Episode 181. Nightmare
[Sister, wake up. That son of a b*tch is gaslighting your sister!]
[Noisy. I don’t want to hear it, I don’t want to hear it!! I’m going to Seonwoo right now!!]
[I saw him cheating!!]
[Don’t be ridiculous! Don’t make any false accusations without knowing anything!!]
Bang-!!
[Sister!!]
This is not my fault.
It was the fault of Sunwoo and his family who tried to hinder me.
[Kim Ha-yan, where are you going late at night?]
[Why are you blocking the way to meet Seonwoo? Does Taeyang believe what Taeyang said, too?]
……
[White, put down that sword.]
[My sister, calm down!! Because I know!!]
In front of me holding a knife, Taeyang, my younger brother, approached.
[Your sister didn’t do this. Please return to your old sister.]
[I was wrong. Now I will listen to my older sister… ]
The more my brother cries, the more my heart… It seems more torn, painful, and crazy.
Also… Need a good friend
[This is all because of you… ]
[Sister?]
Yes, this is all because of the sun.
Because Sunwoo did that.
It was the sun that seduced me. Ever since I was little, he was talking about getting married, flirting around me, and dragging me into a strange path.
While obsessing over and relying on Sunwoo, I was able to reduce my obsession with my younger brother.
You no longer have to struggle with strange feelings for your younger brother. You don’t have to feel guilty after shaking in anxiety, and you don’t have to be jealous again.
Sunwoo saved me. If you are a good friend, you can date. Can love That’s why it’s better than a brother you shouldn’t love.
Because Seonwoo reduced my obsession with my younger brother, if I catch Seonwoo, the anxiety, pain, and guilt deep in my bones will be relieved.
I don’t like Taeyang.
I like Sunwoo.
I like Sunwoo.
I like Sunwoo.
I like Sunwoo.
I like Sunwoo.
[Don’t disturb me -!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
Pook-
Dripping dripping blood.
[Nu…… Me…… ]
I was stabbed.
I stabbed the belly of my bad brother who was bullying me.
I didn’t mean to kill him…
My heart hurts.
Painful, painful, painful.
The younger brother whom I loved, no, whom I did not love, died.
My heart beats like crazy, and guilt and anxiety consume me.
The guilt of killing someone I shouldn’t have loved, this tragedy that happened because I had dirty feelings, tightened my neck.
[Kyaaah~!!!!!!!!!!!]
I screamed and my mother passed out.
What should I do?
Should I call 911?
Should I embroider?
Maybe they’ll admit it as a negligence.
If Taeyang is alive, he might ask for a good wife and take care of him.
What if you don’t forgive me?
If you go to prison like this……
Seonwoo might be taken away.
Seonwoo might not look at me forever.
Then I have no one to love.
I hate that.
I became anxious.
I’m getting anxious, so I have to meet Seonwoo again.
[First of all, from destroying evidence… ]
Pook-
Remove witnesses,
I set fire to destroy the evidence.
[Yes, now only Sunwoo will be watching, so you don’t have to be jealous.]
————
“Wouldn’t this work?”
“Yes? I’ve been thinking about it all night, what’s wrong?”
Innocent game company Development Department Scenario Team’s office.
While reading the ideas written by the new employee, the team leader sighed deeply.
“Did you do a lot of miyeonsi?”
“Yes, I enjoy it.”
“But do you really think users will like this?”
“…… “
“Wouldn’t readers be confused if we suddenly added a new setting that the heroine loved her younger brother towards the end of the game? It doesn’t seem like a very necessary setting.”
“Isn’t there a part obsessed with school trip events?”
“That’s it, it came out like a ‘bracon’ tendency to reveal Hayanie’s family personality before connecting with Seonwoo.”
Receiving the paper from the team leader, the newcomer looked at the paper for a long time as if he was sorry for the idea he had conceived all night.
“Um… Will it be very confusing?”
“What is the name of our company?”
“This is Innocent Love.”
“Yes, it is a company for pure love gamers. However, it turns out that the heroine liked her younger brother, not the main character, and if we accepted that the heroine was used to hide it, wouldn’t the gamers go crazy?”
Literally, Kim Tae-yang, who was used for a gag, becomes a real blonde-tanned bully.
The newcomer, convinced at once, nodded.
“Thank you for teaching me.”
The team leader raised his hand to say thanks.
“Then discard it.”
Soon the papers went into the trash.
————
A Midsummer Night’s Morning.
To be precise, it was dawn before the cicadas had even cried, but it was time for the sky to lighten up.
Knock- Knock-
I woke up early, checked my watch for a while, and lay down again when I heard a knock.
I rarely have someone come to my room from dawn.
Is Yuri noona trying to sneak into my room again?
I’ve warned you several times, so I won’t do that anymore…
First of all, I didn’t hear anything wrong, so I went to the door and opened it.
“Sister?”
And in front of him stood a white older sister with a swollen face as if she had cried.
“Did sister cry?”
Warak-
Looking at me, the white sister hugged me as it was.
“…… Sorry.”
“What is it? Did any cockroaches come out?”
Why is my white older sister, who was consciously keeping her distance yesterday, suddenly like this?
“I had a nightmare.”
“… Are you okay. It’s just a dream.”
She gave her white sister a hug and ran her hand over her back for a while to soothe her.
What a terrible nightmare it was, did he come to her brother’s room from dawn?
Just when I was curious, I heard a voice that sounded like a whimper because of the tears and runny nose.
“I killed Taeyang.”
“……… “
In her arms, the older sister started sobbing again.
“I didn’t want to do that, but I lost Taeyang because of another guy… “
“Okay. Can’t talk Because it is all in the past.”
Did the white sister see the ending of the game in her dream?
She’s so embarrassed, but if she looks surprised, it’s obvious that she’s worried.
She might blame herself for disturbing her sister because of her self.
My sister tried to calm me down by pretending nothing was wrong.
“Sun.”
“Huh?”
“Can I sleep next to you for a minute?”
“……… “
“Sorry, I said something strange.”
The white sister fell out of her arms and she put on an apologetic expression.
“I’m really sorry since morning”
I grabbed the white sister’s hand as she was about to leave.
“Let’s sleep together.”
“Huh?”
“You must have had trouble sleeping because of the nightmare.”
If I send my sister to her room like this, it’s obvious that she won’t sleep properly.
If you feel safe because I am by your side, the first thing to do is to relieve fatigue with it.
My brother and sister lay side by side on the bed.
“Isn’t it uncomfortable?”
“I’m going to sleep because it’s uncomfortable.”
“Yes.”
She pretended not to notice her sister coming closer to me and closed her eyes.
I’m a bit tired too.
“Taeyang. Ruler?”
“… Huh?”
From noble mtl dot com
As she slowly fell asleep, her older sister spoke to her next to her.
“Oh, sorry for waking you up.”
“It’s okay… Is your sister not sleeping?”
“I’ll sleep later.”
There was an awkward atmosphere for a while.
My white sister still seemed to have something to say to me.
She stayed awake for a while and waited until the white sister carefully opened her mouth.
“I’m sorry for saying harsh things the other day.”
“Yes.”
“I wasn’t serious. Just…… At that time, I was having a hard time in many ways.”
I never thought I would apologize now.
Well, I haven’t reconciled in the meantime, because it was awkward.
“I was angry too, so I didn’t go to school and worried you.”
“……… “
“And I’m sorry that you didn’t know how difficult it is for you.”
That incident didn’t happen because White noona really hated me.
Rather the opposite.
At some point, he liked me not as a younger brother, but as a man, so I committed it because I became jealous because of the older sisters around me.
I belatedly realized the truth, so I have to choose so that my sister is not having a hard time anymore.
So that my older sister completely abandons her lingering attachments.
“… Does Taeyang like someone?”
“Why is that all of a sudden?”
“Just… My sister came into her room and Taeyang said he would go out with someone.”
“……… “
“If you’re going to date someone you don’t even want because of me, don’t do it.”
It’s a person who doesn’t even have a heart……
“Since you are fine now. And the kids are all nice, so they won’t fight or fight too hard.”
And the voice that followed was trembling.
I sneakily held the white sister’s hand.
Maybe it shouldn’t be like this.
I try to get rid of it little by little, but I get weak at the moment and respond to what I said.
It may become even more difficult to shake off the lingering attachment to me.
Still, I held my sister’s hand and didn’t let go.
“I’m tired, so let’s talk after sleeping.”
“……… “
Because the white sister had a nightmare.
First of all, the first priority is to calm down and sleep in a comfortable state.
“Good night. Sister.”
“… Good night. Sun.”
I told you not to go out with someone you don’t even have a heart for, but when I think about each of my older sisters, it’s not that I don’t have a heart at all.
Everyone genuinely likes me, cherishes me, and cares about me, so how could I not like them?
Of course, there are excessive aspects because of the yandere attribute, but you can’t dislike them.
Yes, I like my older sisters.
Now that I admit it, I don’t think I’m much different from Seonwoo, but I can’t help but get greedy.
But I can’t hurt my sisters because of my greed, so I’ll have to talk to them one by one.
The complicated thoughts in my head were slowly erased along with the sound of my sister’s breathing, who had fallen asleep quietly before I knew it, and I also fell asleep.
————
Ding Dong-
“Okay, let’s go.”
When I opened the front door and came out, two short girls were standing there looking at me.
One looked at me and smiled broadly,
One was glaring at me.
“Hi Taeyang! How have you been while I haven’t seen you?”
“Youngah, was our vacation yesterday?”
It was Lee Yoo-young and Sun-ah.
It looks like the two of you met to hang out on vacation, so why are you at my house?
“Yooyoung, is this really the only one?”
“No, neither do I.”
I was about to close the door right away at Suna’s words, but Yooyoung grabbed my chin so I couldn’t close it.
“Sunah. You can’t help it. A friend who likes anime has only the sun.”
“I don’t like anime.”
“Ah~ At least you don’t feel repulsive, right?”
I forgot.
Yes, Lee Yoo-young was there too, right?
Yooyoung has been playing well with Sunah lately, so I forgot about it because I had fewer things to worry about.
I felt sorry for not considering Yooyoung.
Well, I don’t have anything to do with Yooyoung.
“Why don’t you go to our newly opened ‘Any Friends’ shop?”
“I’m not going.”
But apart from being sorry, I don’t want to match the rhythm of the singles from the first day of vacation.
“Ah~ Don’t do that~ There’s nothing to do anyway.”
“I have to study. And Yooyoung, didn’t you go to the soccer team training camp?”
“Oh, well, it was canceled this year.”
Oh, come to think of it, that kind of story came out in Too.
Perhaps tired of waiting, Suna came forward.
Sunah said while glaring at her.
“Kim Taeyang.”
“Why?”
“I ask you to sleep with the enemy just this once.”
“What kind of bed? Did you wake up?”
Suna was pretty serious.
“There is a clear file that can only be collected by three people.”
“Oh, I’m not going.”
You once said you were going to get revenge, then you said you were going to help your brother, why are you trying to play with me now?
“Woo~ Taeyang, don’t do that~”
“Youyoung Lee.”
“Huh?”
“If you go instead, don’t bother me during vacation.”
“Yeah!… But then we won’t go on a trip?”
What trip?
I’ve never made a plan before.
“I will prepare and come out, so wait.”
“Yes.”
“It’s hot inside”
“hehehe, as expected, Taeyang is a tsuntsun, but he is kind after all.”
I also really wanted to get some fresh air.
Lately, my mind has been complicated and clogged.
It would be okay to walk around without my sisters for a while.