’s the right time?
‘Oh, it must be my mood.’
They thought they were mistaken.
“It’s absurd. How could I give Miss Whivien such a strange illusion?”
But no matter how I looked at it, it didn’t seem to be an illusion.
‘Did this human call my name correctly…?’
Ceylon properly calls Whivien’s name.
It was an unusual sign. He was clearly out of his mind now.
It was a moment when a side of Ceylon that they did not know was revealed.
Ceylon.
A dirty man who goes too far in making fun of other people and truly enjoys it.
Unexpectedly, he was weak in pure emotions and clumsy in relationships between men and women.
“By the way, Ms. Hwivien, you really have a mischievous side. Did you get a kick out of this? Ha, hahahaha-“
It was certain.
Ceylon was embarrassed and embarrassed by Whivienne’s confessional attack, and he was at a loss.
Did he have such an unsophisticated side?
“Hey.”
Suddenly, Kasha called Ceylon indifferently.
“Ah, yes. Miss Kasha, please speak.”
“I am you-“
“Ceylon!!!”
Hwivien interrupted Kasha, who was about to make a shocking confession naturally.
“What would you do if what I just said was actually true?”
“Yes…? What is that all of a sudden-“
“Hey.”
Kasha glared at her Huvienne who interrupted her own words.
“What are we going to do?”
“What are you doing? I was talking to that person first, right? So why are you suddenly interrupting?”
“If you think about it that way, it’s you. Didn’t you interrupt first when Miz was talking?”
“That’s-…!”
“Ceylon-“
“Why are you trying to cut in line so casually!”
“Huh? Cutting in line? What are you saying all of a sudden…”
The three predators began a fierce snowball fight.
In a mountain where there are no wild beasts, the fox is king.
Aedrin did not miss the opportunity.
“Fool, you know-“
She approached Ceylon with her back to her.
“I also want to make something clear before the idiot disappears again-“
“Ah! Miss Aedrin, do you want to be my precious friend too?”
What should I do?
What should I do?
Ade Lin twisted her body and she looked up at him with wide eyes and said,
“No more than that…?”
“Eh?”
A converting blow filled with Aedrin’s courage.
The effect was enormous.
“Eh, eh, Ms. Aedrin…? What is that all of a sudden-“
Ceylon was embarrassed and started talking gibberish.
Her clumsy side was revealed without hesitation.
It wasn’t an illusion after all.
In this respect, he was a herbivore, not a carnivore.
“…”
“…”
“…”
“…”
Their eyes shone.
Like a hungry predator.
The restrictions that bound them disappeared.
They were not going to endure it any longer.
“Oh. A passionate fight?”
Miz was excited and muttered as if it were her own business.