Uncle’s affection (4)
As soon as I changed my costume and came out, Yoon Jin-won happily raised his hand in the hallway.
“oh. I just came out too I changed into something similar to your senior.”
You are lying.
I changed early and waited in the hallway, but it seems like it just came out a little while ago.
Jeong Seo-hoon pondered for a moment whether to ignore it or not.
“Then why do you call me senior? It hasn’t even been a year since I debuted.”
“ah.”
Judging from the bewildered response, it seems that he had never taken genealogy seriously.
Maybe he was secretly mistaken for a senior because of the name value of Jung Seo-hoon, which has been fluttering recently, and his successive successive great grades and age.
“Hey, you said you debuted less than a year ago?”
“Oops. Didn’t you know?”
“Ahh! De, I think I heard!”
Suddenly, I remembered a senior graduate student who had been scolded by Professor Lee Se-jong for not doing enough research before enlisting.
At that time, a word Lee Se-jong calmly left behind drove the senior graduate student into a more mental breakdown.
‘You’re not interested in getting a PhD.’
“Actress Yoon Jin-won is not interested in me.”
“No! Absolutely not! I’m sorry, junior!”
“Brother? If an actor has some spare time, can he use the title of junior to the production team? Hey, the world of child actors is amazing.”
“Sir, I made a mistake! Stop without me noticing!”
The visibly flustered attitude is strangely amusing.
It is more interesting that it is not a reaction made up of pretense.
“Nephew, how are you going to handle your uncle’s real big affection in front of the camera when you’re so embarrassed?”
“ah······.”
It was only then that Yoon Jin-won realized that Seo-hoon Jeong had teased him lightly, and he collapsed.
I didn’t think of it as a joke at all because he was serious and his words and actions were heavy, not suitable for his age.
“Hey, can I call you brother?”
“If it’s convenient for you, do it.”
“Can’t you make it easier for me too?”
“I am comfortable with this. I’ll take care of it when I get to know you.”
“Ah yes.”
After all, you’re not an easy person, Yun Jin-won muttered to himself and said again.
“How is your brother so good at acting?”
“Actress Yoon Jin-won is also doing well enough.”
“But I keep losing my confidence because I compare myself so much with my older brother.”
“Only this scene, which is practiced separately, is burdensome. I’m afraid. It’s because of trauma. I have a different resolution from actor Yoon, but I have a trauma.”
“Does someone like you have trauma? Can I ask what it is?”
At those words, Jeong Seo-hun stopped walking for a moment and looked back.
Yoon Jin-won was slightly intimidated by the difference in eye level by nearly 23 cm, so he barely made eye contact.
“Don’t be in a hurry. I will show you now.”
***
Yun Jin-won wore a red dragon robe, and Jeong Seo-hun wore a regular official uniform worn by a large army.
The dethroned nephew and the uncle of the current king are wearing different costumes, but this is not an error but an intentional setting.
Jang Seung-won silently admired Jeong Seo-hoon, who was slowly approaching, looking up and down.
“Yeah. the picture is good. good attitude The image is the rebel lord itself, that is itself.”
The official uniform from the time of the great army emphasizes his traitorous color until the end.
Yoon Jin-won’s expression, which was somewhat shrunken, matched the image of the always pensive lung lord.
“I did a good job changing my costume. I’m buying more pictures. I think something good will be picked this time. That said, actor Yoon Jin-won, don’t be too burdened.”
If it were another historical drama producer, he would have treated Yoon Jin-won, a minor, as a child, let alone treated him badly.
However, Jang Seung-won always uses a polite engineering college and shows respect.
That respect was more of a burden to Yoon Jin-won.
It also meant a business-like sobriety that would only think about work thoroughly.
“Now, stand back in position. It’s practice, so I go right in without rehearsing.”
Jang Seung-won felt a surge of excitement.
Expectation that something strong impact will explode anew.
Jeong Seo-hoon kept an eye on Yoon Jin-won, who couldn’t shake off the tension.
The invisible void wriggles, and the huge lens sways as if trying to pour out the anticipation of the spectator.
Until now, Yun Jin-won had not shown any special feedback on the power of the lens.
Can we really see something different now?
“Standby, cue!”
The great army stepped towards the young nephew with the intent to kill.
– Nephew.
Yoon Jin-won suddenly felt his vision darken.
A sticky feeling of isolation envelops you in an unpleasant way.
Unknowingly, I try to turn to the producer, but my body won’t listen.
It is a distant sensation that the body remembers.
As a child, how scared I was when I woke up in a tomb in the mountains.
I was afraid that a ghost might appear, so I ran to the country house at once without looking back or to the side.
That memory now comes to mind.
-This ····· wealth······ how······ so······ was it sour?
Instead of the darkened vision, the sudden sense of isolation brought out the fear of that time and attached it.
An incomprehensible sound, whether it was a human or a ghost, murmured to himself over and over again.
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Nerve response from the body is drooping, and the strength of the limbs is slowly draining.
[Calm down! Wake up!]
Forgotten memories keep coming back.
It was only now that I remembered that I woke up from the grave not because I was cold, but because of the old man’s voice screaming in my ear.
[Ugh! Wake up soon!]
The light pressure on my neck was strangely pleasant.
Breaking through the coziness of wanting to sleep comfortably like this, the old man’s voice yells again.
Where did you hear that voice?
‘Lee Do-geun teacher! The young king’s grandfather!’
The voice screaming now belonged to a different person than then.
It is the voice of senior actor Lee Do-geun, who plays the grandfather of the young king.
The moment he realized that, Yun Jin-won broke the shell of the young king who had imprisoned him and regained his sanity.
In the suddenly brightened field of view, PD’s face, breathing a sigh of relief, comes into view first.
“I… have I been doing this all along? Is this NG?”
Realizing that he had collapsed on the floor, Yoon Jin-won asked blankly.
“Why is this NG? It’s a scene where you’re strangled and struggling to catch your breath.”
“ah······.”
“I did really well. Anyone who didn’t know it would have thought it was a real murder scene. Seo-Hoon, are you sure you weren’t really strangled?”
“Of course I just pretended to beg him.”
“Hey, our actor Yoon Jin-won. Isn’t strangling smoke a joke?”
“…”
Yoon Jin-won looked around with his eyes wide open.
It seems that the moment of death will vaguely come to mind.
“Oh, Peddy. Something is strange. I think I just woke up from a good night’s sleep. I don’t remember very well.”
“Oh, well. this. Could it happen?”
“Yes.”
Yoon Jin-won jumped up immediately.
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Not the slightest bit of stumbling, not staggering as if about to fall.
After that, Jang Seung-won made simple movements, asked questions, and checked the answers.
“For now, nothing seems wrong. Do you have shortness of breath or fever or anything like that?”
“do not have. My hair is very clear.”
“That’s fortunate.”
First of all, there seems to be no psychological problem at all.
Jang Seung-won was relieved and looked back at the manager’s mother.
“Mother, but in case you don’t know, it’s better to get some advice. It’s a very sensitive time because I’m young.”
“all right. PD.”
“Then, shall we go back to monitoring?”
The two actors sat in front of the monitor with the PD in between and watched the acting scene.
-I heard that Uncle Lee refuses the restorative medicine given to him.
-Don’t worry. It won’t be that painful.
-I will send my nephew to my brother’s side so that I won’t be lonely.
-Uncle Lee will personally see off his nephew.
Yun Jin-won was unfamiliar with something.
He seemed to be a completely different person as he struggled and strangled.
On the screen, he struggles until he runs out of breath, then suddenly slumps and his neck bends powerlessly.
-Goodbye. State prize.
“…”
Yoon Jin-Won steals a glance at Jeong Seo-Hoon without even realizing it.
The attitude of looking deeply into the monitor while wearing the same outfit and the same face as the great army on the screen is heterogeneous.
When our eyes met, Jeong Seo-hoon opened his mouth with a strange smile.
“Nephew. How is it to match the acting breath with this uncle? Do you like it?”
“I don’t think I will ever forget you, Uncle.”
Yoon Jin-Won replied as if possessed, and Jang Seung-Won clapped as if satisfied.
“Look at this. You can do anything well, our actor Yoon Jin-won.”
“PD-nim, then it’s okay to stop taking tutoring after school, right?”
“Yes, the tutoring is now over.”
Hearing that it was over, Yoon Jin-won felt very sad.
The darkened vision and the feeling that all senses were closed still leave a strong presence.
Is this the end of today?
‘Sometimes I get a strange feeling as if I’m not me when I’m too immersed in a role. Did I go through that too?’
Am I no longer able to taste that feeling?
Until then, when you and Jung Seo-hoon are filming the scene again?
Yoon Jin-won, who could not suppress his regret, kept peeking at him, and Jang Seung-won, who noticed his gaze, laughed silently to himself.
***
Manager Ha Tae-soo glanced at Jung Seo-hoon in the rearview mirror while driving the van.
His co-worker was lost in thought, looking out with his chin resting.
“What are you thinking? What are you worried about?”
“Do you look worried?”
“Because it doesn’t look like he’s catching his emotions. You seem to have a personal problem?”
“It’s not grandiose enough to be called a concern.”
“There is one. Is Yoo Jung-ah even going out with her?”
“Just a friend and colleague. It’s not like that.”
The experience of being comforted by Yoo Jung-ah naturally led to the memory of the massacre of civilians by the brigadier general.
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Nausea doesn’t come up anymore, but the hard feeling of pressing the blast button is still vivid at the fingertips.
“brother. What do you think about going to graduate school?”
“When should I go? It’s a waste of studying and thinking. Having the title of handsome actor with a doctorate in engineering will help the brand value.”
“Are you leaving right after the drama ends?”
“Then you go to graduate school as soon as you graduate?”
“Do you think it’s bad?”
“No… that’s your freedom, so I’m not going to say anything. Because I don’t know how the doctoral course at Korea University’s engineering department goes.”
“If you enter, I will enter the master’s and doctoral integration program.”
“But can you do well as an actor while attending graduate school? You said you wanted to be an actor more seriously than a professor? Have you changed your mind?”
Ha Tae-soo asked cautiously.
An actor who is a professor as a hobby, and a professor who is an actor as a hobby.
At first glance they look similar, but they are completely different.
Especially from his point of view as a manager, it comes with a bigger difference than anything else.
“no. The idea of being an actor as your main job is the same. No change.”
Because the power of the lens in front of the camera shows and conveys the scenery and senses that have already become an inseparable part of everyday life.
“Hey, I was relieved. I thought he had changed his mind because he suddenly brought up the story again. But you’re young anyway, so shouldn’t it be okay to proceed slowly?”
“It’s better to pick your hair while it’s fresh, even if it’s a year old, than to forget everything later and start from scratch. PD did the same. There is nothing bad about actor recognition with a doctoral title.”
“The fans will be sorry. The doctoral title is good, but then you won’t see him often on the screen for a while.”
Arriving at home, Ha Tae-soo stopped the car and searched on his phone.
“If you take the shortest course, you can get a doctorate in 4 years, right? Then for the next four years, will you minimize your acting activities and focus on your studies?”
“I’m not going to take the shortest course. In order not to interfere with my acting activities, I have to go a bit broader. Before I enlisted, there was a senior who took 10 years to get a PhD. I did it because I was on parental leave for a few years after getting married.”
“Can I relax like that?”
“Okay. It’s not like I’m going to be a professor anyway, I’m getting it because I need it as an actor. The most important thing is not to interfere with your acting activities.”
Ha Tae-soo thought that Jeong Seo-hoon was really interested in the title of ‘doctorate actor’.
I couldn’t imagine Jeong Seo-hoon’s real purpose of going to graduate school.
‘Comet, the medium that connects me and Rashid. It’s next to my university.’
What’s wrong with the excavation, the barricade hasn’t been cleared for a year. Rather, the security is getting tighter and tighter.
Lee Se-jong said that he is participating in a comet fragment research project as a scientist.
If you go to graduate school, you will be able to approach the comet.
A civilian killing mission performed as a soldier.
It is said that there was no other choice, but it still remains as a weight in the heart.
‘As Rashid himself, apart from experiencing the world, I want to understand the world in a different way. Approaching the comet might help.’
I want to see the comet that crashed on Mt. Gwanak with my own eyes.
I want to get closer to what I really want to show myself through the power of the lens.
Jeong Seo-hoon asked himself as if he were talking to Ha Tae-soo.
“I don’t think there will be any harm in learning in the future. Take a long look at your life.”
“I know what you mean. Then, in the second half of this year, you’re not going to start a new project, are you going to take a break?”
“Why don’t you go in? If there is a good work, you should go in right away.”