Side story) In the existing world (2)
This is a story when Seung-gi did not come to the world where men and women are reversed.
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1.
Has there ever been a man you can treat so comfortably?
The blind date in front of me, a man named Han Seung-gi, continued to talk to me, but he didn’t pay much attention to what I was saying.
Of course, I’m not saying that he did it out loud, but I would say you could feel it through the atmosphere.
If I were a tactless person, I might have mistakenly thought that the other person was very interested in me, but I was not a tactless woman.
Anyway, a strange blind date continued.
There would be no connection between the two of us anyway, and at some point I lost interest in such things.
We just continued the dull conversation.
It looks very friendly on the outside, but in reality it is not.
What I realized during that conversation was that this man seemed not only interested in me but also in anything else in the world.
It is true that the third year of engineering school is a time when one is likely to be absorbed in studying, but I wondered how a college student could be so indifferent to the world.
It seemed like he wasn’t trying to show off, but he couldn’t avoid my notice.
From the beginning, he seemed somewhat devastated, but maybe that had something to do with it?
The same goes for the depression that can be felt subtly in the way he speaks, and the smile that seems very natural, but when you look closely, it seems more unnatural than anyone else’s.
The same goes for kindness that seems excessive.
Okay, that’s it.
It has nothing to do with me, and I have no way of knowing.
If you have closed your heart to others, there is nothing I can do as I am just a passing blind date.
About an hour after the blind date began, I announced the end of this meeting.
A man named Han Seung-gi said that it was too early, but no matter how you look at it, it seemed like he was just saying it out of courtesy.
The only thing that changed in an hour was the title, which changed from senior Han Seung-gi to Mr. Han Seung-gi.
If we stay longer, we’ll just get tired of each other.
“You worked hard for an hour.”
“Thank you for your hard work. Thank you, Arin, for coming too.”
No blind date has ever ended this way, but it is truly unique.
I looked at Han Seung-gi, who said those words with a smile, and then opened my mouth.
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“It’s true that you had a hard time talking for an hour with someone who wasn’t interested.”
“Huh? I’m not interested…”
“You can stop acting. I didn’t mean to say anything in the first place.”
It feels like a momentary whim.
I didn’t have any bad feelings toward him, but he was also someone I wouldn’t be able to see in the future… It was my first time experiencing this level of indifference.
Apart from the fact that indifference is actually a good thing, I also wanted to pick on that robot-like person at least once.
“…Have you noticed it?”
In no time, the gentle smile from earlier had disappeared.
Only the face that had been filled with kindness and innocence was left with deep desolation, depression, and wariness.
Is this the real expression of a person named Han Seung-gi?
What kind of life do people in their 20s live that gives them that feeling?
……Well.
Not the time for me to worry about others.
I smiled slightly, feeling a subtle sense of victory and pity.
“I have a good sense of humor.”
2.
Human relationships play a very important role in college life.
This is not just limited to campus life.
Once you get to Seoul National University, you never know what kind of important people your friends will become later on.
This means that friends in college become important connections in my life and later in life.
So.
That’s why I give the same smile as always to these women who are taking up my precious time by asking about an hour-long blind date.
At this time, Bill Gates is listening to people like me talk about blind dates when they have nothing to do.
It’s such a pity.
Although I used the word ‘friend’, to me, there is not much difference between these people and the woman I met last time, Min Ah-rin.
Isn’t the relationship called friends originally created between similar people?
A person like me who is in a special situation should not try to build human relationships.
How many times have I suffered because I didn’t know that?
For me, my parents, whose memories are blurry, were still alive and well, so I went to the military. There were people who said that I was pretending that my parents were not there when they were there, so I guess I said everything.
If it weren’t for that guy’s connections.
Sometimes I wonder if networking is what I need, but shouldn’t I somehow move up?
That is the only way for me to survive happily.
When I think about it, I wonder if I should join the student council or something, but it’s obvious that I really can’t handle that.
I barely managed to get away from Bill Gates at that time, making the excuse that I had a tutoring appointment, and wandered around campus for a while, looking for a reasonably quiet space.
As I was walking along the road, the place I chose was a bench in a quiet place.
It is the perfect place to cool your head as it has shade from trees.
I have a lot of tutoring these days, so I can’t sleep well.
Too much time was wasted on useless things.
Feeling tired, I leaned on the bench and closed my eyes.
“Uh… Mr. Seunggi?”
I could hear an awkward voice calling me.
3.
As is the case in other universities, the perception of physical education is not very good.
Of course, this is something that is only said in communities such as Everytime, but there is something about the atmosphere that is unique to physical education colleges.
Although I am also a physical education student, I do not deny that perception.
There are students near me who are not very good.
No matter how great the university is in Korea, there are bound to be people like bullies wherever you go.
The same goes for the man who keeps coming to me these days.
He comes from a good family, but his personality is completely different and he messes around with various women.
In the end, it seems like I became the final target, but I always feel bad when I feel the attention of bullies.
I managed to get rid of the guy that was clinging to me and ran away for a while until I found a quiet bench…
Contrary to that guy, I was able to meet a man who didn’t show the slightest interest in me.
After an awkward greeting, I took the seat next to him, but didn’t say anything additional.
I could roughly predict his personality, and just by looking at him, he looked quite tired.
Actually, I would have avoided the situation if possible, but I felt like I was dying of frustration right now.
I’m sure you’ll understand this since we went on a blind date.
Mr. Han Seung-gi looks somewhat embarrassed.
I just made an excuse that I was tired, but I don’t know why I made this choice.
Because there was a natural way to find another bench.
Hmm…Maybe it was because of that strange feeling I had during the blind date.
An atmosphere of no expectations and no interest in the other person.
The atmosphere was rather comfortable to me.
It’s an ambiguous statement, but it roughly feels like that.
To put it more vaguely, I just wanted to do this.
At first glance, he was a very dull and ordinary person.
He was neither particularly handsome nor dressed very well.
It gave the impression of being pure, but it was difficult to see it as a great feature.
By the way, this is our second meeting.
The way he treated me made me feel surprisingly comfortable.
It made me forget about stress and I didn’t have to worry about what to say.
I ignored him and just quietly closed my eyes and leaned against his bench.
Just like he was doing before I came.
As I was feeling the cool breeze, I felt Han Seung-gi also leaning on the bench, and soon I began to hear regular breathing, as if he had fallen asleep.
And I also fell asleep right away.
4.
When I opened my eyes, I could feel something leaning on my shoulder.
When I slowly open my eyes, I see Han Seung-gi sleeping with his head resting on my shoulder.
If it had been any other man, I would have been suspicious of what he was up to, but I could vaguely tell that this man with an unusual personality was not the type of person to do that.
Just like last time, he was a tired person behind his smiling face.
I didn’t really move my body.
Sometimes I thought of that tired face, so I showed some human consideration, and others were curious about how this man would react.
I checked the time on my phone and now it was time to leave for class.
But what? I have to meet that guy again in my next class.
If it were normal, I would have endured the stress and listened to the lectures…
Well.
For some reason, I don’t feel like doing that today.
I let out a chuckle and created an environment where he could sleep a little more comfortably.
After gently moving my hair away, he took off the glasses he was wearing…
Eng.
Uh.
What is it?
These are glasses…
I just took off my glasses…
What is it really?
This is so cute