135 – Thank you
“… Is that really the only way?”
“yes!”
… driving me crazy.
The method suggested by Rirke was unexpectedly one of the famous rumors that passed from mouth to mouth.
“It’s like sleeping with a ‘virgin’ who has divine power!”
“… .”
At Rirkei’s words, Prin closed her eyes with a serious expression.
Perhaps she thinks that she is not a virgin, but fortunately Prin will be a virgin in all her lives.
Perhaps Zenobia has definitely lost her virginity from her previous life, but not Prin.
Ironically, during the warriors’ party, Prin’s purity, which made her holy power stronger, was of course maintained, and when I was a saint, I wish I had become a tosagupin, and I would not have lost my virginity.
Besides, physically she’s still a virgin, but do you see her worrying?
“what? Are you sure you’re not Mr. Prin’s virgin?”
“!! no! Fortunately, I was still a virgin!!”
Rirke tilted his head at Prin’s words, but I hit his forehead.
under… that fool
“done. Still, it’s not the dragonfly I was thinking of.”
I’m glad though I heard that the story that I heard by rumor is just recovering by sleeping with a woman who has a virgin.
Well, I’ve never really experienced that…
“Then it will be fine! Today, the two of us will lose our virgins to the hero, so I’m a bit nervous too, but Prin-san seems to be too!!!”
“… yes?”
What are you talking about all of a sudden?
I’m sure you just need to sleep… .
“Ah, it seems the hero didn’t know. Why does sleeping with a virgin change the body for the better?”
“Ah yes… .”
The cardinal next to me stroked my hair, grabbed my ear, and let out an absurd noise in a low voice.
“The bad or unsuitable energy of a man’s body comes out as semen, and the woman absorbs that semen. In general, bad energy for men is negative energy.”
“I beg your pardon?”
Sounds like s*x heals if I’m not mistaken… .
“In other words, the hero means that from now on, we will take the first night of our saintess and the priestess of Neiros Church… A model of heroic sensuality, right?”
nice Let’s withdraw the last time we said it looked like a father-daughter relationship. It’s just that this guy likes stories like this!
[‘I want to sleep with all women’ says that he seems to be compatible with that cardinal.]
이새끼처럼!!
To be honest, I don’t see intermingling as a sin in itself.
In fact, the accumulation of libido can lead to even worse consequences. I know that because I’ve seen people who have had accidents several times, but… .
[‘I want to cut my husband’s d*ck’ warns you that your life will be ruined if you play with his d*ck.]
It’s as I said.
I have no intention of swinging my c*ck the way my heart really does.
“Any other treatment options? It can’t be just one.”
“Yes. After draining all the blood from the body, separate the divine power from the blood and put it back into the blood vessels!”
“… .”
No, no matter how much pain I’m used to, I’ve never experienced being a mummy.
Seeing Rirke smiling brightly, I can’t even think of it as a lie. So, do you really want to bleed your whole body, or have s*x with Prin and Lyrke?
“No no no. Not really.”
“yes? Is there something wrong?”
It is full of problems. you stupid bitch
How the hell am I supposed to deal with this situation?
“Wait.”
How the hell am I supposed to handle this situation?
As I was clasping my hair, a white hand stretched out between Rirke and me.
“I can’t sleep with him.”
Rirke tilted his head at one word spoken by Prinne, who came out with an expression of preparedness for something.
“What do you mean by that? It’s for the hero, but tell me you don’t want to do it.”
Prin raised his head, not paying attention to Rirke’s slightly cold voice.
“There’s no way I wouldn’t like it. You are the only one who sacrificed for me… .”
The way Prin looks at me is very sad… I almost reached out my hand without realizing it.
“But I know very well that it shouldn’t be like that.”
But I couldn’t reach out.
Then the meaning of her resolve to tell Rirke like this would disappear.
“I had several opportunities to connect with him.”
The first subjugation of the demon lord, the second saint and the saint, and finally the small inn after the subjugation of the demon lord… she betrayed me
The opportunity has been several times.
If she had come to me just once, I would have accepted her without knowing anything.
Because just for that, he went back and forth without hesitation even in terrible deaths.
“But I was stupid enough to kick him out.”
Seeing Prin’s self-deprecating tone and bitter expression, Rirke hesitated for a moment, but shook his head as if he couldn’t help it and grabbed Prin’s wrist.
“But I can’t help it. The divine power in the warrior’s body right now is the divine power of Goddess Neiros’ love. Even if I play the role of extracting it, the person who absorbs it must be you, the hero, who has divine power.”
“However… .”
Rirke, who was watching the hesitant Prinn, asked one last question, but Prinn’s answer was the same.
“I can’t. I have regrets… Because this is my punishment.”
“You don’t have to suffer that much.”
When I first saw it, I thought I would kill it. I didn’t think of it as an enemy for nothing.
However, looking at Prinne afresh at how unhuman she was in the bodies of Ceres and Rianne, I even think that forgiveness would not be impossible at all.
“… Prin.”
“Yes, what is it? Warrior.”
Seeing Prin talking the same way as back then makes me feel strange.
What would Prinn’s face look like if I said I forgive you now?
[I expect ‘I didn’t want to remain as a virgin’ would be happy while crying.]
I’m of the same opinion.
“Lirke.”
“Yes, warrior.”
But I won’t spit out forgiveness.
To be honest, I thought that even if Xenovia was still having a hard time with this hunk-like head, it wouldn’t be okay if it was like Prin.
It shouldn’t be.
Prin said she didn’t mix with me.
Perhaps in order to somehow atone for the sins they committed themselves.
No matter how much I forgive Prin, if Prin can’t forgive herself, the story won’t even work. Even if I tried to accept her and treat her normally, Prinne would call herself a sinner and look down on her.
And that I can’t stand
“Isn’t it just the hero’s divine power?”
So, I have to offer an alternative.
*****
“… really sorry. Warrior.”
As soon as I finished the conversation with Rirke, Prin, who was alone with me, lowered her head.
“Because I said things like that on my own.”
“No, never mind.”
Looking at Prin, who is bowing down, I feel like the regression I’ve been doing so far wasn’t useless at all… It was because he somehow changed one of the saints who was so irredeemable.
Without doubting God, the clergy who had believed in it were now able to think for themselves.
Think about what you are going to do and make a decision.
In the meantime, when returning, Prin took Neiros’ horse first rather than himself.
No matter what his will was, he didn’t doubt if it was Neiros’ words, and thanks to that, he leaned on God… It seems not now.
“Isn’t that a decision you made on your own? Then no problem.”
The Saint Prine I knew is no more.
The saintess who was more faithful and benevolent than anyone else disappeared from her past life.
“So do whatever you want.”
At my words, Prin lifts her head and stares at me.
Purple eyes stared at me and began to drop huge tears on the floor.
“Uh, huh? The thought of crying… there wasn’t… .”
He said he had no intention of crying, but there was no way to stop the tears that had already burst out. When Prin continued to shed tears, I quietly handed her a handkerchief and held Prin in my arms for the first time in a long time.
“Only this time.”
“ah… Ahh… .”
Aww… !
Prin, trembling in my arms, clung to my clothes as if she would not let go of me. He let out a small, dry smile, remembering how he used to refrain from hugging because it would wrinkle his clothes.
“thank… thank you… !!”
Holding on to the handkerchief, I patted Prinne’s back as she hugged me.
“… I guess you can’t hate lilacs.”
You know what it means even if you don’t say it.
On the spot, Prin cried for a long time.
and … For the first time since the death of my first life, I was able to hug Prin without a shadow of a doubt.