121. Date(6)
1.
We walk hand in hand.
Even if I feel ashamed of something, holding hands with Seung-gi wasn’t that special, but today I was feeling an unknown sense of immorality.
The new city married man look you only see on the internet.
I’m sure he didn’t dress like that after knowing about such a shady meme, but the clothes themselves weren’t the ones you’d see on the internet in the first place…
Isn’t there such a thing as atmosphere?
The atmosphere that Seunggi exudes right now is not something that can come from a male student of the same age.
I’ve never heard of such a thing before.
I told you that women my age have fantasies about adults, and that fantasies are manifested in their preference for older people.
To be honest, I didn’t think it was very credible.
High school girls just like good-looking people, not those with such a profound mindset.
From the start, I was someone who wasn’t interested in being older or anything like that.
But… It seems I was wrong.
A mature outfit that is incomparable to the usual.
Perhaps because of his clothes, his body is emphasized even more, which is invisible to men of my age.
A look full of composure and that gaze looking at me as if it were cute.
It’s not a big difference, but I feel a big difference in height today.
It’s not just a college student’s age, it’s like looking at a member of society.
That you are walking hand in hand with such an ‘adult’, dating and drinking.
A sense of immorality that comes from an atmosphere different from reality.
“Arin, are you okay? Your face is very red. Are you drunk like that?”
“Huh?! Oh, it’s okay!”
“Write.”
“Ah, uh, uh… It’s okay… Brother…”
It’s quite embarrassing, but it’s something natural, and it’s a title that gets excited when you say it.
I wanted to accompany Seung-gi to the convenience store, and Seung-gi suggested this title, saying that if we were talking dirty to each other, the risk of being found out as underage would increase.
I’m going crazy.
The concept of lead has been completely taken away by Seung-gi, and now even speaking is restricted, so why am I so excited?
I don’t think I’ve ever been this strange…
“…Brother…”
Using incorrect language that does not match the facts.
While doing so, I leaned closer to Seung-gi.
It was not like a young woman, but…
I wonder if today will be okay.
2.
I’ve heard the word oppa quite a few times in my life, but today was the first time I felt this kind of emotion from that word.
Until now, I have lived my life paying attention to the fact that my mental age is 26 years old.
One of the reasons why I couldn’t admit my feelings for Min Ah-rin was the difference in mental age.
No matter how much I think about it, I am a person who has lived longer than Min Ah-rin, but it was difficult to think that we were the same age simply because we were physically the same age.
Anyway, I was confident that I had buried those feelings well these days…
Does the word oppa have the power to charm men?
Why does my heart beat so fast when I hear that word?
Why do you feel so good?
I have an immoral feeling that I am dating a minor no matter how old I am, but why do I feel happy about it?
I made up my mind after thinking about that.
A brother. It was my strategy to break through the convenience store… But anyway, since I’ve heard that title, it’s only right that I do what I have to do as a senior.
……I don’t know if it’s an adult thing to try to get a minor to drink.
That’s the convenience store we entered.
I lifted three bottles of soju with my expert hands and brought them to the counter.
It was the same on the previous date, but today is the day I lead Min Ah-rin in my own way.
No matter what she thinks, I plan to treat Min Ah-rin the way I did in the previous world.
Well… The reaction didn’t seem too bad.
So the conclusion is.
Um.
I carried to the counter a small, square box labeled 001 containing something that, when unwrapped, looked like vitamins.
I think it’s the first time I’ve been so active, but seeing Min Ah-rin’s face suddenly blushed, it wasn’t such a bad feeling.
It wasn’t a particularly positive situation that a male part-timer at a convenience store and Min Ah-rin seemed to know each other.
Although it wasn’t a positive situation that the part-timer looked at us with a puzzled expression.
“Arin, shall we go?”
“Yes, yes…Brother…”
I’m older, but what can I do?
I walked out of the convenience store, holding a black plastic bag containing alcohol and ‘it’ in one hand and wrapping Min Ah-rin’s shoulder with the other.
The operation seems to have been quite successful.
3.
I learned that the important thing for a woman is the atmosphere.
Men are naturally aroused even with a moderately erotic atmosphere, but they say women need a more demanding approach.
It’s not that something is good or bad, it’s that it’s mostly like that.
Of course, these words apply to men in this world.
For me today, that didn’t matter.
It was still dark in the house with the lights off, and in the meantime, candles were shining on our table.
I just lit a candle that had been rolling around the house, but one atmosphere was certain.
The light of the candle touched the empty wine bottle and made a soft red light, and the diffuser from her parents’ room created a deep fragrance and subtle sweetness.
And the side dishes I’ve made myself have increased the visual and olfactory variety of this place.
Wine would be good to set the mood, but even soju was alcohol.
This means that there was nothing lacking in quietly heating up the atmosphere.
It seems that the directing of this atmosphere was very effective.
I filled Min Ah-rin’s drinking glass myself, so it shouldn’t have felt too much, but it’s already starting to look messy like that.
It’s quite a dramatic change to say it’s influenced by the wine I drank earlier.
My face was dyed red, and even though I couldn’t breathe, I could feel the heat.
I could feel excitement in his calmly sunken eyes, and his tone was sticky and pierced my ears.
“Umm…”
“Arina, your hair.”
“Eh…?”
She holds her flowing hair in her mouth, but loses her senses so much that she doesn’t notice.
I don’t know what men on this side of the world would think of such a look, but seeing a beautiful woman disheveled like that was quite appealing to me.
“It’s hot…”
“Can you turn down the air conditioner?”
“It’s still hot…”
Min Ah-rin then flapped her clothes and started fanning with her hands.
I…Just stayed.
The figure is so attractive, it has the power to charm men.
“Seunggi, you…”
“Huh?”
“Your eyes are so hot…”
After she said that, she looked at me and gave me a big smile.
She didn’t want to just sit around this time.
I didn’t want to.
Is there not much difference between the two genders in being governed by the atmosphere?
Or maybe I got drunk before I knew it.
I went to her side and kissed her for a while, then carefully supported her and stood up.
Feeding alcohol to a minor who is several years younger than me and making it difficult for her to control herself.
To kiss a woman like that and then go to the bedroom together.
Isn’t this a crime?
No, since this is a reverse world, wouldn’t it be okay?
…Still, isn’t that not the case?
Am I aware that this is a bad thing?
As I was moving with that thought in mind, I felt a slight resistance in her body.
“No…”
“Uh, huh…?”
“You shouldn’t do bad things to men after drinking…”
A somewhat naive moral concept that lets you know that you received a good education from good parents.
But a sticky desire for me emanating from his eyes.
The fact that such a perfect woman wanted me so intensely was enough to excite a man.
It must have been the same in the case of Min Ah-rin.
Following her steps, we entered her room.
I gave a slight push on the back and she crossed her own line in an instant.
Her room felt hot even though the air conditioner was on.
It was a somewhat mixed intention that I left the ‘it’ I bought at the convenience store in the living room.
It was the other person who attacked me, so there is nothing to blame on me.
Anyway.
I guess I wasn’t a very moral person after all.
4.
I woke up feeling like my head was going to explode.
Usually, I would have held my head and rolled across the bed, but now I wasn’t in that situation.
A clumsily stripped underwear.
A lot of disheveled hair.
A sticky body and a foreign body sensation in the lower abdomen.
Red kiss marks all over the body.
And… The cause of the headache.
The spirit of alcohol still lingers. Smell of alcohol.
“Um…Arin, are you awake already?”
Seung-gi was sleeping hugging me.
Maybe the cozy feeling was because of his unique physique?
I turned my head and met her eyes with him, somehow feeling more relaxed than usual.
“This, this… How…”
A hard-spoken word.
“Uh… By any chance… Don’t you remember yesterday?”
And the answer that came back to that.
When I heard that answer, strange words leaked out of my mouth.
“…It was violated…”
“Huh?”
“Oh no!”