Episode 219. Menhera (2)
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When we entered the living room, we just sat down on the sofa and said nothing.
I was just killing time, avoiding eye contact.
However, there were many things I wanted to ask both Yuri and I.
After taking a quick look at Yuri, I looked down at her arm.
Her arms are a mess.
Blood was splattered everywhere, and the bandages were sloppy and dirty.
“Yuri-nim. “Do you have more disinfectant and bandages?”
“Oh!”
Yuri’s sister suddenly looked exaggeratedly surprised, as if she hadn’t expected me to talk to her.
“That… Well, there is…… “Where are you hurt?”
“Shouldn’t I say that now, not my sister?”
“……… “Just wait a moment.”
As if trying to avoid answering right away, Yuri quickly stood up and handed over the bandage that was right in front of her.
I didn’t see what was in front of me.
And again, a black plastic bag stands out next to her.
When I took a quick look, I saw dirty bandages and blood-soaked tissues inside.
I tried to ignore it and grabbed Yuri’s arm with a new bandage.
“…… Ah, even if I leave it alone… “It’s okay.”
“I don’t want to leave you alone.”
Sister Yuri no longer refused or resisted, but relaxed her arms.
When she saw the scar on her arm, she was a little angry, but calmed down her emotions.
I applied antiseptic to her wound and bandaged it properly again.
“Ha, do you know how to do it?”
“Yes, I often got hurt while playing when I was young, so I learned it by watching my white sister do it.”
“Well, I see… Hayan is amazing.”
When I was young, I was an active naughty boy.
When I came back after getting hurt while running around and playing, White Sister always scolded me and gave her first aid like this.
I also learned naturally.
“Okay, that’s it. “Isn’t it uncomfortable?”
“…… Huh.”
On the other hand, even if Yuri got hurt, there would have been no one around to treat her, worry about her, or teach her.
After finishing the treatment, I sat down on the sofa again.
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I don’t know.
What should I say?
Should I apologize first?
You didn’t get any answer?
Or should I just tell myself not to hurt myself?
Now, in this situation, it would be funny to confess right away.
This is a confession made out of fear that anyone will see it and harm oneself.
Your sincerity will only be questioned.
Moreover, Yuri might learn something wrong based on this incident.
You should not think, ‘If I harm myself, Taeyang will take care of me.’
“……… “Taeyang, what brought you here?”
Then suddenly Yuri noona asks.
“Have you eaten?”
“No, not yet…” “I have no appetite.”
“Let’s eat first and then talk.”
Sister Yuri nodded her head and stood up from her seat.
“Yes, I…” “
“Sit down. “I will do it.”
“Huh? But… “
“What are you going to cook with that arm?”
“……… Sorry. “Because I can’t do it.”
If you’re sorry, don’t do that.
After receiving permission, I opened the refrigerator door, but it was empty.
Well, I was away from home for a week, so there’s no way something could have happened.
I think I’ve used up all the frozen food.
While looking around, I saw that there were two eggs left.
Rice… Fortunately, there is some instant rice left.
I put the instant rice on the stove, put it in a rice bowl, and put a fried egg on top.
‘Soy Sauce Egg Rice’ with a little soy sauce and sesame oil
First of all, I have no choice but to have this for dinner today.
Yuri seems to be in bad condition too, but she shouldn’t overeat and throw up.
“Yuri, aren’t you feeling sick?”
“It’s okay…” “
Fortunately, there doesn’t seem to be any problem.
Two bowls of soy sauce egg rice were served on the table.
“It’s a bit poor, but let’s eat.”
“No. “Thank you.”
“Next time, I’ll treat you to something delicious.”
“Huh? Oh, you don’t have to!”
When I inadvertently made a promise about the future, Yuri felt exaggeratedly sorry.
“Tae, Taeyang, I’ll eat well.”
However, Yuri, who said that, only stirred the rice a few times with a spoon and glanced at me as I was eating.
“Hey, Taeyang. At my sister’s house… “What happened?”
“Let’s talk after we finish eating.”
“… Yes, eat it. Sorry. “There’s no reason to eat.”
We continued eating without saying anything.
I also soaked the dishes and washed them.
Yuri tried to stop me, but I’m the only one washing dishes here right now.
Since I couldn’t wash the dishes with my injured arm, Yuri apologized to me again.
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First of all, we need to get Yuri to stop harming herself to get her attention.
And let me explain the reason why I suddenly came.
I took off my rubber gloves and entered the living room.
Yuri was putting away the black plastic bag without me knowing.
After waiting a little while, her eyes met with Yuri’s sister.
Again, we sat on the sofa in silence.
“It doesn’t hurt?”
She asked, looking at her arm again.
“…… Sorry.”
“Ha~ Apologize only to yourself.”
“…… Sorry.”
“Other things… “No?”
“Huh? W-what happened?”
“Is there anything?”
“Oh, no, nothing…” Uh.”
No, I’m afraid I’ll commit suicide.
She’s going crazy because she’s worried that Yuri will try something strange again.
“Sister. I am…… “
“…… “
Hey, I don’t know.
I don’t know how I feel, but I have to be honest now.
“I don’t know either. To be honest… When my sister confessed, she didn’t know what to say. “It was so sudden that she couldn’t respond.”
“Sun… “
“But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t matter what happens to my sister! “If my sister commits self-harm, I won’t even be able to look at her!”
“……… “
“I really don’t want my sister to suffer!!!!”
“I’m so sorry, Taeyang.”
Seeing me getting angry, Yuri started crying.
“My sister did everything wrong. “I’m sorry that I confessed without thinking that day.”
And the words he said while crying were very painful to me.
I didn’t want to receive an apology for what I confessed to.
“I’m not saying anything by confessing…… “
I’m also choked up and can’t speak.
While I was stopping her for a moment, Yuri got up from the sofa she was sitting on.
“I will kneel down and pray like this.”
“Who, sister! What are you doing!”
Suddenly, Yuri’s older sister knelt down on the floor and began to beg.
I was shocked and stood there awkwardly, trying to stop Yuri.
“Taeyang, I will do better!! “Please don’t abandon me!!”
“No, you’re throwing it away… “
“I will give you everything, be it body or mind! My property and house all depend on the sun, please!! “I can’t do it without the sun.”
“Sister, stand up first. Let’s sit down and talk. Uh!”
Boom!
Just like that, Yuri’s sister hit her head on the floor.
‘Dogeza’ She bowed her head in the posture.
“Sister!!!!”
“Please stay with me for the rest of your life!! I will do whatever you ask me to do!! If I have to take my clothes off, I’ll take them off right away! I will make money too!! So please accept me!!!”
As the dogeza continued, Yuri continued to cry, and she persistently pleaded with me.
“Please stand up and speak. Huh?”
“hehehe… I think your sister would die without you!! Because it’s painful!!… It was so painful that I couldn’t even stand it for an hour so I cut it out!! “I was wondering if Taeyang would be interested!!”
“Yuri noona.”
“I can’t calm down at all!! Really!!… “Even though I know it will really worry Taeyang, I unconsciously think bad thoughts because I want to get attention~!!”
“……… “
“Sun, please save me! Please save me! I don’t want to hate other kids! I don’t want to hate Taeyang!! Please!! So love me!!”
I am truly the worst kind of trash.
I even received a dogeza from the heroine.
A sense of guilt rises in my heart.
“I’ll do whatever you want, right?”
“…… White sister?”
She turned her head in the direction where she heard the voice.
Beyond the glass door connecting the living room and the yard, the white sister was standing and watching the whole scene.
The door was locked, but Yuri was probably heard because she was screaming.
Knock-knock-
“Open the door first.”
“… White sister. “Put down the knife first.”
Yuri raised her head at the sound of my voice and blocked my path.
“Tae, Taeyang is mine!”
“Yuri noona.”
“I can’t give it to the sun!! “If you hurt me, I won’t forgive you!!!”
“Hmm~”
When Yuri provoked her like that, her white sister’s eyes also became very cloudy.
Heavy, cold air settled between the two people.
Just looking at her gives me goosebumps on my arms.
If you leave it like this, you will be in big trouble.
“Both of you, don’t do anything stupid!!”
“Haa~”
The white sister sighed heavily and threw the kitchen knife she was holding into her yard.
“Open it quickly. “I didn’t come here to fight with Yuri in the first place.”
As I approached to open the door, Yuri stopped me and hugged me.
“Sun… “You’re not really going, are you?”
“Taeyang should go home too.”
The two people glared at each other again.
But it was the white sister who opened her expression first.
Because she saw Yuri’s sister’s arm.
“Yuri, are you hurt?”
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When both Yuri and I remained silent, White sighed again as if she understood.
And he looked at us with a complicated gaze.
＜p class=”a”＞From Noble mtl dot com“Don’t be on guard. I told you. “Do whatever Yuri wants.”
“White sister.”
“Just date Yuri. Then there’s no problem.”
After hearing that, Yuri immediately asked me.
“Sun. Am I really that bad? I will do well. I will become the woman Taeyang wants. Still don’t like it?”
“Okay.”
“…… “
“Because I won’t leave Yuri’s side. “Just wipe your tears.”
I wiped away the tears on Yuri’s cheek as she looked back at me with her hand.
“I asked why you came? I wanted to organize my thoughts. And I came to make a decision.”
From the moment I decided to go to Yuri’s house, I expected that I would eventually accept her confession.
But after Yuri saw her harm herself, she hesitated.
It would be really troublesome if Yuri believed that my interest was solely motivated by self-torture.
“Anyway, I came to say yes to the confession I received early in the morning. “Because I like Yuri, too.”
“Sun!”
Yuri, who was dumbfounded, finally relaxed her expression as if she understood what I was saying.
Now you are finally smiling with joy.
It wasn’t until I saw that that I realized it.
From now on, this pretty person
You are my girlfriend.
“But when my potential girlfriend did something stupid, I got angry and got grumpy.”
“I’m sorry. “I won’t do that again.”
“Don’t do anything painful again.”
“Yes.”
Because I alone am in pain.
The pain and obsession that must be endured in the future,
Also, hurting someone and living with guilt is
Just me is enough.
I wish Yuri would stop being sick.
“Sun… I… Black… Really… “I’ll do well.”
“Ah, I’m crying again. “I told you to stop crying.”
“……… “
And the white sister who looks at us without any expression…
What were you thinking inside?
“…… So when are you going to open the door? “How long do I have to stay out?”
Let’s open the door first.