80 – Episode 80 – A good day like this
It was the best morning ever. It’s not the first time I’ve had breakfast with Yuhan, even though it was just yesterday.
Today, for some reason, everything felt special.
I don’t know exactly why. It could be because today is a day off. Well, it’s not important.
Anyway, Yuhani told me to wait in bed until the food was ready… … I had no desire to do so.
Of course, even if it was usual, I wouldn’t have made Yuhan suffer alone, but today was a little different.
Not much was said. Yuhani is concentrating on her own cooking, and I thought there was no reason to bring it up in this pleasant moment.
As I was setting the table and setting the dishes, I heard a startled voice from behind.
“Oh, crazy!”
When he turns around while asking why, Yuhani is holding a frying pan with two eggs.
Yuhan showed off it to me with a happy expression on his face.
Compared to that surprised voice, it seemed so trivial.
But a smile comes out of my mouth. More than any other moment, my heart is full of happiness.
Can I be this happy? Reminds me of yesterday’s events.
As soon as I heard that Yuhani was doing a cosplay broadcast, I thought of my Twizy TV sub account ‘Aristo235’ as if it were natural.
While the broadcast… … . I lied about being overdue and went into Yoohan’s broadcast using the laptop I brought from home and sent all sorts of chats.
The desire that had been quiet for a while came back up again.
Now Yuhan definitely knows the existence of my sub account.
In the first place, whether or not Yuhan knew about it, it was crazy to do such a thing.
To think he was so excited by himself that he made the chair wet in front of Yuhan.
Is it okay for a b*tch who can’t even control her s*xual desire to have fun here?
As happy as it is, the sense of wonder comes.
Yuhani went to get her phone, saying that this should be taken as a picture, and naturally, I took care of the frying pan instead.
Negative thoughts put back. If you manage it well, you won’t get caught anyway. It’s something you have to do little by little.
If you look down like that, you can see the egg slowly cooking.
If you think about it, it’s the first time you cook with someone.
When I was at my parents’ house, it was a time when I hadn’t cooked yet, and since I started living, I’ve been cooking by myself.
Well, Junhyeok Lee came over to my house quite a bit, but he just sat at the table and waited while I cooked.
Yuhani soon returned with her cell phone.
An old cell phone that was released a long time ago. The image quality of the camera is an old performance that cannot be expected.
But together, looking at that trivial luck, we took pictures and laughed.
Even though there were a lot of poor parts, it didn’t matter to us.
Happiness doesn’t seem that far away.
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a few days ago. The first day we came to Yuhan’s house, we made up a few rules.
One of them was to use the bed alternately every day.
Taking turns washing the dishes was one of them.
While I was washing the dishes, Yuhani sat down at the table right behind me and started talking to me.
Along with the sound of Yuhani’s own song, a chattering voice can be heard.
It is a New Age song that is hard to say that the song was made so well.
Of course, the quality of the song doesn’t matter. I’m not someone who values that kind of thing too much, and I like the peaceful atmosphere of that song.
Yuhan seems to like this kind of song too. How many people would believe me if I said that a man who looks like that has a taste for singing?
Whatever it is, thinking about the fact that Yuhani and our music taste overlaps gives me another sense of joy.
We fit so well, why was I so sensitive at first? The regret of the first meeting with Yuhan always remains.
I have a strange misunderstanding by myself. It was a time when I was pathetic.
As I was looking back on the past for a while, Yuhani walked behind me.
“Uh, Yuhan? What’s wrong?”
“Stay still. I’ll give you a massage.”
“Uh, huh?!”
No, I didn’t expect this.
Yuhani’s hand touches my shoulder.
“Aww…!”
“Isn’t it okay? I gave it to the nursery school director the other day, and he died happily.”
“Huh… Joe, it’s nice.”
“Keuhehehe. I’m glad.”
I feel the touch of Yuhani’s fingertips sensitively.
sh*t. Why is a woman’s body designed this way? No, is it just because I don’t usually release my s*xual desire too much? If that’s not the case, did you do that on Yuhan’s broadcast yesterday?
Even with such a simple thing, the body is easily excited. For some reason, it feels like I will be changing my underwear again like yesterday.
The feeling of being confused.
Also, pleasure is also pleasure, and happiness also comes to the level of happiness.
The corners of the mouth go up on their own, the face loosens, and a silly expression is made. I hope it doesn’t look weird, but… … . It’s okay because it’s between us… … ?
Why are you so happy today?
Why am I feeling this feeling now? If I knew it would be like this, I should have broken up with that guy as soon as possible.
No, it would have been the best if we hadn’t dated in the first place.
I want to approach you more actively, but the fact that I was someone’s lover bothers me.
I didn’t know that dating someone would be such a regret.
what though I don’t think there’s anything to do just like this.
It’s a matter of enjoying the moment and approaching slowly.
It’s still a peaceful day like before.
what to say today
I kept saying it though.
It’s a really happy day.
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Today, there is something I need to go outside and look at in relation to broadcasting.
While I was staying at Yuhani’s house, I decided to broadcast early, so today, when the appointment was made around lunchtime, is of course closed.
After washing the dishes, I thought while taking a shower.
How long will this cohabitation last?
Mom in the morning… … A message like that came from
I heard the news, believe me and respect my choices, so if it’s not a problem, live as you want.
Aside from the grateful content, the important thing now is how the information was delivered to the mother.
I mentioned it on the show, but my family doesn’t watch my show anyway.
There’s no way you’ve heard the news that a mediocre internet broadcaster broke up through other media.
It must have been leaked from Lee Jun-hyeok’s side. He probably should have called Jihoon.
The fact that Lee Jun-hyeok told someone that information means that, looking back, he is not in front of my house yet.
I have no reason to stay at Yuhani’s house anymore.
Cold water dripped from the shower that hadn’t been heated yet.
I don’t want to go back. I want to stay here because I don’t need good facilities or comfortable beds.
I know it’s greed, and I know that it can’t be done anyway. It’s just, just thinking about it alone.
After the shower, Yuhan came over to dry my hair.
We didn’t talk to each other like when we were cooking earlier, but unlike then, our hearts were at a loss.
I’m so happy that it’s so sad that it could end.
hmm. Now I don’t know either.
Today I don’t want to think about these things anymore. I don’t want to do that on a day like this.
Time passed like that and the time to go to the appointment was getting closer.
I went into the bathroom and changed my clothes so that Yuhan wouldn’t be uncomfortable.
My head is dizzy as I even look back to see if there are things I didn’t take care of while arranging the way I dressed my clothes.
In the meantime, Yuhani’s voice was heard.
“Arya, I think this laptop is still on, should I turn it off?”
From nob le mt l. co m
Just casual conversation. There was no mind, and there was nothing to be a big problem, so I answered right away.
“Huh? Oh, then I’ll ask you a favor!”
It is not a good thing to waste electricity needlessly while living in someone else’s house, but it seems that he made a mistake by not using his laptop well.
I looked in the mirror, touched my hair, and walked out.
She has everything to pack, her clothes don’t have any weird parts, and her hair doesn’t have anything to be ashamed of in front of others.
It doesn’t matter if I leave right away, but I’m going to the place where my luggage is to get a cardigan in case I need it.
“Arya, this…”
On the laptop screen that Yuhan was looking at.
The window of the Twizy TV connected to my sub-account was turned on.
Didn’t I log out yesterday?
The body hardens. Accident stops. No words come out.
“Aristo… is this your account…?”
Yuhani memorizes the nickname of my sub account. Even on broadcasts, he sometimes mentions this nickname.
so… … That cannot be called a question.
cold sweat flows clothes are wet with sweat
I moved my stiff body and moved my foot in Yuhani’s direction.
bang-!
And I closed the laptop hard. The sound was loud because I couldn’t control my power, but that’s not the important situation.
I can feel Yuhani’s gaze.
How did this happen? It was a really happy day. It was a perfect day.
Everything that had been built so far collapsed in an instant.
I finally got to know my heart. It’s okay to be slow, so I wanted to be closer.
would you be disappointed? No, it won’t be disappointing. you will despise me
why… … , Why did you make this because you couldn’t stand one of them?
Was the happiness I felt yesterday and today the last happiness I could feel?
Mental collapsed completely.
The mental strength that I was confident in was destroyed in an instant.
Selfishly enough, the thought that I would never see Yuhan more than the feeling of being sorry for Yuhan ate in my head.
It’s so scary. The silence that has fallen is so frightening.
and.
It’s because the mentality has gone out. I feel embarrassed to make excuses for that reason.
I am. all causes of this situation.
“He said he would just turn off the power! Why…, why do you want someone else’s laptop…!”
I returned it to Yuhan.
After a bigger accident, my mind returns.
What have I done. why did you do this
Yuhan looks at me with his characteristic scary eyes. No, I’m staring.
It’s over. There is no hope that this situation can be reversed.
I was having a happy day until a few minutes ago, but everything is over.
I randomly pulled out the cord connected to the laptop, grabbed the laptop, and ran out of Yuhani’s house.
I left my luggage, but that doesn’t matter. It’s not a situation to worry about promises or anything like that.
just.
A feeling of hopelessness swept over me.