71 – Episode 71 – Unrequited Love
I must say my body is sensitive. Or is your mind sensitive? Does this make sense?
I do not know. Actually it doesn’t even matter.
From nob le mt l. co m
Just because you’re with someone doesn’t mean you keep talking.
Sometimes I find pleasure in just sitting together without saying anything.
For us, this was just such a moment, and Yuhani and I had been sitting quietly on the bench in front of the merry-go-round since earlier.
Yuhan has a comfortable looking face. I am just looking at the merry-go-round with curious eyes.
Watching the merry-go-round turn around is quite interesting.
I am… … .
I thought that if I accepted this heart honestly, I would be able to maintain a more stable mind. Even if there is still a sense of shame about me.
That would explain the embarrassment caused by Yuhani’s careless behavior.
If you know the cause, you will be able to cope with such an embarrassing heart.
hmm. To put it bluntly, it was a completely wrong prediction.
Rather, the symptoms were worse than before.
From nob le mt l. co m
Just by touching each other’s arms, just by looking at my vest that Yuhani gave me back, just by thinking about Yuhani being there next to me.
My face seemed to be turning red, and my heart felt like it was beating wildly. As much as I wonder what to do when I hear a sound.
This feeling won’t last forever. It will probably take a few days, but eventually it will calm down somewhat.
The problem is, the moment to calm down is not at least now.
I want to hear Yuhani’s voice, but I want her not to talk to me.
That sounds strange. I know that much.
Even so, if you start talking to Yuhan right now, you won’t be able to control your mind.
Throughout my school days, I had never liked anyone.
My feelings for Lee Jun-hyeok came into being only after I started dating him.
I had never felt this tickling sensation before. Never before had I paid so much attention to my words and actions.
It was the first time I felt like I was out of breath as I was contemplating whether or not to talk to her.
I’ve never dealt with these feelings before.
I am.
I’ve never had an unrequited love.
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hmm. that… … , isn’t there such a thing?
Not everyone who lives an ordinary life comes to an amusement park. It’s not like you’re going to come to a place like this with your parents unconditionally.
There are many such images in the media.
A child who came to an amusement park with his parents, and a child who rode a merry-go-round with his parents.
hmm.
Umm… … .
Of course I have no such experience.
When I was younger, I used to feel envious when I saw that.
therefore.
What I feel excited about right now when I see the merry-go-round.
never. It’s not just because it looks fun.
never. It’s not just because it looks fun.
I said it twice because it’s important.
Growing up as an orphan, something in my heart… … In return for a gloomy life… … well, like that
It’s not like I was watching because I was this old and that looked interesting. Anyway, yes.
sh*t. His pride as a man and his curiosity as a human are fighting.
In the meantime.
“This is the last operation of the merry-go-round! As the closing time of Everworld is nearing, this is the last chance for the merry-go-round today!”
I heard the voice of the staff who was managing the merry-go-round.
When I jumped up, Ari flinched very loudly. Are you that surprised?
hmm. anyway. what a shame about this
Isn’t it possible that a modest man living in the world might want to ride an emotional ride at least once!
Closer to closing time, not many people wandering around, and no one lined up on the merry-go-round.
I’m not doing this for such trivial reasons. Anyway, yes.
He grabbed Ari’s wrist and began to lead him forward.
Why is his body so hot? It doesn’t look sick.
“Yu, yu, Yuhan?!”
“You only have to type that one time, Ari.”
sh*t.
It’s kind of an embarrassing request.
Your face is hot.
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It’s a mess. It feels like your thinking ability is deteriorating in real time.
I walked along the empty merry-go-round with Yuhan holding my hand.
Yuhani’s face seemed to be quite red in the merry-go-round’s bright light, but that didn’t matter.
It’s just fortunate that I’m behind Yuhan. I can get a rough sense of what my face will be like just from this heat.
I never want to be caught I don’t know why, but anyway.
“Ah! Are there two of you?”
“Yes, yes! You two!”
Yuhani said something funny and showed the ticket to the staff.
Somehow I feel relaxed, but when I look at the tanned skin holding my wrist, my body stiffens.
As I was about to cross the entrance, the clerk who checked the ticket looked at me and clasped both hands. A pose that suggests strength.
I’m not sure why. There is no time to think about that.
An amusement park with almost no people, a merry-go-round with no one but us.
As I sat down with Yuhani and looked around, I felt a rough sense of my situation.
Does Yuhan have to ride this ride alone in this situation?
It seems like a big deal. No, it was a big deal.
to endure this? With this state of mind? I don’t have the confidence to do that at all.
“Yu Yuhan, this is…”
“Do you want to ride the outer one? I’ll ride the inner one.”
“Yes?”
The redness on Yuhani’s face disappears before she knows it, and only an excited expression remains there.
Today, every time he rides a new ride, Yuhani’s unique expression.
… … It was not the time to hesitate.
No matter how hard it is, I want to leave only good memories for Yuhan.
With trembling hands, he raised himself on top of the horse.
we. No, Yuhani chose a model of a horse for one person.
Looking ahead, there is a model of a pumpkin carriage that can accommodate two people, but it seems that Yuhani has not even found it.
like that. While waiting for the departure of the ride with a little regret.
hmm.
A catastrophe ensued.
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No, I thought there would be a seat where the two of us could ride together, but what is this?
Sitting on a horse alone and holding the bar in front of me, my excited heart began to subside.
So what.
I told Ari to step forward a little, and got on behind him.
This pose is awkward, but isn’t it better to ride together in one place than to play separately with friends?
In fact, no matter how you look at it, it seems that there is a problem with two adult men and women sitting on a model horse, which is a seat for one person, so I looked at the staff… … .
hmm. The employee looked at me and gave me an awkward wink.
Seeing the man’s wink could be considered an unfortunate disaster, but I know that the wink was the employee’s tacit permission.
anyway. I saw Ari sitting in front of me, frozen.
The pole I made for safety tried to hold me too, so I was in a posture like hugging Ari, but I guess that’s what it is.
“It’s no fun riding alone. Isn’t it very uncomfortable?”
“…!”
hmm. I don’t know what you’re talking about. does that mean it’s okay?
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The story of a knight on a white horse that I saw as a child did not feel like this.
For sure. Most of them were like a cool and brave knight saving a prince… … This… … .
Where did I go wrong?
No, it would be a bit strange to say that it was wrong.
hmm. Isn’t that too? Is this an accurate expression?
The whole body is surrounded by Yuhani.
Yuhani leaned toward me as she stretched out her arms to grab the bar, and in that way, I became completely attached to Yuhani.
I looked at the employee and made eye contact, but he pretended not to know and started the machine.
There was no retreat left for me.
My heart is beating like crazy.
It feels like the temperature of the body rises vertically.
A hot breath gushes out like a trembling.
Even if you wear a vest, it’s basically a thin shirt.
I reduced it again and it became a form that sticks to the body.
Yuhani’s clothing was also similar to that.
A thin dress shirt and thin school pants that fit into the body.
Clothes can’t stop us.
Yuhan’s strong chest, abs, arms, and legs. You can feel it vividly through your whole body.
Even ass… … Something sticking out… … It is being felt.
I moved my body slightly to correct my posture, but my butt was Yuhan’s… … The wind sweeping past it only ruined my mind.
It feels like being hugged naked.
Unbearable stimuli come rushing in.
Yuhani, who was sitting behind me, seemed uncomfortable, so I pulled myself together and put my hair back in a ponytail back to the front of my neck.
From nob le mt l. co m
Judging from Yuhani’s warm breath flowing around my neck, I don’t think it was a good choice.
Going crazy.
I think I’m going crazy, but I hear a carefree voice from behind.
“…that’s good.”
Those were Yuhani’s words.
The horse moves at a speed that cannot be said to be very fast.
The cool breeze of a summer evening caresses your face.
Yuhan seems to be genuinely enjoying this situation.
I’m pathetic myself.
It’s so pitiful to see her rubbing her body against someone who has such innocence and feeling pleasure.
Still, I couldn’t get my head around it.
With all my attention focused on my body.
Continue.
He could only accept Yuhani’s warmth.