131 – Nursing
Wow…!
I leaned against the wall and continued to retching.
Fortunately, I didn’t eat much, so I didn’t get much content, but the fear and fear of the trauma imprinted on it didn’t stop my nausea.
“Professor!”
“Brother!”
As I heard the voices of the children following me with worried eyes, I gradually felt at ease and felt better.
I calmed myself down by wiping the area around my mouth.
···I thought the trauma had improved a lot, but it didn’t.
During her Astrian days, I had one deal with her.
I literally sold her body like a prostitute to the woman who seduced me by saying that she would protect her and comfort her.
Rebecca touched me without hesitation and made fun of me every day, day and night, without anyone noticing, as if she wouldn’t waste a minute or a second.
Every moment felt like hell, and I wanted to die.
I also thought that I had to live like this.
However, if I died, the expressions my parents and Haki would make kept popping up in my head, so I couldn’t die.
I lived because I couldn’t die.
He lived a mediocre life.
After that day, it wasn’t a lie to say that Rebecca would protect me.
It didn’t defend me completely, but at least it made my breathing easier.
It didn’t bring me back to life, but the sweet little peace of mind made me depend on Rebecca.
However, in exchange for protecting me, Rebecca took all of me harshly.
The shame that comes like a storm at that time tightens even the least open breath.
Still, even if it tightened up again, I couldn’t refuse Rebecca because the short break was so sweet.
If you refuse, go back to before making a deal with Rebecca.
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No, or more difficult, more painful.
There are more days of crying.
Does a boy cry so much?
That was something I heard from someone one day.
But what should I do? Sick
I did my best not to be abandoned by Rebecca.
Rebecca blushed and smiled contentedly at my fawning appearance.
I wanted to kill myself like that.
It wasn’t once or twice that I thought about running away.
But even if I ran away, it was clear that I would soon return to them on my feet.
At that time, I didn’t have the ability. Fighting power isn’t the problem.
I didn’t have the ability to take care of my family.
I didn’t have any money, and they wouldn’t even allow me to go to the guild to cash in on the items I had.
I obeyed Rebecca.
Maybe that’s why when I met Seri, Harin, and Lii, I was able to confront them head-on, resist them, and get angry, but when I saw Rebecca’s face, I had only two thoughts.
It’s disgusting and scary.
A weak beast facing a tiger has no choice but to run away.
There was also a story that tiger droppings were scattered around fields to ward off animals like wild boars.
It’s probably an instinct imprinted in our genes.
Rebecca did that to me.
I didn’t think much of it.
Maybe it was my instinct to turn and run away.
Trauma.
Someone said.
There is no seriousness to trauma.
There is no trauma that is easy to overcome.
The latter is correct.
However, there is a seriousness to trauma.
At least I think so.
And Rebecca was the biggest trauma out of all the traumas embedded deep in my heart.
People around me were worried about me.
Everyone knew from me that Rebecca and other members of Astria had been harassing me, but they didn’t know exactly what happened, so my frightened self now is a lie. It would have felt like
Whirick-
A small wind blew.
Rose appeared in the center.
It was her appearance that Kavri had called her to her spa using her bracelet, which she also wore.
“I’m here…”
Rose, who appeared in a playful way, changed her expression when she saw me looking serious.
It was the first time I had seen such an expression.
“…That’s serious.”
As she said that, Rose put her hand on my body.
However, I had no time to care about her behavior.
“Get some rest. Sleep.”
Somehow, I fell asleep.
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Flora was taken aback when she saw Havir suddenly run away.
Even when Seri Aporte, Harin Acnis, and when Riy Gavarin appeared.
Professor Havir has never run away.
-···This is serious.
Mr. Rose said that and put Professor Havir to sleep.
Rose hugged him as he fell unconscious.
“Let’s move places.”
“Yes.”
“Yes.”
Thankfully, Rebecca didn’t come after us.
It seems that Professor Havir noticed that she ran away after seeing her.
Perhaps he was embarrassed. I don’t know if I was shocked or not.
Anyway, Professor Havir’s rest and recovery were the top priority.
We carried Professor Havir to the Professor’s mansion and laid him on the bed.
Professor Havir couldn’t sleep comfortably even while he was lying on the bed and continued to struggle with his expression wrinkled.
“Ha… Don’t… Please…!”
He spat out a few words in his sleep as if in pain.
I felt like I was suffering even in my dreams.
To drive people into such a predicament just by meeting them face to face…
I wonder how much Professor Havir was bullied by Mr. Rebecca to this extent.
“You can’t sleep comfortably while sleeping.”
Mr. Rose, who was usually bright, touched Professor Havir’s forehead with a serious voice.
“What are you doing…?”
“Have you forgotten, I’m a succubus. In other words, every sound.”
Come to think of it, it was. Rose-san, the succubus queen, wouldn’t have to do that, but um. In other words, succubuses are beings that enter men’s dreams, supplement their stamina, and increase their strength, although women can also do so.
In other words, by interfering with Professor Havir’s dream, he was able to sleep comfortably while sleeping.
Professor Havir’s expression gradually softens.
Then she started talking again in her sleep, as if she was dreaming again.
What are you talking about?
I put my ear near Professor Havir’s mouth and tried it.
“····F, Flora···. It’s still too early for this kind of thing···.”
Kyaaak-!
I almost screamed because of training, but I barely held it in while covering my mouth.
Embarrassed, I spoke quietly so that Professor Havir wouldn’t wake up.
“What a dream you made me…!”
“What, is it strange that a succubus makes you have naughty dreams?”
“It’s okay to have a normal dream…!”
“A succubus can only make you have dirty dreams.”
“Then Kabri-“
“How do you, as a mother, make your daughter dream of doing something like that?”
“I usually tell Kabri to seduce Professor Havir and attack him!”
“····I never did.”
Feeling that I couldn’t understand the language, I sighed.
Anyway, I was worried about Professor Gan Havir.
“What happened to Professor Havir to make him suffer so much…”
“Whatever it is, it’s worse than we think.”
I opened the door and Kay came in and said.
“Professor Kay?”
“I heard roughly what happened to Rose.”
With that, Kei opened the subspace and took out something.
“Is it an elixir?”
“Yes, people sometimes mistakenly think that an elixir only heals wounds, but it also heals the mind. It’s not called holy water for nothing. Give it a try and you’ll get better.”
“Thank you.”
It was then.
Professor Havir exclaimed.
“Hey, wait Flora!”
What the hell are you dreaming about!