Love Letter From The Future chapter 333

5. Bread and Dagger (31)

The saintess’ benevolent smile was usually a pretense.

In other words, it was no different from an old mask. Most of the saints wanted a kind and noble saint. It was a good thing for the saintess who just wanted to get rid of the label of ‘innate’.

Even if you are from an orphan, if you have the support of many people, you can’t touch it carelessly.

That was the essential attribute of religion.

No matter how powerful the Celestial Church was, it was impossible to survive without its members.

That’s why Seongguk is obsessed with ‘symbols’.

Believers want to prove the existence of God. In addition to the miracle called ‘divine power’, it was the reason why numerous symbols were mobilized in religious ceremonies.

It was an essential process to lead the people’s voluntary faith and service.

From this point of view, how wonderful a ‘saint’ is.

First of all, it was different from its appearance.

Look at that pure silver hair that doesn’t allow even a single stain.

Her transparent skin without any blemishes and her pretty features were more like works of art. If the feeling of ‘favoritism’ exists even in gods, then the saintess would be one of the strongest proofs.

Also, the light pink eyes that captivate the hearts of those who face them, and the curves of the female body that are emphasized in contrast with the sacred atmosphere.

It was an unreal beauty.

It was a woman who was born to be worshiped in the first place. In addition, the innate divine power was enormous, and the sense of reading the psychology of others was excellent.

As a ‘saint’, she was a flawless person.

The only downside was that he was an orphan whose parents were unknown. Even this was nothing more than an insignificant problem compared to the advantages listed above.

It was thanks to the fact that the saintess knew how to cleverly use the stigma of being an ‘orphan’.

Even though she lived a life cut off from the past to the extent that she abandoned her name as an orphan, she earned sympathy by asserting that she was ‘from an orphan’ whenever necessary.

She was a woman who lived such a thoroughly calculated daily life.

In a way, it was also a frustrating life.

There are numerous people who give meaning to each gesture. Being a saint of the Celestial Church was such a heavy position. As a result, I sometimes felt pity for her.

Will the saintess really be happy?

If I was happy, I wondered whose happiness it was.

she? Or, a made-up shell called a ‘saint’.

I was annoyed at first, but that was also the reason why the saintess permeated into my heart.

It was because the sincerity shown only to me was precious.

Not just the saintess, but me too.

The saintess had become one of the few precious beings in my life.

As we were close to each other like this, I sometimes witnessed a side of the saintess that no one else could see.

like right now

The saintess was gulping down the bottle.

Fortunately, it was white wine. It was on the lower alcohol content than whiskey or vodka.

Still, I couldn’t let go of my worries.

The saintess’ face had already turned red for a long time.

I could tell just by looking at the glancing eyes.

this woman is drunk

It was also intoxicating.

I was listening to the drunken spirit.

“Ugh, black… Uh, how could that be… … .”

The saintess had been repeating just that for several minutes.

If you ask me something, I tilt the bottle first and reset it again.

It was pitiful to see him shedding tears. But there is a limit to my patience, and I finally let out a somewhat annoyed tone.

“No, what the hell did I do, huh? If you keep blaming me like that… … .”

“Ugh, black… bad boy… … .”

Of course, the saintess was just tilting her bottle.

I exhaled a heated breath and ran my hands over the skin of my face.

Gradually, it was difficult to bear with sober mind.

I took out a bottle of alcohol I had stored in my space expansion pouch. It was a cheap whiskey I had brought with me just in case, but if I drank it often when I was skeptical about life, it took effect immediately.

Shall we call it a household medicine that cures the inflammation of life?

Coincidentally, the saintess also seemed to have run out of alcohol.

She was about to take a drink, but when only a few drops fell, she carefully looked into the bottle with eyes that said, ‘What?’

And drip, until a drop of alcohol fell on his eyes and let out a terrifying scream.

My drinking habit was worse than I imagined.

I vowed never to drink with a saint again.

“Do you need a drink?”

The saintess’ fierce gaze, rubbing her eyes and making a tearful face, turned to me.

Now, it seemed that some negotiations were going to take place.

As if tempting, I licked the bottle.

“Then let’s make a deal. If you explain it properly, I’ll give you a drink.”

Could it be that the word ‘transaction’ touches on its calculative nature?

The saintess pursed her lips as if she had come out of a little drunkenness. I tried to pull my lips together with my fingers, but I resisted.

“Are you going to be so mean?”

“Yes, I think so.”

I was criticized in the first place, but I shouldn’t even know why.

It was such an unreasonable condition. I was thinking of getting my rightful rights back.

The saintess made a pained sound as if in agony.

However, no matter how much I thought about it, there was nothing I could do. It was because the path for the saintess of the Celestial Church to obtain alcohol was limited.

All the drunkard needed was a drink.

In the end, the saintess sighed deeply as if she had surrendered.

“Aren’t I too weird?”

“Well, it’s not a day or two… … .”

I felt the saintess glaring at me.

It was the moment when my mouth, which had been holding on to laughter, was shut.

Only then did the saintess continue her gloomy confession.

“It’s especially strange these days. Even if I become happy over trivial things, I shed tears every night. It wasn’t like this originally, so why is it like this?”

“Are you saying that I am the cause?”

“Yeah.”

It was an assertion.

The saintess’ pupils were still dimly moist.

“I heard that you seem to be getting along well with Sister Yurdina these days.”

Cook, was a word that hit me right in the middle.

I tried to spit out the drink I was about to drink, but I endured it with superhuman patience.

A look of surprise turned to the saintess.

How did the saintess know that?

Could it be that the person who witnessed that night was a saint?

I had a moment of doubt, but I soon erased the possibility from my mind.

If that were the case, the saintess wouldn’t have expressed ‘heard’.

I would have said ‘I saw’.

The saintess was trembling all over her body.

“Uh, how could that be?! I’ve heard that when you’re alone with sister Yurdina, you can hear the sound of your skin being slapped, but how can you be so envious… No, blasphemous! It’s molestation!”

Again, it was a pointed point that came to the fore again.

I almost regurgitated the drink again, but had to let out a coughing cough.

The statement was far more detailed than I expected.

I hit Delphine-senpai’s butt for a while, but I thought it was a complete secret.

In a way, it was an issue that could shake the dignity of the Yurdina family as the next head of the household.

I had no choice but to take the saintess’ words seriously.

“No, did that rumor spread?”

“Yeah. Otherwise, there’s no way I know about it, that kind of rumor!”

The stare the saintess stared at me was unusual.

Before she knew it, she had water droplets forming around her eyes as if she was resentful.

“Ooh, you weren’t like that! Are you frustrated?!”

“No, what… I have always been like this.”

So, wouldn’t he have a history of bravely molesting a saint?

However, the saintess seemed to accept me in a slightly different direction.

“In the past, you only touched me… … .”

As he said that, his gaze glared at me sharp.

I sighed, coughing, and slightly averted my eyes.

After that, I had nothing to say.

The saintess was a pure virgin. She was a saint of the Catholic Church, so it was only natural.

At that time, my hands violated the unburied body.

To be honest, if the saintess told her to take responsibility, she should have listened to it.

However, the first night was spent with another woman, so there was nothing to say even if it was called trash.

I stopped feeling intimidated.

Of course, I also had excuses.

“Still, you can’t touch the saintess carelessly, can you? He could be punished… … .”

“Does a human being afraid of divine punishment do such a thing?”

I raised my hands in surrender.

And pour a drink into a glass, and drink as it is.

It felt like my esophagus was burning.

“So what do you want to say in the end? What is your relationship with Delphine-senpai?”

“Wh, what’s between… … ?”

“It’s nothing.”

At least for now, it had to look like this.

If not, there were too many bombs from Seria to Elsie. The saintess seemed even more moved by my mischievous answer.

“Does that make sense?! Don’t be alone, I heard you’re doing stupid things!”

“Isn’t that just a rumor… And, as I said, the two of us have a special relationship.”

As the alcohol began to circulate, his tongue became more and more flexible.

It was because of being shameless. If I hadn’t borrowed the power of alcohol, I might have been overcome with guilt.

“Then what are we doing?”

“Ooh, us?”

“Yes, we.”

The saintess was immediately taken aback by my straightforward remarks.

Even though he was drunk, he had no choice but to do so because I was asking difficult questions.

While the saintess hesitated, I launched an even more heated attack.

“Isn’t the saintess a saint of the Catholic Church? It’s just that I’ve been too rude. Now, as much as the saintess has become precious, I’m going to treat her with respect.”

The saintess hesitated and could not speak properly.

Drunk people usually do.

The more I tried to think logically, the more I broke the law. In the end, the collapsed logic also spits out a sudden sound.

It was a theory based on countless experiences.

Since cross-validation was completed with Leto and other friends, the saintess would be no different.

That’s how I was going to put the saintess’s soul to sleep.

“So don’t worry too much, and when you wake up later, talk about the source of the rumor…”

But then.

“……Why why.”

Crying, the saintess’ body began to tremble.

Only then did I shut my mouth.

pushed too hard

A drunken person should be treated with caution. In particular, a woman who was drunk was like the first snowflake of the year, so I had to be more careful.

Or else it melts away like tears.

Anyone can see that the current saintess was on the verge of a runaway.

I spoke, choosing my language as carefully as possible to prevent the saintess from having a dark history.

“Um, saintess? You seem excited right now, but calm down a bit…”

“Why, why are you not molesting me anymore!”

ruined.

I closed my eyes and poured a drink into the glass. I just hoped that the saintess would forget that line the next day.

The saintess even emphasized her presence by supporting her chest with her arms.

“My, are you tired of me already?! See, my breasts that you couldn’t take your eyes off of every day! Touch them, forcibly! As much as you like!”

The drink went down with a sigh.

The words that finally came out of my mouth were:

“……That’s right, what.”

that’s what you want