191 – EP.34 The Forgotten Past -5
A dinner after a fight with Lumadia.
Precisely, I was angry one-sidedly, but Rumadia was still clinging to me.
“Master, I will apologize with all my heart, so let’s stop getting angry~! Huh?”
“I was so worried about you, but Rumadia tricked me like that…….”
“Hey, hehehe! Okay, then I’ll grant you any one wish of the master. How about you forgive me instead?”
“Can you really grant me any wish?”
“Yes, if there is something you want, I will find it somehow, and if there is something I want to eat, I will go out and hunt it right away! Of course, naughty things are possible… ♡”
Ruma Dia lifted the skirt she was wearing and showed me her underwear.
Her innocent face, her well-proportioned body, her slightly protruding protruding teeth, and her charming point on her right breast.
If you are seduced by a woman who has model-like specs and features that will make men excited, 8 out of 10 might pass you by.
However, I was one of two exceptions, not eight.
“Okay! Then, if I need anything later, I’ll tell you.”
“Huh? That, yes… !”
A time when I was still ignorant about s*x.
At this age, there are some children who have a strong s*xual desire, but I didn’t have time for that.
I have not been able to live a proper life because I was in a hurry to run away and turn away from the discrimination and contempt inflicted on me every day.
Even if Lumadia seduced me 100 times, there was no way I would let go.
‘Because I thought that the genitals are just for excreting urine.’
[So if you were over there, you would have attacked her right away?]
‘No. Still, I’m probably not going to attack first.’
[Why? You’re at an age where you know everything about s*x right now, right?]
‘Doesn’t the Shinsoo who has reached the truth not even know that? Of course it’s because of my fox.’
Miho is a fox who can sense the smell of other women on my body.
It’s a dangerous situation if the fact that you’re with Rumadia is found out, as it is now.
In addition to that, if you mix Romania and her body, that day Boo, Ruma Dia, and Miho will no longer be people of this world.
How can I covet the body of another woman when Miho, who has gone mad with jealousy, kills everyone and commits suicide after me?
Anyway, I’m sorry for Ruma Dia, but it’s good to see that you can’t mix her body with her unless Miho gives her permission.
‘Looking back, I see that I was really captured by Miho… ….’
Once again, I felt desperately that Miho’s love was heavy.
“By the way, her grandmother is very late….”
“Where did the owner’s grandmother go?”
“He went to the hall to have a meeting with the villagers, saying that a typhoon was coming. She thought she would be back by evening, but she must be very busy.”
In modern times, a smart phone is an excellent means of communication.
However, in this era, smart phones were being spread in earnest, and smart phones were rare in the countryside.
Of course, there were old-fashioned cell phones or landlines, but my grandmother was the type to live without talking on the phone.
So, the only way to find out about her grandmother’s safety was to go to the village hall myself.
“When are you going to come back, I’m getting hungry….”
“Master, are you hungry? Shall I cook for you then?”
“Do you know how to cook?”
“Because I have lived alone all along. I’ve never cooked for a human before, so even if it’s impossible, I’m confident in grilling meat.”
“However, since her grandmother is a vegetarian, there is no such thing as meat in her house.”
“If you don’t have it, just hunt it down! Even if it wasn’t so, there was a lot of meat around here, right?”
“Really? Then I’ll ask you.”
“Leave it to me!”
Her grandmother didn’t come back, so I was hungry and Luma Dia airlifted her food for me.
It was a heartwarming sight, but now my heart is on the verge of going mad.
‘Ah… no! Stop! Stop! Don’t let go! Don’t let Lumadia go!!’
[What, why are you doing this all of a sudden?]
‘Even though I lost my memory, I remember one thing clearly!’
[What is that?]
Her grandmother’s cherished bull, her Yellowy, suddenly disappeared and I was framed for eating Yellowy.
Because of that, I lived listening to her grandmother’s nagging for a week.
At the time, I even cried because I felt unfair, but after looking back on the past like this, I finally realized the truth.
I really just ate Yellowy.
Not even knowing that Rumadia slaughtered Yellowy in our barn.
In the midst of that, I lost my memories of Lumadia, so of course I couldn’t help but feel unfair even though I ate it.
‘We need to stop Rumadia! I need to dry… !!’
A situation where you have to run right away and stop the slaughter of Rumadia.
“I can eat meat side dishes after a long time!”
However, when I was young, I thought that Rumadia hunted wild animals in the nearby mountains to procure meat.
In the end, I ended up waiting for her to come back, letting go of her unwanted drool.
‘No! No! I said no!!’
[It looks like a scene from a man-made science fiction movie.]
For the past few days, Yellowy has been carefully washing, feeding, and working together.
Facing Yellowy with grilled meat, I sobbed.
I didn’t know anything, but I was enjoying the meat.
An anecdote about the destruction of innocence when a chick raised by a child becomes a chicken, and her mother turns it into Samgyetang.
I couldn’t understand it before, but now I can understand it more than anyone else.
‘Yellow… !!’
And the fact that made me saddest was that Yellowy was really delicious.
***
After the tearful dinner, it was time to call it night, but her grandmother hadn’t returned.
At this point, while I was worried that something might have happened, I couldn’t go outside.
Because nights in the countryside are very dark and secluded unlike those in the city.
It is said that now you can jump in regardless, but for me as a child, it was almost like a test of courage.
On the way to the town hall where her grandmother will be staying, she was so scared that it wouldn’t be strange to wake up.
In the end, my steps turned to my room outside the house.
“If I’m worried about Grandma that much, should I come and see the situation?”
“…… No it’s okay.”
“Because I can come back soon. You don’t have to make any reservations.”
“Then what if you don’t come back to Rumadia? I hate being alone! Stay by my side… !”
As I imagined being left alone, my body started to tremble.
‘I can’t help this guy’s PTSD….’
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Late night, while I was on my way to a convenience store near my house, I was abducted and beaten up by pseudo-pups.
So after I was saved, I imagined that the pseudos would reappear every night and kidnap me, and I was afraid.
Especially when no one was around me, I came to have such an imagination.
So my family didn’t leave me alone as much as possible, and my grandmother stayed by my side as much as possible.
However, her grandmother has not returned for a long time due to typhoon measures.
Originally, I should have been suffering from seizures in my room, seized by trauma, but now I was able to endure the trauma because Rumadia was by my side.
“I can’t help it if it’s the master’s order!”
Recognizing my psychological state, Ruma Dia put on a proud face and then again wrapped her arms around me.
A soft and fluffy sensation that comes from the back of the head.
In addition to that, the top of my head was touched by Rumadia’s cheek, and it quickly swayed from side to side.
“I never get tired of the owner’s warmth and smell!”
“Yes….”
He has given up on Lumadia’s expression of affection both physically and mentally.
She decided to just let her do as she pleases.
“Come to think of it, why did Ruma Dia choose someone like me as her companion?”
“…… Are you like me?”
“That’s why I’ve been approaching various animals to make contracts, but they’ve all been afraid of me and avoided me. But Ruma Dia isn’t afraid of me at all, and it’s amazing that she even signed a contract with me.”
It’s a fact that we’ll only know about in the future, but the reason why animals avoided me was because of Miho, who spews murderous feelings out of jealousy.
There was no animal other than Shinsoo who could withstand Miho’s jealousy, so there was no animal that tried to sign a contract with me.
Because of that, I was severely discriminated against, and Miho was sincerely reflecting on that.
They allow me to make contracts with other priests to some extent.
Even so, there was no Shinsoo who wanted to sign a contract with me blindly and for no reason.
As soon as Tia hatched, she saw me for the first time and signed a contract with me, and Yata forcibly signed the contract with me because I would make her happy in the future.
Cor fell in love with me for using my whole body to protect him, and in Alice’s case, it was an employment relationship, but as we grew closer together, we came to like each other, so we signed a contract.
‘Even though Sister Hres was impure, she wanted to sign a contract with me for a reason.’
In that sense, Ruma Dia might have appreciated the fact that I treated her and proceeded with her contract.
However, I felt it was too early to make any conclusions.
“It’s amazing. When I see you, I don’t think of anything else other than the feeling that you are cute.”
“That… okay?”
“Well, maybe it’s because I’m different from other animals, but I don’t have to worry too much about it. Because I won’t be rescinding my contract with the master.”
“I see. So why did you choose me as your partner?”
“Didn’t I just say that? Because the owner is cute! Eight!”
“Ugh!”
The arms that were holding me are getting stronger.
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Luma Dia hugs me tightly like a cute teddy bear and rubs her whole body.
Her expression of affection was proving that her own words were true.
It felt like she was pretending to prove it correctly.
‘I was fooling around.’
[You must have noticed.]
When I was young, I understood what Rumadia said, but I didn’t.
She couldn’t say what she was saying right now, so she acted evasively.
The true reason must have been something else.
‘Let me ask you one question. After seeing all the flashbacks, can you figure out why Lumadia signed a contract with me?’
[No, even if you look at the past you lost, you won’t be able to figure out why. Right now, this world is looking back at your memories, not hers.]
‘That’s an ambiguous ending.’
[Instead, I’m sure the day will come when you’ll get to all the facts.]
‘You speak like Yata. Can you see the future too?’
[Yes, I know why she signed her contract.]
‘What is it? Then why don’t you tip me off right here and now?’
[Sorry, no spoilers. Besides, it would be better for you to find out for yourself.]
‘Can a writer named Dae Shin-soo be so cheesy?’
[Then let me tell you just one thing in particular. The biggest reason she decided to sign her contract is to save you.]
‘To save me… ?’
[Yes. For the detailed reason, you will find out for yourself after the flashback is over. Because I can’t tell you more than this.]
A transmission from the brain that was suddenly cut off. Eref’s voice was no longer heard.
It was clear that Eref had cut off the conversation because it was meaningless.
‘Haa… ….’
What kind of great secret could it be that it is hidden like this?
In a situation where only a sigh came out, I slowly looked at Rumadia.
Her face looked down at me deeply with a smile on her face.
I could feel the slightest sadness in her act of affection.
That kind of girl is still unfamiliar to me.