108 – Blackening
Today, the bed has been troubled since morning.
I had the feeling that something bad was about to happen.
The thought that this happiness that I am enjoying may end.
I thought that the happiness I was enjoying might disappear, just like a candle that goes out when I blow on it.
When I first went to the nursery school, it was for that reason that I deliberately avoided approaching the people around me.
Anyway, even though we have to be close like this now, if we meet another natural disaster like Mirae Group, everything disappears without a sound or rumor.
No matter how nice and kind people you meet, it’s all over when you die.
I didn’t want to lose any more precious people.
I didn’t want to go through the pain of parting anymore.
So I raised the barrier of my heart and raised it.
I created a world of my own so that no one could approach.
Others saw the barrier I had put up and gave up after a few bumps.
I was comfortable with that.
I believed that life is meant to be lived alone.
Because I thought that if I didn’t get along with people, I wouldn’t get hurt or go through a breakup.
But Yu Seon was different. I bumped and bumped my body until this hard barrier I put up collapsed, and eventually I allowed Yoo Sun to come inside me.
One day, I asked Yoo Seon. Why, when I asked him why he treated me so kindly at daycare.
Yoo Seon smiled and said this.
-It felt like it would collapse if left alone. It was pitiful and I couldn’t just watch it because it looked bad.
Yoo Seon was such a man.
Even if he becomes a battered rag mate.
A man who can’t see other people having a hard time.
He’s such a foolish, kind, and caring man.
…That’s why I like Yoo Seon.
I thought it was a great fortune to meet Yoo Seon during a difficult and dark time.
I thought I wouldn’t feel this kind of feeling after my mom and dad left for heaven, but the feeling of being protected, loved, and attached to someone I like was enough to melt my frozen heart.
The feeling of losing someone dear to you, just like the last day.
In order not to feel the futility that he felt when he lost the happiness he held tightly in his hand, where did the past days when he had a pessimistic mind go, and when he sees Yoo Seon every day, he feels happy to the depths of his heart.
The hard times are over. No more painful days.
Future Group.
Jina Lee was the kind of child who knew how to take responsibility for what her parents did.
I’ll give you all the rewards I wouldn’t have received in the past, and I won’t interfere anymore. Sorry.
She was a child who knew how to apologize even though it was nothing more than a greeting.
Although she honestly felt a lot of complicated emotions for that child… She said that in the future, she would never meet or become involved with this child.
The world we live in is different. Certainly I felt it.
But I have an apartment, I have money in my bank account – and… I also get stock dividends.
I have enough money in my hands that I could eat and play without doing anything for the rest of my life if I didn’t have luxury goods or such luxuries.
Recently, the price of our house kept going up, so the money literally came out of the rotary press and stuck in my bank account.
With this money, I will live a happy life with the person I like and the things I want to do.
I made a promise to myself.
The money given by the Mirae Group must mean giving up the odd revenge and living like this.
…I accepted the money.
Revenge for the future group that killed your mother and father?
I don’t even want that.
I just wanted to live my second life as normal as now…
…Since I found out that Yoo Seon-yi and Lee Jin-ah had a relationship, my mind became complicated.
At the graduation ceremony, I was able to talk with Yoo Seon while having a drink, and among them, there was a story related to Lee Jin-ah.
Yoo Seon-i and Lee Jin-a attended the same school from elementary school and went on to high school together.
And I don’t know why, but Lee Jin-ah liked Yoo Seon-i, but Yoo Seon-ee wasn’t interested in Lee Jin-ah, and in the end, Lee Jin-ah harassed Yoo Seon-i.
Some kind of incident broke out and eventually the two of them were torn apart, and now they come to my side.
The first time I found out about it through Yoo Seon-yi’s mouth-I didn’t show it on the outside, but I thought it was turning her inside out.
Why? Why..? There are many other men, so why do you like Yoo Seon?
I don’t understand. There are models and athletes around Lee Jin-ah, and she has conglomerates who are on the same level as her.
There are so many good guys, why do you like Yoo Seon?
She even gives her an incredibly expensive gift, and she likes Yoo Seon enough to bully her to the point of dropping out of high school…?
Listen, if you don’t pay attention to yourself, you’ll stab people with a fork, pinch them, and scratch them. And again- begging every day… I’d rather all those words were all lies from Yoo Seon-yi.
Until now, Yoo Seon-i was a man who had never lied.
Yoo Seon is a nice guy to me, his girlfriend.
He’s tall, and he only drinks with me. I never sleep out or anything like that, I’m strong, I don’t smoke – I don’t study, but I read a lot of books, so I knew a lot.
But that’s all, my education is a high school graduate anyway- and my job is a day job- and I don’t have parents. And I have no friends except me.
He’s a nice guy, but he’s not the kind of guy that Miae Group’s granddaughter would date. I am the woman who suits Yoo Seon.
I look better with Yoo Seon, so why does Jina Lee like Yoo Seon?
Why?
Why??
You have many other good things.
Why is Yoo Seon, out of countless men?
-Kkaduk…
I unknowingly bit my teeth, and the sound of grinding teeth resonated in my ears.
Other women.
The kind of girls I saw when I worked at the distribution center with Yoo Seon in the past cling to Yoo Seon.
I didn’t even care that much.
Because they are worse than me.
I have an ugly face, and I don’t have a very good body, I smoke, I don’t have a house, and I don’t think I can cook very well…
At a glance, I didn’t pay much attention to them because they were more deficient than me, and they had no better corner.
Anyway, even if those girls cling to me like that, Yoo Seon-i will come to me – in the end, she will come to me.
Because she was confident, she didn’t even care how many ephemera were involved.
…But Jina Lee is different from all the girls she’s ever met.
Lee Jin-ah can give Yoo Seon-yi more than 100 apartments that are more expensive than mine, and a car that is more expensive than the money in my bank account.
Again- I have the strength and power strong enough to separate me and Yoo Seon-i.
No matter how much I thought about it, there was no way to protect Yoo Seon from Lee Jin-ah’s hands.
So… Ever since I heard that story from Yoo Seon, I drastically cut back on going out when Yoo Seon said he was on vacation.
I couldn’t even imagine going on a date.
Every day in my room, I fed her delicious food, washed her, watched a movie together- and… Made Yoo Sun-yi happy.
I don’t know what Yoo Seon-i was thinking at the time, but I tried my best not to let Yoo Seon-i stand out from Lee Jin-ah.
…Like I hid my belongings at the nursery school so other sisters and brothers wouldn’t take them. I also hid Yoo Seon in the deepest part of my house.
Afraid that Yoo Seon-i will be taken away, will the hard-earned happiness disappear? I was so afraid.
There must be a reason Yoo Seon-i was afraid of Mirae Group during her days at nursery school. How in the world could something like this happen…?
…But nothing happened.
It’s been several years since we’ve been living together since daycare, but neither Yusun nor I have had any problems with our personal lives.
So what do you think?
Couldn’t Lee Jin-ah have lost her interest in Yoo Seon-yi?
Of course, there must be many boys who are better than Yoo Seon-i around that girl, so I’ll pick one of them and have fun.
Do you dare to work right now or load and unload a courier?
Isn’t there a reason to obsess over the snarky Yoo Seon-i who does such a thing?
Thinking that way, I began to understand why we were fine until now, and from then on, I became more and more bold.
Take Yoo Seon to a bar, take a walk in the park, go to a comic cafe together and read a book – watch a movie at a movie theater.
Isn’t it okay to hang out with Yoo Seon on the weekend like normal couples do? Rather just because it’s good.
I was so happy that I did what I wanted to do like other lovers.
Nothing happened. It’s fine. I will be happy like this for the rest of my life.
I thought so, but I guess it wasn’t.
Cafe- I could see a lot of men in black suits flocking through the window.
Yoo Seon gave off a similar impression to the people I saw at her father’s funeral home.
It’s not a group of bullies who simply collect protection taxes, but people who are more professional than that and don’t seem to have any mercy in their hands.
I don’t know what those people will do to me, I’m anxious.
…But if it’s something related to Yoo Seon, I would. I am confident that I will never tell you even a single trivial thing.. Because… Yoo Seon-i is my precious lover.
He’s my favorite person, but I’m sure they came all the way here to chase after Yoo Seon. I could never give up on the wire.
“…Call Yuseon Kang”
“…..”
What happened to Seon Yoo?
“..Hey grab it”
The man who looked like a boss spoke, and then some men came out from the left and right and entered the checkout counter where I was.
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Then he grabbed my arm tightly as he tried to run away and made it impossible for me to run away. I took my cell phone out of my pants pocket.
“Finger”
“…Keep…Kkeep…”
After forcibly opening my clenched fist, they forced me to slit my thumb. Then, the lock unlocked with a bang.
Then it was easy.
Tok-tok I searched the phone book and called Yoo Seon-i. Then don’t take it texting again.
Then this time I got a call on my cell phone.
Wireless…? Could it be wired..? By the way, Yoo Seon has to be in the army? Why.. Why.. How could he answer the phone? It doesn’t really matter. First of all, Yoo Seon won’t be caught by those people. That’s the most important
“…Hey, where are you? I want you to come out soon- you’re smart, get off as soon as you get to the next station”
I’m fine! So, run away! I wanted to say that, but someone blocked me from behind.
…How… What happened… Mirae Group can always steal all the people I hold dear..?
Why…?
It’s not like I harmed you.
But why do you keep doing this only to me when you leave everyone else alone?
Why?