113. Anxiety
“That’s what happened.”
Scarlett and Adela gathered together,
Paula is slightly late.
Because cases like this were not common,
I took this opportunity to inform Scarlett and Adela respectively.
Something we don’t know about each other.
So-
“…Scarlett knew too.”
“I’m more surprised by what you found out.”
The dark reality of the church,
Both heroines found out.
However, I didn’t want to tell Adela about her alley. Because she didn’t even want to tell Scarlett about her nuns.
Focusing on the purpose of conveying information,
Only the essential parts were explained.
That might be enough.
“…So, what are we going to do?”
“It’s not really different from the previous semester.”
I also wanted to announce that the church is now planning to spread its influence on Russell in earnest.
I kept that part secret.
I didn’t want to cause more anxiety than necessary,
If you ask me how I knew, I have to bring up Cain.
So, what needs to be emphasized here is.
“Growth and health.”
“Health?”
“Yes. “I would like to encourage you not to overexert yourself and to always maintain your best condition.”
In the eventful event ahead,
I really didn’t want to face the variables caused by the heroine’s ‘health issues’.
That is why I emphasized it again.
“This also applies to mental health. If you have any concerns, please contact me without delay. We’ll keep it confidential, so don’t worry. Ah, even if it’s not me…”
I very subtly,
I looked at Adela and Scarlett.
I took a look at Adela, who was standing behind her and putting her hand on my shoulder, making me feel like I was her lover.
After one look at Scarlett, who was sitting half-lying on the sofa, clicking the mana cube, as if she couldn’t bear to see that cringe.
As if selling items by linking them,
A self-interested ‘recommendation’ was inserted.
“Since we are students and colleagues, it can be said that it is very desirable to rely on each other.”
Can we get a little closer to each other now?
It’s the instructor’s wish.
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No, the two never became best friends in the game either.
We’ve never had a relationship like this where it felt like we were going to eat each other.
The more we spent together, the more I felt that our intimacy with each other was retreating.
Before I call this a gamer or anything,
It was an issue that required action as a manager.
For that reason, the water was opened.
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Thrill-
With Scarlett’s cold gaze,
My trivial wish was dismissed.
“…Not dislike. Anyway, all they had to do was know that the commitment they had to make in the future was quite heavy. Then slowly-“
“No, there’s still something I want to hear.”
I stopped in the same position I was about to get up,
Scarlett pointed at me with the cube.
“You’re pretty good too, but more about that later.”
A cube that moves slowly.
The end of that corner was behind me.
Adela Cathy.
Pointing to her,
Scarlett said.
“He ate something wrong?”
Very sensitive issue.
The part I was trying to overlook.
Damn it, Adela.
I told you not to show it off outside…
But, our merchant lady.
He was a very bold friend.
That’s why I wasn’t scared.
No, rather, it’s as if he wants you to take a good look.
She becomes more attached to me.
“What am I?”
“Oh, right? “Am I crazy?”
“Scarlett, I will explain this later-“
“No, instructor. So it’s almost like they’re hiding it, right? “I don’t like that.”
Hey, you said you would be self-reliant.
No, you were taking care of yourself.
In fact, Adela has been acting perfectly ever since she went to school today when the semester started.
She didn’t show any such signs, and was no different from usual until she entered the private room.
Why does she become so blatant as soon as Scarlett comes in?
Is it a check?
Are you treating Scarlett as your enemy?
No, isn’t that going too far?
Is there any reason why Scarlett feels the same way Adela feels toward Ivan?
Even if I give in a hundred times,
The only camaraderie that comes from struggling together for the goal of becoming a church?
But, there was no time for me to stop him.
Adela stepped in front of her, placed her hands on her waist and stretched out her chest.
And then, he declared.
“I fell in love.”
“……What?”
“Oh, did I cut things off too much? “To be exact, I fell in love with the instructor.”
Ah, so you decided to push ahead.
I feel like I might not like it if I talk about the past, but that doesn’t mean I can’t show it at all.
Push forward with the logic that ‘I just fell in love’.
It’s hot.
The coolness I felt from a fox beast somewhere.
I thought that would be the last time such a public confession would be made, but this is something the world never knew.
“…Hey, instructor. “I heard he has a crush on you?”
“Of course the instructor knows.”
“Oh, really? Well, it seems so. So, what does that instructor say?”
Adela blushed brightly,
She said, twisting her body.
“…That’s a secret.”
Now I don’t even know if that’s acting or not.
It’s scary even if it’s smoke, and scary even if it’s not.
But the truly scary thing happened next.
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Wood!
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The cube was crushed.
This was something Scarlett did with one hand.
That was something you could break with your grip.
I also found out about this for the first time.
Adella, who lost her momentum,
He hid behind my back.
I had to sort out the situation.
“Scarlett.”
“…What.”
“Let’s talk separately later.”
It is understandable that she is upset.
What kind of situation is it in right now? I guess I should see it like this.
The cult is a real threat,
Scarlett is definitely like a business partner who shares the same goals as me.
From her perspective,
At the same time, Adela, who is intoxicated by the love game, looks infinitely frivolous.
I would also look very pathetic for not actively preventing it.
Of course, you can only think that way because you don’t know the story of Adela and me.
Even if you look at it objectively,
Because now is not the time.
I decided to reserve a separate space to scold Scarlett later and at the same time threaten Adela a little more.
“Do whatever you want. “I will live the way I used to live.”
Replying bluntly,
Scarlett turns around and heads towards the door.
I left her last words to her.
“Scarlett.”
“…Why.”
“I believe you know that I am not a person who gets swayed by personal emotions and gets things wrong.”
As an instructor, I can assure you,
Even if Adela appears like this, she won’t be as upset.
That’s what I meant,
It was also my own determination.
Boom!
·
Was it counterproductive? She was the one who slammed the door and walked out.
“Haa…”
“Are you okay, instructor?”
I sat down with a sigh,
Adela touches my forehead.
“I don’t have a fever… Just wait a moment. “I’ll get in a car that will get me warm in no time.”
“Adela.”
“Yes, yes?”
“Shall we sit down for a moment?”
I couldn’t catch Scarlett.
It was because of human emotions.
We requested information from the family,
If you wait a few days, you can find out Ivan’s past.
If not all,
You will be able to know for sure about ‘that day’ and the ‘Blaze family’ that Cain mentioned.
It felt like waiting for a report card.
Depending on what Ivan did there,
I could become Scarlett’s enemy.
In such a situation,
I can’t look Scarlett in the eye.
It was natural now.
But you can do this.
“Instructor? No, brother? “Adela doesn’t know why she opens her eyes like that.”
“Please sit down.”
You should listen to some nagging.
—
“…Sheesh.”
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Taak-
The rock kicked by my foot rolled a few times and disappeared into the bushes outside the road.
Scarlett had no taste for teasing pebbles, but now she wanted to kick something.
The vitality that is secretly exuded while walking.
Thanks to that, the students were able to avoid Scarlett from 20 meters in front.
This is something that usually only you know about.
Yes. She didn’t know.
“You have personal feelings, I guess…”
The reason why I feel so uncomfortable.
A final word from the instructor.
I will not be swayed by personal emotions and do things in vain.
If you turn that around,
It was said that such feelings exist.
I heard that fact from the instructor’s mouth,
She was extremely annoying.
–
Taak-
Because she didn’t want to argue further,
In this way, I ended up getting kicked around by stones.
This stress of unknown origin,
Although she was Scarlett, she broke the doll in the sparring room and vowed to release it with sweat.
“You said you fell in love with her… You cut all your fingers off her and pretended to be strong…”
In that thoughtless muttering to myself,
Scarlett stopped in her tracks.
Yes, she saw it.
I recognized it unconsciously.
Adela Cathy.
The fact that the bottom of the lady’s fingernails were a mess, as if they had been bitten.
What it meant was simple.
That’s what happens if you bite because you’re anxious.
It’s not that the instructor wasn’t interested in the young lady, but this was something only Scarlett knew about.
Evidence of anxiety that destroys people.
It is not easy to figure it out with just such fragmentary information.
Scarlett is from the back alleys,
She was sick of seeing people going crazy.
If you bite the bottom of her fingers until they become loose,
This is evidence of extreme anxiety.
If people are driven to that extent,
It was very diverse.
When a guy who can’t live without alcohol can’t get alcohol, when a drunk drug addict is refused credit by a dealer, when a guy being chased by a debt collector hears footsteps coming toward him.
Or…
Is it when something goes wrong with a family member or lover?
Suddenly, Pelia came to mind.
Her brother Felix. When the child was still alive, Felia, who had not been lucky that day and could not find food, walked around nervously chewing on her fingers.
I didn’t want to see her like that, so I saved her some food, and I remember being greeted so hard that her head hit the ground.
Anxiety. Because of anxiety…
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Sweet-
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Now Scarlett’s steps are,
She started heading somewhere other than the sparring hall.
Blatant favor toward the instructor.
The anxiety that comes to the brink of self-destruction, hidden behind the ecstatic eyes of love.
I was curious about the reason.
What, you fell in love? That’s right.
Ivan isn’t a person you can’t fall in love with… It’s not like he is.
However, what else is there to be anxious about?
Enough to bite the bottom of my fingernails.
I wanted to know that.
Scarlett is not a detective,
I had no intention of playing a similar game.
Because the uncomfortable feeling was a specification.
And, if only she made up her mind.
Sweet-
Things like walking quietly behind people,
Because it wasn’t even work.
As I walked down the hallway of the main auditorium again,
I was able to catch the back of a familiar young lady.
She started following along.
As if it were there or not, very secretly.
Adela’s steps were faster than expected.
It almost felt like she was being chased by someone.
However, she was not the Scarlett to be missed.
She turned the corner next to the stairs and disappeared, and Adela tried to keep chasing her with little delay.
“…Camilla!”
“Ah, lady! “I was looking for you.”
At that sound, she stopped and stuck to the wall.
“Let’s get to the main topic quickly.”
“Lady. Calm down.”
“Hurry!”
“…So, according to the information I received from outside. “There was only one disease that satisfied all of the symptoms that the instructor had heard about.”
“What is that? Is it a serious illness? How long does treatment take? “Is there a need for immediate action?”
And, the answer given by that person named Camilla.
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“…They say it’s an incurable disease.”
It was never something that could be overlooked.
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