Episode 235. Siblings (5)
After eating dinner together, we sat around in the living room and had tea time.
Of course, it’s tea time, and there were mainly sweet desserts.
“Sun, come on~”
“Noona Kahi, I will eat it myself.”
“Wow, my sister worked hard to buy it for Taeyang.”
“I understand.”
“Sun. Me too!”
Following Yuri, everyone picked up desserts and started feeding them to me.
“Now, wait a minute…” “Give me time to swallow.”
“Ehehehe, sorry. “Sun.”
“Kim Taeyang, or feed your sister~”
It might be better to do as Lee Lee says.
Everyone is fed just one bite, but the person eating it has to eat dessert five times without stopping.
“Now.”
“It tastes better because Taeyang feeds it.”
“Well, it’s different. “They’re all just the same macarons.”
Although I tried to say that, I also felt something strange and shameful as I fed food into my girlfriend’s mouth.
After putting macarons and canelés into the mouths of six people, I grabbed one more without realizing it.
Then I made eye contact with my white sister.
“……… “
“Why? Do you want to feed me too?”
“Oh, no… “
I put it in my mouth.
In the past, I would have put it in my white sister’s mouth as a joke.
Maybe my female friends now won’t find that look so unnatural.
But should I say that it is a strange feeling of guilt that remains in my heart?
What is certain is that I am afraid that my white sister will be uncomfortable, so I don’t know how to treat her.
If I feed her, White Sister will take it differently.
Yesterday, I confessed to my older sister that I liked her.
The white older sister did not reply, but she had already given up her heart before that, and she said that they should remain as ordinary siblings.
In such a situation, my hasty actions will only be seen in the eyes of her white sister as courting her in front of her female friends.
White sister, it would be uncomfortable for her, and her eyebrows would frown.
You might end up hating me.
I think the girl I like will hate me, so I can’t bear to act naturally.
“White, don’t you eat any more?”
“Yes, I’m full now.”
“White is a big deal.”
“Do you think I’ll be full too?”
The white sister stood up from her seat.
“I need to go to the bathroom for a moment.”
“Yes, come back.”
The white sister disappeared, and I, who was only following her white sister, made an effort to turn her head.
“Kim Taeyang. “Does your complexion look bad?”
“Huh?”
“What happened earlier?”
“Oh, no.”
“If you are unwell… “
“I’m fine. “Come here, sister.”
Unfortunately, my older sister found out about me like that.
No, maybe all of her female friends have already turned on her.
Everyone only looks at my face.
“I just keep eating greasy and sweet things, so my stomach feels a little queasy.”
“My sister will buy some medicine.”
“Let’s put the dessert away for now.”
“Kim Taeyang, if you’re tired, should you go outside and get some fresh air? “Can your sister come with me?”
“It’s not a serious matter, so you don’t have to worry too much.”
I failed to manage my facial expressions in front of my female friends.
I’m so distracted by White Sister that I’m worrying about her female friends.
I worked hard to brighten my expression and calm everyone down.
“I’m really fine. “There’s no need to go to the pharmacy.”
I feel even more guilty when I see my girlfriends still worrying about me.
Even at this very moment, I was worried about my white sister.
Even though she declared a harem, she feels like she betrayed her girlfriends.
“I’m sorry everyone. Today is just… “I think you want to rest quietly.”
“…… “If Taeyang wants it, I can’t help it.”
The first person to speak was Yuri.
Although she was very disappointed, she nodded her head.
“It can’t be helped. “I wanted to play with the sun all night long.”
“Kim Taeyang, if your condition gets worse, tell Hayan at least.”
“I understand. Sorry. “Because everyone was worried.”
Juyeon’s sister shook her head.
“It’s not your fault. “Well, if you eat like this, you won’t feel well.”
When White Noona came back, everyone said hello and the conversation went to let’s go.
“Instead, I will invite you to my house next time.”
“I’ll be looking forward to it.”
“I wish I could just sleep next time.”
“Yes, I’ll tell my mom.”
“Oh, really?”
It’s definitely not that I’m dissatisfied or tired of the female friends I’m currently dating.
I still love my girlfriends.
No, on the contrary, since we started dating officially, she looks even prettier than before, my heart beats every time I see her, and no matter what weaknesses she shows, I just feel better.
I know I’m greedy, but I love everyone equally.
But……
“Ah, white has arrived.”
“Huh? “Is everyone going home already?”
“Yes, Taeyang said he wasn’t feeling well today.”
The white sister looked at me.
“I think it’s okay?”
“Huh?”
“Just take care of it and then leave.”
“Well, is that so?”
Yuri was shocked for a moment and then glanced at me.
“Well, I still want to let Taeyang rest comfortably.”
“Then do whatever you want. Oh, I’ll clean up the tea cups and everything, so you don’t have to worry about it.”
White sister said she would clean it up herself and made everyone take their hands off the work.
“I’m sorry everyone.”
“I told you to stop apologizing.”
Sister Lee stroked my head roughly.
“Think of the sun first.”
“I can come visit next time.”
“I can see you tomorrow too.”
“If you get lonely, call your sister.”
“To me too.”
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“Yes, goodbye.”
“See you tomorrow.”
“Yes~ Taeyang and Hayan are well.”
My girlfriends were chatting cheerfully as they walked out the front door.
Looking at the back, I felt a mixture of sadness and regret.
The front door was closed.
——————
My girlfriends left, and only my siblings and I were left at home.
“Sister, I will do the dishes.”
“You said you don’t feel well?”
“I’m good enough to wash dishes.”
“Okay, go to your room and rest. “I cooked it.”
“…… Huh.”
It’s still awkward.
In the kitchen sink, only the clattering sound of dishes being washed could be heard quietly.
I was just looking at the back of my white sister in the living room and trying to decide what to say.
Should we talk again about the confession that happened yesterday?
Or should I ask why you were glancing at me playing with my girlfriends earlier?
Wouldn’t it be pretentious?
Because White Sister doesn’t speak honestly in times like this.
“Is it because of me?”
It was the white sister who spoke first.
“Don’t worry about me, just keep having fun with the kids.”
The white sister sighed deeply and continued talking while washing the dishes.
“Just because she’s not feeling well is no reason for her to be alone.”
“Hold on, I want to rest comfortably.”
“Okay, I understand. I’m just resting in my room. “If you need medicine, it’s in the medicine cabinet, so take it out.”
No, you shouldn’t just end the story with this excuse.
Because I can’t worry about White Sister or her other female friends forever.
I want to finish the story today as much as possible.
I feel impatient.
Because White Sister is attractive, she never knows when another man will confess again, and White Sister may be shaken.
“White Sister, why was she glancing at me earlier?”
“I guess it’s my mood.”
No.
I definitely felt the gaze of her white older sister, so I noticed what she was looking at.
Flirting with another woman in front of the woman he confessed to was something that would be noticed, but the sour white sister’s expression made me even more concerned.
“I didn’t look at you, so don’t worry about me, just be nice to your girlfriends. “Everyone is trying so hard to get Taeyang’s attention.”
The white older sister scolds me for not having enough time to pay attention.
I know.
I know too.
What should I do in the right direction?
“But it bothers me.”
Tak-
I heard the sound of a plate falling onto the sink.
It wasn’t enough of a shock to break it.
However, I could tell that White Sister had stopped washing her dishes.
“Why do you care about me?”
“Because the white sister keeps trying to avoid me.”
“Avoiding? “Why am I avoiding you?”
The white sister turned around and looked at me, and she burst into laughter.
The reason for avoiding it is obvious.
“Isn’t your sister worried about what happened yesterday?”
The white sister sighed deeply and spoke as if she was admonishing me.
“Taeyang, I said it clearly. “We are ordinary siblings, she said, we have been and we will always be like that.”
“When I confessed to you after that, you didn’t respond at all.”
After she confessed that she liked her white sister as a woman, her white sister did not respond at all.
“Can’t you tell from the reaction? “It’s natural that you don’t like it.”
The white sister’s eyes looked sad for some reason.
But she managed not to show her yandere eyes and had a straight look in her eyes.
“It’s disgusting to even imagine that she is incestuous with her younger brother.”
“Do you really hate it that much?”
“Then, isn’t it gross? “It’s common sense that her blood relatives are reluctant to meet each other!”
Every time I heard her white sister say something disgusting from her mouth, my heart pounded hard.
Afterwards, the white sister spoke quietly.
“So I don’t care what you do with the kids.”
“……… “
“If you understand, stop worrying and go to your room.”
The white sister revealed her anger.
Is this anger towards me for belatedly confessing?
Or is it anger at her own mind and reality that she can’t seem to grasp?
I don’t know that far, but I know one thing for sure.
“No, White Sister is jealous now.”
“What?”
One of the eyes of the white sister twitched as if convulsed.
“What kind of foolish thing is jealousy? “I just left her annoying little brother to the other kids.”
One thing is certain: what I am saying now is a lie.
If you don’t believe me, it’s okay to bring in the lead sister and show off her yandere characteristics.
Of course, the main character’s characteristics can only be revealed to the person she is obsessed with.
“Aren’t you angry at me for continuing to flirt with other women even though you confessed to me early in the morning?”
“Come to your senses!! There’s no way I could be jealous over something like that!! “We are brother and sister!”
“Why don’t you accept my heart? “Why can’t you be honest?”
“Tell me honestly? I hate you!! “I’m so sick of her little brother now!!!”
“White sister……… “
Tears fell from the corners of the white sister’s eyes.
The white older sister may have been conscious of it, but she took off her rubber gloves and threw them away.
“Why do you keep getting annoyed when I say no? How old are you and you’re still saying such disgusting things about liking her older sister? Do you want to live like that for the rest of your life?”
The white sister threw away her dishes and trudged on her way.
“Kim Taeyang, please listen to me. “Because to me, you are just a disgusting blood relative.”
The white sister passed me and headed to her room.
“Wait a minute, sister!”
“I know that if you come after me, I will kill you!!!”
Bang—
Today too…
Will communication between siblings end like this?
Bang bang bang-
“Open the door, sister. “The story isn’t over yet.”
“It’s over!! It’s all over!!!! “I know it’s because if you say one more word, I’ll leave the house!!!”
“……… “
Because I can’t let White Sister run away from home at this time.
In my current state, White Sister is dangerous in many ways, and given the situation, there is no way I can go to my girlfriends’ house.
“……… “
In the end, I had no choice but to go back to my room.
Come to think of it, we didn’t even wash up just because we were welcoming guests.
Does White Sister plan to sleep like that?
“Ha~ What should I do?”
I never want to give up on my white sister.
I don’t want to let my white sister go no matter what the cost.
But for that to happen, White Sister must first be honest.
Fighting with social norms and people around you is something that happens after that.
“Because it’s not easy, White Sister probably also denies it.”
Or is it really like this, we brother and sister have to give up on each other?
—————
Dark night.
It was a night when the world seemed to be sleeping as if dead.
KIeee-
The door opens.
Someone trudged into it.
The moonlight streamed through the curtains and illuminated the sleeping face of the sun.
And as she trudged on, she looked down at her younger brother’s face.
“I’m sorry.”
She muttered softly, but looked blank with her blank eyes, having completely lost hope and vitality.
Soon she had made up her mind and quietly raised her arms.
The moonlight softly illuminated the blade of the kitchen knife she was holding in one hand.
“But it’s all because of you. Even if you hadn’t kept doing this…… “
Deeply!!
“This never happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”