72 – Episode 72 – Farewell Notice
The usual Lee Jun-hyeok is not that strange.
I was born into a good family, met good people, and grew up receiving a good education. Although my insensitive eyes didn’t get better as I got older, I never heard bad things from people around me.
Everyone knew that Lee Jun-hyeok had a good personality, and he had never harmed others with that notice.
It was quite a special case that such Jun-hyeok had acted selfishly towards Ari.
Ari is the most important thing to me, but I felt that Ari didn’t think of herself first.
My love for Ari. The desire to make people look at themselves was expressed in a strange direction.
In fact, whatever Joon-hyeok’s feelings are, it doesn’t mean much.
In the end, unless you say it properly, no one can know what it is like, and no one really wants to know.
Even though Ari is a smart person, she can’t even read Jun-hyeok’s mind.
I don’t know what kind of psychology such behavior came out, it just annoys me.
so.
The appearance of Jun-hyeok who has remained silent without a single phone call until now.
It was an act that Ari could not go to.
Of course, whether or not he became attached to Ari, who was lying on the bed and staring at the background screen of his phone, nothing changed.
He had already reached an irreversible situation, but Lee Jun-hyeok, unaware of the fact, only kept a strange hope in his heart.
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Has it been about a month since the fight with Ari?
As time goes on, memories begin to fade.
For a while, I looked at Ari’s New Tube to soothe my heart, but that didn’t last long either.
Why is he so proud of himself?
It’s the first time I’ve ever had an argument with anyone, so I don’t like the situation itself.
Now, to be honest, it has reached a level where it is difficult for me to endure alone.
Is it true that the people you like have been doing this all this time because of their pride?
If Ari had brought out the words of reconciliation a little earlier, we would have been able to go on a pleasant date.
Shall I bow down first? And then what if this happens again?
Wouldn’t Ari build up useless pride even then?
I really liked it, I loved it It seems that it is inevitable that I will fall in love like this.
But, no matter how well matched lovers are, there must be times like this.
After going through such an ordeal, I wonder if the relationship between lovers will become stronger.
okay. Sometimes the male side can bend over and enter.
today. If you don’t hear from me by today… … .
Tomorrow, it wouldn’t be bad for me to contact you first.
-♩♫♪
what? When you look at the phone that suddenly rings, you see a screen with ‘Ari♥’ written on it.
A call from Ari.
My heart is pounding. It tickles.
okay. Ari had a hard time like me.
I think you endured a lot because of your pride, but you felt the same way as me.
A happy smile is drawn on your lips.
I received a phone call with a pleasant voice.
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Looking back, I don’t think I was that good of a lover.
Of course, I’m not denying Lee Jun-hyeok’s selfish side… … , We became lovers, but I think there was a part where I only thought about my life.
I could have been sad. No, I must have been sad.
Even so… … , I also have a lot of regrets about Lee Jun-hyeok.
But wouldn’t this be a problem that should be solved more maturely and calmly?
If I get annoyed and cut off contact like that, what are you going to do with me?
I don’t know if the problem would have been resolved even if I had a conversation like an adult… … .
hmm. I don’t want to think too long. It’s annoying to mess with something like this.
Anyway, now that I think about it, what’s different?
It’s not that I can’t sympathize with Lee Jun-hyeok, but accepting his behavior is another matter.
To be honest, even though I fell in love, I fell too far.
No, it may have already been apart before then.
It is 11 o’clock when I take Yuhan to the house, come back, wash, and lie down.
I turned on my phone and looked at the background screen for a while.
okay. The person I am has changed quite a bit. My heart has changed more than that.
I don’t think it’s courtesy as a ‘friend’ to not quickly cut off the relationship with Lee Jun-hyeok until this point.
Didn’t we have a long relationship? Friends like that shouldn’t be bothered by things like this anymore.
I turned my phone back on after the screen was turned off and entered the contact list.
Except for ‘Lee Jun-hyeok’ parents, everyone was saved in this way only by name.
Ah, now Yuhan should also be excluded. I can feel how I have been thinking of Yuhan.
Tap the screen and wait for a while until the call connection tone rings.
and again after a while.
I started to hear a very harsh voice from inside the phone.
that voice.
I felt pretty excited.
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Obvious. It is clear that Ahri has let go of all pride.
If you keep listening, you are saying that you fully admit your fault.
Now you know my heart Now you want to pay more attention to me.
happy. I feel so good thinking that I will be happier in the future.
“You can just say that. Now then…”
“Oh, I’m not done talking yet.”
“Ah. I think I understand your feelings.”
“No. Not like that.”
“huh……?”
But for some reason, Ari’s voice is terrifying.
The atmosphere is strange. Something is going wrong.
Even though I’ve been told a lot that I don’t care, there are things I can feel.
This.
It’s definitely weird.
“Hey… why are you lowering your voice all of a sudden? It just makes the atmosphere weird…”
“Let’s break up now.”
“……what?”
Are you kidding? No, I know best that Ari doesn’t play around with stuff like this.
You heard it wrong. It seems that the words sounded strange because of the strange atmosphere.
“Ah… I think I just heard something wrong. Can you say it one more time? Is my phone weird? Ahahahaha…”
“Let’s stop seeing each other now.”
“…… that…….”
“I know you must have been very sad because of my personality.”
what do you mean you know
“But… honestly, I don’t have the confidence to fix it. I think I will continue to live like this.”
When did I tell you to fix it? Couldn’t you just pay more attention to me? is that that hard? Are you saying that because of that?
“I’m sorry for always stressing you out.”
what are you sorry about It doesn’t end with being sorry. It has to change in the future.
You can change little by little as you stay with me.
“Well, if it’s you, you’ll be able to meet a lot of nice girls.”
I’m not interested in other girls. What do you mean?
I want to say something, but I can’t give it a chance.
“Still, they’re childhood friends, so let’s see each other after a while.”
He’s not a childhood friend, he’s a lover.
I want to see you right now, but what later?
“Goodbye. I’ll hang up.”
“wait for a sec!”
The phone shouldn’t be disconnected like this.
I can’t admit this.
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“Where are you now? Home? Wait a minute, I’ll go right away!”
“What, where are you coming from?”
“Let’s meet in person and talk! Me, I’ll apologize if I’ve done anything wrong, so if you’re unhappy, tell me! I’ll go right away!”
“No, why are you coming here in the middle of the night!”
I’ve heard that there aren’t many cases where you go all the way with your first love.
And honestly, I didn’t even know that Lee Jun-hyeok wanted me that much.
No, if you haven’t contacted me for a month, doesn’t that mean that your pride was more important than me?
Breaking up anyway, I bent over and went in to build up my pride, but what are you talking about again.
“Ah! Well, then tomorrow! I’ll go tomorrow morning! At 9 o’clock or around 8 o’clock?”
I keep trying to tell him not to come, but he doesn’t even pretend to listen.
A voice that seems to be somewhere in madness continues to be heard.
He thought about the appointment time by himself and said that he would come by 9:30 because I could be sleepy… … .
It’s a bit vulgar, but it sounds like a crazy person.
Unexpected reactions are coming.
If it was going to be like this now, why did you do that to me before?
Even if there was something sad, if I was that precious, wouldn’t it be common for me to contact you once for about a month?
The phone is disconnected.
before even hearing my answer.
driving me crazy. It’s just that I fell out of love with Lee Jun-hyeok, but I didn’t come to hate people… … , To be honest, I have no desire to see your face.
If you think about that stubbornness, if you think about that pride. When he comes to my house, he will definitely stay as he pleases until I accept him.
What if Yuhan finds out that Junhyeok Lee is in my house?
It is clear that Yuhani will misunderstand. Even though he heard that we had a fight, Yuhan still knows us as a good couple.
What if you pretend to be there and don’t open the door? Won’t you keep calling me at the door? until you open the door.
It’s the worst no matter what. I have to broadcast again from tomorrow, and there are quite a lot of things to deal with related to broadcasting.
Should I get rid of the crowd and stay at home? Is it possible? In the first place, there is not much food at home.
It doesn’t look like I’ll be back anytime soon. Because Lee Junhyeok is such a person.
I can’t fall in love with the person who gives me stress until the end, and I start to build up a dislike for that person.
Although there is no surer treatment than emptying the house.
So, where do you want to live? The hometown is not an environment suitable for broadcasting.
As I was thinking about it, an idea crossed my mind.
… … .
Shall I ask Yuhan? Do you do broadcasting with your laptop?
… … sh*t. No matter how urgent it is, this is really crazy.
A woman you don’t even date asks a man that? I think I’ll just get the perception that it’s a strange year.
and… … Even if you get permission from Yuhan.
If it had been before, I could have brought out the reason for being a ‘friend’, but now I am clearly aware of my feelings.
this… … . ‘Cohabiting’… … Don’t you feel the same way?
Isn’t that too embarrassing?
A troubled mind becomes even more troubled.
I stayed still with my head buried in the pillow for a while.
Unable to overcome the urge, I called Yuhani.
It seems that the advice Yuhani gave me, to live my life the way I want, is more deeply embedded in my heart than I thought.
The gibberish without even explaining what happened. A sudden request to stay at your house for a few days.
It would be normal to be suspicious when a woman said something like this, but this insensitive man replied, of course, that it was okay.
The stress that has accumulated over and over is relieved in an instant.
I feel like I’ve become a really bad person now.
I thought I had already changed enough, but am I going to change more here? I’m not sure.
I sent a text message to Lee Jun-hyeok saying that if he came here, I would not be home.
To the person who only annoyed me until the end.
I got a little bit of gratitude.