117 – Know the subject
“What kind of commotion is this?”
As soon as I opened my eyes, I moved so hard to give the potion to Neros… It feels like my head is dizzy because of the situation unfolding in front of me.
“Neros.”
When I called out to Neros, who was still holding Ceres by the collar, he jumped into my arms with an expression of dissatisfaction.
“What happened?”
Watching Neros hold my arms so tightly that his clothes are wrinkled while holding him in my arms, I lightly stroke his head, and the strength in my hands gradually loosens up.
“That bitch… I saw what Ceres Reinhardt did to you. You know Ryan.”
“Of course you know.”
I, the party, cannot know.
I put my hand on the doorknob to enter the room, watching Neros start rubbing his face against my body little by little.
“R, Lian!!”
“By the way, Neros. Are the injured places okay?”
At my words, Neros opened his eyes wide and looked at Ceres and me alternately.
“Yeah, there was a potion Lian gave you.”
“okay? I’m glad.”
“Lian? Ryan!! Can’t you hear me?!”
Neros looked to the side and clung to my body as if he was satisfied with Ceres’ reaction and started giggling. I hugged him and put him on my shoulder to match.
The hole in his stomach still hurt, but thanks to Neros being lighter than the others, there was no misfortune that barely healed the wound.
“I still have to save Rianne… Was it really okay to use it?”
“I can’t help it. But since clearing the quest has added 30 days, we have to work hard.”
“Yes!!”
“Rian! Don’t ignore me and listen to me!! Yes, there is a misunderstanding!!!”
As Neros turned his gaze to me, he also blocked the glancing gaze at Ceres.
“Stop it.”
When Neros spoke in a low voice that only I could hear, Ceres’ voice, which had been ringing in my ears until just now, melted like a mirage.
“Didn’t you like to hear it?”
“yes.”
To be honest, it was the timing when I was barely holding back the vomit coming out of my heart.
Because of his improved hearing, he had heard almost everything about Neros and Ceres until just now.
Perhaps what was marked with a question mark on the quest was the quest reward for returning Ceres’ memories. So I found out that I didn’t want to hear that.
It was also a mistake that I died.
It was a mistake that he fell for another man.
It was also a mistake to throw out the ring I had prepared.
With the excuse that everything was a mistake, even the misfortune has disappeared.
As he opened the doorknob and entered the door to return with Neros on his shoulder, Neros lowered his head, then turned and looked back at Ceres.
Then, after blowing a sneer, he bent down and began to put his face close to me.
I had a sense of what he was about to do, so I quietly closed my eyes and guarded Neros. Neros grabbed my cheek and kissed my lips.
The slightly cold tongue of Neros tickles the inside of my mouth.
I turn my head little by little and saliva mixes with it. I laughed involuntarily at the subtle taste of the coffee and carefully put my tongue into Nero’s mouth.
“town… Paha… .”
Even though it’s the fourth kiss, I wonder if I’ve already gotten used to it.
When Neros, who randomly turns inside my mouth, smiles a little, I smile and lightly bite my tongue.
“!?”
His body trembled and he seemed to be quite surprised, so he opened his mouth lightly with tears in his eyes.
“Are you sick?”
“It didn’t hurt… I still don’t like something.”
Like a squirrel stuffing air into his cheeks and stuffing food tightly into his cheeks, he lightly pressed the swollen cheeks of Neros, and a powerful sound resounded.
“Puhhh.”
“Woo! It was a good mood until just now.”
Neros expresses that he is angry by hitting me on the head as if he is angry, but it seems that my eyes are covered with bean pods, and even that look was cute.
“now… What are you doing?”
Oh, it was good until just now.
When I turned my head without knowing what Ceres’ voice was suddenly heard, Ceres’ eyes lit up, but he tried to convey something to me, but Nero put a small hand on my ear.
“ji… me… leave… . What… !!”
“Rian shouldn’t listen to things like that.”
“If you think about it like that, shouldn’t Neros listen to it more?”
“In terms of physical age, I am older. Even in this life.”
“Yes, I understand. Sister Neros.”
“Five… Being called noona by Lian makes me feel something new.”
“okay? It’s been a long time since I’ve called someone older than me, so it’s a bit new.”
I open the door and go out while having a small talk with Neros.
Shall we sleep with Neros after a long time?
bang!!
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When the door is closed, the room, which had been filled with heat, cools down in an instant.
Why did Ryan ignore me?
Is it because of Neros?
Even so, can you ignore me?
No, it can’t be. I am Rihanna’s childhood friend and fiancé… Oh, I’m no longer a fiancée.
Still, Neros is the lord. They’re not even human, and they’re not equals, they’re just a contractor and a summoned beast.
I’m human compared to him.
you have to put me first
“… Why?”
Are you saying I was so wrong?
It was greasy and my teeth were grinding, but the force wasn’t working properly, so I didn’t even bleed.
“I was so wrong… .”
You ask me if I was so wrong.
really… Can I pass it on because I made a mistake?
“no. That was a mistake!”
It sucks. You know that. It’s just f*cking stupid. It’s not something that can be dismissed as a mistake, it’s just that a child who happened because he didn’t know the world was trying to do something on his own, but he did it.
“you… Who are you!”
I shake my head and cover my ears at the voice that resonates in my head.
But instead of hearing it, the voice that resonated in my head was heard rather clearly when I covered my ears.
who is… You know that?
My eyes suddenly became blurry, and a familiar ‘me’ popped out.
“The princess of the Reinhard family, the fiancé of Ryan Primal.”
I am wearing a beautiful dress.
Unlike me now, I wear fancy accessories.
“Or should I call you like this?”
Ceres Reinhardt?
I wanted to refute something, but I knew it instinctively.
I’m the one who’s moving here and there right now.
“So how does it feel to be ignored by Lian?”
“… You know that.”
It’s miserable. Annoying. Angry.
I was annoyed at Lian for ignoring me.
“But it’s self-employed.”
“still!!”
“You still say the same thing. You just cleared karma. Originally, it wouldn’t be strange to kill him right away, but aren’t you dissatisfied with Lian’s favor?”
I lowered my head at the cruel words I spat out in front of my eyes.
yeah sure… If I asserted that Rian would kill me, no matter how much I said, it would be nothing more than an excuse.
But it’s unfair that it’s unfair.
“It would have been nice to hear it at least once!!”
“… I am also very selfish.”
Are you saying I’m selfish?
Why am I being selfish!
Is it greedy for Rian to just listen to me?!
“Of course it is greedy. Look at what you’ve done objectively. Just try to think a little bit. Stop whining.”
“what… .”
As if I had lost my way of speaking, I couldn’t answer what I was saying in front of my eyes.
I must say that I was at a loss for words because of the harsh words.
“If you’re going to apologize, just do it and leave. Isn’t it foolish to think of Lian whining and asking Lian to do this or that, but then Lian insists on not paying attention to him?”
Even if I was embarrassed, I never stopped talking in front of me.
“If I just kept my mouth shut, I would have gone at least halfway, but he made a foolish remark about making a mistake, and what else did he say? Oh, yes, did I say that Lian would understand?”
Oddly enough, I couldn’t say anything.
While speechless, I continued to say what I was saying in front of me… only listening
“And see Xenovia and Prin. Like me, I didn’t make excuses and apologized, so Lian somehow accepted it. Anyway, unlike the two of them, you’re already too late, so no matter what, Lian won’t accept it.”
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Just keep going… . I’m just listening.
“Even in this life, you only cause trouble and then disappear.”
Ceres Reinhardt?
*****
“What are you doing by yourself right now inside?”
“Well? Could it be that he is hallucinating as a side effect of the drug? And a little more kissing than that.”
“Yes, I understand. sister.”