31 – Bullying
I walked around the school on all fours like a dog, and when I returned to the dormitory, my body was covered in dust.
My body was as heavy as wet cotton.
If she put her mind to it, Lee Jin-ah could have taken me out of the dormitory. She didn’t
Why…? In the dormitory, it doesn’t seem like Lee Jin-ah’s last consideration… To rest.
Maybe he just doesn’t want to come to a place full of men.
I don’t know what Jinah Lee is thinking, but anyway. Because this is a space where I am alone.
So the thought that she could rest in peace until tomorrow came puts her mind at ease.
The room is also a private room… So you can use it comfortably. She thought so
“Hey”
As soon as she opens the door to her room, she sees a familiar face. Who it was, a sportsman who had been beaten up by Lee Jin-ah’s bodyguards before entered the room.
What do I have to do? I don’t know, but it was clear that it wasn’t good intentions.
My roommate did not make eye contact with me.
Maybe… They threatened to open the door. Not good. I took a step back
“Where are you going? Let’s talk”
“Hey, what’s wrong..? I told you to wait and see..? I won’t forget what happened to me once.
Because I can’t hit Lee Jin-ah.”
When her mullet jumps, her goby jumps too. Since she was beaten by Lee Jin-ah, she is saying that she will hit me to vent her anger.
“Hey, grab it quickly”
As if playing football, the boys standing behind me grabbed my arms and legs.
I don’t know if it was one or two, but there were three or four of us, so I couldn’t stand it because they rushed at me like that.
“Why are you doing this to me..?”
“f*ck, I don’t like Jinah Lee either. I don’t like you even more. You haven’t done anything to me. I don’t know why I hate you either.”
“…”
This is absurd. Beating people just for that reason, is that a decoration on her shoulder?
“Hey, it’s hard to hit if you’re face down on the floor. Stand up.”
The kids who were holding me down from behind tried to get me up.
-Struggling!
I’m sure something bad will happen. She tried to shake off the hands holding her arms. f*cking, I was beaten up by Lee Jin-ah today
“What kind of guy is so strong..? Hey, if you’re going to do it, do it quickly”
“…Let it go! Let it go!”
“What did you say, dog-like bastard. Did you think you would let go if I told you to?”
– Puck!
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Her body bowed in a gasp. It hurts. Hit Without warning, she blows her fist to finish it all.
It also hit the side, the most fragile part… I can’t breathe properly…
“…Ugh…Ugh…”
Everything I ate today is full.
Cutlets, spaghetti- and… Salad. I couldn’t recognize the shape because it was digested. Because that was the only thing I ate today.
“…f*ck, that’s f*cking dirty”
Students openly hit other students, what the hell are the supervisors and seniors doing?
“Damn it, man, I wasn’t even hit by my dad that way”
There seemed to be a lot of things piled up.
“No one hits me in my house, and no one can touch me. Lee Jin-ah, I’m the f*ck! I just said that once!
Take me to the grass!!”
– Pair!
“Beat it! Trample it with your feet! You can say that once! Just, there is someone who has been harmed because of you! Isn’t it possible to say that?”
The head turns to the left. I can’t hear… And then again
“Why! Why!! Is Lee Jin-ah circling you so cheaply? Why..? Why?”
– Pair!
“I! f*ck! Because of you!!!! In front of everyone else!”
“…I did nothing wrong…”
“You didn’t do anything wrong, but Lee Jin-ah did a lot”
It hurts… It really hurts… You can’t even compare Jinah Lee’s beating.
“Don’t make excuses, you dog”
This time it’s a fist.
-f*ck!
-f*ck!
Blood oozes from between the lips. Next…
Fortunately, her teeth were not broken. Her eyes are tingling, and her head is blank…
“…You pathetic bastard! You bastard! What a f*cking bastard!”
Does the boxing gym’s punching bag feel like this? Raft jab, light punch. Sportsman seemed to have a lot of things piled up in Lee Jin-ah.
But she can’t take her anger out on Lee Jin-ah… She has a hot-tempered personality from the beginning, but she has to suppress her personality towards Lee Jin-ah…
– Puck! Puck! Puck puck! Puck puck puck!
“Heo Eok… Heo Eok… f*ck you bastard. If I see you one more time, I know you’ll look around.”
“Hey, what are you doing?”
The arm that had been holding me so tightly that I couldn’t move loosened… And my body leaned downward like a tree whose stump had been cut off.
I don’t have the strength to endure, I can’t see my future, I just… Feel like I’m going to die.
-Chalpak
Obviously the floor is supposed to be cold… But I felt a subtle warmth. Oh, because I threw up here. It fell on the vomit…
This is the clothes Yoojung bought me… It’s getting dirty… I need to move… But my body won’t listen.
“Oh… That’s f*cking dirty. Hey, let’s hit him in the bathroom next time”
“Hey, wake up. It’s not over yet. You should be beaten more.”
“.. Hey, it’s dirty. Wash the f*ck up and come”
“…”
Someone grabbed my ankle and pulled me outside.
Then the door slams shut and there is a clank.
People passed in the hallway. My classmates and seniors, as well as the dormitory supervisor, pretended not to see me when they saw me.
One person, yes I think at least one person can help.
Everyone has a lot to do with Lee Jin-ah, so I think there are a lot of complaints. I don’t know if it was winter – but the weather was warm because it was spring.
Even if I fall asleep in the hallway… I feel like no one will say anything. Depressed. Want to commit suicide sad. What did i do wrong
Why should I be hated by you?
2)
– Puck!
“Hey, wake up. I’m looking for you”
-Keuk….
I just closed my eyes for a moment, but it seems that the morning has come.
I get kicked in the stomach again… And crouch down like a shrimp. Wouldn’t it hurt somewhere..? Why are you hitting me in the head or stomach…
If I was in normal physical condition, I would have gotten up right away and repaid the same. Starting with Lee Jin-ah, all kinds of idiots beat me up and I have no strength all over my body thanks to the fans.
“Hey, can’t you hear?”
I feel like my bone pain is about to break. Just trample my face with your feet. It hurts- I want to check who it is, but I can’t recognize it.
I feel like my field of vision is narrower than usual, maybe because I was beaten too much yesterday… My eyes feel swollen. …Maybe there’s something wrong with this eyeball..?
“…Arasaur…”
The pronunciation is also incorrect.
“You asshole, hurry up and f*ck it. I’m waiting outside.”
I didn’t even have the strength to stand up properly, so I stumbled onto the wall and barely stood up.
It is difficult to keep the balance of the body. It’s too hard to move one step at a time. Every time I take a step, I feel like I’m going to fall to the floor.
As I passed the hallway, I met eyes with many people. They look at me with pitiful eyes, and they laugh at me. The relief and indifference of not being me.
Holding on to the handrail on the 2nd floor stairwell, slowly going down the stairs…
“Oh, go fast, you idiot. Are you going to crawl?”
Someone pushed me from behind. I don’t even know who it is. It’s just… I think all the kids in this school are determined to destroy me.
Fly through the sky like Superman. And… It lands on the ground like an airplane taking off.
-Kudangtang!
It makes a noise, but I’m glad it didn’t fall too high. Before falling, turn your body as much as you can… Just like those who have fallen. It falls over a wide area to minimize impact.
“I’m an asshole. I’m just falling down by myself.”
My whole body is paralyzed. I can’t move. My fingers and toes move, but my body is so weak that I can’t move anymore.
“How should I…?”
“Hey, can’t we just drag it outside…? I told you to bring it.”
Someone grabs my leg and drags me. The clothes I was wearing started wiping off the dust in the waiting room on the first floor like a rolling pin.
I hate it so much. These… But these are all clothes that Yu-Jung gave me as a gift. Does Yoojung know that I am being treated like this at this school..?
Aside from anything else, I think I’m still praying at the nursery school every day so that I can safely adapt to this school… So… My heart is so tight and clogged.
“The dog is heavy. Hey, but I brought you to the door, so from here on out, walk on your own. …Can you help me?”
…Is there Jinah Lee outside…?
That… I… I mean… I clench my teeth and place my hands on the floor. My bones shake, and a lot of sour juice flows out of my mouth.
-Pud deuk…Pud deuk… All the joints in the body scream for help. My stomach is pulling, and my thighs feel like they’re about to break.
Still… How do I get up… I slowly open the dorm door.
I don’t know what time it is, but the sun outside was very bright, which didn’t match my mood.
Lee Jin-ah was waiting outside.
…If you’re going to treat me like a slave or an asshole, wouldn’t it be right for me to wait in front of Jinah Lee’s dormitory? …I do not know. Might have to do that in the future.
“..Yoo Seon ㅇ… Kang Yu-seon, what are you doing right now..?”
“…”
“Who is that..? Who is that??”
Until yesterday, you said dogs and whatnot… Lee Jin-ah and the puppies in the dormitory are the same.
If you hadn’t hit me in the first place… If you hadn’t invited me to this school, none of this would have happened.
“…..”
Lee Jin-ah’s wide open brown eyes began to narrow.
“…Seonah Yoo”
“…..”
“Even now, if you say that I like you the most, Jina is the best in the world- I won’t hit you from now on, and I’ll protect you so that other kids won’t bully you…”
“……”
Jinah Lee bent her knees and brought her face down to eye level with me on the floor.
I want to live.
“…Jinaa…Go…The most joaaa…Jina sheshang eshireeo the most joaaa…”
“Really…? I’m glad Yoo Seon-ah…”
-Hee hee!
Lee Jin-ah smiles.