Tangled Fate (4)
“Anyway, it’s deadly like me——”
from before.
The boy’s words do not reach his ears.
In the midst of the unknown haziness, a clear gaze focused on the abs revealed through the gown.
Again, these girls. There is no immunity against the creature called man.
The girls who were like blank pages, who had no sexual knowledge, were aware of love.
Even if one side tries hard to refuse, the other side’s enthusiastic dash is gradually followed by the trend.
In the meantime, the physical distance that came from using one bed naturally recently. Unexpected lucky happening.
For a girl in her prime, the stimulation was a bit severe. As a result······.
“Hwa-ya?”
“Take it off.”
“yes?”
“Take it off.”
It led to a runaway of unknown reasons.
“Hwa, Hwaran?”
If you look down at the boy you crushed, your face heats up. His body temperature rose and his stomach throbbed.
He couldn’t understand why he was holding on to the belt that tied Corinne’s gown. Why is the rough breath pouring out of your throat?
– Knock!
“Huh? Hey, wait?!”
sudden! stripped gown. exposed upper body. I try to put my palms on the strong small muscles as if I were to hit the clay.
warm. The warmth rising from the flushed skin warms the palms of the hands.
“It’s warm…”
“Bah, did you just wash?”
Hwaran ignoring the boy’s words and jerking his curved abs.
It is like a block block of a planned and developed city. When the nail runs along the path, there is a shallow, firm mound at the end.
-gulp!
‘Woe, Woe! fury! me too! me too! me too!’
The fingers go up from the low point to the high point. Swallowing unexplained rough breathing and gurgling saliva──
“this······.”
its center. A place worthy of being called Myeongchi. Hwa witnessed it and stopped her fingers.
“Huh? Scar?”
Corinne’s heart. big scar. What caused the scar, she knows.
“This… then?”
“Ah, this…?”
Tates Balthazar. The core pierced by his light spear. The shock of witnessing it still tingles her.
“Not well.”
“Because the spear of light is different from other weapons. It will get better soon.
Anger knows the boy is hurt. Even if it’s tattered like rags and dripping with fresh blood, it will eventually recover again.
“But… it’s different.”
Carefully caressing the pierced wound, he spoke softly.
It wasn’t just the wounds pierced by the light spear. The tattered arm at that time, the torn skin, and the forehead that dripped blood.
My chest throbs every time I touch it one after another. sick. I feel like it’s all my fault.
“I told you not to get sick…”
Touch the ball to the center of the injured body. It feels completely different from other pieces of flesh.
If this is small, it is small, if it is large, it is large… The other touch was the boy’s wound that I could not protect.
“Do not hurt.”
He rubs his cheeks as if trying to remember this touch. Knowing this boy’s tenacious vitality, it was even more sad not to let go of himself.
“Don’t get hurt.”
I’d rather be hurt But this body doesn’t even allow wounds.
“If you get hurt… it hurts.”
“My heart is throbbing…”
express one’s honest feelings If I don’t say anything like this, this boy won’t buy me.
Suddenly, there was a large hand stroking my hair against my cheek.
“thanks.”
Chickens invented the chicken dance. They’re just too embarrassed to admit it.
Just like embracing a girl who leans on me, the boy hugs me tightly with gratitude.
“And I’m sorry.”
“why······.”
I have said this. He protests against the boy who says he will get hurt again. However, the boy’s hand carefully caressed the nape of the neck, and it quickly subsided.
“I love you so much. I want to protect you.”
already late at night. Eyelids disappearing in a warm and cozy embrace.
In her own little nest, the most reliable place in the world.
I fall asleep soundly.
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“Hut…”
Anger opened his eyes.
The sound of birds chirping and the shining sunlight let us know that morning has arrived.
This kind of daily life is familiar to Hwaran.
The boy shook his shoulders lightly, and with his eyes wide open, they got up and went to the washbasin together.
I brush my teeth, apply soap, go back to my room and shower again.
After changing clothes and coming out slowly, they go down the stairs together to have breakfast.
Then, according to her preference, a fish comes out and while she stares at the fish with a sunken expression, a boy approaches and applies a fish bone to her.
To me, a fishbone is something I just chew and swallow, but at some point I felt comfortable with this act.
Hwa and Ran. The girls’ daily life eventually begins and ends with Corinne.
So, the beginning of this morning is extremely ordinary. It’s nothing new…
“·······.”
Hwa realized that the thing in front of her nose, blocking her vision darkly, was that something warm was in someone’s arms.
I’ve been sleeping since last night. fell asleep
“············.”
Bicheon Yacha. ginger poetry. gold bullion.
Unshakable, invincible defense. body unscathed.
That immovable body shakes. It’s shaking, but it’s shaking. It’s shaking for sure.
especially the eyes.
“Ummm…”
Rarely, the boy who didn’t get up first pressed the back of Hwa’s head. Anger that inevitably buries your face in your chest.
I can’t resist.
To get out of this embrace, I couldn’t resist the arms pressing down on my head.
weird. If you think about it, it’s always like this.
I can overwhelm him with power, but my power must be much stronger than this boy’s.
When we hold hands while saying let’s go out to eat, or when we stroke her hair… strangely, she doesn’t put much effort into it.
It’s comfy, warm, and comfy. What do you think of this boy’s arms, these hard muscles?
I think of the time I had with the boy in that comfortable embrace.
Come to think of it, he rejected everyone. I didn’t want to get close.
“Do you want to eat? I’ll buy you some fish.”
But at some point, this boy invades his territory. No, I put myself inside my fence.
“It starts with small things.”
hold hands freely
“You haven’t chosen anything yet. Until then, I will help you.”
I close the distance to help.
“······thank you. Thank you for repaying my trust. After all, you’re… a good kid.”
It is always eroded by praise and consideration.
“Let’s find it together.”
solitary path. while casually walking side by side.
Holding hands, tearing down the walls he built, and eventually connecting them with his own house.
I got drunk on comfort from one day.
When sisters talk loudly and dream of a future together. Remind yourself of being naturally present in it.
“It’s like that again. Because you like your brother too.”
no.
That’s not it.
That’s not right.
Did you know that seagulls are just beach chickens?
You can’t help it.
If Ran sticks with her because she likes her, then I have no choice but to stay with her.
because this is unavoidable
Because we share one body.
While trying to deny it, she doesn’t even know that she is unconsciously rubbing her face in the boy’s arms. Then, recalling the memory of last night, I swallowed my breath.
uh uh
Fire! and the flushed face heats up. Red as if it had been exposed to sunlight for a long time.
“There are so many things I love. I want to protect you.”
love.
love love.
The word spins like a treadmill. Round and round eyes and a hot face. I couldn’t come to my senses.
Then, a beating, a loud heartbeat. If I put my ear to my chest, wondering if Corinne is sick… Strangely, the sound doesn’t stop, but it doesn’t seem like it’s coming from my ear.
It was a hypothesis derived from doubting my ears for several minutes to realize the true identity of that sound and emotion.
Place your ears on your chest and lightly place your hand on your heart.
-Kongdak!
sudden! Startled, he pushed the boy away. The boy did not wake up from a deep sleep, only the girl got up from the bed.
“uh?”
Then, looking down at Corinne with disbelief eyes… in amazement, she pressed it against my chest again.
“ah······.”
Embarrassed emotions are buried in the eyes, and the trembling body is uncontrollable as if an earthquake had occurred.
“Ehhhh, what, did you wake up first?”
A voice calling my name. It was a normal boy’s voice as always, but Hwa was startled as if a bomb exploded in her ear.
“Huh? Huh?”
He had to answer something, but when his mouth didn’t come out, Hwaran took a backward step and tried to get away from the ringleader.
“What? What’s wrong?”
As the sleepy-eyed boy approached, he accelerated backwards. Though wondering about that, the boy, unlike usual, approached without consideration and put his forehead on his forehead.
“Huh? I don’t even have a cold.”
“Ah…, uh. Eh.”
Anger that squeaks like a goldfish and cannot make a sound. In the face of unknown emotions that he was aware of for the first time in his life, even the Diamond Buddha waved mercilessly.
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…
“I must have eaten. I should go soon. It’s fortunate that there are no classes at all.”
“······huh.”
She’s normally quiet, but in the morning, seeing Hwaran, who is exceptionally calm and passive, Corinne put on a puzzled expression.
“What’s wrong? Your face has been red since before…”
Also, Hwaran hurriedly avoids the boy’s touch as if he had seen a bomb without hesitation.
“uh···.”
The girl’s complex and subtle emotions are reflected in this wall window, scratching her head and feeling awkward.
“what’s the matter?”
“No, that… it’s not.”
Even the voice of Corinne, who is puzzled by her unusual behavior, thumps in her ears.
“Are you sick?”
“Gee, don’t touch it!”
Hwaran roughly rejects Corinne’s touch. The boy will be unfair, but she can’t help it either.
The feeling of discomfort in my chest, which had been pounding from earlier, warned me of danger, so I couldn’t raise my heart rate any higher.
What would be different if you hit a hammer into a broken heart?
“Tell me right away if you’re in pain. If you struggle alone, you’ll get sick.”
How can I say
How could she tell the boy about the girl’s innocence, the true identity of her emotions, her love… the heavy mass that had accumulated in the corner of her heart?
“Do not hurt.”
“If you’re sick… it hurts.”
“My heart… is throbbing.”
Hwaran’s face was even more warm to look at as he recalled the past he had inadvertently recalled.
Words spoken without awareness. Just like a child who expressed his honest feelings without a single lie.
Up until now, I calmly fell asleep in the same bed, rubbed my face in a firm embrace, and held hands or lay down on my lap.
I just feel good.
I want to.
because it’s comfortable
If we dismiss it as something of a relationship between a man and a woman, it is a relationship that has gone as far as it goes. Even a girl with no general knowledge of that side would have blood rushing to her head when she thought about it.
As long as she became aware of this pulsating and beating heart, all the actions that were terribly casual for the girl came back as daggers.
“Are you really okay?”
Corinne hooks up again. Her ears that tickled at the sound of her breath, and her heart that stopped, were too heavy for a girl who had only been aware of life for four years.
“Ooh?!”
“Ooh?”
Should I call it a banishment of consciousness or a forced shift change?
“Oh, oh, brother?”
“Why Ran all of a sudden?”
“Ugh, uhm…! You must be very tired.”
Fortunately, fortunately, it seems that the cohabitant of the body has something called sociality that can manage to cope.
“No, sleep soundly and what… well, if that’s the case with you.”
“Hehe, because the anger is very confusing right now. It’s because I can’t be honest.”
“???”
Ran, who has seen her sister’s stupid behavior since morning, clings to her brother with a smirk.
“More than that, oppa. I came to town after a long time. Can’t we go on a date?”
‘no! don’t do it!’
Hwa, who was forcibly swapped with Ran and watched it, raised a voice of protest against Ran’s calm behavior.
Are you on a date? What the hell is wrong with my roommate?
I feel like my heart will explode just by being next to you, but if you stick around using such fancy words, no matter how much you are adamantine, you will be seriously hurt.
“I wish I could, but I have a schedule today.”
“Ah~ You said you had a job related to the Guardians, right?”
‘ha······.’
Ange breathes a sigh of relief. If you’re lucky, you’re lucky.
Hey. do you know that snakes are bald?
Now is the time to calm the waves of emotion that came so suddenly. She needed time.
“That’s that, too. Before that, I need to take care of Arisha.”
“Ah~”
Arisha. The name is not important. The fact that the owner of the name is a ‘woman’ anger reacted unconsciously.
“uh?”
Quickly, grabbing the hem of the boy’s clothes, he looked up at Corinne with eyes full of confusion that even he couldn’t understand.
“Go, go with me.”
The girl who was aware of love was not yet aware of jealousy.
till now.
* * * *
It’s not fair.
Arisha couldn’t even let out such lamentation about her situation, which was completely different from the others, and swallowed it in her stomach.
“Ugh…”
Bruises here and there do not go away even after a week has passed.
It’s a waste to drink the elixir, and it’s not too bad, so I’m recuperating in my room.
“Okay… isn’t this a bit off?”
It was Hwaran who was beaten directly, but only himself, who was buried under it, became mush.
It’s even worse when you look at Corinne. Even though the pit of the stomach was pierced by a large spear, a day later, he was able to walk around normally.
Due to the absurdity of things such as absolute defense and regenerative power, the girl laments her condition, which has been inconvenient for a week.
But if there’s something you like…
“Are you still sick?”
“Ouch. There. There yo… Please turn it gently with the egg.”
“Oh, hey. I still have swelling. But would you like some chocolate? You don’t have to eat porridge soon.”
Is it that Corinne visits from time to time to take care of her?
“I’ll eat it if you feed me.”
“Are you a kid?”
Even as she said that, Corrine tore open the chocolate bag.
“Ah, try it.”
“Ahh~”
It was the time when I was about to swallow a delicious chocolate bar in my mouth.
– Tup! Wow!
An uninvited guest caught in the middle. A girl in a nun’s outfit who swallowed a whole chocolate bar from the side.
“·······.”
“·······.”
“·······.”
The place where Corinne and Arisha’s blank eyes are focused. Hwa hummed the chocolate she had swallowed in her mouth and answered shamelessly.
“Why? What? Why?”