136 – My Love 3
her face in front of you.
Looking at her face, which I had longed for, I thought many times that I might be dreaming.
As much as there were countless times when I couldn’t sleep while thinking of her in my dreams.
I even thought that the girl in front of me might be an illusion that would disappear if she came to her senses.
However, this feeling in my hand at this moment…
Her body, which I was hugging tightly with fear that it might disappear, made it clear to me that this was not a dream, but a reality.
“I missed you.. all the while.. there has never been a time when I didn’t miss you.”
“Me too… me too. Me too.. Always Santana-sama..”
Feeling each other’s warmth, the two of us expressed our longing for each other.
There were a lot of things I wanted to ask her about, and there were also a lot of things I had to tell her about.
How could she be here like this? what the hell happened in the meantime?
And… what happened to me while she was gone.
However, at this moment, neither she nor I spoke of such stories for a while.
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Not yet to talk about those facts…
Because the feeling of longing the two of us were feeling was so great…
At least for this moment…
Because I wanted to focus only on feeling the person in front of me..
*
I didn’t know how much time had passed.
However, at the point where it is considered that the unbearable longing for each other has been met to some extent, even though there is still a sense of regret,
The two of us let go of each other’s bodies that we were carefully holding on to and started to say what we had to say.
Both she and I… These were difficult stories to bring out in many ways, but fortunately, thanks to Polena’s stepping out to explain my side of the story to some extent, we were able to explain the current situation to each other more easily than expected.
The identity of Cazeros that I did not know…
And, about the fact of my engagement, which happened out of necessity while she was gone.
“I am really sorry. To be honest, I never wanted to have an engagement like this…”
“Ah.. no, it’s me… if I had revealed my identity earlier, this wouldn’t have happened… I’m sorry I’ve put Santana in trouble because of me.”
“It’s not like that. Cazeros just didn’t want to make me uncomfortable, wasn’t it? This is entirely my fault for not living up to your beliefs.”
“But Santana-sama, in the midst of that, proceeded with the contract engagement for me. I am just grateful that you made such a difficult decision for me, who was known for my humble status at the time.”
Right after we told each other about our situation, we couldn’t do anything other than sincerely apologize to each other for a while.
Cazeros continues to apologize for deceiving me about his identity.
However, her apology was nothing but good for me.
That fact had nothing to do with me, since she was originally a beggar emperor.
The important thing is, this person in front of me is the one I love.
It was only the fact that it was a woman named Cazeros Sophia.
rather.
It was I who had to apologize at this moment, not her.
Even though it’s a contract, my act of getting engaged to someone else over her.
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No matter how unavoidable it was, the guilt in my heart didn’t go away easily, and I couldn’t do anything about it other than bowing my head.
The two continued to apologize to each other for a while.
Although it was a strange situation in which each other told each other that they had done more wrong, through that process, the two of us were able to clearly recognize one fact.
In a way, it’s okay to get angry with each other and argue about what’s right or wrong…
However, even these things can be forgiven by blaming yourself.
The fact that we both really love each other.
*
The appearance of two men and women leading in front of your eyes.
Watching this from a third person’s point of view, she…
A bitter smile began to form automatically on Polena’s lips.
‘Really… I can’t believe I’m showing myself like this in front of people…’
Two people who met again after a long time and confirmed each other’s existence.
From right after that until now, quite a bit of time has passed.
For the two of them, Polena, who was standing right next to them, really didn’t care.
Even though Santana helped explain the part related to the engagement, the two paid no attention to the existence of Polena, paying attention only to the content of her additional explanation.
And this continues until this moment when the race of apologies continues after the explanation is over.
Leaving them engrossed only in the person they loved in front of them, Polena quietly left the place, thinking that it would be better for the intruder to step back.
‘It’s what I felt from the first time I saw them… but they’re a really good pair in many ways. To the point where I feel genuinely envious of myself.’
Honestly, during Cazeros’ absence, it was Polena who would periodically offer Santana a helping hand.
Although the level wasn’t that strong, and it was hard to notice unless you looked at it with confidence, Polena knew very well that it couldn’t be ignored nonetheless.
Although it is a little difficult for her to make such an assessment herself, she was well aware that her charm as a woman was not common.
However, despite this, Santana turned a blind eye to it and never acted to cross the line he had drawn, even if he showed a slight wavering.
In deep admiration for such a fact.
At the same time, feeling a bit regretful about the fact that moving with a certain degree of greed ended up in vain.
As it was, she slowly opened the reception room door and went out.
and immediately after that,
In her eyes, she began to see Blood standing in front of the door.
Blood is showing a very nervous look while looking at this side.
Regarding this, Polena erased the smile from her lips,
He said to her in a calm voice.
“You don’t have to be so nervous. I have no idea what to do with you right now anyway.”
“go… thank you..”
Blood visibly relieved at her words.
Then Polena stood next to her and with a light gesture cast a soundproof spell around her.
Immediately after the end of the defense against the situation for the first time in a while.
Polena looked at Blood and continued speaking in a calm tone.
“Looks like you’ve done what I asked you to do.”
“Yes, although Duke Catlena didn’t seem to fully believe what I said… First of all, it seems Master didn’t notice the existence.”
“That’s right… it’s because the order was given for that purpose in the first place.”
“Well, what are you going to do from now on? Do you intend to keep it a secret from now on or…”
Blood asks a question with a little expectation as well as a question.
However, Polena slowly shook her head about this.
“I have no intention of going out on my own right now. I don’t want to get involved in troublesome things. but..”
“… ?”
With those words, Polena took something out of her arms.
Blood accepted this carefully.
“What is this?”
Blood asking questions with questions
Regarding this, Polena is quite different from before.
He spoke to her in a calm, yet distinct voice that contained emotions of anger.
“The material of that guy I found.”
“!…”
“Be prepared, but don’t think about rushing out. Again, I have no intention of moving yet.”
“Ah yes. All right. Master.”