27 – The Regrets of Saint Nera (8) – Regrets
Alan appeared to Nera who was in danger of being raped.
Unsurprisingly, the situation was resolved quickly with the appearance of Alan.
“Gorreuk…!”
A goblin who instinctively senses a sense of danger when he sees Allan, and runs away.
They intuitively sensed that they were not an enemy they could defeat, and tried to run away on the spot.
However, I couldn’t escape.
Alan, nicknamed the next hero, the difference between him and the goblins was the difference between heaven and earth.
Alan leaped from the spot and cut the two goblins in two with a single swing, and Nerah was saved.
“…”
If it’s futile, it’s a very futile salvation, but after receiving that salvation, Nera had no choice but to keep her silence now.
She hesitated as to what to say to herself in this situation.
And without saying anything to Ner A, she took off her cloak and threw it away.
“Ehh…”
After letting out a small sigh, Alan was about to leave.
And seeing Alan like that, Nera had no choice but to call out.
“… Did I… Do something wrong?”
Ner Ah, as she squeezed the cloak that Alan had thrown her.
For Nera, this situation was very confusing.
She only followed the doctrine herself, but…
“Is my doctrine wrong…? You think so?”
She wondered if she was wrong or if the doctrine was wrong.
She had no idea.
He only followed the doctrine, but the result was the worst.
That’s why I asked Alan in front of me.
Thinking that Alan might know the answer.
Anyone would like Nerah now, he wanted you to say something to him.
She wanted to be reprimanded or comforted.
Otherwise, she couldn’t figure out the answer.
Because she felt like she was going to ruin herself.
“… Hmmm…”
Alan heard Nera’s indignant question.
Alan stopped for a moment, then she thought for a moment, then looked at Ner Ah and said,
“Follow me.”
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Nerah had no idea where Allan was taking her, but she followed suit.
He followed him to a place where he arrived was not so great.
It was a courthouse on the outskirts of town, a little far from the church.
Ner Ah did not know why Alan had brought him to the tribunal when he first arrived.
Her court was a place that was unfamiliar to her no matter how much she thought about it.
But she was soon there and from what she saw she could see why she had been brought.
Because before her eyes were the executed cardinals and ministers.
Perhaps Alan wanted to show them off.
“Ugh…”
Looking at them, Nera’s eyes widened.
Partly because she wasn’t a particularly good sight.
Above all, Nera did not know why they became like this.
“Why on earth are they…?”
I have no idea why Allan is showing them.
She looked at Alan next to her without knowing it.
“Do you want me to know why these bastards are like this?”
“…Yes.”
“Yes. I’ll tell you. Drug trafficking, kidnapping, rape, and 12 other charges.”
Alan informed Nera of the crimes of the cardinal and the followers.
And he also told me the name of the crime.
They were all terrible wrongs that amounted to felony crimes.
“Did they really…?”
“Yeah. If you don’t believe me, watch this.”
Actions that are completely out of line with doctrine.
He was in a state of doing things he should never have done.
That wasn’t even anyone else, but the follower and the cardinal who were closest to her.
Nera couldn’t believe it at first.
Anyway, it didn’t seem like a lie.
The paper I got from Allan had the stamp of the Imperial Knights on it.
“…”
This was the truth.
Knowing that fact, Nera had no choice but to sit down.
And Alan continued to speak to Nera.
“In the first place, my teacher and I came to destroy the church.”
She says that the purpose of her coming here is actually to get rid of the church that stands in their way along with them.
And…
“In the process, of course, you too. You are also their ally.”
That was the same for Nera.
Nera was also an accomplice.
“I… I…”
Upon hearing her words, Nerah had no choice but to resent Alan as a reflex.
She was different from those who broke the doctrine and herself who kept the doctrine.
But it was absurd to treat them the same way.
I wanted to say that.
Of course Alan knew what she was going to say.
Alan cut her off and continued her explanation.
“I know. You did it with good intentions. But, results are results, right? They did this because you were there.”
What Allan said to her was that the result was the same.
Whether he did it unknowingly or knowingly, in the end he was just as bad.
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Tears welled up in Nerah’s eyes upon hearing her words.
“…”
Nera couldn’t make any excuses.
Because Alan was absolutely right…
She was right that she helped them.
There was no loophole in his logic.
As a saint, she must have been able to do these things with her power because she was by her side.
“Originally, you too should have been singled out as a witch and executed.”
In that sense, Nera was like a criminal now.
That’s a very serious criminal.
“Witch…”
It was a witch.
The witch in the doctrine is a very bad person who does not abide by the doctrine.
Those who do not abide by the doctrine and do evil.
That was Nera herself.
“I… Witch…”
Why the hell did this happen?
Was it wrong for her to keep the doctrine?
He only kept the doctrine.
“I… Just…”
Without knowing anything, she became a witch.
Her chest was so tight.
Hot tears continued to flow from his eyes.
Something… I kept feeling unfair.
So Nera couldn’t help but shed tears for a while.
She was Nera, who became a witch from a saint.
From now on, am I going to be executed like them?
“…”
It was Nera who cried and was sad for such a long time.
To Nera, Alan sighed and answered.
“But you haven’t been identified as a witch yet. You are still a saint.”
Of course, that meant that Nera wasn’t a witch yet.
Because she could be that way and that she became that way were completely different.
Informing me of that part, Alan gave me comfort, not consolation.
She gave a little bit of advice.
“Nera. I can tell you this one thing for sure… The world is not so easy.”
“…”
“I’m not sure, but it’s not that the doctrine is wrong. But from what I can see, it’s just that you didn’t make it clear.”
“Surely?”
“Yes…”
Those words did not deny Nera.
And those words made Nera even more confused.
“Then… What should I do from now on? If the doctrine is neither right nor wrong… What should I do from now on?”
Nerah asked a question, as if her emotions had been overcome by Alan.
About what she should do from now on.
With everything in her life denied, she turned to Allan and asked.
Alan looked at Ner Ah, and she pointed towards the village.
“Do what you can.”
Follow Alan’s finger through the village and see people still busy because of the fire.
They have not yet overcome the disaster.
I saw people lying on the ground with burns, and the situation looked very precarious.
“Someone… Someone! Please save my husband.”
“Ahhh… Mom… Don’t die…”
Looking at that figure, they were probably hoping for salvation.
They needed Nerara more than anyone else.
Looking at them, Alan pushed Nera on the shoulder.
“Come on. Let’s go.”
“But… I…”
However, Nerah could not accept her shoulder as her beauty.
She herself was a villain.
She has always been a wicked person with a good heart.
Besides, this fire was her own fault in the first place.
She became like this because of herself… Now that Nerah is standing in front of them…
It was very unqualified.
Because of this, she couldn’t hastily step out in front of them…
“Shut up and go.”
Alan ignored her will, and she just dragged Nerah and took her in front of people.
“The saintess…! Ohh… The saintess is here.”
“Saint, please save my husband.”
“Huh ah ah. Sister sister … My mom … My mom …”
When the saintess appeared, hope filled the faces of the desperate villagers.
Her people were so welcoming to her, considering her to be their savior.
She’s Nerah. She didn’t know what to do. She was bewildered, but…
“I… I’ll treat you.”
Nera was left behind, wiping away tears and treating the injured. She
She And She Together with the villagers, she worked hard to repair the damage from the fire.
So until morning, she worked hard, and in some hurry, when the lights were turned off.
Alan had already disappeared.
“…”
Seeing Alan leave without a word, she thought a lot.
To be honest, she still has no idea what she should do from now on or what she should do to become a proper saint.
But, as Allan said.
“Start with what you can…”
I plan to do what I can.
That’s how she gradually began to change.
Nerah started to learn a lot after that, and she no longer felt like a child.
She also, as a saint, after recognizing the corruption of the church, she ripped them out from the root and corrected them, and as a saint she acted more diligently than anyone else.
And like that, Nerah was able to transform into the saintess she is today.
‘Someday…’
Looking forward to meeting Alan again someday.
In order not to show an embarrassing appearance.
She did her best.
And that’s when the warrior party was formed.
She met Alan again.