118 – Nursing
“…I’m leaving soon, okay?”
Lee Jin-ah’s little finger and mine are intertwined.
There was not the slightest trembling in her eyes as she stared at them with brown eyes.
At least, Lee Jin-ah now didn’t lie to me.
…Yes, to be honest, there is no benefit to Lee Jin-ah if she lies.
Will you release me…?
She even put her finger on her own, but she wouldn’t lie…?
Actually… She said Jinah Lee is lying, so she can’t help me, and Jinah Lee is the only one who can help me in a situation where she can’t even move a finger.
Jinah Lee is holding the rope of my life, and she is swinging it here and there, and like a candle in front of the wind, Jina Lee has no choice but to swing it as she wants, and there is nothing I can do to resist.
…Are you okay…? Is it really okay to lie down like this? By any chance, what will she do if Lee Jin-ah does something…?
I remembered various things that happened in Mirae Group.
Bad thoughts.
Looking back at the way Jina Lee showed her at that time, she was able to make me unable to walk again.
And when she was in high school, she did more than do that to me.
…Bad things bite their tails. Anxious thoughts continued to eat into my head like waves.
It’s okay. It can happen soon. You keep saying that… What should I do if I lie down like this in the future..?
Live like this for the rest of your life, locked in a room where you don’t even know where you are.
… Maybe my body has recovered enough to be able to walk, but what if the pills Jina Lee gave her make her legs crippled…?
“…You don’t look good, it’s cold..? Are you okay…?”
“…”
“Are you still unable to speak…? Are you hungry…? Blink your eyes when you’re hungry! Answer by blinking… Isn’t that so…? So what…? Bored, would you like to read a book?”
…If he jumped right on top of me and strangled me with his two small hands, I could do nothing but swim in the Jordan River.
As much as I am now, I am so wrecked that I can’t even lift my arms properly, but Lee Jin-ah hasn’t touched me, not even a tip of her hair.
Is this the generosity that comes from leisure? Or… Do you really feel sorry for me because I’m pitiful?
..Maybe something like that. I once saw a picture of a starving baby with an eagle sitting in front of it for a Pulitzer Prize.
Like Jinah Lee, when I get more tired and can’t resist…? Wouldn’t she be trying to have her own way then?
Yes, let’s be honest.
I can’t believe Lee Jin-ah.
The chairman acted on his own accord, and Lee Jin-ah had nothing to do with it. So please take good care of me. You say that, how can I believe that?
Jina Lee could have asked her grandfather to do that for her baby aside, and she might have brought me like this.
Right now, when I woke up- Lee Jin-ah touched my body freely.
By the way. You didn’t know things would happen like this?
Isn’t it normal for common sense to call a doctor first when someone is lying in bed?
…What did Jinah Lee do? You just stuttered.
It’s a matter of course, but I shouldn’t have thought that Jina Lee’s words were the same as her true intentions.
Why? What was Lee Jin-ah’s intention when he said this to me? What is the meaning of her actions that Jina Lee is doing right now..?
I have to think about that. Earlier, I was too complacent. My body hurts so much… I had no choice but to take painkillers sold at the pharmacy.
Now that I think about it, is that a real painkiller? Or maybe he switched to another drug, I don’t know. …I’m building a smartphone, an apartment, and a large container ship, but I’m afraid I can’t change the contents inside the paper box?
As the saying goes, even if you enter the tiger’s den, you can survive if you stay alert.
“…I don’t want to do anything..?… Then should I rest for now?”
… Unlike the frozen me, Lee Jin-ah just sat in her chair and observed me, but she didn’t do anything.
Since I didn’t say anything and didn’t show any reaction, did the fun stop?
Lee Jin-ah, who had been looking at me without saying a word, got her body up and went somewhere.
“You can always call me if you need anything…? I’ll always be here…”
Perhaps she intends to stick around here, Jinah Lee brought a book she brought with her. She started reading a chapter.
…Fluttering.
I heard nothing but the sound of bookshelves being turned.
This situation of lying like this with the granddaughter of the future group in front of her eyes is unrealistic.
To be honest, there were many things I wanted to ask Lee Jin-ah.
What comes to mind right now is why did you do that to me when you burrowed into the bed earlier and touched my body..?
I did that again, why didn’t you apologize to me? Will you do something like that in the future? I wanted to ask these three questions, but
The anesthesia has not worn off yet to spit it out.
…..At least while I’m awake, Lee Jin-ah won’t do anything.
I was so calculated that I was going to hold on without going to sleep, but… By the time Lee Jin-ah read two novels that were as thick as my index fingers, I was drowsy.
…I can’t sleep… I can’t sleep here…
But I’ve never really taken a break before. Forcibly drunk and passed out.
Or it was beaten and stretched out. Having lived a life without any options other than those two options, I couldn’t overcome the waves of sleep that slowly came in.
“… Tired..? Shall we take a break..?”
When I was submerged in the water – like the sound I heard… Lee Jin-ah’s voice was deafening.
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…My stomach hurt.
Breaking and breaking bones or injuring internal organs. Luckily, that wasn’t the case.
Something that happens all the time in a person’s life.
So… I wanted to go to the bathroom.
-Kuruk Kuruk
My intestines were twisting and I was begging me to go to the bathroom quickly in my stomach.
“… Ha”
Fortunately, the important thing is that my physical condition has gotten better than when I first came here.
At least now I could move my body freely.
The death-like pain has subsided a lot, even to me, who has no knowledge in medicine. My condition seems to have improved a lot.
…Enough to get around on my own.
“…”
…I held my breath. Jinah Lee was still by my side.
-Smoothly.
She was sleeping uncomfortably in her chair with her thick book on her lap.
Looking at the bright lights in the bedroom… I think I fell asleep while reading a book.
…My stomach still hurts in this situation, but… I was able to endure this much.
Jinah Lee told me to call her whenever she needed me, but she had been harassing me since the old days, and it was not easy to believe that she had committed an insidious act by herself by being forcibly tied to her bed while I was asleep. .
…Maybe it’s an opportunity…? …I think it’s an opportunity to find out what’s outside this door while Lee Jin-ah sleeps…?
The efficacy of the anesthetic was gradually waning, and… The pain from the severe beatings and abuse was bearable now, so I wanted to see what was out of this room once I got out of this room.
…It’s a funny story, but I’m also looking for a bathroom.
…To be honest, I didn’t want to ask Lee Jin-ah to help me because I was going to the bathroom.
She got up slowly, got out of her bed and got up on her feet. And she took one step forward.
…I don’t know, but my appearance now doesn’t look much different from the way I looked when robots that could move on two legs first came out in the past.
Waddle, waddle. It moved slowly like a duckling, but Lee Jin-ah was still sitting and dozing.
When you go out to visit… Is it Lee Jin-ah’s house..? It’s very good..? There were a lot of bespoke appliances advertised on the TV.
She was walking around the house, slowly admiring the furniture in her house.
“Yoo Seon-ah, what are you doing?!”
…Ah…
“…The bathroom… I want to go to the bathroom… I’m really in a hurry… I’m in a hurry…”
…Waddle. Suddenly, I heard a voice behind me, and when I turned around, there was Lee Jin-ah.
… There was a hint of tiredness in her pale brown eyes.
I spontaneously felt the strength in my legs loosen up.
One knee on the floor and the other knee in a vertical position. …So the knight took the posture of swearing an oath of allegiance to a feudal aristocrat.
I didn’t do it on purpose.
This attitude came out naturally.
Why does this posture suit the current situation..? With that thought in her head, she also thought about how she could be less punished by Lee Jin-ah.
I’ve been beaten up until now, and I’ve been forcibly brought here… I could have cried like a baby if I wasn’t sent to the bathroom here.
Come to think of it, she had peed on her pants in front of Lee Jin-ah before, but what did she do then?
She was the one who didn’t blink an eye no matter what I did.
Maybe… I really don’t want to even imagine.
I thought it might send me back to bed with only a diaper on like a baby.
Whether I’m pooping in bed or peeing on her, I don’t think Lee Jin-ah won’t twitch an eyebrow.
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“…Speaking of wire, if you want to go to the bathroom, she could let you go as much as you want… I can’t even walk yet, so what if I’m already overdoing it… I’ll lend you my shoulder…”
… Surprisingly, she wasn’t as cruel as I was worried about. Unexpectedly, common sense words came out of Lee Jin-ah’s mouth.
“…Wait”
Jinah Lee bent her knees and brought her to eye level with me. And she put my hands on her shoulders…
“…Are you going to wake up right now…? Okay…?”
Woke up.
Jinah Lee and I have a height difference of more than one face, so if I press her body against Jinah Lee’s shoulder like this, she will have a hard time because of my weight.
Jinah Lee did not change her expression, and she quietly guided me to the bathroom.
It seems to live.
When I opened the bathroom door and came out, Jinah Lee was waiting for me.
“Call me again if necessary, okay?”
“…”
I thought about it while doing errands, but it reminded me of the fact that until now I’ve been walking around in only my underwear.
It’s embarrassing, but Lee Jin-ah doesn’t change her face color, and she just stays still. No matter how sensitive it is, am I not accepting it?
Jinah Lee has no idea, but maybe I’m the only one who is overreacting like this..?
“…Let’s go back to the room. And… There are clothes in Yoo Seon-ah’s closet… Put them on”
No.
The round ears exposed through her brown hair were red-hot.
When I arrived at the room, the clothes in the closet I opened were ordinary. Cotton pants and a T-shirt that seem to have at least one in Yoo-jung’s house. …How did you find out the size..?
Come to think of it, the rescue clothes and combat uniforms I was wearing when I was taken away by the security team had sizes. I guess I just looked at it and bought clothes that fit me.