#5
Of course, it is difficult to cut them all off in the first place.
It will take quite a while to convince them. Maybe you’re just trying to hold on to it. However, I wouldn’t allow it.
To be honest… … Now, it is very difficult in itself to have a deep relationship with someone.
No matter how old you are, you are already tired of relationships. It may seem that he is trembling as if he was hit by the winds and waves of the world alone. I have no intention of denying It could be that I’m overreacting.
nonetheless. People who have no place to return to are naturally isolated. Shouting out for a new relationship and finding a place to settle down again, I was afraid and scared that I couldn’t eat it anymore.
They will face each other over the next five years.
Therefore, neither for them nor for me, such a complicated relationship is absolutely not beneficial.
As soon as the class knew what was going on between us, the atmosphere in the fresh and lively classroom would instantly change into solemnity, like the middle of a funeral home… …
Mew always called me senior.
Sometimes, when I was grumpy, I just called my name, but in very few cases.
I am not used to it, but we must become equal from now on.
Whoops.
get up from the bench
“… … ah.”
Mew shrugged and took a step back.
I asked Mu like that.
“… … Do you have anything to say to me too?”
“ah… That’s it, senior-“
“Because it’s Ezio.”
“… … Ezio. I… No, I… … ”
I keep stuttering because it looks like I’m not really used to it.
As he spoke to me, Mew gradually buried a shallow moisture in his voice.
… … Whoa.
A sigh comes out inside
If you cry even here, there is no answer.
“I have nothing to say to you. You must have already done everything with that letter.”
“… … ”
“… … If you have something else to say, do it later. You must attend the banquet hall. I’ll go in first, so you can either come in separately. When the three of us enter this atmosphere… … Isn’t it a bit like that?”
The friendly banquet hall party atmosphere will be utterly blown away.
I’ll be fine, but these guys won’t come to their senses, so it’s probably right for them to cool off here a bit and then come to the banquet hall.
“Stop crying, Rubia.”
“… … Hib, yes… ”
After patting Rubia on the shoulder, who was squatting and holding her breath, she turned her back on the two of them, controlling her complicated mind.
… … They didn’t move a single step from there until I got off the boardwalk and headed for the corner of the banquet hall.
#6
This is the start of a shocking day.
what will happen in the future
We reached a point where we had to completely revise the plan we had made before entering the Frontier.
First of all, it seems that I have drawn too much unnecessary attention. I think we’ll have to adapt it appropriately and explain it to the kids who are curious about our relationship later.
hairy hair… …
He had just reached the corner of the banquet hall building with his head bowed slightly and swept his bangs.
“hey.”
“… … ?”
what.
Someone was hiding in the shadows.
I can hear the sound, but I can’t see it.
I looked down and saw it for a while.
“What the hell did you do to them?”
Yuri von Artina, who had a bad habit, was there. With arms crossed as if horned, wrinkled more harshly than before… … As I’ve said before, it’s not scary if he’s like this.
pitiful guy.
The desire to laugh at me creeps up, but… I don’t have the power to do that now.
“… … What am I?”
Yuri raises her voice as if not to take it off.
“I saw it all. Rubia and Mew crying in front of you. What a bad bastard to just make a lady cry? Ha, I guess I looked right. I thought I didn’t like it from the beginning, but after all, you——”
“… … .”
Lower your head and make eye contact with Yuri.
At that moment, Yuri stopped talking blankly.
saah
In the shadow of the thick leaves under the sun, the sound of grass rustling in the wind sweeps quietly between the glass and me.
“… uh, uh… you… … ”
Yuri’s mouth twitched.
The attitude of trying to shove something at me while narrowing the forehead until just now is nowhere to be seen, and he swallows the fragmented words into his mouth as if he had completely forgotten what he was meant to say.
It’s so cute that he pauses as if he’s bewildered.
When I see him, I feel refreshed as if I have escaped from the stuffy past, and I unknowingly cover the small crown of Yuri with my hand as if to ruffle it.
It is a much slower and weaker hand than before.
“Hey, you, again… … !”
Yuri seemed to be angry the moment she put my hand on my head.
It is indeed a spinal reflex reaction. It looked like he was biting his lip and trying to scream.
but… …
“… … Put this away.”
widely.
With a hot face, he grabs my hand and shakes it off.
“… … I really don’t like it.”
so briefly
He turns his back and walks with a roaring nose.
#7
After Ezio left.
Next to Rubia, who was stroking her eyes with a floral handkerchief, Mew, whose hair had turned white for a moment, managed to come to her senses.
… … Ezio-senpai vaguely thought that we would never be able to meet again.
It was in front of his eyes, as if he had been fine.
A senior who hasn’t heard from me is here.
I don’t know what happened in that short period of time, but where did Ezio Cranil, a small and cute boy of his own, go, and Ezio Cranil, a young man who had grown strong, was caught in Mew’s sight.
It’s really, really unbelievable to see with your own two eyes… … Mew doubted his eyes for a while and now seriously pondered whether this was a fantasy or not.
The moment I saw the changed senior for the first time must have been at some station in Frontier.
The gaze of the unpleasant man who was constantly glancing at this side. When he thinks that the person he really is, is Ezio-senpai, whom he loved so much, the discomfort disappears and a faint palpitation settles over him.
The words of the seniors just before made my heart ache, but… … The old man certainly had not forgotten himself.
Because it was.
He was constantly paying attention to himself, recognizing at a glance how he felt he had changed, and doubting if he was a junior he knew… …
It was a huge disgrace. How dare you think of a senior as an unpleasant man. Mew wanted to dig through his blasphemous brain that had thought like that and cut off only that part.
If I had known from the beginning that I was a senior, it would not have been enough to get down on my knees in front of him right away and pray.
I had no idea he was a senior.
I never thought we would meet again here.
… … God, should I thank you?
Because the old man is alive.
And because the senior made his dream come true.
Because I have become such a wonderful person… …
But soon, Mu shakes his head.
He no longer deserved to love his senior.
The moment I met him again was a series of great shocks, and I wanted to ask for forgiveness right away, but it seemed that the senior had already made up his mind.
… … Mew knew it too.
My senior and I had a relationship that ended a long time ago.
He didn’t even dare want to return the heart of his distant senior. I requested a visit in the hopes of giving him a chance to make up for his mistakes, but what he returned to Mew was a letter from his senior.
A senior who has changed so much… … He had become a very nice man.
The moment Mew was reunited with Ezio, he realized that he still loved him, still and sincerely.
He thought he had forgotten both joy and sorrow, but in front of him, the memories of the past were endlessly recalling, and his heart, which had stopped, was pounding again.
However, at the same time, Mu’s heart is in pain as if torn.
How hard did your seniors work to become that person? how much it hurt how hard it must have been
That day, the senior was still like a young boy until he headed to the Temple of the Sun, carrying his exhausted senior.
You don’t know anything until you ask your senior about what happened. It was Mew who wanted to know everything about the senior, so I am curious about it like crazy, but I realize that there is no qualification anywhere to ask about the details.
… … After losing my senior, I thought to be forgiven.
If we ever see each other again, let’s get down on our knees and pray to him.
Let me do whatever I can.
For the rest of his life, he has the confidence to live only for his seniors. I have committed such a big mistake to my senior, and there is only one way to atone for it for the rest of my life.
But Ezio wanted Mew not to find him.
blame everything on yourself.
hid in it
Mew was so sad about it.
The old man did not leave my mind.
He visited the temple without skipping a day, but his senior, who had already left, left only one letter to him… … After that, he began to immerse himself in the sword.
like crazy
I couldn’t read a book to clear my head.
This is because books have already permeated too many memories.
In the end, what Mew found was a sword, and as a result of trying to put his life into one sword… … It has become the current mu. When the truly miraculous genius began to work, no one could stop it.
However, since the senior appeared again, Mew no longer had to hold the sword.
As I said to my senior one day, it was much better to read a book with my senior while drinking a drink in a quiet library than with a sword.
… … Now, maybe not.
senior is alive
A lot has changed, but he was still a senior.
For example, the eye color did not change. The black hair that had been slightly reddish had turned to grayish gray, but those mysteriously blue eyes were still there.
But where did the cute senior I could hold in my arms go, and there was a senior who had grown so much that I had to dig into my arms and embrace it.
awkward But when I asked him if he didn’t like his change, he didn’t at all. Rather, I thought that it seemed to be getting better. Mu thought that he did not deserve to love his senior any longer, but he could not give up his love. That has already left the realm of choice. His body and mind belonged solely to the senior.
… … Such a senior told me not to call him senior any more.
Those cold words pierced Mew’s heart.
It was a cool blade that would never fall off.
But he couldn’t answer the old man’s words.
because… … Because that’s right.
The senior and himself are classmates from today onwards.
However, the fact that we can no longer call our seniors “senpai” seems to have completely cut off the relationship that connected us. It seems that all the huge pillars supporting Mew are collapsing. My heart was pounding like it was going to explode. The dry tears turned into sharp crystals that ripped through Mu’s heart.
The way the senior looked at himself had changed a lot. The troublesome and languid thing from the other day, but the eyes that were still looking straight at the other person… I had no idea what I was thinking at all.
One day, it seemed that I would not be able to see the lovely figure of the senior who smiled softly at himself and shed tears.
Such a future hurts so much… … Mew couldn’t say anything.
Rubia’s cry, which had been sobbing next to Mew, gradually fades away.
“… … ”
Mew, who was still standing blankly in her seat because the shock was still not dissipated, realized Rubia’s existence and clenched her teeth shallowly.
this person is. Rubia is. The senior’s childhood friend… …
I don’t know what the hell you’re crying about wanting to be forgiven.
Mew hates Rubia.
A nice and pretty sister is right.
But he was a childhood friend who kicked his senior, and it was one of the reasons that drove him to the brink of death, and that senior was because of this damn woman that day… … Mu clenched his teeth harder.
You don’t deserve to blame Rubia. It was Mu himself who gave the final blow to the senior’s exhausted heart.
Even so, Mew still hates Rubia.
The senior always seemed happier when talking about Rubia than when he was with him.
Know. The senior is a very considerate man, so I had to ask him to tell me about his childhood friend, but he was in trouble and had no choice but to tell me.
Every time that happened, I calmly put it out with an innocent face and a face that was bothersome to talk about, but still… … There is a tee that cannot be hidden.
loved it so much senior is.
Even so, Rubia coldly threw away her senior’s feelings. What the hell is the old man lacking?
If Mew had received enough love from her seniors, she was confident that she would dedicate her life to the seniors.
so that.
I say it again.
Mew hates Rubia.
“… … you. You were Ezio’s junior, weren’t you?”
It was the same with Rubia.