Incompatible Interspecies Wives chapter 102

102 – Direction of mind (1)

Ner observed Berg all day.

It was a subtle feeling of not looking at myself. It seemed that he was frequently exhaling subtly short sighs. It seemed that his expression had subtly hardened.

“…”

If it was a change that happened to someone else, you might not have noticed it.

But the opponent was Berg.

The person I’ve been sticking with for the past few months.

Husband and her mate.

We react sensitively even to trivial differences.

“Arwin. I put a dry cloth outside. Wash and dry yourself.”

‘Yes. Thanks, Berg.’

Ner looked at Berg, who was taking care of Arwyn washing her body.

It doesn’t seem to show that subtle difference to Arwin.

No, rather, it feels like the two of them have gotten closer.

Wasn’t she holding her hand tightly just a moment ago?

Ner couldn’t open her face.

Her expression continues to frown.

Why did this change happen?

…I wonder if the relationship between the two made progress last night.

“…Sigh.”

The thought made Ner’s heart tingle.

Berg turns her head at the sound of a small moan.

“…”

Ner unknowingly averted her eyes.

I didn’t let go of the frown on my face.

If you stay like this, I will come to comfort you as always.

“…”

But Berg turns his head.

“… Huh?”

Then, as if she had something to think about, she headed for her room.

Ner’s outstretched hand catches the air.

Ner, who was left in the living room as a result, was enveloped in an unknown void.

****

I sighed and sat down on the bed.

I couldn’t figure out why I was doing this either.

I tried to pretend nothing was wrong, but it didn’t work out like words.

I seem to have forgotten how to approach Ner.

It might be because she sympathizes with her.

I was in her shoes until a few months ago.

…Of course Ner isn’t in love with anyone.

I didn’t allow the opposite s*x to approach me, keeping the other person in my heart.

Sometimes I hated that unwanted approach.

To do such a thing to Ner is not as easy as it used to be.

…Should I ask about this?

Even I have been hiding the story of Shien.

“…”

To be honest, it doesn’t change anything if I’m like this.

As I said to Arwin, we are a couple.

Because that doesn’t change.

…Nevertheless, it bothers me deep down that you might want to leave me if you had the chance.

“…”

It feels like the forgotten solitude is coming back.

Since Xian left me, I have stood up from the pain.

It was a feeling I thought I would never feel again.

Looking at this, I must have given Nere a lot of emotions.

-f*ck.

I lay down on the bed.

Ner’s dissatisfied…And worried expression lingers in my head.

Close your eyes.

“…Childishly.”

I whispered to myself.

He sighed and covered his face.

****

Time flies like that.

Ner couldn’t understand.

I was the one who needed to be comforted and apologized… But I was also the one who was nervous.

Berg didn’t say anything.

We didn’t fight, but we didn’t reconcile either.

Keep a certain distance from Berg in a strange boundary line.

I couldn’t figure out why my heart felt so tight.

It wasn’t even that Berg was angry with himself.

As with other women, she didn’t push herself either.

I just temporarily hid my kindness.

But that alone made Ner very difficult.

Still, she didn’t have the courage.

I don’t have the strength to ask why you’re doing this.

I’m afraid that we’ll really get into a fight.

Fighting, afraid of being hated.

There was also a desire to reconcile as if nothing had happened.

Stockpin is back after a long time.

Ner was out for a night walk today as well.

Of course it wasn’t because I missed this small forest.

If you were waiting here, it was because someone was looking for you.

No matter how strange the change was, there was no way it wouldn’t come out.

He would come to redeem himself again.

Ner left her body there and waited for Berg.

“…”

But every moment I wait, my heart tingles.

It’s frustrating and difficult.

Because of this nothing, she seems to shed tears for no reason.

I’m more afraid because I can’t understand.

Why did such a difference arise in an instant?

What the hell happened with Arwin?

When does Berg appear?

-Jabak…

At that moment, I heard the footsteps I had been waiting for.

Ner flinched at her and looked behind her.

“…”

As expected, Berg was standing there.

Ner quickly turned his body and looked forward.

I hide my worried expression.

I’m frozen in fear, I can’t make any choice.

I waited for Berg to act.

Berg, who was walking slowly, sat next to Ner.

The soft, relaxed vibe he always had is back.

“…”

Ner felt a strange sense of relief and his emotions surged up.

I could have been like this, but why did I stay like this all day?

I wanted to argue, but I also didn’t want to scratch it and make a boil.

Berg says.

“I’m sorry.”

“…”

“…I was told he would come back, but I was worried.”

In the relief that follows, the pouting emotions that have been hidden come back.

It was as if she had become young again.

My feelings were hurt over something insignificant, and I got angry over something insignificant.

“I wasn’t worried.”

She told lies.

Berg smiled and sat closer.

Her thighs touch.

He lowers her head to examine her expression.

“…Sorry, Ner.”

Berg apologized again.

“…”

-Poof.

Ner turned her head away from her.

But deep down in her heart, Berg would never know how relieved she was.

“…Aren’t you going to get angry?”

“…”

A short sigh follows.

Ner is again taken aback by Berg’s sigh.

Did she miss the chance to accept her apology?

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At the same time, Berg gets up from her seat.

Ner hurriedly opened her mouth to hold the hand of reconciliation she had missed in the moment.

“Oh, no, ver-“

-Poof!

At that moment, Ner felt her own body lift into the air.

“Wow!”

In an instant, Berg turned in front of her and held her pelvis on her ner and lifted her up high.

Nere pressed her berg’s shoulder embarrassedly, looking down at her berg smiling at her.

“Ah! What, what are you doing-“

“-How can I get rid of my wife’s anger?”

Berg asked like a joke, with an exaggeration to lighten the mood. It was like an apology for her previous attitude.

“…Ah.”

Ner swallowed the words she was about to spit out.

‘My wife.’

My anger melts away so easily at his words.

A solid word that convinces you that minor fights can happen, but also that these fights ultimately can’t affect the relationship in the slightest.

That’s right.

It was so obvious that I forgot… She was already Berg’s wife.

She wonders if she can get closer to Berg than he does.

At that fact, the wall in her heart collapses like a skin.

The wife.

The wife.

Ner chewed the word unconsciously.

Is there a word that is so heartbreaking?

It was the story that Berg was on his side all his life.

“Speak quickly, Ner. How can I relieve my anger?”

“…”

“Don’t drop me off until I tell you.”

“…”

Ner, who had been silent, burst into a small smile at his words.

Maybe it’s because I’ve tasted the bottom of my mood once.

Now even this small happiness feels sweeter.

Berg asks.

“You like pies. Shall I make you a pie? Or, shall we go for a long walk tomorrow?”

Seeing her smile, Berg smiled even wider.

“Tell me, Ner.”

Ner immediately blinked and looked down at Berg.

He let out a long sigh.

‘…Hug me until my body bursts.’

With that sigh, she almost whispered involuntarily.

But only at the last moment, she holds the words firmly behind her lips.

It was only natural that I couldn’t say such embarrassing things.

…I needed more time.

Of course, there were plenty of such times left in the future.

And the more this happens, the more aware it is.

She could no longer fool herself with her own heart.

What my feelings for him were… It gradually became clear.

“…If you drink with me today, I will relieve my anger.”

So she said instead.

She She was also a hand of reconciliation of her own.

I wanted to share what Berg likes the most.

…And obviously had other plans as well.

“Alcohol?”

Ner nodded his head.

“Yes. Alcohol.”

“…Are you okay?”

Ner forced himself to swallow his words again.

‘It would be nice to drink with you.’

He smiled instead.

“…Don’t like it?”

I asked playfully.

Berg smiled at her provocation.

“I can’t hate it.”

Then she nodded.

“Okay, let’s go get a drink.”

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“…”

Arwin looked at Berg and Ner as they sat elegantly and shared her drink.

Berg looks happy, so why isn’t he happy?

I could quickly figure out why.

I thought he was stupid.

Obviously, I gave advice not to get close to Nere.

Even though she hid the story of Ner’s betrayal, she said so.

As long as she didn’t hurt him, she seemed to be able to stay away from Nere.

‘…Stupid.’

Arwin thought again.

…But I couldn’t hate those foolish humans.

On the contrary, he might be more attracted to that kind of appearance.

The responsibility of treating her as a wife was inevitably reliable.

How the hell do you do that?

For her as an elf, they were very unfamiliar.

“What kind of stories do you enjoy so much?”

Arwin eventually joined their drinking party.

“…Ah.”

Ner, who had been giggling, hardened his expression at Arwin’s question.

“Have you had a drink, Ner?”

Arwin asked.

Ner nodded and answered.

“Yes.”

“Would you like a drink too?”

Berg asked Arwin.

Arwin looked down at the liquor they were drinking.

…Bardi Sul.

She realizes that Berg has come to really like the drink.

“…You really like bardi liquor.”

Arwin asked the same question again.

Maybe it was her uneasy feeling in her mind that was driving her to keep asking these questions.

Perhaps thanks to the alcohol, Berg, who had been laughing loudly, opened her mouth.

I expected that the familiar answer would come, ‘because I ate it.’

“That was the first drink you gave me.”

“…………..”

However, Arwin’s heart is slightly startled by Berg’s words.

Arwin hid her agitation.

…After all, alcohol is food.

There is no problem with food.

“…”

Ner, who was looking at them alternately, saw Binberg’s wine glass and lifted her bottle.

Like her prudent wife, she fills Berg’s glass.

It was a bonus that he gave Berg a smile he couldn’t understand why.

“Have another drink, Berg.”

Arwin quietly watched Ner’s actions.

Berg, who was raising his glass, suddenly stopped moving.

“…Ah right.”

“…?”

“…The bardi liquor is running out.”

Berg clicks his tongue bitterly, as if regretting it.

Arwin interrupted momentarily.

“Why don’t you take this opportunity to stop drinking?”

Berg laughed, as if asking what nonsense he was talking about.

“How does a mercenary stop drinking?”

“…Where is that?”

Berg looked at Arwin with grim eyes.

Arwin hadn’t met his gaze for a long time.

At the same time, Berg asks.

“Could you get me some more bardi alcohol?”

“…”

Arwin raised his eyes slightly and looked at Berg.

I wanted to refuse, but… That would be awkward too.

Bardi alcohol is a big deal.

So she thought again.

…There is nothing wrong with food.

Arwin replied.

“…I’ll think about it.”

****

Ner helped Berg up and entered the room.

It wasn’t easy for her to keep her balance either… But she still had a hard time getting him and putting him in her room.

Alwin also helped them.

“…Didn’t I eat too much?”

Arwin asked Ner displeasedly.

Ner pours a drink by Berg’s side whenever his glass is empty.

But Ner shrugged her shoulders.

“…Berg, Hibg. I wanted…”

“…”

The two of them lay down at the same time and looked down at the sleeping Berg.

No one has spoken for a long time.

They just silently watched him as he fell asleep without even realizing it.

“…Go back now. Heeep.”

Ner said to Arwin.

“We have to sleep…”

With that, Ner began to take off Berg’s upper clothes.

Arwin frowned again.

“…Why don’t you leave the clothes alone-“

“-Berg likes to sleep like this.”

Arwin had nothing else to refute.

She says she has been frozen for a while.

“…Berg fell asleep anyway, so let’s go back to our respective rooms and sleep. You don’t have to sleep with us until today.”

“…”

Ner stopped undressing Berg and looked at Arwin.

Soon she replied with a smile.

“…Thank you for your concern. But it’s okay.”

-Poof!

Ner immediately threw Berg’s clothes away.

Ner’s yellow eyes glowed in the dark.

It also seemed that the way she looked down at Berg had changed.

Is it because of the alcohol?

-…Sweet.

“…?”

Ner’s hand lightly stroked Berg’s chest.

Arwin looked at Nere like that.

She couldn’t tell whether it was intentional or accidental at the gesture that passed in a very brief moment.

“…Ah.”

Soon Ner sighed.

With that, she looked at Arwin.

As if she forgot for a second that she was there.

“…Go in and rest.”

Ner soon saw Arwin off and pushed her out of the room.

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“…”

Arwin didn’t say anything and was pushed out of the room by her touch.

“…Have a good night.”

– Kung.

And the moment Arwin was pushed out the door, Ner shut the door firmly.

Arwin didn’t know why her own fist was curled.

****

“Haaa.”

Ner sniffed the scent of Berg without wanting to smell it for the first time in a while.

His body odor mixed with the smell of alcohol.

Nothing was stopping her now.

She also knew the reason for estrus.

Knowing the reason, she no longer felt guilty.

Even so, Ner was careful not to cross the line excessively.

I tried not to forget that my self-control was not the same because I drank.

Ner was angry at the scent of Arwyn coming from Berg’s body.

What did you do last night?

It was certain that the two bodies were touching.

Maybe that was the reason for Berg’s change today.

And the more that anger dominated his head, the more Nere sprayed his incense on Berg.

Maybe it was compensation psychology.

Maybe he was trying to compensate for the anxiety he felt from last night.

“…Berg.”

Ner rubs his body against Berg and whispers.

“Thank you.”

She said.

But it wasn’t enough.

Those words couldn’t express her feelings.

“………”

Ner slowly stopped rubbing her body against Berg, and she pressed close to him.

She lay down on his arm, running her hands gently over her bare torso.

I slightly lifted my clothes and put my bare navel on Berg’s side.

Her berg’s ears were right in front of her.

“…….I like you.”

Ner tried another horse.

Her sense of immorality that he might be listening took over her.

I have a creepy feeling.

Can these words express her own feelings?

…But I feel like saying I like it isn’t enough.

It was Berg who would be on his side.

It was Berg who would stay by her side from now on.

He was a Berg who would fight for himself no matter who the opponent was, and would not hesitate to do anything reckless to protect himself.

My heart melts at his smile, and I get goosebumps at his touch.

Can I express this feeling by saying I like it?

No.

So she said.

“…”

A word that didn’t come easily at first.

Words she had never said to anyone other than her grandmother.

But her drunkenness pushes her.

I impulsively say it once.

Whispering clearly in the ear.

“……I love you……I love you.”

Ner smiled.

After speaking, it becomes clear.

After admitting it, it becomes so natural.

That was it.

Goosebumps run through my body.

These words best expressed her feelings.

“…..I love you.”

She whispered again.

Maybe it’s because she lost control.

I can’t control my overflowing heart.

“…I love you, Berg.”

She said again.

There is a pleasure in saying the word itself.

It was like magic.

A word that I say for the first time as an adult.

Now I know this feeling.

It was different from the love I felt for my family.

I felt like I was going to cry.

“I love you.”

She whispered.

I didn’t know how many more times I was going to say it.

“I love you.”

Just like a child, she repeated.