44 – The Beast of Chivalry
Repeat two commands in your head.
hug me
kill it
The head overloads over time to the two conflicting commands, and the body reacts as if it were poisoned.
“ha… ha!!”
I’m getting short of breath. Her vision flickers and her whole body cools down as if she has a chill. Unlike the overloaded head, the cold body continues to react with tremors.
“Minell, are you okay?”
Do not touch.
Don’t touch me with that hand!
I want to say that, but my mouth won’t come out.
Pat Pat… .
“hurt? I’ll pat you.”
“stop… stop it… ”
I can’t say out loud not to do it. Certainly, I want to speak loudly to Ceres in front of me. Don’t touch me, don’t interfere with me… But why doesn’t my body follow my words?
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Just accepting Ceres’ touch as if it were natural… Will I feel at ease?
“new year… mind?”
I’d like to think it’s not, but what if… really what if
“… … .”
I hit the small Ceres cheek in front of me with a strong palm.
“Kyaaak… ?”
“Ahh… Ahhh!!”
The body stopped.
Right before it touched Ceres’ face, his body reacted and he was unable to strike Ceres. Just like a magic tool designed that way.
okay… The imprint was removed by Lian. However, my head and body, forced against my thoughts over the years, follow the imprints I have been with over the years rather than my heart.
Even if it disappears, it won’t disappear for a while. 8 years… If it’s long, it’s long, if it’s short, it’s a short time, but that time was a very important time.
The magic imprinted at that time, which was important for the formation of self, growth, and values, is the same as imprinting on me as a slave that can never be washed.
Defend Ceres.
Stay with Ceres.
Ceres is more important than anyone else.
the head cries Minel Iris, who has lived as a slave, shouts in her head as if she rebels but doesn’t care about my resistance.
Ceres Reinhardt is the lord and lady you must protect.
“no. No!!”
He speaks with his mouth and drives out the slaves that exist in his head.
Who do you think will become Ceres Reinhardt’s slave? That kind of life is enough for 8 years.
hard… !
Grinding my teeth, I looked at the figure of Ceres in front of me again.
The same blonde hair as you. Her cheeks, which had not yet lost their flesh, were looking at me drooping as if they were worried. As I looked at Ceres Reinhardt, I said in my head.
If you don’t like me when I was imprinted, I’ll let Ceres remain my friend before I left the imprint.
Suddenly I think it might be good. No, it can’t be.
“Wake… !”
hit yourself hard in the face
Calm down. What do you think is the reason why Rian got rid of this imprint?
I barely managed to catch my spirit and cut off the hand of Ceres in front of my eyes.
“…uh? What’s wrong Minel??”
“turn off… . lose… .”
There is a high possibility that the Ceres in front of me is not the Ceres Reinhardt I knew. Aren’t you too young to begin with?
this is an ordeal
An ordeal to kill the slave that exists in the heart and find a free life.
“Go away… Is there something I did wrong? Sorry, please don’t speak harshly!”
Ceres begs me with tears in her eyes.
I stretch out my arm to strike it off, but my hand stops right in front of Ceres’ face again, as if the N poles of a magnet meet.
“Hey, tell me. Did you hate me!? Then I’ll fix it!! So please don’t hate me!!”
“shut up… . woah.”
Don’t open that abominable mouth any longer.
getting more and more determined The voice of the slave that resonates in my head still exists, and my body does not move as I please, as if it were natural.
However… as whole as the mind.
“You made me a slave… If so, take that karma sweetly.”
How does the voice come out? It’s a pretty ugly look. If it had been me in the past, I wouldn’t have squeezed out my words while enduring with such evil, caring about the dignity of a knight, or the dignity of a duke’s housekeeper.
“I am not your dog, nor your slave, nor your knight.”
As the dizzy vision calmed down, it returned to normal and lifted itself up. Ceres held on to the crotch of her pants as if saying no and shed tears.
“no! I won’t let go… . I will never let you go!!!”
“… Whoa.”
I move my body at will.
I grabbed Ceres’s head tightly and lifted it up to a level where I could meet her eyes.
“Kyaaak!”
“Ceres Reinhardt.”
Ariane Primal said this earlier. If you choose revenge, it may be difficult to believe in someone anymore.
That’s right.
The reason for taking revenge is mostly because of the desire to retaliate, wanting the target of revenge to know at least a little how they feel. When the causal retribution is over, perhaps the gaze of others will not be good.
Can’t a good relationship be formed when we can’t see each other with good eyes.
“I am no longer your slave. To prove that, I need to get revenge on you… But if I touch you, it will damage the Iris family, and others will not look at me in a good way.”
That’s not right. It doesn’t matter if I’m the only one who gets notoriety and stigma. However, thinking that others might be harmed because of me, I decided to choose a good method.
“I won’t be able to get revenge on you in real life… But it won’t matter to you here, right?”
snap!!
“K… . Whoa!!”
He forcibly holds his trembling and repulsive hand and cuts off Ceres’ breath.
“Keuk… It’s so-so!!!!!”
“Pay back with death, even here.”
Ceres, who was still young, died too easily in my hands.
I can’t breathe properly, my body trembles, and bright yellow urine drips onto my feet.
Soon after, his golden eyes turn over and he dies.
dead. So simply, as a child, Ceres faced death.
“profit!!”
How dare you, how dare you kill the lady!?
The slave in my head is enraged at Ceres’ death and orders me to cut off my hand.
After severing the hand that dared to kill the lady, I tell you to avenge her death with your own death.
“like that… Let’s see if I can.”
I move my right hand that was about to cut my wrist and create a sword strike in the air.
The slavery already in my head is nothing but residual fire.
Since the imprint has been erased, it is obvious that it will gradually fade away.
“Then, if you leave it alone… .”
“Minell… !”
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Just as I was calming the slave backlash in my head, I heard a slightly more mature voice from behind.
“Ceres?”
Compared to the image of Ceres I killed earlier, it is about a year or two more mature.
“What are you doing… Why are you doing this to me!!”
I wondered what it was for a moment, but I realized the meaning when I saw Ceres’ corpse scattered on the floor.
“Why is that… Are you serious?”
“Of course! What the hell is the reason for killing me… !!”
Grabbing Ceres’ mouth as he was talking nonsense, he cut off one of Ceres’ arms.
“Turn it off!!!!!”
“It’s clearing up karma.”
It’s more like venting anger than revenge.
It’s not the real Ceres here. However, the slave in my head is against killing it, and judging from the situation, it is highly likely that it is a form of disconnected dungeon that I learned about last time.
That must be the reason why I entered this space when I fell fighting with Neros.
“Then you guys are not the real Ceres, but just monsters.”
A monster that acts exactly like Ceres. Isn’t it just the right thing to do as an opponent for venting anger?
“hurt!! It hurts!!!!!”
Grabbing one arm, he swung his sword once again at Ceres, who was screaming.
what? The sword is surprisingly light.
The sword had never felt so light in the past.
Awesome!!
Ceres’ throat is cut like butter.
Why are you doing this? I’ve believed that the joy of battle is just an illusion.
“Hee hee… .”
“Minell!! what are you doing… !!!”
Awesome!!
In the past, I thought of chivalry and believed that revenge was a very irrational and emotional act, so it was not suitable for rational people.
It’s like an animal that leaves everything to its emotions.
“Ha ha ha!!!”
But look at me now.
It was not a proper revenge, but it was just an act of anger, and he swung his sword while feeling such a sense of joy and pleasure.
In the end, there is no longer any need for a single knight who guarded the shady chivalry.
There was no need to purely protect chivalry, and no need to hear the annoying story of having to raise the sword to save someone rather than hurt someone.
The only thing here is a foolish beast named Minel Iris.
“Die!!!!!!”
That’s how I cut the head of another Ceres.
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