179. Again with the white sister (4)
It was the first time I met my white older sister’s yandere eyes.
“……… “
“……… “
Since they are siblings, I thought this would never happen.
No, I hoped not. If even my older sister becomes a yandere obsessed with me,
I’m afraid my mind won’t last.
But fate cruelly gave me the damned task of being a yandere, where all heroines like me.
After all, my karma is great.
And now I have to pay off that karma bit by bit.
“White noona, how long are you going to stop seeing me?”
“…… I don’t know.”
Before solving the problem, it is necessary to look at the characteristics of the heroine Kim Ha-yan.
In , Kim Ha-yan is a caring and kind character. She is a heroine who is devoted to her family and terribly cares about her brother.
So to speak, she is a heroine with a ‘bracon’ tendency.
I’ve heard that there are cases where incestuous rice cakes were eaten with such things among unknown communities or secondary creations in a previous life.
I don’t know the details because I wasn’t the type to enjoy that kind of thing. I happened to see such an incestuous article once, but it was a crap article that had no reality and ignored historical evidence.
And the life I have lived as Kim Taeyang tells me.
No matter how much they are siblings, there’s no way they could have such feelings for each other.
But anyway, it’s called ‘Bracon’.
There was an event in the game that showed this kind of bracon tendency well.
Events from last year’s school trip
Kim Ha-nae, who had a fight with Kim Tae-yang, asks Choi Seon-wu for advice.
Kim Ha-nae also understood the persuasion, and as she developed feelings for Seon-woo, her obsession with her younger brother disappeared.
However, in this non-game world, a big variable occurred.
Sunwoo did not fulfill his role.
Of course I intentionally ruined it to break the flag.
The aftermath of the storm resulted in neglecting the growth of the ‘Bracon’ inside Kim Ha-yan.
Also, while I was blocking the flag, I kept worrying about my older sister in white, hanging around her, or doing things that could be misunderstood as a siscon, so it’s different from Taeyang Kim, who tried to distance himself from Hayan Kim in the game.
In the end, did those actions come together to allow the white sister’s heart to grow?
Besides, unlike Kim Taeyang in the game, who had no major problems, I have already caused the white sister’s worries several times.
Even now.
“Why are you here? Aren’t Yuri and Kahi happy and having a good time?”
There is a strange poison in the words.
While the white older sister spoke like that, her voice full of resentment and love and hatred pierced my ears.
“Your sister is in this condition, how can you ignore her?”
“Who do you think made her this way?”
The white sister is staring at me.
Those eyes of hers feigned her anger, holding fear within her.
With a mixture of anxiety and shady emotions, ‘what if something really happens to Taeyang?’.
“I am really sorry. She lied because she wanted her sister to look after me.”
“……… Bad ass.”
It was the first swear word I heard from my white sister.
It wasn’t too shocking. She only felt sorry for the tears that flowed from her white sister’s eyes.
“Why is your real sister trying to get attention while leaving your sluts? Are you really a siscon?”
“It’s family! It’s only natural to be worried!”
“I hate being a family with a guy like you!!”
He must have said it harshly on purpose to get him off.
Of course, there was also some inner thoughts.
If I interpret it correctly, it would mean that if it wasn’t for me and my family, there would be no problem with meeting me or falling in love.
“So, let’s go.”
Another characteristic of Kim Ha-yeon is that she tries to hide the fact that she is a ‘yandere’, that she likes and is obsessed with someone.
Actually, the yandere trait is the ‘conscious blooming of yandere’, the ability to hide the yandere eyes.
Right now, the emotional agitation is so great that it is difficult to hide it.
Even at the beginning of , Ha-Ha Kim tried to help Choi Ga-Hee, Seong Joo-yeon, and Cho Yu-Ri while hiding her love for Seon-Woo.
It’s hard to bear her feelings that keep piling up her emotions, and getting tired of Seonwoo’s gaslighting and the heroines’ fighting spirit, Kim Ha-nae eventually becomes a yandere with a strong obsession.
Here, too, there is a risk that the older sister will not let go of her lingering feelings until the end, and if her feelings persist, they will get worse.
You can’t keep it piled up. But again, you shouldn’t let them openly show their impure feelings toward me.
It’s a really complicated problem.
“Nuna, if I just keep it in my heart, will it explode someday?”
“What do you know?”
“Aren’t you going to meet your friends too?”
“…… I don’t know, do you want to see me fight over you again?”
“I won’t let you fight anymore.”
“How?”
I looked at my sister in white for a while.
In some ways, the behavior of the white sister may be a natural process.
In order to erase taboo thoughts or emotions, it is natural to deliberately keep a distance.
As long as my sister’s feelings don’t deepen and get worse, I’d better leave it as it is.
Because my sister will take care of herself and try to get away from her yandere.
If you really throw away your lingering feelings, as long as your emotions don’t get worse, that’s okay.
But the problem is, if things go on like this, my sister will be alone.
White sister can’t live without seeing her friends all the time.
But that doesn’t mean that my sisters won’t allow me to avoid my sister’s friends.
I can’t explain the situation and ask to see you separately.
Because even the white sister doesn’t want her feelings exposed.
We have to find another way.
There is one way.
In this way, even if it is difficult for the white sister at first, she will eventually give up her lingering feelings.
Even when taking another heroine route in , The white sister abandoned her lingering feelings.
“Who should I pick?”
The white sister, who flinched for a moment, began to conflict.
She
She And she finally found something to say when she opened her mouth.
“Who are you going to choose for this?”
“Yes.”
“What do you think of kids!”
The white sister started to get angry.
It’s an absurd story even when I think about it.
What brother in her world would date her girlfriend to reconcile with her sister and overcome her sister’s bra con?
But I’m willing to.
And, in fact, I had been thinking about this for a long time.
“Everyone seems to be laughing at you because they like you, but have you thought about the feelings of the kids?”
“Yes, all of my sisters are precious. They are good people who are undeserved of me and think of me with great care.”
“By the way, will anyone decide?”
“Because no one ever said they would decide?”
I knew that too.
If you keep going like this, nothing will happen.
Until now, I’ve only been putting off my choices one-sidedly, relying on the goodwill of my older sisters.
But someday you have to reject everyone or choose someone to date.
It’s a world where you can’t realistically live in a harem for the rest of your life.
Of course, I have no intention of deciding easily.
No matter how much noonas do, even if I ask them to date right now, they are people who will say they like it regardless of the reason, but deciding to be comfortable with me is ignoring their feelings.
“I will also go out with someone I like.”
“…… So, who would you like?”
“I don’t know. I do not know either. My heart.”
These older sisters are so charming, and the more I know how desperate they are for me, the more I hesitate even if I lean towards them.
“I’ll decide anyway. Within this year, I will also organize my mind, so noona, please live normally with your friends. Don’t look at me because of me.”
I turned around pretending not to know, but I clearly conveyed it to my sister in white.
Get out of Bracon now.
In , Because Kim Tae-yang likes Lee Yoo-young, and because Choi Seon-woo is there, Kim Ha-yan’s Bracon was resolved.
I don’t know if white noona will find a good man, but first of all, if I find a girl I like, then noona will give up her lingering attachments.
“…… As soon as you know, let’s go Because I also want to clear my mind.”
“Yes. Sister. See you tomorrow.”
I said goodbye to my sister and left her room.
After that, I drank a glass of water and leaned against the wall in front of my sister’s room.
I didn’t know when I moved in, but it seems that the soundproofing of the house isn’t very good.
The sound of my sister’s crying came through the wall and broke the boundary.
Knowing that I had to give up, knowing that I couldn’t have it, I needed some time to calm myself down for a while.
“Haa~ Am I really a siscon?”
I muttered very quietly, wiping away the tears I shed without even realizing it.
Let’s get out of the house now.
Because her mother might be coming home from work soon.
Also, my sister came out of her room and it was awkward to face.
After leaving the house, I headed for Yuri noona’s house.
I have to deal with the heroines with all my heart and make up my mind.
Again with my white sister,
Even if it’s just to live as comfortable brother and sister like before.
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“Kahi noona, I’ll call you for a second and come back.”
“Yes! You must come quickly.”
I left Kahi noona’s room and headed for an empty room that no one seemed to be in.
Looking at the phone screen, it seems that Lee-noona finally finished the competition and received the phone.
“Hello?”
[Yeah~ Kim Taeyang, how are you? Did you miss my sister?]
“Um… any?”
[It’s okay to be shy~ At times like this, it’s okay to act cute saying you want to see more.]
“Even if I act cute, it doesn’t suit me… “
[Eh? Act aegyo once~ Noona, you worked so hard.]
You mean you want to get a reward?
But I don’t want to do it even if I die because I’m embarrassed to do aegyo on purpose.
[If you don’t do it, I’ll kiss you as soon as I go.]
For a moment, I felt a chill.
Usually, when you joke around like this, isn’t it a light feeling like ‘I’m going to kiss you’?
[I just stuck my tongue in… ]
“Okay! Okay, stop explaining.”
I looked around.
If I don’t act cute like this, I think I’ll put a headlock on me and make a fuss as soon as Noona arrives.
Suddenly, I saw a crack in the slightly open door.
I can’t believe Kahi noona……
[Kim Taeyang quickly~]
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“Yeah, wait a minute, sister.”
When I approached the door and opened it, Kahi noona, who had been caught, was standing there smiling mischievously.
When I looked at him telling me to go, Kahi noona let out a deep sigh and went back into the room.
If I had acted cute in front of Lee Lee-noona without noticing it, Ga-hee-noona would have made a fuss about acting cute with her eyes closed.
After confirming that no one was there, I cautiously acted aegyo.
I won’t describe it any further. I’m ashamed to even think about it.
I want to kick the blanket while sleeping.
[Uh… I should listen to it every time I sleep.]
“I expected it, but did you really record it?”
[Of course. It’s the precious and precious Taeyang’s aegyo.]
“Haa~”
Well, I hope Lee-noona is satisfied.
In the meantime, I returned my phone and worked hard in the competition, but this level of compensation is not even a reward.
“So how did you rank?”
[Huh, be surprised when you hear it. Of course I got first place!]
“Wow, that’s great.”
[Sure! The whole country is called the whole country!]
I praised sister Lee a few more times and raised her nose.
“Then I will be back tomorrow.”
I slowly concluded that I would see you tomorrow.
Until Iri noona’s voice changed in the middle.
[By the way, Taeyang.]
“Yes.”
[So who is bothering you?]
“Huh?”
The aftermath of what I did today is not over.
[Hayin sent me a text message today? It seems like someone is harassing you and bullying you.]
At that moment, goose bumps broke out all over my body.
I can tell that Lee-noona has gone into yandere mode without looking into her eyes.
“That, it’s not like that.”
[My older sister will visit the classroom once.]
“No, that’s not it!! Hey sister, listen to me!”
That’s how I had to convince sister Lee for about two hours.
I had to soothe Gahee noona, who was upset because I couldn’t talk to her because she was on the phone for a long time.
“Why are you so tired today?”