133 – The Sky
Cheer- Chir- Chir-
In the morning, the sound of a crying bird sounds like singing.
Sleep-
My eyes slowly opened.
The soft touch from my back and the ceiling in front of me let me know that I was lying on the bed.
Something soft brushes from my fingertips.
When I raised my senses and gently touched it, I felt a small finger.
Come to think of it, I feel the light weight of something pressing me down.
When I lifted my head slightly to check, I could see Flora sleeping on my stomach in an uncomfortable position.
Why is Flora here? I had a question, but the memory of yesterday that came to mind gradually solved the question.
····I met Rebecca yesterday. Thanks to the trauma that resurfaced to the point of being boring, I ran away from the spot.
How come my life is a series of escapes.
I only ran away from Astria, from trauma, from the ghosts of the past.
“I’m going crazy.”
My head was throbbing and painful.
Besides, he vomited in front of his disciples and was unseemly put to sleep with Rose’s magic.
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No matter how much I thought about it, I felt like I was going crazy because I was pathetic.
She sees Flora in a deep sleep. She must have been sleeping late taking care of me.
I couldn’t lie down properly, and I must have been very tired.
For now, we’d better put her on her bed so she can rest.
I carefully raised my upper body so Flora wouldn’t wake up.
Then, her pink hair, which was not visible when she was lying down, was clearly visible.
Kavri was sleeping on her floor.
Perhaps she has a bad sleeping habit, she tried to sleep with the blanket spread out, but it was a mess.
You’ll catch a cold if you sleep like that.
Carefully lowered Flora from her belly, lifted her up and laid her on her bed.
Beside him, he laid Kabri lying down on the floor with him and covered him with a blanket.
It was only then that I felt relieved when I saw them sleeping comfortably.
“After.”
Until yesterday, my heart was beating and my mind was dizzy and I felt like I was going crazy, but I got help from these guys again.
A professor is only getting help from his students, and he is disqualified as a professor.
“Ah…”
Then Flora raised her voice.
I thought she was awake, but seeing her eyes closed, it wasn’t.
Are you talking in your sleep?
“Professor Havir… I like it…”
“Me too…”
Kabry also said at the same time as if he had been waiting.
In my sleep, of course.
···Puch.
Somehow, it makes me laugh.
Yesterday was difficult, but now I feel strangely full of energy.
Like Flora and Cabri, they have already become precious to me.
I stroked their hair.
“Yes, me too.”
For the two of them, no, including Freya, who is not here.
I received love and grace from the three that would not be enough to repay in my entire life.
I will pay it back anyway.
Forever.
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I opened the door of the mansion and came out into the yard.
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Now that the morning has come and the darkness has lifted, the warm sunlight welcomes me as if it expresses my current mood.
Come to think of it, Haki and Similla were sleeping in the next room.
Anyway, Similla, who was a completely normal person, must have been very surprised, so it seems that he was taking care of her.
I’m sorry about this again, Similla.
She must have come here to plant a good memory.
I should apologize later and buy you something delicious.
···What happened to Rebecca?
If she had that guy personality, she would have followed right after me when I ran away.
If I refused, she would have taken me by force.
But it didn’t.
As soon as I saw Rebecca, I felt sick to my stomach. I didn’t notice then, but when I think about it, there was no hostility on her face as she approached me. She didn’t even show a dark side.
What happened? Did you even do a dog and a heavenly ship?
I don’t know what the ulterior motive is, but even if it were, I don’t trust Rebecca.
“…I want to smoke.”
With so much to think about, and with her head cluttered, she wanted a cigarette.
It’s been years since I quit. Addiction is so bad.
Is this why you shouldn’t even try smoking out of curiosity?
Still, it’s a bit difficult to smoke a cigarette that I quit once, so I smoked it imaginatively.
Spits smoke while doing it. The smoke rises into the sky in a lump and disappears in no time.
I followed the disappearing cigarette smoke and looked up at the sky.
It’s still green.
The clouds flow.
The sky is bluer tomorrow when it rains.
A rainbow of 7 beautiful colors also floats.
Why?
Why can the sky shine brighter than it gets dark once it gets dark?
Because of Rebecca, there has never been a ray of light in my life.
7 Years of darkness, can I become bright again?
···It was a useless idea.
I haven’t brightened up yet.
The sky doesn’t brighten right away when the rain stops.
It only becomes bright when the dark clouds clear.
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Now I am at that stage.
In order to become bright, I have to clear the dark clouds myself.
To do that, you have to face Rebecca.
I made a promise.
Let’s not run away.
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Tok Talk-
Then, someone tapped me on the shoulder.
Looking back, it was hockey that I had just been sleeping on.
“Hockey.”
“Brother… Are you okay?”
Hockey carefully worried about my condition.
Hockey also saw me in front of my eyes, who had been traumatized yesterday.
Hockey seemed shocked to see his brother, who had always been strong, become infinitely weaker.
I know that I was bullied in Astria, but there’s a huge difference between just hearing about it and seeing it myself.
“···Yes, it’s okay.”
I calmed her down by answering with a soft smile.
Haki was finally relieved by that answer.
“I’m glad.”
“Thank you.”
The clear difference between me in Astria and me now is the presence or absence of family and friends who support me right next to me.
When I was alone, I couldn’t beat Rebecca, Seri, Harin, or Lii.
It was different now. You will be able to overcome it.
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No, we have to overcome it.
That would be one of the ways to repay those who believed in me.
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“How about Similla?”
“It’s okay. I don’t think my older brother is at a level to worry about.”
“It’s fortunate. I was worried. I need to buy you something delicious.”
“Similla isn’t what you’re after, is it?”
“···What kind of Casanova do you think of me?”
“It’s a joke.”