215. Between love and friendship (23)
“Let’s fill out the marriage registration form together.”
I think I made a mistake.
I think we’ll end the conversation with a date from the beginning when we go back later.
“Why are you suddenly moving on to marriage again?”
“Because that’s what I want to do the most during a date.”
Sister Lee’s eyes were very cloudy.
He looked at me with his cloudy yandere eyes.
“Walking side by side to the ward office together and submitting the written report together is the ideal date course for my sister.”
“Is there anything else you want to do here?”
“As long as I can register my marriage with Taeyang, this trip date is fine.”
“… Aren’t we old enough to get married yet?”
The wall of ‘age’ was still protecting me.
But Lee-noona didn’t care much.
“Then you’re saying you’ll accept it when you’re older.”
“Why is the story like that?”
Seeing that I still had no sign of accepting it, sister Lee pouted out her lips.
“Yeah… You promised.”
“What? It’s a promise… Are you referring to the phone call last year about a school problem?”
It was then that Iri-nuna started talking about her marriage in earnest after she became a yandere.
One day before last year’s school festival.
After hearing the news that I was going to go to another high school by chance, my older sister threw away the college and everything and tried to transfer, so I barely stopped her.
‘If something happens before Iri-noona graduates, I will do whatever she says, whether it’s ‘marriage’ or whatever.
At the time, I was trying to reassure Noona Lee.
Things happened before I even entered high school.
I never thought that there would be a fool like Kang Eun-bi.
“That ended with me quietly entering Flower High School..”
“…… No, even before that.”
“Huh?”
“When I told my sister to get married, I said I like Taeyang. She kept calling me honey and honey.”
Sister Lee blushed and averted her gaze.
“Go, he said let’s take a bath together. Even in front of my mother…… “
It must be embarrassing to bring it up.
He talked about the marriage registration form well.
“Nuna and I were joking around with each other. Her aunt would too.”
Sister Lee looked at me with her slightly moistened eyes.
“But… I have become sincere.”
“……… “
Noona Lee confessed in a voice like a childish girl, and her heart pounded.
Well, what, she’s not pretending to be cute all of a sudden.
“Anyway, it’s already too early to talk about that.”
Anyway, I have to postpone this story.
If I try to deal with it now, my head hurts.
I’m a patient right now.
I need to think a little more about how to convince sister Lee…
“Do you have a crush on someone else?”
“……… “
Should I just say no?
I don’t know either.
Should I lie or tell the truth?
But what is certain is that Lee-noona noticed that I hesitated for a moment.
“Looks like there.”
Sister Lee nodded her head.
I looked carefully at Iri’s sister’s yandere eyes, but she still didn’t show any signs of running out of control.
“Ah, that… I do not know either.”
“Haa~ I will tell you in advance. I’m sorry for bothering you.”
When she said something pathetic, which might be an excuse, she said that Iri-suna was fine, and she just gently stroked my hair.
It doesn’t look like he’s angry or anything.
Anyway, why do people around me ask me who I like these days?
Of course, there must be a question that needs to be asked someday.
I felt bitter.
“Well, if Taeyang didn’t have a girl around, she tried to ask her sister to come, but there’s nothing I can do about it.”
Sister Lee cleared her table and laid me down again.
She got a good night’s sleep, took some medicine and porridge and got better, but the headache still lingers.
“You interrupted my rest. Don’t worry and get some rest.”
“Huh?…… Huh.”
Sister Lee smiled softly.
But somehow the corners of her smiling eyes looked sad.
Her eyes, which fluctuated with her cloudiness and clarity, showed Lee’s complicated state of mind.
“If Taeyang is happy, that’s what happened.”
“……… “
She murmured softly, and her words to herself seemed sincere.
Sister Lee shook her hand and left her room.
“……… “
Is Yiri noona okay with being a yandere?
Could it be that while I’m sleeping, I’m being overcome with jealousy and doing strange things?
She felt uneasy, but she shook her head.
Sister Lee, despite her stubbornness and persistence, she’s not the kind of person who would do anything I hate.
“…… Sorry. Lee sister.”
Maybe one heroine was liquidated like this?
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Taeyang put the pot of porridge he had eaten on the kitchen sink, and Lee Lee left her mansion in silence for a moment.
I wanted to walk alone.
“……… Who is it?”
I feel jealous.
I was very curious about who Taeyang had a crush on.
Taeyang evaded that he didn’t know, but when she asked about the ‘person she likes’, Taeyang was definitely thinking of someone.
That’s a bit long too.
Gahee? The lead role? Yooyoung? Glass?
Their faces came to mind, but Iri sighed and shook her head.
Who is it?
Everyone, they are not the ones who will hurt Taeyang.
“Following the white teeth, again… You were taken away.”
The wolf laughed, and then came out of the promenade to a side road that I could see.
Then came a rocky cliff where he could think quietly, and he squatted down there alone.
You can see the sea in front of you.
Listening to the lapping of the waves, the wolf was lost in thought.
‘When did I start to like Taeyang?’
When I ask myself such a question, I wonder why wolves,
Last year,
Not even this year,
A long time ago, a very young kid from 10 years ago came to mind.
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“Hey bro~!!!”
“Did you come to play today?”
“Yes! Hey brother! The dribble my brother showed me was finally successful!”
“Great job! Where can I see you?”
10 Years ago
Until Hayani and his sister moved away, Lee Lee and Hayani siblings were very close childhood friends.
Taeyang especially followed Wolf, who was good at soccer at the time, so he would come over to my house almost every day.
However, there was one peculiarity.
“Brother Lee. I will someday become a manly person like you.”
“Yes, hyung will lead you, so just trust him and follow him!”
“Yes!”
Taeyang thought Lee was a man.
Taeyang often called the wolf his older brother while hanging out with him or hugging him.
Even when taking a bath together, Taeyang, who had a thin concept of ‘s*x’, just passed it on even after looking at the body of the wolf.
For some reason, she seems to have a similar body to White noona, but each person is different.
At the time, Lee was the idol of boys, so I didn’t doubt it.
Even the adults just looked at them cutely and didn’t say anything.
Lee also enjoyed the situation.
Because Taeyang felt like he really became a man.
Even though he was a woman, he seemed to have become special as a man.
Lee took special care of young Taeyang.
Even if they weren’t real siblings, they were like real brothers, and Yiri often hugged the cute Taeyang and spent time sleeping or playing with him.
Then one day, Yi-ri looks back at herself as a woman for the first time.
One day Taeyang was playing at Iri’s house until late in the evening.
“Sun~~”
“Sister~”
“Haa~ I’ve been looking for you for a while. Your mother is worried.”
“hehehe I’m sorry.”
“Even so, we shouldn’t have to return Taeyang before the sun goes down.”
“Ah~ It’s okay. Taeyang is a man~ right~?”
“Isn’t it?”
Whitey let out a deep sigh when Lee and Taeyang clashed their fists in a boyish greeting.
“Without being so agile, no woman would like a manly Taeyang, right?”
“Huh? But am I going to marry your sister?”
“Is that sound again?”
“Yes, I love you, sister. Let’s get married later.”
“If Taeyang is upset with you, I won’t marry you.”
“What? Hey, I’ll listen to you!”
“That’s right. Come on, sister, let’s go hand in hand.”
“Yes.”
Yiri silently looked at White and Taeyang holding hands and smiling.
“Hey, see you next time.”
“Hey hyung, bye bye~”
“Yes.”
Looking at the back of her back as Whitei siblings hold hands and go home, and disappear with the setting sun, Yiri felt a strange feeling of loneliness and loneliness for some reason.
At such a young age, I don’t know the identity of this emotion.
“Me too… Shall I grow my hair?”
But when she looked in the mirror, she began to think about it.
I don’t hate being called ‘hyung’, but for some reason I wanted to be called ‘sister’ by Taeyang.
I wanted to get married to Taeyang first, because I thought that Taeyang would be taken away if Hayan and Taeyang “Married.”
However, Lee, who did not know the identity of this emotion, forcibly denied it and pretended not to know because of the attention of the children around her.
‘…… I ended up wearing it.’
Then she made up her mind, and despite her shame, her mother begged her to wear a one-piece for the first time.
She was ashamed of her own awkward reflection in the mirror, wearing a cute little dress with frills.
“Oh, does it look good on you?”
“Huh, mom?”
“If this is enough, you can compliment Taeyang too, right?”
“…… It’s not like that!!”
‘Will Taeyang really like it?’
Lee had made up her mind to show her sun to her pounding heart.
However, the attempt frequently failed.
In the end, she was reluctant to show her usual self or her pretty face, so Lee avoided her sun for a while.
“Huh~ That, let’s show it though.”
‘If I keep avoiding it, Taeyang might hate me. I want to see Taeyang too… ‘
Finally, Lee put on a dress and the sun headed home.
While walking on the road with her pounding heart, she accidentally found Taeyang and the boys.
“Kim Taeyang, are you going to Lee Lee’s house again?”
“Yes. Shall we go together?”
“Hey hyung, you haven’t been playing soccer lately, have you?”
“Aren’t you busy today too? Just play with us.”
“But I might play with you today, so I’ll go.”
The moment she saw them, the wolf hurriedly hid behind the wall.
And unintentionally overheard their conversation.
“You really, do you like that older brother that much?”
“Yes, of course! You are manly!”
“……… “
“Well, that’s right.”
“It’s fun to be with him.”
Taeyang’s clear voice made Lee’s heart throb.
“Lee-hyung is really fun and cool. Besides, he never disappoints. So, someday, I will become a wonderful man like Lee.”
‘Stop it!!!’
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But I don’t want to disappoint you.
‘Because Taeyang will be disappointed if I come out wearing a dress.’
Maybe Taeyang hates wolves because of disappointment. You may reject it as strange.
It’s painful, and I feel like I won’t be accepted as a woman… Lee ran away from the spot.
I ran straight home.
“Hey bro!”
“Kim Taeyang, long time no see.”
“Yes! Teach me soccer today!”
Lee ran into the house, threw away the dress, and again… Taeyang has returned as the cool older brother he wants.
Until Taeyang moved away, the fact that Iri was a woman was kept a secret,
Yi-ri gave up on ‘first love’.
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“Haa~ Being stupid then and now is the same.”
Not being honest with your heart,
Even wrapping it up as something for the other person.
Lee did the same stupid thing.
“…… If this is the case, then again, whether you like Taeyang or not.”
When I reunited with Taeyang after 10 years, surprisingly, I didn’t feel anything.
It was exciting to see the cute little brother who was just following him come back.
But the moment she joked with Taeyang, ‘Let’s get married’, everything went wrong.
The trigger of ‘marriage’ exploded emotions that had been forgotten for 10 years.
I was too ahead of that feeling, so I pushed Taeyang as if he was possessed by something, but that was rather poison.
I only gave Taeyang an antipathy and made it burdensome. Besides, she was like a wolf harassing a sick child.
“Taeyang likes someone else now.”
I know this too.
That I have to support them.
If she truly cares for and loves Taeyang, she knows that she should bless Taeyang’s future path.
“Okay, so I have to give up.”
Even the fact that I had to give up.
“……… No.”
I know, but I still hate it.
“I don’t want to give up.”
No matter how you think about it, there is only the sun.
She forgot about her crush for 10 years, but somehow she didn’t want to date or like another guy.
No matter how much she believed she had forgotten, Yiri’s innocence was still a one-way street.
“As expected… Unless it’s the sun… No… “
But now all I could do was secretly cry alone.
Just like that day.
It was no different from the day when Taeyang passed away and cried while holding a dress.
Only the sea breeze caressed the head of the weeping wolf.