328 – [5] A rainbow-colored life
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Burning and collapsed wreckage.
A thousand birds wandered aimlessly among them.
I stepped on broken bricks, burned wood, and shards of glass.
And I looked between the bricks, between the trees, and between the glass.
With the worry that her friend might be lost somewhere.
Unfortunately, such worries betrayed everything.
Among the tragically collapsed wreckage.
Nothing was visible.
“Ah…… Yeah, yeah. Now these debris must be roof debris…… A little further down…… !”
The wreckage he is seeing now is the wreckage of the roof and the top floor.
It was clear that his friend was much lower than this now.
Cheonmae hurriedly cleared away the debris.
If you think about how vast this space is, it’s just a matter of peeing on frozen feet.
Remnants that appear no matter how much you remove them by hand.
What’s more, what was removed was piled on top of other debris.
It was a useless thing.
If your friend is trapped below.
But Cheonma-ri constantly moved his body.
“Please, please…” … !”
The look in his eyes as if he would ignore it even if someone told him that it was meaningless.
A face that looks as if the blood is drying up at this moment of life.
Is there a reason to go to such lengths to find her friend?
‘You can’t be like this in vain! This might be the last episode that was this different…… !’
Others may not know, but the returnee had it.
A life that has returned countless times.
How many things have been repeated, how many things have been repeated.
But, among those countless lives.
This was a particularly unique life.
The episode started anew after moving towards the future, only to fall down due to a big mistake of one’s own.
But where did it go wrong?
Or where did the difference originate?
Something happened that never happened before.
That was the appearance of Kang Xian.
First grade of elementary school.
A time when everyone was not interested in studying and was only interested in playing.
As always, she aimed for the academic excellence award.
In order to get more of her pocket money and investment money by being more visible to her grandfather.
So study…… I didn’t do it.
It was not just once or twice that I had started a new life, but because I had accumulated a lot of knowledge.
Moreover, when it comes to high school courses, there are things you can forget.
Elementary school course with little meals?
Being wrong itself was a sin.
How can a regressor not solve such simple level problems?
[Views: 42, 11, 26, 41, 4, 1, 39]
– (1) 42 – 41
– (2) 11 – 1
– (3) 41 – 26
– (4) 11 – 4
– (5) 42 – 39
Of course, there were many cases where the problems changed due to the butterfly effect, so it was not possible to recklessly claim a perfect score.
Even regressors with strong pride often make mistakes.
‘Hmm? Isn’t the answer ‘1 – 42 = -41’? But why is there no answer?
– Correct answer: Teacher. The problem is strange. There is no formula that comes out the smallest.
– Teacher’s words: Student Marie~ There is no answer~ The answer to the problem is ‘(1) 42 – 41’~
‘Oh fuck that’s right. ‘You learn negative numbers starting in middle school.’
The regressor, who was so young and had a very soft brain, would let down his guard and fall into arrogance.
This returned to a butterfly effect that had never been experienced by a thousand birds.
No surprise, a guy I had never seen before attacked me from behind.
Here, seeing something for the first time in one’s life meant including all previous lives.
‘What is that guy? ‘Where did this guy come from?’
A guy who doesn’t know what he is has appeared.
In times like this, what is the solution of a woman who is more intelligent and just than anyone else?
If she was a boy, there was only one solution for her.
The goal was to find out the truth by beating him right away.
And a few years after starting her new life, Cheonma-ri labeled her as a nerd, as if announcing her failure in re-semara.
I won the fight, but I ended up becoming an asshole.
Tragically, her image did not improve much after that.
The violent behavior of the returnee who felt suspicious was merely dismissed as a kind of ‘orphan behavior.’
‘Why is this guy so talkative? ‘It feels like I’m talking to someone who’s about a young man.’
However, there was no harvest.
A boy who defeated himself sexually.
A boy who fights again even if he fights.
“I don’t have parents. “They both passed away.”
“Hey, you too?”
“Oh, you too?”
There was also a decisive similarity.
I never thought that having no parents would be such a good topic.
As we chatted, the information increased.
As we approached each time to argue, a strange sense of intimacy developed.
At some point, we started going together.
Although arguing has not completely disappeared.
Fighting with each other became routine as we became closer.
It was childish, dirty, and disgusting, but it was actually strangely enjoyable.
“Now in the east and west…… Huh?! Team kill?!!! Hey, what are you doing!”
“Be quiet. “This is me sacrificing you for a while to get the bigger picture—huh?”
“You idiot!”
Acts that other people would have broken off relations with long ago.
However, perhaps because the relationship was already close to breaking off relations, there was no second breakup.
Even though we behaved endlessly as shit and betrayed each other like we were eating, we never crossed an extreme line.
Even if they threw a thousand precious game accounts under the sea, they didn’t do anything like delete the entire account.
“Kang Xian, give me back my rank!!!”
“It’s an account that was in the deep sea anyway. “I just went to a slightly deeper sea.”
Anyway, that was it.
The love and hate I experienced for the first time in my long life was tough and strong.
So on the one hand, it was also precious.
Because he was the only person who kept me from being bored during my free childhood.
It wasn’t even that we couldn’t communicate.
Even if I used complex vocabulary, I could have a conversation, and even if I used technical words, I only had to explain.
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It felt like I was talking to a well-to-do young man, not just a teenager.
Except for the fact that small problems arose due to slow brain rotation due to the limitations of the small body, everything was fine.
“My IQ is 100, your IQ is 100. You have to create a perfect task with a total IQ of 100.”
“I added 100 and 100, why is it 100?”
“You’re not going to participate properly anyway.”
“Ah-hang.”
“Don’t be convinced.”
Has there ever been an enemy like this?
I can’t believe that this kind of relationship arose in someone who used various types of violence, took pleasure in looking down on others, and was immersed in infinite egoism.
It would be a shame to dismiss it as a passing relationship.
I wanted to hold on and play together a little longer.
But will that really work?
I have never had anything like this before.
‘No. ‘Shouldn’t there be at least once a life other than a dull life?’
So a relationship full of love and hate continued.
It was annoying to see someone who didn’t have elf blood, but it didn’t really matter as I walked away from them knowing that I was putting some pressure on them.
No, when I look back on the past, I am thankful that we even had an accident while we were growing apart.
Because thanks to her, she became a little closer to Kang Xian and was able to live a happy life.
She was sorry for every ounce, but more than sorry for her, she just had to make herself happy.
In the first place, that was also the life I have lived as a returnee.
Getting ahead of others, taking what others have, and standing above others.
Of course, we didn’t forget to clean up after ourselves.
“Ugh, ugh…” … Grass…… Leaf…… Approximately…… Please… ….”
“How come? “Pity me.”
Cheonma-ri was a wise businessman.
The ability to turn waste into assets was certain.
“Where is the family…” … Kidnap…… That tall girl at that time…… Live, live…….”
“You don’t have to say it. “Because I plan to live a good life in this life.”
“Oh, no…” ….”
“Such poor friends. “For the sake of our Gangsi, it would be right for me, who is ‘a little richer,’ to practice noblesse oblige towards them.”
I also felt sorry for Kang Xian.
So, she put her human acquaintances, who were no better than idiots, into treatment one by one.
It wasn’t that big of a treatment.
It was just an experimental treatment that involved digging into a person’s brain and attaching fancy electronic equipment to it.
Except for the lack of medical verification, there was no problem.
Is that why? Fortunately, no one died.
Cheonma-ri shared with them the happiness she had enjoyed thanks to Gangsian.
We touched their memories, recruited them into Nartica, and trained them properly.
They, who had lived such terrible lives, were reborn as prosperous members of society.
It is also a temple where you can feel happiness that you have never felt before.
“I guess it worked out right?”
“Because it is still an experimental technology…… However, we succeeded in eliminating the side effects themselves.”
“That’s enough. “Well done everyone.”
A charity that would have been unimaginable without Kang Xian.
It cost quite a bit, but it was still okay.
Anyway, I did it for Kang Xian.
He could do this much for his precious friend.
Even if we had to do a bigger charity, it was the same.
Cheon Ma-ri was willing to do anything to have a happy life with Kang Xian.
Not just now.
Forever and ever.
That’s why Kang Xian didn’t want to lose even more.
A being who changed a gray life into a rainbow-colored life was worth protecting.
The good news is that they had already taught me various things and guided me on the right path.
The problem is that when I think about it now, it was all a mistake.
“Gangshi?! Kang Xian?! Sian! “If you can hear me, please answer me!”
It ended up being like I was suddenly driven into a limb.
No, this was no different from directly killing the benefactor.
“Wait, wait, wait, not yet.”
But he continued to deny that it was not true.
They say he may still be alive deep underground.
But realistically speaking, how likely is that?
The ground collapsed and burned, so how could it be so different if it were an abandoned basement?
This denial continued until her men arrived.
It got worse after her men arrived.
“Down here! I think I have a friend down here! Everyone, please clean up the debris quickly!”
I dug and dug.
The rubble was cleared away in vain.
And it was a time when I had no idea how much time had passed.
A thousand bodies slowly stopped.
“… ….”
There was no hope.
It seemed like there wasn’t even the slightest room.
It was still a day missing, but that was it.
I thought I should call more support and clean it up, but my first instinct was that the protective shield would wear out and he would die before rescue.
I finally burst out laughing.
The rubble will soon be cleared again, but the future is dark.
‘If I had known it would be like this, I would have been together…… !’
‘I should have stopped her from meeting her grandmother to prevent this from happening in the first place!’
‘No, I should have just persuaded you from the beginning not to come to Palaistra Academy.’
‘When we meet again later, it will be even better than now… ….’
‘Damn it, damn it, damn it.’
I had a lot of regret.
In the end, he threw the wreckage as if it would break it and wailed.
Even if her subordinates asked her if she was okay or even if she brought her a casualty kit, it was all the same.
I could only think of regrets.
“Kang Si, I’m sorry…” … I’m truly sorry…… “When I come back, I will really move forward—”
Just a few minutes.
Even his subordinates gradually realized that their actions were meaningless.
More manpower.
More equipment.
I needed them to get all this out.
One of my subordinates took the risk of saying bluntly that his boss was in a terrible mood.
“…… “The current situation requires these things.”
“Okay…… Manpower and equipment…… If I’m going to clean this all up, I’ll need them…….”
Cheonma-ri swept his blackened hand down his face.
He was just about to give additional instructions, as if grasping at straws that had already burned out.
When he turned his head towards his subordinate.
The pupil was reflected as if someone’s image was passing by.
Not nearby.
Two people behind the wreckage.
One demon and one dragon.
The facial features were too distinct to be simply similar people.
“Huh?”
A face you won’t recognize because you’ve seen it countless times.
A face that is recognizable even from a distance.
I don’t know why.
It was clearly Kang Xian and Shannon.
“What the fuck.”
Wait a minute.
Why is he coming out of there?