132 – Pain
“Flora.”
“Yes.”
“Collage.”
“Yes?”
Mr. Rose suddenly asked me.
By the way… What did you just say?
“I asked if it wasn’t cool.”
“… Huh?”
“No, isn’t the man you like passed out? Don’t you feel like your womb is shaking?”
“What the hell are you talking about!”
“That’s strange, I say that just looking at Kay lying down.”
I wonder if it’s because I’m really a succubus queen, and my mind is dizzy with strange and crude questions that ordinary people would never think of.
I let out a big sigh and stroked Professor Havir’s head, who had a more comfortable face than before, but was still frowning.
When I was having a hard time because of Keira’s death, Professor Havir sometimes stroked my hair like this.
Then, strangely enough, I felt as if a lump in my heart had been released.
Everything that used to feel twisted and twisted felt relaxed.
I think it’s because Professor Havir penetrated very deeply into my heart after the Keira incident.
So if I pet Professor Havir, will he be comfortable?
As Professor Havir is a precious and lovely person to me, can I be Professor Havir’s precious and lovable person?
Does my presence occupy a place in his heart? Can you heal your troubled heart?
I had a lot of anxious thoughts.
As if fortunately there was no need to worry, Professor Havir’s expression gradually improved.
At the same time, tears flowed from Professor Havir’s eyes.
I wonder if the professor also wanted to be comforted?
At first I thought he was a scary person.
When I took the class, I thought I was a strong and perfect person.
···As expected, there was no perfect person in the world.
I slowly caress his soft hair.
At that time, something unexpected happened.
Professor Havir grabbed my hand as it was stroking his head.
Then he started rubbing my hands against his cheeks.
Like a cute cat.
“Health…!”
I was startled and let out a small, short scream.
Even so, I was surprised that reason couldn’t overcome instinct, but I didn’t withdraw my hand.
Rather, he stretched out his hand closer.
“Side.”
···· Huh?
Tickling and soft touch felt on the back of the hand.
Professor Havir gave me a small kiss on my hand.
I don’t know what the hell I’m dreaming about, but I was very happy.
I’ve even kissed Professor Havir, but it was the first time I’d ever received even the back of my hand directly from him, so it felt even better.
Something… I feel a little guilty because I feel like I’m fulfilling my own self-interest while people sleep, but…
It was then.
“Ahh! Flora is pathetic! I want to be kissed by the professor too.”
Kabry, who was sitting still thinking that Professor Havir was sick, saw me happy and shouted.
At the same time, I approached Professor Havir and slipped into his arms as he was deeply asleep.
The power of the succubus is amazing, but Professor Havir didn’t wake up.
Then, Professor Havir grabbed Kabri from her arms and kissed her on the cheek.
Cavri, who entered boldly, was unexpectedly dyed in blush like her pink hair.
I guess I was more embarrassed than I thought.
“Side.”
“Side”
“Side.”
“Side.”
“Side.”
But even after that, Professor Havir’s kissing offensive continued.
Professor Havir’s lips met on the cheek, on the forehead, and even on Kabri’s mouth.
Is it a sleeping habit?
····I don’t know about that, but my hand had already left Professor Havir’s side while kissing Kavri.
I feel envious seeing Kavri who is happy to occupy Professor Havir’s lips alone.
“Kabry, where is only you!”
In the end, I couldn’t stand it either.
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Rebecca stiffened.
She had been reunited with Havir, but she hadn’t moved a single step.
Her feet were as heavy as a piece of iron.
But Rebecca didn’t have time to worry about those things.
Her nerves only now, when she sees herself, his face.
Only Havir-senpai’s face lingered in my head.
A blatant disgust ran across his face.
The problem is that no matter who saw it, the cause of the disgust was me.
The expression on his face that definitely made me smile every day.
His expression made me a girl.
It was distorted with fear as if seeing a monster.
At first, I thought it was a misunderstanding.
But the more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I think about it, the more I think about it.
“Why? Why?”
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No matter what you think
Something happened while I lost my memory. Only a conclusion could be drawn.
During Hestia Academy days, I thought that there was absolutely nothing wrong between us.
But it went wrong.
A long gap of 7 years.
Flora, the green-haired girl, said that I also organized a party with Havir-senpai.
Then she may have refused to confess even after graduation, but in the end we were close and good friends.
Did we fight?
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No, then Havir-senpai wouldn’t have run away from me.
Because I am an upright person. Because she was a person who walked the path she believed in.
If you confronted them head-on, you would have faced them, but at least you didn’t run away.
Furthermore, I could feel the fear in his expression.
It means being feared.
They planted trauma.
Tears leak out.
I opened my mouth, but the words didn’t come out because I was crying.
“···I… This, this body… This filthy body… Bullied Havir-senpai?”
Speak to the air.
“Me, because of me… The f*ck did this body make you suffer?”
I also get disgusted with my body.
I felt like I would go crazy thinking that the lumps of flesh that bullied my senior made up my body.
“f*ck f*ck f*ck!”
Let’s tear it all apart.
She cut off her mouth when she cursed her senior, her skin when she hit her senior, and all the muscles that gave her strength.
Let’s become clean.
Elixir.
Rebecca pulls out the highest quality elixir she has ever had from her bosom.
He then tears the skin off her right arm with her left arm.
At the same time, the muscles were ripped off before the new skin grew.
“Quaaagh!”
I was prepared, but it hurt like crazy.
A pain to the point of fainting.
If she hadn’t lost her memories, she would have endured even though she was in pain now, as she had experienced more pain several times while active in Astria’s party.
But Rebecca now is the Rebecca of her student days. She
She had never experienced pain enough to die.
She seemed to lose her mind at the rushing pain.
Rather, it would be easier if I lost my mind… But the highest level elixir also prevented losing my mind.
This time I tore off his neck.
A fatal wound that would have killed an ordinary person instantly.
Remove the vocal chords that insulted the senior.
It plays again.
Hearing the senior’s scream, he tore off his ear, which he would have liked.
Unable to overcome her pain, her legs gave out and she hit her head on the floor.
While doing so, she puts a portion of the broken brick into her mouth and chews it vigorously.
It was a struggle to endure the pain.
The elixir restores her body and helps her not to lose her mind. She
She didn’t ease the pain.
In a way, Elixir was like a demon.
Rebecca’s screams continued throughout the night.
However, no one listened to her.