206. Between love and friendship (14)
“Kahi noona.”
“Huh?”
“Kahi noona… Why do you like me?”
I casually asked that question.
“Eh?”
Of course, Kahi noona’s first reaction was panic at the sudden question.
I ask in a more elevated voice than usual.
“Go, why is that suddenly… “
“Because you are so good at it… curious.”
It is not a story that was brought up to share sweet whispers between lovers, such as ‘What do you like about me?’.
I just wondered where this favor came from.
Kahi noona hesitated for a while before saying excitedly.
“Yes, yes, because Taeyang is so cute!”
The image of Kahi noona looking down at me with her reddened face and moistened eyes was not a lie.
The touch that caressed me was even hotter.
“Honestly, I’m past the age where I can be cute.”
Looking at it objectively, I’m quite far from being cute.
I wouldn’t know if it was a year ago…
Yes, Kahi noona’s crush on me is the same as it was a year ago.
As far as I know, the reason Kahi noona showed her yandere charm for the first time was because of a picture of me wearing a teddy bear pajamas.
“Taeyang is cute enough even after he gets older and his body gets bigger.”
Today’s Taeyang Kim has grown in a different way than when he wore that outfit.
Also, the things you do to the heroines are despicable.
No matter how much the bean pods are covered, it’s unreasonable to say that I’m Kahi noona’s ideal type.
Then, if I get out of the bean pod, will Ga-hee noona disappear too?
“Thank you for telling me.”
Anyway, that answer is enough.
One side of my heart was cold and lonely, but on the other hand I felt much more comfortable.
The favor I am receiving right now is maybe… It might be a temporary play with fire, so it might end when the yandere condition gradually improves.
“I’ll close my eyes for a moment.”
“Oh, of course, that is absolutely not the only thing.”
“Huh?”
“There is another reason I fell for Taeyang.”
I was curious and kept looking at Kahi noona, but Kahi noona turned her head away, perhaps because she was shy.
The dull color of those eyes disappeared before I knew it and Kahi noona’s usual clear eyes were back.
Doesn’t that mean what you’re saying right now in a yandere state?
“The first time I fell in love with Taeyang was actually the first time I went to play with White and Taeyang.”
“Last April?”
“Yes. When Whitey tries to put Taeyang and me together.”
Oh, that happened.
After the study meeting held at my house last year, White noona thought I liked Kahi noona and prepared her place without saying anything.
In fact, Kahi noona was also aware of it.
“I didn’t understand when White said that a manly man was his ideal type, but when I saw Taeyang, I understood.”
“Have I done anything manly?”
Kahi noona laughed happily as she remembered that time.
“Taeyang was very considerate of noona. Deliberately changing places to walk towards her driveway, and at her restaurant, I did everything alone so that my sisters could eat comfortably, and then… ”
Ga-hee noona blushed slightly more as if she had remembered something crucial after taking a break.
“When someone I don’t know suddenly approaches, when Taeyang protects me by claiming to be my girl, it’s really… He was manly.”
This is unexpected.
Clearly, Kahi noona’s ideal type is a ‘cute person’, so I thought that if I deliberately showed a dignified appearance, I would be far from that ideal type.
“I fell in love with Taeyang’s manliness. It started to look cute after that.”
“That, is it? Hmm… I did not know.”
“hehehe, I just like everything about Taeyang right now. So it doesn’t matter.”
“……… Thank you.”
This was the only word that came out.
Is it because I am grateful for the compliment, or is it because my lonely heart has been completely taken away without my knowledge.
If it’s the latter, I’m probably the worst.
I’m relieved that the favor was sincere even though I haven’t decided exactly how to respond to Kahi noona’s feelings.
“Um… And it was really sad when Taeyang suddenly cut off the relationship and pretended not to know.”
“We decided to stop talking about that!”
I screamed because I was stabbed, but I feel it keenly.
That you shouldn’t treat people that way.
Feeling sorry for nothing, I turned my gaze away from Kahi noona’s face.
“I was really sorry at that time. No matter how many times I apologize, it won’t be enough.”
“hehehe~ Are you really reflecting?”
Again, Kahi noona’s hand, which had stopped, started fiddling with me, as if the ‘affection’ switch had been pressed.
It was itchy, but for some reason from earlier, I didn’t hate Kahi-nuna’s touch.
I didn’t want to deny something anymore.
Did I become tamed before I knew it?
“Actually, at that time, my sister also reflected a lot.”
“Who is your sister?”
Gahee noona didn’t do anything wrong.
It’s just that Kahi noona was kicked by me once.
Since I was kicking one-sidedly, there is nothing wrong with Kahi noona who only liked me.
“Isn’t Taeyang reacting like that after he had an affair with Sunwoo?”
“…… Huh.”
“Actually, I heard everything about what happened to Juyeon. That… I also heard from Hayani about what happened with Taeyang.”
“Hey, Kahi noona, it’s not because of Seonwoo hyung… “
“Aren’t you afraid that the sun will be like that too?”
I felt like my clothes were all taken off in front of Kahi noona.
So I kept my mouth shut.
Perhaps it was because I had uneasy eyes, Kahi noona smiled brightly and looked at my face for a while.
After breaking the uncomfortable silence for a while, I confessed everything.
“Then my sister must know. The situation right now.”
“Yeah, maybe Taeyang… Did you hate yourself because you looked like Seonwoo’s bad side?”
“…… Maybe?”
“Is it difficult because we can’t accept everyone’s feelings?”
Gahee noona, the situation has already been grasped.
A harem is created around me, and I don’t know what to do with it.
Especially after the incident with Seonwoo, after the worst part of me was projected from Sunwoo…
At first, I rejected all the heroines around me with the intention of liquidating them all.
Change schools, cut ties, and as time passes, it will be forgotten on its own.
It would hurt less if I rejected it before my feelings matured.
But when I was kidnapped, I changed my mind after seeing the heroines who came to rescue me without looking back.
After thinking about what to do, the conclusion I came to was to treat everyone the same as possible.
Let’s treat everyone equally and not cause cracks in the relationship.
But again, this was a fishing trip.
In the end, I only raised the level of skinship while taking turns, and the number of my sisters fighting over me increased.
Besides……
Unbeknownst to me, I made the white older sister uneasy.
There is only one way to break this vicious cycle.
‘Choosing who to date.’
But I… What are you doing?
I am finally complaining here and now.
“Anyway, that happened and my sister also reflected on herself. I wonder if I have put too much pressure on Taeyang.”
Kahi noona said she was serious and put her hand near her chest.
“Also, I feel that the kids and I are forcing you to make difficult choices…… In many ways, I feel sorry.”
“It’s not something my sister should be sorry for. Sorry for bothering you.”
I grabbed one of her hands as she caressed me.
It was meant to comfort you, but I just wanted to hold on to it.
She shook her head as if it wasn’t Kahi noona.
“So even if Taeyang eventually… “
With a very distressed expression
“I will respect you even if you choose another woman ‘first’.”
At the words that seemed to put up with something, I felt a mix of gratitude, sorry, and complicated feelings at the same time.
I felt that Kahi-nuna had made a tremendous decision at the tears forming around her eyes, and the cloudiness and clearness of her eyes.
“That’s why I want Taeyang to think comfortably. Because what I want more than anything else is Taeyang’s happiness.”
At the same time, I also had a hard time suppressing the emotions that were about to rise.
I bit her lip lightly so that I wouldn’t notice and looked at Kahi noona.
Gahi noona is lovely.
I didn’t exercise, and even though I was lying down, my heart was pounding, and my body temperature went up without feeling bad.
I didn’t say or listen to embarrassing things, or even make skinship,
Strangely shy, daytime, and at a loss for what to do.
The stuffiness is not relieved.
It’s my first time feeling like this, so I’m embarrassed.
“So, for this date, don’t worry about anything and just take care of my sister. Please use the presents from your sister well later on.”
“Thank you.”
“Yes.”
Let’s be thankful.
No matter how expensive the gift is, it’s a great rudeness to reject this heart right now.
No matter what the future holds, let’s live forever with a grateful heart for this gift and this heart.
“Hey, Kahi noona. Is there anything you want to do now?”
“Um…… “
“Because I said I could do anything.”
I want to do anything right now.
Even if it’s a little late, I don’t want the date with Kahi noona to end in vain.
I want to make Kahi noona happy even if I’m just a little more stubborn.
I sat right back on the bench.
“Um… Shopping is okay, but let’s stop now.. I understand Kahi-noona’s feelings.”
“……… “
“Is there any other good place? Kahi noona liked baking cookies, right?”
“……… “
“Kahi noona?”
Kahi noona has been staring blankly at me without saying anything since before.
Are you in a bad mood because of what we just talked about?
Or is it bad?
Come to think of it, he looked a little dazed and thought that maybe the reason why his face was red from earlier was not because he was embarrassed.
“Are you okay, sister? Are you sick somewhere?”
When you are about to touch your forehead because you want to measure your fever.
“Eup… “
“……… “
Kahi noona must have misunderstood, and kissed me.
Unlike the last time, the tongue suddenly came in and kissed a little deeper.
“Haa- You said you could do anything, right?”
Ga-hee noona, who asked me with an ecstatic expression, was already a yandere.
“…… Yes. But… “
“I only look at my sister now.”
The lips overlapped again.
I didn’t reject it either. He accepted Kahi noona as she was.
Just……
Shall I go out with Kahi noona?
Pair-!!
“Let’s go there-!!”
The sudden sound made us wide-eyed and turned our heads.
“Hey, hehehe! I came because there was a garden… What a menace… “
Iri noona cleared her throat as if warning her.
“Ooh… wow… “
Yooyoung covers her eyes with her hands with her face blushing… No, I was looking through the gap between her fingers.
What makes a kid who watches pornography feel ashamed when he sees things like this?
“I told you to give me more time… I couldn’t believe Kahi would do this.”
“……… Ugh, sun.”
Even Juyeon noona and Yuri noona were watching with jealous eyes.
Ha… What about the remaining dates?
“You both said you wouldn’t cross the line.”
Of course, right now didn’t seem like the time to worry about that.
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“Ahahahaha, I… Are you white? You didn’t cross the line. Taeyang also agreed.”
“Looks like it will be over soon, right? I hope we don’t find out.”
The white sister shook her head as if she didn’t want to imagine it.
“Ah~ That can’t be.”
“Kahi noona is not that kind of person.”
As I defended Kahi noona from the side, the white noona glared at me with a cold gaze.
“Taeyang, did you fall for the gift in the end?”
“You crossed over!”
“Then what did you do when you went shopping?”
“…… Kahi noona bought her clothes.”
“Pillar West.”
“Chi, Pillar West!”
“Yes! You’re talking too much white! Of course, if Taeyang comes to me, I will let him live without working for the rest of his life!!”
Gahi noona, what you just said doesn’t help at all.
Anyway, the date with Kahi noona, which had a strange atmosphere, ended in a rush at the end.