Inside An Adult Game As A Former Hero chapter 190

Laurenne had never heard her mother’s angry expression or even her cold voice. That’s why I only thought of my mother as a kind person.

“The royal family should be perfect and noble. There shouldn’t be even a small scratch. If it gets scratched, it loses its value.”

But it was an illusion.

Her mother is not a kind person.

“In that respect, you and Lorian grew up really well. Not only because of his looks, but also because of his abilities. They are by far the best children I have ever had.”

Lucia was kind to Laurenne and Lorian simply because they were the best of her children.

Lauren realized.

The reason her mother delayed her marriage was not just because it was her request.

If Lauren had not been a child of Lucia’s surname, she would have been married early, like the other sisters.

“…but it’s a problem because Lorian has had a lot of failures lately.”

Looking at Lucia’s cold eyes again, Laurenne swallowed her saliva.

“In my heart, I want to deprive him of his position as the heir, but since I don’t have a child who can succeed him…. Because a person may fail at least once in his/her life. The important thing is to use that failure as a stepping stone to achieve bigger things, isn’t it?”

“Yes. right. A human being can make one mistake-”

“But Lauren, you’re not a hero.”

Lucia put down her teacup and smiled.

“I hope I don’t disappoint this mother.”

“…”

Laurenne returns after talking with her mother.

Her expression was hardened, unlike when she left the room.

“Water… Water..!”

I am definitely thirsty even after drinking tea. He quickly poured water into the silver cup on the table and drank it directly into his mouth. There was more dripping sideways than drinking, but I didn’t care.

Pour fresh water and drink again.

But no matter how much you drink, your thirst will not go away. Before the thirst was quenched, the water jug was emptied first.

“What, why aren’t you coming, why aren’t you coming out!!!”

bang!

The water jug that had been thrown into the corner of the room was crushed to the point that it was hard to recognize its shape. The servants who heard Laurene’s voice knocked on the door.

-Lauren, do you have any problems?

“no.”

– Lauren

“No! Leave me alone!!”

– Oh, I see!

The servant, who did not know the reason, recognized that the master was not feeling well, and quickly withdrew. Even after the servant left, Laurenne was zealous for a while, then twisted her expression and ripped her hair out.

‘Me too… I’m going to die…!’

She thought she was never going to die.

It was an idle thought.

There was an aspect of her mother that she did not know, and it was very cruel.

If she finds out she’s pregnant, she’ll die without a hitch.

death.

When it suddenly narrowed the distance, something she hadn’t expected, she was choking. My chest felt tight and my fever rose.

It is frustrating.

Laurenne tore the dress she was wearing on both sides. I felt a sense of relief and a little bit of breathing. Only after picking her breath could she calm down a little.

‘You have to kill me.’

Laurenne moved her hand, gently stroking the cause of her leash tightening. It seems that she has just been pregnant, but her belly is already protruding a little.

‘Oh, you’re going to die anyway’

If she is found pregnant, the family will kill her. When she dies, the child dies too. In that case, wouldn’t it be better for her to survive alone?

Yeah, that’s right.

I have to live in the country. I’m too old to die

How many things have you never done before?

How bright is my future?

I can’t die like this.

It’s okay for at least one person to live.

Laurenne tried to press her stomach. His trembling hands were not strong enough. The moment she tried to put some power into it.

Tung- Tung-

Her stomach rumbled. It was as if a child was beating to save her life, so Laurenne froze. My stiff hands began to tremble again.

I can’t.

I mean, I had to kill him. There’s no way anyway. It’s not like you don’t have experience killing people. Why are you hesitating now because of one child? It’s not the child that matters, the most important thing is my life!

Laurenne urged herself inwardly.

do it

Come on give me strength!

However, there was no strength in his hands.

Suddenly, he fell down with no force.

Both the hands and the head.

“Sorry…”

Tears streamed down her cheeks.

“I’m really sorry…”

In the end, Laurenne did not harm her child. I knew it was a foolish act with no future, but I couldn’t.

From that day on, she worked tirelessly to hide the fact that she was pregnant. In line with the growing belly, the width of the dress to wear was increased, and private meetings were reduced.

Because of that, Laurenne was not able to enjoy the training and tea parties she loved.

Not only that.

In order not to be suspected, he had to be careful with his words and actions, watching not only his family but also the eyes of one maid.

They also have eyes and ears.

It is only for a moment that if you are caught by the cheap maids, it will go viral in the palace.

Therefore, not even a single mistake is tolerated.

Every day, every moment was like walking on a sharp blade for her.

As time passed, she grew tired.

Every time I eat breakfast, I look at my family and get restless. He was startled by the servant’s knock and hid under the blanket.

all tired

It’s something I’ll find out someday anyway, so I thought about why I had to hide it so much.

Nevertheless, she endured with a sense of duty as a mother.

Was the sky moved by her efforts? It was said that the Empire had hurriedly summoned the warriors. If it’s a summons, Cloud will also come to the Empire. With her last hope, she climbed into the wagon.

Knowing how hopeless that hope was, he was so exhausted that he leaned on it.

When I got on the carriage like that, arrived in the Empire, and met Cloud after a long time, tears came up. Desperately holding back her tears, she said to him.

‘Later… talk to me later.’

‘When you’re ready… I’ll find you.’

It wasn’t until the day after arriving in the Empire that Lorraine was able to make up her mind. That evening. On her way to his room, she met Lorian with a very angry expression in the hallway.

“Where are you going?”

He asked after finding Lauren.

“Ah… well… to go for a little walk…”

“There must be only guest rooms on this side of the walk”

“Yeah, I must have taken the wrong path.”

“Every time you came to the Empire because you took the wrong way, you, who walked in and out of the Imperial Palace like that, stop lying and tell the truth. Who are you going to meet?”

“Because it’s real, you say you’re going to meet someone. Anyway, it seems like I’ve taken the wrong road, so I’ll just leave.”

Laurenne tried to go back the way she had come. Lorian grabbed her shoulder.

“for a moment-“

“Hey! Let go of this!”

The moment his hand touched the thick fur coat, startled Laurenne turned around in an almost paroxysmal scream. Thanks to this, Lorian’s hand was removed from the fur coat, but the atmosphere became awkward.

Lorian narrowed his eyes at his brother’s overreaction.

“Oh, my brother suddenly caught me…”

Laurenne hurriedly began to make excuses, but she couldn’t hear them. His gaze was on Lauren’s fur coat.

‘I just thought of it now, but why is that guy wearing that kind of thing?’

Laurenne is sensitive to fashion and often changes clothes to the point that she thinks it is excessive. I don’t know exactly when that will be, but at some point, she started wearing that fat-looking fur coat.

Every day, not once or twice.

Lorian said with a strange feeling.

“Lauren. Take off that fur coat for a second.”

“no.”

“It will take a moment.”

“Because I don’t like it!”

What was the reason for refusing a simple request to take off the fur coat?

“Ah, I’m going anyway!”

Normally, I would have just passed on it as my brother’s private life, but not now. Lorian is feeling so much anger over the past that he can’t even discern it. He felt that now Laurenne was ignoring him and undermining her authority.

“Are you even ignoring me?”

After a month or so, Lorian overtook Lorene, grabbing the fur coat and pulling it hard. It happened so quickly that Laurenne had no choice but to miss the court.

The fur coat was removed, revealing the dress she was wearing.

“What. It’s nothing…”

“What are you doing! Give it to me!”

Laurenne yelled at her for her fur coat back. However, Lorian’s power was stronger than Lorene’s to regain the coat. Lorian did not let go of the court, and Lorenne became impatient at that moment and was about to hit even one of his vital points.

“Lauren. Your dress… Why is only the belly protruding slightly?”

Laurenne’s body as she pulled on her coat stiffened.

“Wow, what are you talking about, why is your belly convex? It’s just that the dress is so wide.”

“It’s a curve that’s too natural for that.”

“Actually, I have a belly fat these days…”

“Before putting on a dress, I would do a corset, but I would be able to cover up my belly fat with that.”

“Because I have a lot of belly fat!”

“Are you talking about your thin limbs? Let’s joke about it. Who are you?”

“uh..”

“Who’s child is that?”

Lauren’s complexion turned white.

caught up

I was prepared at the best, but before I could say anything to Cloud, I was caught.

That too, at least for my brother!

“Ah, what do you mean by that?”

Lorene took a step back and took a step back, but Lorian was honest and caught up with her.

“Stop lying.”

“Gee, not really!”

She opened the door to the next room and went inside. He tried to lock the door as it was, but Lorian’s arm that came through the gap in the door blocked it.

Laurence couldn’t even close the door, let alone lock it. Lorian forced the door open and went inside and grabbed her by the wrist to prevent Laurenne from escaping.

“Somehow, he wanted to be quiet these days. You were hiding this.”

“Let go of this!”

“Is it a sane thing? It’s really outrageous.”

Lorian shook his head.

“Answer me. Whose child are you?”

“Why do I have to answer, but my brother knows what to do!”

“Should I really tell my father that you made a child by unclean practices?”

“Uh, that’s…”

Laurenne’s pupils trembled when the thing she wanted to avoid the most was mentioned. Frightened by the clear vision of the future, she knelt before Lorian.

“Oh, bro. It’s my fault. Because I made a mistake, just once… You can’t just look at me once, brother..!”

“I told you. Are you going to ignore my orders?”

“Please… just one more time… yeah”

Seeing Laurene taking it all the way to the end, Lorian’s annoyance soared. He let go of Laurenne’s wrist, as if he was holding it, and strode towards the outside of the room.

“done. You’ll find out when you return to the kingdom anyway, you don’t need to know now.”

“Oh, bro!”

Laurenne hurriedly crawled and grabbed the crotch of his pants.

“I will tell you. I’ll tell you who it is, so please hide it. yes”

“I’m not curious.”

Lorian shook his leg to shake off Lorene. When she thought she was going to miss her crotch, she cried out in a hurry.

“cloud!”

Lorian’s body stiffened at that.

“Who did you just say?”

“cloud…”

“Cloud Was it the cloud I knew?”

Lorrian looked down at her as if he had heard it right.

Lauren closed her eyes and nodded her head.

damn-

Soon after, he was slapped hard on the cheek.