239 – Side story) Participation in the war (1)
“Phew.”
Sunny weather.
Today, as usual, I was laying out my blanket in the sunlight.
It was an activity that became a daily routine.
The intense nights continued every day, and the blankets were always soaked with sweat.
I was proud to see the blanket washed cleanly and drying in the sun, but I was also embarrassed at the same time.
Did you ever think that you would have this many relationships?
The sight of new blankets being changed every day felt like running an inn.
What was surprising was the reality that only Ner and Arwin were leading the current situation.
Because Shien was taking care of her body after giving birth, she had not had s*x yet.
Because her body had always been weak, she was being cautious.
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I sighed again and looked at the blanket.
A smile came out from this scene where there was nothing special about it.
To be embarrassed is to be embarrassed, and to feel happy is to feel happy.
I was looking for stability to the point where I wondered if I had ever had a more comfortable time.
“…Seuuup…”
At that time, someone appeared next to me and buried their nose in the dry blanket.
Inhale the scent deeply and repeat several times.
“…”
I stared at Ner like that.
It felt like checking to see if the laundry was done properly.
I looked at her and asked.
“The laundry went well-“
“-Everything is gone…”
But Ner muttered with an extremely disappointed expression.
I looked at Ner’s expression and asked.
“…What?”
“Our smell.”
When I rolled my eyes and looked, I saw that the blanket was the one I used with Ner.
He was also the blanket boy who got wet a lot as he had a beastly night.
I looked at Ner, who was now giving off a dirty vibe no matter what he did.
It may not be the season of heat, but showing something like this… I felt like it was showing the size of his heart for me.
While I was unable to say anything to her words, she approached me with her sad eyes and fell into my arms.
Then she sniffed my scent and wrapped her tail around my thigh.
“Instead, I will smell the scent like this, so just stay still for a little while.”
“…”
If it were like usual, seeing Ner like this would have been cute, but for some reason, it felt like she had intentions, and it was true that it sent a chill down her spine.
I cannot erase the suspicion that he approached me with some intention from the beginning.
But perhaps it was all for naught, as Ner just stayed quietly in my arms without making any movement or saying anything.
Seeing her like that, I let out a sigh of relief and hugged her lightly.
-Chin.
And the moment I gently hugged her, she, who was squirming in her arms, put her hand on my pants.
Ner immediately applies gentle pressure there.
She whispered.
“…Shall I?”
As expected.
I swallowed hard.
Premonitions are never wrong.
Honestly, it’s not that I’m not attracted to Ner’s beautiful appearance and her temptation.
I feel like I want to join in right now.
…But isn’t that too animal-like?
In addition, I had a very intense night with Arwin last night.
I also needed time to recover.
“…Ugh….”
While I was looking for an excuse and talking, a voice came from the house.
‘Mites! Mite!’
-Park!
Adam saved me.
I immediately took Ner out of her arms and said,
“Oh, I’ll come see Adam.”
“…Hmph.”
“…Ner?”
“I’ll take a look.”
Soon she turned towards her laundry, gesturing with her hand.
I feel like her mood is changing as time goes by.
I relaxed my neck and entered the house.
.
.
.
Shien was already in the room I entered.
She was comforting Adam with a mischievous face while holding our son in her arms.
It has now been several months since she gave birth.
It’s been a long time since my body returned to its former self.
I heard that menstruation is now as healthy as before.
Sien was so preoccupied with Adam that she didn’t even know I had come in and was talking to her.
“My son, what was so sad?”
No other precious treasure could be treated like that.
I could clearly feel how much Shien cherished our son.
Of course, I could understand her like that.
My beloved Sien, and the child who inherits half of my blood.
He was named after his precious brother.
There’s no way it wouldn’t be like a treasure.
I walked up to Shien and held onto her shoulders.
She smiled at my appearance and kissed her cheek.
“Aren’t you tired, Shien?”
“Huh? What?”
“Because you’ve been crying since early yesterday morning.”
“I’m not tired at all?”
Just by looking at the smile on Shien’s face, I could tell it wasn’t a lie.
I shrugged her shoulders, reached out her hand to take the child from her.
It was surprising that one person could be this small.
I feel like I can cover my entire body with both hands.
With much greater care, I received Adam.
“Mite! “Mite!”
But at that moment, Adam was scared and cried.
While he was slightly embarrassed, Shien giggled and took Adam back.
She looks at me teasingly and says.
“I guess Adam likes his mom better, right?”
As if Adam responded, the moment she returned to Shien’s arms, she stopped crying and opened her eyes round as if nothing had happened.
“Adam-ah.”
At that moment, someone called Adam from behind.
When I turned around, Arwin was standing there.
With a stern face, she secretly hid something behind her back.
When I looked closely, it seemed to be a child’s toy made by her.
Arwin cleared his throat quietly and entered her room.
I felt like she was also showing her affection for Adam and I was just grateful.
“So you came first?”
Arwin’s eyes did not fall from Adam when he said that.
It was already known that Arwin loved Adam a lot.
After looking at Adam like that for a while, she smiled and made a suggestion to us.
“Do you want to go for a walk later? Adam would also like to see the outside world.”
Both Shien and I nodded.
It was a good idea.
And then Arwin says.
“Ah, Shien. The dishes below…”
“Ah!”
At Arwin’s words, Shien seemed to remember something and jumped up.
She says and then she says.
“Bell. Adam, please keep an eye on me. “I left something on the fire…”
“Yes.”
But the moment I accepted Adam again, Adam cried as hard as he could again.
Arwin giggled at that and received Adam instead.
Adam seemed to have calmed down, stopped crying and looked at me brightly.
“…I’m sad.”
When I expressed my honest feelings, Shien and Arwin giggled.
Still, Shien moved quickly on her feet and headed toward her kitchen.
Arwin, who was left behind, smiled brightly at Adam, lightly rubbed noses with Adam, and then looked at me.
“It’s really cute, Adam too.”
“…”
“I think I’ll be your next favorite human after you.”
I chuckled at Arwin’s words.
Arwin whispered to Adam.
“Adam, you need to grow up well?”
While I was looking at the scene happily, Arwin added one more word.
“…That way, I can protect all my younger brothers…”
“…”
Once again, it was a moment when I thought that there might be another reason why Arwin likes Adam.
At that moment, it seemed like Adam was also looking sideways at me.
It seems like Arwin is a bit strange.
“Berg.”
“Huh?”
“Do you know what comes to mind every time I see Adam?”
“?”
At that moment, Arwin’s eyes, which had been giving off a warm atmosphere, turned cold.
There was still a smile on her lips, but she could not hide the sharp sincerity in her voice.
“…I think my child is late.”
“…”
“…Isn’t that right?”
A force felt from Ner to Arwin.
I secretly swallowed my saliva again.
And then he says it like an excuse.
“Uh…I worked hard yesterday too-“
“-Ah.”
Arwin nodded his head as if he knew everything.
“Are you talking about the thing you keep cumming outside?”
I couldn’t utter a rebuttal to her sharp point.
Arwin shrugged her shoulders and continued.
“Well, I know you want to continue your relationship as a couple.”
I rolled my eyes and muttered, wanting to change the subject.
“…This kind of conversation is something to say in front of Adam-“
“-Then I think you should be careful not to say things like this…”
But it was a meaningless excuse.
Arwin was still smiling brightly at Adam.
As he said those words with a bright expression, sweat broke out on my back again.
“…”
I stood still, unable to do anything with my clumsy hands.
She couldn’t even accept Adam, and it was strange to see her crossing her arms or turning her back.
As I sit on the thorn cushion, everything feels awkward.
“But, it’s okay.”
At that time, Arwin spoke, brightening the mood.
Her eyes are curved into half-moon shapes.
“…There will be no problem if the next child is ours.”
“…Huh?”
“Not Ner’s child… Nor Sienne’s child… My child and yours should be next. Should I say that I am the second child in this family?”
“…”
“What’s your answer, Berg?”
I knew that what she said was not just words.
It feels like persuasion…A warning.
This means that the next child must be ours.
Of course, I definitely wanted to have a child with Arwin.
The devotion she shows to Adam further increases her feelings.
Nevertheless, what was the reason why I became so cold-hearted?
I cleared my throat and spoke.
“So…Just because you want it so easily-“
But again, these words did not work for Arwin.
“-What is the answer?”
“…”
As much as she loves her Adam, her desire for a child of her own was also expressed.
In the end, I couldn’t say anything else.
“…Yes.”
I just nod my head.