2. advice
“Kuhm.”
It was a new feeling to see the inside of the dormitory room I hadn’t seen in years. A desk placed for study along with a decent bed.
I even got a strange feeling when I saw my things, one by one.
“Wow, this sword is a real memory.”
When I entered the academy, I looked around looking at the sword my sister gave me as a gift. In the past, I simply cherished it, but I couldn’t take care of it when I was kicked out of school.
When the sword is drawn, a sharp blade appears with a resonant sound.
When my sister gave me the present, I said that I had chosen it hard, but it certainly seemed to be worth it. In the end, I didn’t use it once.
“Anyway, after all, it’s all real.”
I still have a stinging pain when I pinch my cheek.
No matter how many times I pinched my cheeks today, it was almost completely dyed.
In such a situation, I thought that it would be just a foolish struggle to use common sense standards. Stop thinking and accept it. I went back to the past when I was 18 years old.
If I closed my eyes after being stabbed in the heart by Rin, the owner of the military and childhood friend, I would have returned to the point at which I was expelled from the academy.
“Besides, he even spit swear words there.”
f*ck you.
I’d never used such a word before, but I did it once impulsively. What was the dean’s expression at that time?
It was a unique experience that exhilaration surged like a wave from the tips of the toes.
To her screaming at me in a high-pitched voice, I, who at the time still thought it was a dream, refuted with this and that logic.
‘Then prove it once!’ And the dean gave me a grace period.
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Just one week
In it, I have to bring evidence to prove that I am unfair.
“If I remember right, it probably started with poor grades…”
Failure to take practical exams, assault on classmates, and sexual harassment of female students.
Maybe it was like this.
Failure to take the practical exam was so disruptive at the time that I couldn’t go to the exam itself, and assaulting a classmate or sexually harassing a female student was, of course, just an unfair false accusation.
‘My head is already hurting.’
Even if it was possible to solve the sexual part to some extent, the last two were problems.
‘Well, I guess I can think about it from now on.’
In fact, at first, I thought it wouldn’t matter if I was expelled, but my thoughts gradually changed.
Why did Rin become the master of the army and destroy the world?
In my previous life, I was expelled and all ties with Rin were cut off, but I was convinced.
No matter how you think about it, it was Rin.
Ten years had passed, but her appearance did not want the light, and the tears flowing down her cheeks gave me confidence.
“I guess I should stick to the academy just out of curiosity.”
Now that I am 18 years old, I have been expelled for 10 years.
In just 10 years, a girl who was kind and loving to everyone becomes a catastrophic death that kills all life on the continent.
had to stop it
‘Eris.’
Yes, even for Eris who proposed to me in the end.
Then my heart ached for nothing. Come to think of it, if you don’t become a Sherpa in the forest of demons, you won’t be able to meet her.
“Still, the Sherpas are on hold.”
If you get expelled and become a Sherpa in the Demon World, you can meet Eris, but then Rin destroys the continent.
You can become a Sherpa after graduating, or even if you don’t, I just need to go to Yggdrasil to meet Eris.
You won’t remember anything, but you’ll figure it out somehow.
“More than that… I feel good.”
After becoming a Sherpa, I continued to struggle for survival, so my body was strained due to injuries, but now I am a country boy who has been just exercising without any injuries.
In a word, the body was in its prime.
It was like this, but I was shaking like that because my mentality was weak. When I was sweating in the room, taking off my top clothes and moving my body here and there with a laugh.
A knock was heard outside.
I opened the door, wiping away my sweat, and there stood a girl with flowing black hair, Rin.
“uh? Were you exercising?”
There is no development that makes you blush in surprise.
As a childhood friend, how many times do you think you’ve seen me exercise with my top off?
“……Yeah, that’s right.”
“I heard about the expulsion. What can I do to help?”
I tried to treat her normally, but maybe her face got stained, and Rin took a step closer to me, worried.
In response, I took a step back and scratched the back of my head.
I tried to hold it in, but in the end I averted my eyes and said.
“there. Won’t you let me out?”
“……yes?”
“I’m sorry, but I don’t really want to see you today.”
“ah……”
Rin’s expression stiffened, and she lowered her head. Then, in a gloomy voice, she replied that she would understand, and then left the room.
You would think that I asked to leave because I was having a hard time because of the expulsion, but it wasn’t like that.
In terms of experience, I don’t know what emotions to react to when I see the face that stabbed my heart with a knife only a few hours ago.
“Heo-eok, hoo-eup.”
Besides, my breathing wasn’t slowing down.
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Just looking at it reminded me of the owner of the army, who was gripped with fear, making me dizzy and unable to breathe properly.
Without realizing it, I barely endured the fact that I almost spoke harshly. It was because of the envoy that the time to become the master of the army was accelerated because of me.
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Just as I was exercising a little too much with my youthful body to ignore the previous situation, I heard a knock again.
This time, it’s a little heavier than before.
I didn’t even open the door, but the one who opened the door and came in was a handsome, handsome boy with blonde hair a little bigger than me.
“Daniel! I heard about Lynn. I am struggling a lot…”
Like Rin, my childhood friend Ares.
Unlike me, he was popular and had the highest grades, so he was popular with many people.
But I also remember not pretending to know me in front of other people at the time.
‘It was a little hurt at the time.’
So often at night, they came to my room and talked to each other, but at the academy we didn’t talk to each other.
At the time, I thought that was the way to protect my friends.
Being despised and despised by the nobles, if I pretend to be friendly with Ares, who is popular for nothing, he may be bullied too.
‘It was all bullsh*t.’
Now that I think about it, I wondered if the concept of a friend was right. As a childhood friend, we were always together when we were young, but in reality, I didn’t look good, so I just threw it away.
Still, it’s awkward, so I only see him at night when no one sees him.
“Can I help?”
“Hmm, no. I don’t think there is.”
“……yes?”
Ares had a bewildered expression on his face as he didn’t know he would give such a decisive answer.
Even if I was embarrassed, I thought that I was handsome, but I felt like it had been a while. No matter what Ares does, being handsome always made me look mean.
Ares would be helpful.
Thinking of the countless women by his side, Ares would carry this and that information from his mouth to his mouth with just a single word.
But it wasn’t necessary.
Already within me, this guy wasn’t close enough to be called a friend.
“And I hope it doesn’t come like this in the future. If you’re going to talk, walk from the academy. Don’t come only at night like a thief.”
“uh?”
“You mean you don’t want to beg for friendship out of guilt.”
When he gave a congratulatory order to leave with his chin, Ares was embarrassed but said to me, “I’ll talk later.” Then he closed the door and left.
After exercising again for a while, I hear a knock again.
Now I’m annoyed, and I roughly open the door and ask who it is.
“Hey! What are you! Why aren’t you wearing clothes!”
The first blonde girl I saw was standing there.
‘Who is it?’
No, seeing it for the first time was vague. It was clearly in my memory, but I couldn’t remember the exact appearance or name.
“What are you talking about when you came to my room? The women’s floor is upstairs.”
“Hey, put on some clothes first.”
“no. If there is no business, the door is closed.”
As she tried to close the door, the girl panicked and grabbed the door and adjusted her posture. He even made an awkward cough and pretended to be calm.
“Boy, it’s quite daring, unlike it looks. good! I will tell you my business.”
I fold my arms and shake my head, and while I say I’m listening, I keep thinking about who he is in my head.
Who the hell are you?
I seem to remember it, but it’s not clear.
With a little clue, I’d be able to figure it out right away, but I felt bad, like meat in my teeth.
“The past few days, why Ares looking for your room? Even at midnight.”
“What?”
“We don’t talk to each other at the academy, so why come to your room in the dormitory? And refuse to go on a date!”
ah!
Ahh!
I just found out!
It was one of the female students caught in Ares’ net!
He has an affinity, but it was too much, so he felt a little bad, and he secretly felt jealous of the female students around Ares.
‘What was his name.’
I’m sorry, but I can’t remember the name at all.
Still, it’s a memory from 10 years ago, isn’t this enough?
‘Heh, poor thing.’
I don’t know exactly how Ares and this kid ended up being expelled, but it probably wasn’t very good.
Ares stole the hearts of many girls even in the village, but he never answered their hearts.
I don’t think it’s been like that for a long time, but as I started getting women’s attention, I gradually developed a Casanova temperament.
Thinking about it that way made me feel sad.
A girl who opens her eyes wide without noticing that she is caught in the net and knows that I am an obstacle in her love.
In a way, it was fresh, but in another way, it was sad.
“Hey, don’t even think about dating a girl like that, go and study.”
Closed the door with the best advice I can give.