85 – Chapter 85 – Confession
No, when did he wake up again?
You seemed to be completely intoxicated earlier, but have you already returned to your senses? How does the human body do that?
I also have to drink 6 bottles of soju to get a little drunk, but Ari doesn’t have the body of Taeyang.
Sitting on the bed with my bathrobe on, I remember the tremendous awkwardness from just now.
I am… … I was embarrassed as soon as I saw Ari because he was humming a song in the shower.
There must have been many reasons for Ari’s awkwardness, but perhaps ‘that incident’ had the greatest impact.
Originally, I was planning to talk about ‘the incident’ when Ari wakes up tomorrow morning, but it seems that the plan got a little twisted.
Well, of course, asking if you heard my song is not an important issue right now. It’s embarrassing though.
From the direction of the shower room, the sound of Ari taking a shower can be heard.
hmm. Maybe it’s because this is the situation, but I feel like I’m going to have a good time in my heart.
A man and a woman who have feelings for each other come into a motel and take a shower, but if they don’t think about anything, that’s a bodhisattva.
It seemed that Ari couldn’t come to his senses, so I planned to lay him down next to him and sleep quietly… … What’s happening.
sh*t. Let’s get our minds right. No matter what, we’re not even dating yet.
What I have to do now is not such a useless worry.
Let’s think about Ari’s heart. It was discovered that a man I had been so close with did such a thing, and the man came to pick me up drunk.
At times like this, anyone would feel awkward.
I don’t know whether to talk about the incident right away, but I have to watch the atmosphere.
Whatever the case, wouldn’t it be nice to help Ari not get too awkward?
After refreshing my mind and waiting for a while, Ari walked out of the shower wearing the same bathrobe as me.
hmm… … . Maybe it’s because I’ve never had s*xual intercourse with a woman in my life, but I feel like my face blushes at that appearance. Damn motherhood solo ego.
It’s not the first time I’ve seen Ari taking a shower, but for some reason, it’s hard to control this feeling today.
But I am holy. One thing to endure is a confident man! A man who knows how to cover the time and place!
Now is not the time to have such shady thoughts.
“Would you like to lie down here after you’ve washed up? You must be tired.”
“Uh, huh? Ah… huh…”
He pulled back the blanket on the bed and said so.
Ari spoke awkwardly and nodded awkwardly before going in and lying down.
But Ari… … He couldn’t hide his hesitant movements and the way he kept glancing at me.
Is this harder than expected? Because he’s like that, he’s trying to make me feel awkward.
Embarrassed, the words came out of my mouth on their own.
“Arya, uh, I’ll turn off the lights…?”
“Oh, my, it’s okay if I do…”
“Ah. But I’m a little closer…”
“Ah. Yes…”
A bottomless awkwardness that suddenly started.
Everyone’s words are hanging out.
No, isn’t this a bit strange in the first place?
Is it right to put them on the bed and put them to sleep as soon as they get out of the shower?
Who says that after taking a shower, he goes to sleep less than 10 seconds later?
However, it is not a situation to suddenly stop. In the midst of that awkwardness, I slowly moved my steps and tried to turn off the light in the room.
“U-Yu Yu-ah. Are you going to sleep wearing that gown…?”
“Huh? Oh, isn’t that what you mean? I’m wearing this for the first time.”
“Ah… I didn’t know, so I asked…”
“Ah… Um. Well, wouldn’t it be okay…?”
driving me crazy. In fact, it seems that he has already gone mad.
What kind of conversation is this?
I turned off the light, came back, covered myself with a blanket, and lay down.
No matter how much you think about it, it seems that something has gone terribly wrong. Good night was exchanged, but only tossing and turning echoed in the room.
They apologized as they pulled and released the blanket at the same time.
I apologized for touching Ari while moving my arm, and Ari apologized for touching me while moving her foot.
Sometimes when I hear the naked sound of another room, I turn around.
hmm. From a third-person perspective, I don’t think there’s a comedy that’s worse than this.
I couldn’t sleep anyway, so what are you doing?
It didn’t seem like anything would be solved if I stayed like this, so I steadied my heart and talked to Ari.
Of course, with a normal way of speaking that doesn’t feel awkward anymore.
“Ariya, I can’t even sleep. Would you like to watch TV?”
“Huh? Oh, that, is that so?”
Before I lay down, I heard the remote control next to me.
At least, if there’s something to see or hear a different sound, the atmosphere will be more relaxed than now.
When I turned on the TV, a foreign movie I had never seen before came on, and we got up, leaned back on the bed, and started watching the movie.
Fortunately, the movie was fun in its own way, and after a bit of concentration, the awkwardness was about to disappear… … .
I could feel the eyes constantly glancing at me from the side.
Ahri seems to be oblivious to anything besides the TV.
I can’t seem to find a way to solve Ari’s awkwardness.
… … I guess this
I think I need to put an end to ‘that incident’ now.
As soon as I finished thinking, I opened my mouth.
“Hey, Seolari.”
“Yes…!”
My sharp tone and Ari’s snappy voice.
Why did the words come out so wildly? It just makes it more awkward.
Finally, a small object caught at the end of my field of vision. On top of the chest of drawers by the bed… … Is it a vitamin?
I put off thinking about why it was here.
Even if something is very strange, it’s not the time to think about it now, and if there’s something to say, the awkwardness can be further reduced.
“Eat some of this.”
“Uh… Huh? This, this…”
“under….”
Then, the atmosphere with a sigh. I caught Gao in a vulgar language.
Originally, when you need to talk about something serious, you need to calm down the atmosphere.
What to do now. Should I go straight in? I don’t think it’s bad.
“Arya.”
I opened the package of vitamins in my hand and called Ari.
And I took out my vitamins… … . Why is this slippery?
hmm.
ah.
no.
I was startled, and the unpleasant object in my hand… … I threw the condom on the floor.
The situation seems to have caught on to some concept. I’m not even that pure, but this is… … .
No, really. why are you doing this to me
life sucks so much
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Is this just to lighten the mood?
I don’t deserve this, but the corner of my mouth went up.
I could feel that Yuhan was paying attention to my awkwardness.
Talking to you little by little was probably part of the work to resolve the awkwardness.
It was easy to make that judgment because he had broken enough to break even drinking.
and. hmm.
Honestly, I thought it was too opportunistic… … .
The current Yuhani seemed to dislike the awkward atmosphere right now more than the fact that I had done such a thing.
Even though I did such a disgusting thing, there is still no word.
No matter how you look at it, it’s the atmosphere that keeps caring about me.
Of course, I have no intention of going over in moderation like this. My fault is because I feel the best.
hardened my heart Yuhani cares so much, but I can’t just be like this.
Yuhani sighs and looks at the ceiling, perhaps ashamed of what happened just now.
Funny and cute as usual.
My mouth, which had not been opened until just now, began to open on its own.
from my mouth.
Words of apology began to emerge.
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It may not always apply, but I think it’s polite to listen quietly when someone makes such a sincere apology.
Ari, who cautiously called me over, continued her words slowly.
He said that the account was his, that he was sorry for hurting me by doing such a thing, and that he was so wrong that he was angry at that time.
After the long apology came to an end, all I could hear in the silence was the sound of the television.
Actually, I wasn’t particularly hurt by that incident, so I just tried to tell him that it was okay.
A slightly different word came out of my mouth, as if my desire to check my thoughts had gone a little further.
“Why did you do that?”
“…”
“I’m not saying anything. I’m just asking out of curiosity.”
“that is…….”
Ari buried her face in her lap. Just looking at her, her face is very hot.
To be honest, I’m not a person who doesn’t notice, so I’m not a person.
As soon as that reaction came out, I could already draw a conclusion. My thoughts turned to confidence.
and after a while
After taking a few deep breaths, Ari began to speak in the same position as her face was buried.
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“…because I like it.”
It seems to be heard. Loud enough to be drowned out by the sound of the television.
“I know it’s selfish, but…”
Did you do it because you liked it and left scars?
To be honest, even if Yuhan slaps me and leaves, I have nothing to say.
However, for some reason, I felt I had to tell you this now.
My instinct felt that way.
“I’ve never been like that to anyone else… but when I see you, something keeps coming up… I can’t stand it…”
It cannot be called an apology, nor can it be called a confession. The desire inside me flowed out of my mouth.
Yuhani did not give any answer.
why did i say that I promised not to hurt you anymore, but why did you say such a strange thing?
“Arya.”
The sound of Yuhan calling me.
If you look up, you can hear the kissing scene from the movie on the TV and the sound from another room coming through the soundproofing in the room.
And right next to me, I see Yuhani, who has come closer.
I closed my eyes again. I didn’t have the confidence to look at Yuhan properly.
will you hit me Or should I curse and leave?
That moment when tension runs through your body.
I felt a soft touch on my lips.
“Yu Yuhan…?”
I opened my eyes. Yuhani is smiling right in front of me.
“me too.”
I didn’t understand what it meant, so I let out a stupid sound, and Yuhani opened her mouth again.
“I like you.”
On the face of Yuhani who said that.
It’s different from the usual cheesy smile.
It contained a pure smile full of happiness.
And maybe that’s it.
I would have been the same.