I Became The Academy’s Narrow-Eyes chapter 81

81 – Lone Wolf

The time when freshmen were in full swing on the main street near the entrance ceremony.

Kasha, who ran away from the scene where the representative match was in progress, calmed herself down by wandering around the academy grounds.

Ceylon.

The man was the first to call out his name, ignoring everyone else.

The reason.

It was because Kashara saw herself as a full-fledged person, not as a mutant.

The moment you realize that fact.

My heart started beating like crazy.

It became difficult to control the muscles in the face.

It seemed that if I tried to answer Ceylon’s words, the unbridled laughter would leak out.

I couldn’t possibly be near him.

So Kasha ran away and was troubled.

‘Why the hell am I doing this…’

It was such a strange and foreign feeling.

Probably the first feeling since one’s ego was established.

So what if you don’t like it again?

I do not know.

So confused.

Soon, Kasha reached a shadowy corner of an academy building.

She suddenly looked away.

There was a window, and someone’s figure could be seen through the window.

It was a woman.

She was very excited and showed her emotions on her face.

It was a human group that Kasha Hanahan despised.

– What a pitiful face.

– Why are you putting on such a pathetic face?

– Probably for a trivial reason.

If it was the usual Kasha Hanahan, he would have felt that way inside.

That was the character of Kasha Hanahan.

Kasha Hanahan looked at everything in the world with a pessimistic gaze.

Everything in the world was ugly and contemptible.

If there was something Kasha Hanahan despised the most, it was herself.

She asked herself whenever she disrespected someone.

– What are you?

-What are you good at ignoring them for?

The answer to the advice was always the same.

– Nothing.

– A pitiful girl full of dissatisfaction who is not recognized by anyone.

As such, the character of Kasha Hanahan was twisted.

A character who despises everything in the world, including himself.

Since when did this happen?

-I’ve been like this since the beginning.

– Since you’re such a bad person, they probably won’t admit it either.

Katya blamed it all on herself.

It wasn’t true.

Kasha Hanahan wasn’t always a twisted human being who was pessimistic about everything.

Sometime in the distant past that Kasha Hanahan can’t remember.

She looked very different from now.

Although he was not energetic, he was far from the concept of pessimism.

Unlike now, where people are extremely closed in their relationships.

Although he was clumsy in human relations, he was an active person.

When Kasha Hanahan wasn’t yet a mutant of the Hanahan family.

So, it was a time when Kasha’s family regarded her as a member of the family.

At that time, Kasha was a person who could make an expression similar to the woman through the window she was looking at now.

“…!”

At that time, Kasha, who was looking at the woman through the window, stepped back in embarrassment.

It was realized belatedly.

The woman reflected in the window is none other than Kasha Hanahan, herself.

‘That’s me…?’

Kasha stood in front of the window again, looking in disbelief.

It really was.

The woman with a pitiful face was none other than herself.

She stared blankly at her reflection in the window.

Bondi Kasha didn’t like seeing her reflection somewhere.

The self reflected in the mirror was the same as the family who despised him.

But now, the reflection of himself in the window-

“…”

she stroked her face.

It was the look Kasha had hoped for.

It was the look she hoped, the look she wished her despising family would make upon her.

Kasha suddenly had an idea.

If I make this face in front of them, will they show me this face too?

“ah…”

The moment Kasha thinks of her family, Kasha’s expression in the window changes.

Standing there was my usual self.

A pathetic woman who despises everything and is pessimistic about everything.

The poor woman looked like someone.

okay.

It was those people.

Those who ignore and despise me.

“under…”

It was a stupid idea.

Just because I made that face just a moment ago, to think that those people would give me the same face.

More than anything.

It was impossible in the first place.

He couldn’t look at those people and make that face.

I didn’t like to build.

in the first place.

How did you make that face?

Kasha tried hard to make that expression again, but it didn’t work out.

In the end, I decided to borrow the help of my memory.

He recalls how he made that face.

Then one person immediately comes to mind.

Ceylon.

He’s one of the few men that even a pathetic woman like himself, who despises all humans, can’t help but admit.

I remember the moment when that man reminded me of himself before anyone else.

That’s how I remember the moment when they saw me as Kasha as she is, not as a mutant of Hanahan.

“ah…”

Kasha beyond the window was making that expression before she knew it.

“…”

Kasha stood still for a long time and looked out the window.

Seeing yourself through the window with an unfamiliar expression.

I had a sudden thought.

Would that man look at himself and make a face like this?

“…uh?”

Like that, Kasha was thinking about how to make that guy look like this.

“ah-…!”

It was as if she had just woken up from a dream.

It belatedly reminded me of running away from his name.

Kasha in the window made another strange expression.

It was a look full of anxiety.

“What do we do…”

Kasha was restless and unconsciously recalled.

The man who looked at them and made the same expression as them, who despised himself for this.

When I woke up, Kasha was running at full speed.

‘please…’

hope it’s not too late

I hope the man doesn’t disappoint himself.

Before long, Kasha climbed onto the main street.

“…!”

For a moment, her steps stopped.

Recalling that man, Kasha, who had a different face than usual, quickly returned to her original form.

It was all because of encountering a certain person.

The cold indigo color dyed her hair down to her waist, making her feel chilled.

The ruthless impression of his sharp, cold eyes made him look like he would get frostbite if he were to face them.

In many ways, he resembled Kasha.

It was Kasha’s older brother, Meloin Hanahan.

“…”

He was walking from the other side, saw Kasha, stopped and looked straight ahead.

Kasha was in front of Meloin, but Meloin was not looking at her.

It was not the appearance of a senior dealing with a junior who took the second place in the entrance exam.

It was even less the way the older brother treats the younger sister who took second place in the entrance exam.

“…”

Kasha took her eyes off Meloin.

start walking again

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It was a time when they passed Meloin like that, and the meeting between the two seemed to pass without incident.

“You drop out.”

Meloin spat out softly with her back turned to Kasha.

“…”

Kasha’s feet stopped.

recognition of those people.

It was the reason Kasha entered the academy.

She wanted to be recognized by the people by placing first on the academy entrance exam and proving to be the best.

But it failed.

In response, one of those people, Meloin, now spoke to Kasha.

I never expected it in the first place, but this time I was disappointed in you once again.

If you were a mutant of each family who longed for their approval, you would have felt as if the ground was collapsing at Meloin’s words.

And then he must have followed Meloin’s words.

Turbuck-

So, Kasha didn’t feel any inspiration from Meloin’s words.

I ignored his words and resumed my steps.

She no longer wanted their attention and approval.

The sound of footsteps going away without any answer.

Meloin, who did not pay attention to Kasha even when she was in the front, finally turns her gaze to her.

“…”

But it’s already too late.

When he turned his back to look at Katya, she had already disappeared from Meloin’s sight.

Meloin stared in the direction where Kasha disappeared for a while.

Then, the moment he just met himself, he thinks of Kasha.

changed look.

changed behavior.

Meloin resumed her stopped walk.

Not in the direction he was originally heading, but in the direction Kasha was heading.

Shortly after arriving at the place, Meloin found a man on the road where the representative match was in progress.

“Representative of freshmen in the swordsmanship club…”

The second son of Hanahan, the great family who is the root of cold magic and the owner of the Blue Mage Tower.

As a student, he is a genius wizard who already has the same eye level as the academy’s magic department professors.

One meloin.

Arriving at the place, he paid no attention to Kasha.

I just remembered the man’s face and name, and left without regret.

***

The sun, which hung on the top and illuminated the sky blue, hung over the horizon at the end of the national championships, turning the vast grounds of the academy orange.

After the representative match, the freshmen immediately scattered and went their separate ways.

The steps of the freshmen in the Ministry of Magic were very heavy.

The steps of the freshmen in the swordsmanship department were very light.

“Iiik…!”

Except for Hwibien, who, at the moment the conversation with Ceylon was over, ran away from him with a lighter step than anyone else using wind magic.

“Stupid~”

“Hey, chief.”

Aidrin and Miz tried to approach Ceylon as soon as he had finished talking to Huivien.

“Ceylon~”

Adela passed the two and tried to run into Ceylon.

chuck.

The three footsteps stopped at the same time.

A figure approached him at the end of the story of Ceylon and Huvien.

With light steps like a wolf that has found its prey.

It was Kasha Hanahan.

Aidrin and Miz looked away from Kasha to Adela.

“…what is it?”

When Adela answered their gaze, Miz and Aidrin spoke in turn.

“lining?”

“You seem to be going somewhere in a hurry. Why are you stopping?”

What will happen if you get in here now?

you check it out

At that, Adela shook her head coldly.

It was amazing.

Adela, who acted boldly without paying attention even in front of so many eyes during the representative match.

She was actively watching.

A huge, ferocious wolf with a deep blue mane was pacing by Ceylon’s side.

“uh!”

Soon, Ceylon finds three people standing in the distance and approaches.

With a wolf by your side

“uh?”

The moment they saw the wolf’s face, the three women’s expressions changed.

Contrary to what he was worried about, the wolf’s appearance seemed very docile.

It was the moment when the three women were about to approach Ceylon after hesitation.

“…”

The wolf stared at the three with cool, sharp eyes that were completely different from when he looked at Ceylon.

“””…!”””

The three of them followed the warnings of their instincts and ran away.

“Uh, uh!? Everyone!?”

Ceylon’s arms holding the three of them floated in the air.

‘driving me crazy.’

Ceylon is left alone with the wolf again.

“…”

He felt a warm gaze and turned his head.

A few steps away, a wolf with a cold indigo mane stared blankly at him.

Ceylon cautiously opened his mouth.

“Whatever it is for me…”

The wolf shook his head.

“Not at all.”

“Is that so…?”

Then why the hell are you following me?

Ceylon didn’t have the confidence to say that at all.

‘Who knows why this person is doing this.’

Ceylon still had no idea.

That ferocious indigo mane wolf, for what reason was he pacing by his side?

“So you-“

Then the wolf said.

“Do you want anything from me?”

“Uh-yes. Not really…?”

“is it.”

After that, the wolf shut up.

Then, without a word, he resumed looking at Ceylon.

Ceylon took her eyes off the wolf and stared straight ahead.

take a step

Bubbly.

Bubbly.

With each movement of Ceylon’s foot, two footsteps sounded.

‘What is this…’

The wolf was following Ceylon as if it were natural.

Ceylon was embarrassed, but acted as calmly and naturally as possible.

‘Even if you get bitten by a wolf, you’ll live as long as you wake up.’

Ceylon moved his steps and spoke to himself, not to himself.

“Ah~ It’s getting late, so let’s go back to the dormitory~ Let’s hear it. The academy is divided into grades and ‘genders’! They say the dormitory buildings are separate. Are you curious about what kind of dormitory I’ll be staying in in the future?”

This was the interpretation of that trivial self-talk.

Whi.

Whi!

He wasn’t calling Huivien.

It was the sound they made when chasing away wild animals.

‘I said I’m going to the dormitory for male cadets, so I’m not going to follow you anymore, right?’

Ceylon thought so and moved on.

Bubbly.

Bubbly.

Bubbly.

Bubbly.

***

after a while

A dormitory building exclusively for freshman male cadets came into Ceylon’s field of vision.

“Oh~ That’s it, the dormitory for freshmen male cadets.”

Ceylon, not talking to himself, clearly announced his destination and resumed his steps.

Bubbly.

Bubbly.

‘No, how far does the deal go!?’

The wolf followed Ceylon without hesitation.