81 – Episode 81 – It’s Alcohol
No, what should I say about this. Quite embarrassing.
It’s the fact that that decent person was chatting like that behind his back, and it’s also the fact that he looked into his friend’s most secret side.
The most embarrassing thing was that I was the target of that shady chat.
It doesn’t hurt that someone I trusted s*xually harassed me.
If s*xual harassment was that uncomfortable, I would have banned it in the first place.
If you think you’ve heard such a thing from a pretty woman like that… … Because I’m not from the reverse world, it’s just funny.
I thought about Ari’s sub-account again.
If a person with a unique chatting habit of writing a period at the end of each word had similar s*xual harassment chats on other broadcasts, it would be normal for them to gain their own recognition, but none of the more than 1,000 viewers have ever chatted as if they knew Aristo235.
After all, it must have been only for me.
The fact that only me and no one else posted such a chat… … .
Doesn’t that mean that that serious and strict person was attracted to me to the point where he couldn’t stand his s*xual urges?
Doesn’t it mean that I pierced a hole in that thorough character?
hmm. Are you certain of this? I don’t think I can think of it as my misunderstanding anymore.
For sure.
Ari has a heart for me.
It was that they felt sympathy for each other.
Ari seems to have expressed that feeling in a different way, but this fact seems certain anyway.
The corners of the mouth go up. My heart is pounding.
A lot of fun things that have been going on lately. Nothing was like this now.
As far as I remember, it was quite a while ago that the nickname ‘Aristo235’ appeared. Have you had a heart since then?
Well, having a heart is not that important no matter when.
I looked at the door that Ahri had jumped out of.
It reminded me of the moment when Ahri was angry with me with a puzzled look on her face.
I could tell at a glance that it wasn’t sincere.
As soon as he said that, he made a face full of guilt.
To be honest, I would like to have a similar reaction if such an account was discovered, but there is nothing that I can’t understand.
Isn’t Ari the most surprising? For a sweet guy like me, that doesn’t matter.
All I can do is hope that Ari doesn’t blame himself too much.
It might be disappointing to see that someone who was sane from the front did that behind the scenes, but that also doesn’t apply to me.
After all, people live with secrets that they cannot tell others.
I think it’s strange to judge everything about that person based on what they did behind the scenes.
The Ari I’ve seen has always been a serious and kind person, and that impression will never change.
I picked up my cell phone and tried to call Ari, but it also hung up immediately.
It’s still close to town, and I’ll probably be able to find it right away if I run, but I think it’s only right to give Ari some personal time for now.
Hearing the end of the call, he raised his eyebrows.
Now everything is clear.
It wasn’t the illusion of being a mother-to-be solo.
Suspiciously close, we already had the same mind.
When Ari came to his senses.
When we get in touch and we meet again.
We will no longer be ‘friends’.
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Feeling urged, I opened the door and walked out.
There is no window in this room where junk is stored, so it was not possible to check the time outside, but when you see the bright light coming in as soon as you open the door, it seems that it has already become morning.
It seems that it has already been a day since he left Yuhani’s house.
It’s so hard to see the light. As I was walking briskly to the bathroom, my body, which had been staggering from the soju I drank all night, ended up falling over on the sofa.
I’m not the kind of person who drinks too much… … .
I don’t like sunny summer mornings at all. Even when I close my eyes or put my head on the sofa, the light comes on.
Covering both eyes with both hands, I regained my composure and went straight to the bathroom again.
After doing errands, washing hands, looking in the mirror, there is a disgusted woman standing there.
You did something that would hurt someone you love, and you passed the responsibility on to that person. There is such a woman standing.
seolari. I am myself.
sh*t. Looking at my face, the stress began to build up rapidly.
Putting aside the fact that I could never go back to that time, I remembered the things I had done to Yuhan.
I don’t even want to be by Yuhan’s side anymore.
A b*tch like me doesn’t deserve to be with a man like Yuhani. No matter how shameless the country is, there is that level of self-awareness.
just. It just breaks my heart when I think of the wounds Yuhani must have received.
Even though he looks strong on the outside, he is a person with a pure heart, and I am the one who knows that best.
This trashy human being has done all the lofty things and never apologized for what he did.
Even if you won’t see Yuhan in the future, it’s a separate issue from not apologizing.
I think it’s the duty of being a human being to make a last call and soothe a little bit of a wounded heart.
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Just imagining hearing Yuhani’s voice takes my breath away.
little bit more. I want to escape from reality a little more.
I don’t want to accept this reality with my sober mind yet.
With a staggering body, I went back to the small room.
His vision, quickly adapted to the darkness, caught his eyes on the soju bottles in the room.
Yesterday, I think I stopped by the convenience store near my house and packed up as much alcohol as I could, but a lot of it was already gone.
If I eat at the same pace as yesterday, I think it will run out by tonight… … .
sh*t. I don’t know.
My chest is stuffy.
If more alcohol is not supplied, it seems that the alcohol will break soon.
I opened the lid of the new bottle and put it in my mouth.
As the bitter taste spreads in your mouth, you feel at ease.
How many minutes had passed like that? It’s been a long time since I’ve already passed the amount of alcohol.
I fell asleep at some point.
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A loud noise wakes you up.
I slowly got up and tried to come to my senses, but the pain that felt like my head was going to explode forced me to lay down on the floor again.
A little further away, the cell phone continues to ring.
Didn’t I turn it off yesterday?
The appointment with the video editors, which was originally scheduled for yesterday, was abruptly abandoned tens of minutes before the scheduled time.
Even so, considering that not a single call came, it must have turned off Yuhani’s cell phone on her way back from Yuhani’s house yesterday… … .
ah.
When I stopped by the bathroom earlier and started drinking again.
After drinking more and getting even more drunk, I turn on my cell phone and ponder whether or not to call Yuhan.
It was going to be a big day. It was going to be a real big deal.
Saying an apology while drunk? It almost hurt Yuhan even more.
I was so relieved and trying to calm my startled mind.
The uninterrupted sound of the cell phone was making my head ring more.
He grabbed his head and moved his body little by little to grab the phone.
When I checked the sender with my eyes closed, what was written on the screen was Yu Hana, my college classmate.
I wasn’t in the mood to answer my friend’s call, but my hand was already pressing the answer button.
I don’t know why.
anyway.
A voice came over the phone.
“Hey, Ari. Are you okay right now? Are there any broadcasts today?”
Come to think of it, I couldn’t even broadcast it. Well, isn’t that what matters?
“Uh…the time is fine. Why…?”
“What’s wrong with your voice? Is it okay? It’s nothing else… I’m drinking with the students from my department right now, and there are a lot of kids who want to see you… I know you’re uncomfortable with this…”
As expected, today’s business is alcohol.
When I check the time on my phone, it’s already evening, but the only thing he calls in the evening is drinking.
I turned my head and looked around the room.
Although it is a dark room, everything that can be seen with eyes that have completed dark adaptation is visible.
There are a lot of broken bottles on the floor, and I can’t see a bottle with a properly closed lid.
It looks like you drank it all. Over there, the bottle was knocked over and the wine was spilling. Did I touch it while I was sleeping?
Watching the scene, I slowly closed my eyes and thought.
This unnecessarily good body has an excellent ability to break down alcohol, and I wake up fairly quickly no matter how much I drink.
It’s the same when you see that your mind is clearer than before, and it’s the same when you see that this kind of accident is going on even after drinking that much alcohol.
Anyway, I’m still not ready to be sober, and there’s no more alcohol left in the house anyway.
alcohol. I needed a drink
But in fact, if you needed alcohol that much, you could have gone to a nearby convenience store.
I don’t know if my brain decided this was right or if it was just an act of instinct.
“Where are you drinking…”
I made the choice to lead my tired body and go out to a drinking party.