I Left the Non-virgin Party chapter 35

The cold prison of the Northern Fortress.

Bong-pal Park was sitting on the stone floor, bound by chains, staring blankly at the mouse. Park Bong-pal has been absent from meals for several days. The rat, who had slipped through the cracks in the iron bars, ate the food left by Park Bong-pal, and was squeaking and gaining weight. Bong-pal Park smiled bitterly as he watched the rats thrashing their hips because they couldn’t get out through the hole in the iron bars they entered because they were too fat.

can’t go home It was because seeing that situation reminded me of that red mage.

‘Wow, why the door didn’t open. I know it.’

Park Bong-pal realized it right away. It was natural. Because he was still a virgin. There was no such thing as a heroine he slept with.

‘Wow, why didn’t the door open? It’s for love.’

There were two conditions for the door to open.

First, they must be in love with each other.

Second, be clean.

Chastity was not an issue. It was not opened because it was not in a state of mutual love, that is, in a ‘community state’.

‘Wow, because I didn’t really deny it, and because the red mage, who had acted like a perfect superman until now, was so confident and told me that the maiden was the problem, it seems like everyone didn’t notice.’

But it couldn’t be done in the first place. Park Bong-pal knew the reason clearly as well.

‘Wow, I’m a monster. Because it’s a monster that can’t love anything. It’s just that he took a capitalist approach that puts a price on his own love and sacrifices cruelly. Desperately, I was just pretending to be a crazy person in love.’

Park Bong-pal, who was also a fan of the success story of the villain. Bong-pal Park nodded as he looked back at the famous line that was nothing more than a signboard for the work.

Literally, Park Bong-pal only played the simplified male in the male-oriented creations, and didn’t actually love the heroines. Therefore, the condition of superiority could never be fulfilled.

The reason why Park Bong-pal couldn’t believe in love.

It was because of his mother.

Park Bong-pal’s father, like Park Bong-pal, was a very handsome, rural nobleman. Her mother, who was the third daughter of the duke, fell in love with Park Bong-pal’s father and committed love escape.

And I regretted it to death. Indulging in luxury in a duke’s family, she could not stand the life of a poor rural aristocrat.

She relieved the stress by abusing the young Bong-pal. He even attacked his father.

‘He’s just fine, and he’s useless.’

My father lived by hearing these words every day. And when Bongpal was thirteen, his mother abandoned the family, returned to the duke’s family, and remarried.

‘Woo-woong, he ran away because he liked it, so why is he like that? Maybe love is just an animal impulse.’

So Park Bong-pal was not convinced that it was love. I just thought it was a rhetorical expression of s*xual desire. For that reason, I was going to continue to do only s*xual events with the heroines. That was the result of Park Bong-pal trying to understand love as much as possible.

‘Wow, that’s why I had to be the weakest of all the warriors. It’s ironic that someone who doesn’t know what love is, is chosen as the hero of the Holy Sword, which is strengthened by the power of love.’

Park Bong-pal bowed his head. The choice of the holy sword felt cursed. Why did you choose yourself?

‘So, somehow, I tried to figure out what love is. Before I left for the Demon Continent, I really wanted to know. So I pretended. Like the ones in the novel… but to no avail.’

However, there was something that felt vaguely like love.

‘Wow, out of all the emotions I’ve felt so far, if I say that it was the closest to love, that would be it.’

If you are abused by your mother for no reason, run away and sit crouched on the mountain behind you,

I had a friend who always came and comforted me.

He was a younger brother with a one year difference.

Thanks to him, he was able to survive a gloomy childhood and grew up with an optimistic personality. We slept together, did some frostbite, and stayed up all night by building a secret base in the forest. The night sky I saw at that time was so warm black, that even now, when I close my eyes, I sometimes think of it.

It wasn’t until I was 13 that I realized that the child was a woman and not a man.

It was because that guy said he wanted to become a knight here and left for the academy.

‘Leticia…’

Wanting to see her again, Bong-Pal Park challenged to draw a holy sword. And, pulled it out.

Leticia also applied for the role of a fellow warrior who no one supported.

Leticia, whom I met again, had become so beautiful that I couldn’t recognize it, and she was chosen by the imitation holy sword Brunhilde. Brunhilde was a sword drawn only by those who loved Gramhild’s master.

At that time, I was very happy. Wait, I thought this might be love.

‘But, she also abandoned me in the end.’

After the red mage joined, Park Bong-pal’s incompetence became increasingly prominent. Park Bong-pal was not an idiot to the extent that he did not realize that the hearts of other heroines were slowly leaving. It was tolerable. Originally, Park Bong-pal was optimistic by nature and hardly felt any sense of inferiority.

However, there were things that even he couldn’t stand.

It was when Leticia, who had her life saved by the Red Mage, performed a knightly ritual that she had never done before.

He said he would repay this debt with his life.

When I heard those words, it felt like my heart was being squeezed.

His vision seemed to be dyed in sepia.

It felt as if black smoke ran hot through the respiratory tract and scorched all tens of thousands of alveoli.

‘Wow, so, that night, I went and asked. Do you love me?’

Leticia replied happily. I say I love you.

‘And, I made the worst choice.’

If you love me, ask for proof. It was asking for a body.

And it was rejected.

That red mage didn’t need life, so he told me to protect the girl until the end of the trip.

At the time, I thought it was an absurd excuse.

‘Wow, because of that, I couldn’t deny that no one touched it.’

If he was going to explain the question, he inevitably had to talk to Leticia. And it was worse than dying. It was his last pride as a man.

After being rejected by Leticia, Park Bong-pal turned coldly and muttered.

Yep, you’re better off with that guy after all.

That’s right, because I’m incomparably more capable.

‘Cause I’m just a bum and I’m useless.

He hastily denied that it wasn’t Leticia, but Bong-Pal Park’s heart had already died completely black.

So, from the next day, Park Bong-pal lied to the heroines.

I have finally awakened the power of the Holy Sword.

It was all my strength that defeated the Four Heavenly Kings.

It was the beginning of preparations for intercepting the achievements of the Red Mage Jain.

‘The reason everyone believed that lie was probably because they thought I was incompetent, but not a person who would lie like that.’

Because they were all good-natured women. It certainly seemed that way.

‘And, I betrayed that expectation. Woo-woong, if it’s the price for betraying that expectation, it might not be bad to die of starvation like this.’

It was when Park Bong-pal resigned and bowed his head. I heard the sound of the prison hallway door opening. Then there was the sound of whistling, obscenities, and the sound of iron boots hitting the floor. The sound stopped in front of Park Bong-pal’s cell.

“Bongpal brother.”

Park Bong-pal slowly raised his head. Just like when she was a child, Leticia with short hair was there. Because of his curvaceous body, he no longer looked like a man. She grabbed the grate and called herself quietly.

‘Wow, this guy must have come to get angry about why I hurt the red mage.’

Bongpal bowed his head. And then he shook his head. It was because tears were flowing from Leticia’s eyes as she grabbed the grate.

“Why, why?”

didn’t answer Leticia gripped the grate and sobbed, continuing to speak.

“Is it because of me? I refused that day, so that’s why?”

“Wow, I’m just greedy for money and fame. I have nothing to do with you.”

Park Bong-pal said sternly. I didn’t want you to feel any guilt. At this ridiculous tone, she did not laugh.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t say it clearly back then… I’ve always loved you. I always thought of you.”

Leticia wept bitterly and pulled something out of her arms. It was familiar. On the day we spent the night together at the secret base, the unusual stone that he handed over to us while joking. It was just a stone, which she still treasured by putting it in a pendant.

“Incompetent, stupid, and always turning to other women… Still, he’s so kind. Jericho. That’s my older brother, so I’ve always liked him. Yeah, I never cared about abilities. I thought I was the one to protect. But, because of me, I didn’t know it would turn out like this.”

“Wow, you, it’s because I have nothing to do with you. It’s all my fault that I’ve become like this. Don’t be silly.”

“lie.”

“Wow, why, why are you saying it’s a lie?”

“I know. Because I love you.”

And she pulled Brunhilde from her waist. Brunhilde’s blade was shining with beautiful five colors as if it was embracing a polar light. Brunhilde, a sword that truly shines only when you love the owner of the holy sword. It was emitting a brilliant light that Gramhild had never been able to emit. I couldn’t prove more clearly that Leticia’s words were sincere.

“Stand back.”

“Wow, what are you trying to do. Maybe, you’re trying to escape me?”

“Let’s escape together. Wherever you go, I’ll definitely protect you.”

“Wow, no! You said you wanted to take revenge on your family by becoming a knight commander! If you go with me, you will become a traitor!”

“More than that, my brother is more precious.”

“Wow, because I can’t!”

That was the time. Through the commotion, the sound of applause resounded.

“Ah, you look like a pure love that even the devil will shed tears. I enjoyed it.”

Someone else was walking down the hallway of the dungeon. Leticia narrowed her eyes. The thin-eyed female guard I saw at the entrance to the prison. She was walking with a frenzied footstep.

“Are you going to stop the jailbreak?”

“Not at all. Rather, I’m going to get you out of jail.”

The narrow-eyed woman gave a completely unexpected answer. and rolled my eyes Leticia turned to Brunhilde in surprise. Her eyes were exposed, with a clear reverse eye. A reverse eye where the whites are black, and the blacks are blood-red. The station was a symbol of the demons.

“you!”

“I will introduce you formally. Chief of staff of the Annihilation Army, 72nd in rank. Heir to the lowest rank of the Demon King. My name is Lyudmila.”

He even greeted me politely. A thin-eyed demon who seduced Almesia. That was her. Lyudmila smiled round and round and continued talking.

“The reason I was dispatched here was to check whether the warrior Bongpal Park was really an incompetent warrior. And thanks to you, I realized that.”

Lyudmila raised an eyebrow and smiled.

“Brave Bong-Pal Park, that he suffered from the forbidden magic of Terminus and Gears, and that he was only deprived of his achievements and tormented!”

“…What?”

“Don’t let it go! I can’t interpret the contents, but Bong-Pal Park has three Gears and one Terminus hanging on it! It’s too much of a ban on just one human! He’d have made a bad man with Gears! What kind of history are you trying to distort, it’s so obvious!”

“…No, what, what.”

“Park Bong-pal, who has done a dangerously great job for the imperial position as the emperor, may have even touched a forbidden spell to stifle him! However, Terminus is not omnipotent. He cannot even erase his emotions. I feel a sense of urgency and sometimes trigger sudden actions, just like you right now.”

If the hero was trash as rumored, there was no way Leticia could love him so passionately. That reasoning seemed to have moved Lyudmila.

‘Wow, what do you mean?’

Park Bong-pal was absurd, but quietly listened to Lyudmila’s words. Lyudmila, who thought it was an acknowledgment of the truth, exclaimed with a wild laugh.

“The end of infinity, Bongpal Park, the hero who defeated even Balaxas of annihilation. Our demon world, who has lost its king, wants you. Please become the True Demon Hwang and bring the blade of revenge on these ungrateful humans!”

‘Wow, what kind of dog is eating grass?’

At Lyudmila’s words, Park Bong-pal, who had lost his absurdity, swallowed such a scream.