54 – Nursery School
“Yoo Seon-ah. If you go out into society, what will you do for a living?”
“…Well…”
Because I’m an adult in a little while.
Because after the age of 20, I have to leave the nursery school.
Worry about the future is inevitable.
Yeon Seon and I have finished studying for the high school qualification exam, but I’m not sure how to design my life after that.
It’s just that the principal has to come out of high school somehow. With that said, I finished my GED. The problem is next.
Should I go to college? If I go to college, should I go to a 4-year college or go to a junior college?
I heard that these days there is no guarantee of success even if you graduate from a good 4-year university. I read it in the newspaper, and I heard that if you are a liberal arts student, you must graduate from college and prepare for civil service.
If that’s the case, wouldn’t it be better to not go to college and prepare for civil servants right away? I think so.
However, I don’t have the confidence to become a civil servant against a competition rate of hundreds to one.
I need money to study again. Should I go to the factory to collect that money? Or should I do a part-time job… Again- what should I do with a part-time job..?
Now that we are adults, the number of part-time jobs to choose from in that part-time job paradise has become wider…
I don’t want to study at university. I couldn’t tell the director, but since I was a child, I had several properties, so I think I can live on a meal.
Furthermore, decisively, I
“…I still haven’t decided what I want to do”
Like a racehorse used in horse racing only looks forward and runs, I want to do what I want to do. I feel like I’ve grown old without being able to decide what I really want.
“What will Yoo Seon do for a living?”
“…I don’t know”
I wasn’t sure what to do.
Still, it doesn’t mean that you can’t see the road ahead without an answer.
I was embarrassed to suddenly come out into the wide world.
Um. It’s okay. Because I have Bibil Hill, I can adapt well even if I go out into society without any preparation right now.
So I didn’t feel like I was about to fall off a cliff.
I really don’t know what to do or what to live for in the future.
Honestly, even if I’m not particularly concerned about this, it’s something I’ll try to do at least once.
-Chuuk.
The body of Yoo Seon, who is riding on the swing next to me, is stretched out.
I didn’t bring Yoo Seon to the playground to talk about this.
My heart ached because I said useless words and seemed to have drained people’s energy.
“…It’s okay! Just, whatever! It’ll work out!”
Nothing. Well… Like the saying goes, even if you roll in dog poop, this life is good. Whatever it is, it would be nice if Yoo Seon was by my side even after I left the nursery school.
…Even now, I’m happy just riding the swing like this, and it’s fun just talking next to me. I hope that in the future, there will be plenty of time for the two of us to chat peacefully and leisurely.
“-Eight! Yoo Seon-ah, I’m hungry! Let’s go back and eat quickly!”
On the way to the nursery school, holding the hand of a droopy wired tooth.
My hands were as cold as ice, probably because I grabbed the chain part of the swing with my bare hands without gloves.
Casting Casting.
Wired’s hands are still warm even when they are outside.
…Yoo Seon is always warm and I like it.
When I arrived at the entrance of the orphanage, a large truck from the Future Foundation caught my eye.
Once upon a time, when Yu Seon went to Mirae High School. Not like then, but still, the Future Foundation would give donated items to orphanages.
Maybe it’s winter now, so looking at the things that came down from the truck, it’s a hot pack. Sweet potato. And something like a heater. Winter goods – There was something like a winter jacket.
“……”
“Yoo Seon-ah, shall we go back later?”
“…Yeah”
Yeon Seon’s hand, holding my hand, trembles slightly.
Yoo Seon didn’t like the Mirae Foundation coming here.
I don’t know why. Always when stuff comes in from the Future Foundation.
I try not to run into volunteers handing out the items, and I try not to use sponsored items.
You know what? I don’t think that’s an accurate representation.
When I watch TV, I will not use the apple cell phone made by the US imperialists! Feeling like people shouting..?
Those who do not want to use products made in the United States even if they die. Mirae Group, just like Yoo Seon-i. Because he didn’t want to use the items sent by the Future Foundation.
One fortunate thing is that like the people on TV, Yoo Seon kills the chairman of the Mirae Group, well… Burning the flag of the Mirae Group and shouting in front of the company headquarters – I didn’t do that.
Of course, I didn’t think that Mirae Group would show even the slightest reaction just because Yu Seon said that.
Even if you kill people, you’re fine there. Just because I was screaming and making a fuss. There’s no way you’re going crazy
I hate Mirae Group too.
But I also hate Mirae Group. Only a few of them hate it.
Because I see Mirae Group and things from Mirae Group as separate things…
I like the products made there. I like mobile phones, I like apartments, I like cars, and I like to cook well, and I like medicine.
Whatever. Because it is the largest conglomerate in Korea. I think that things from there can’t be bad, so I use things from Mirae Group well.
I don’t know how many times I’ve circled around the wireline and the orphanage until the Future Foundation has finished distributing the relief supplies.
At first, I just walked around the building. Maybe a whole block next, then… A city tour by bus?
Wandering around the streets until the Future Foundation leaves… I was waiting for the Future Foundation to disappear from the orphanage.
“Ah”
After walking around the nursery school 4 or 5 times, the people from the Future Foundation disappeared this time.
That’s why Yoo Seon’s expression has improved tremendously.
What should I say… I sometimes wonder if the lack of the Mirae Foundation is something I would like so much.
What happened with Mirae Group so you hate it so much..? I think so.
I’ve decided not to worry about that anymore.
Because people naturally have secrets they want to keep.
Me and Yoo Seon-i are like that.
I’ve decided not to worry about that anymore. Because I hate it when I keep asking questions like that…
When it is getting dark. When I entered the main gate of the nursery school, I saw someone running and saying “Come”.
The name… I’m not sure.
Because he’s a really recent kid. I’m not sure who.
No, I’m going to leave this nursery school soon, when will I pay attention to each and every one of my younger siblings?
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I am the one who will leave this nursery school anyway.
Coming to think of it, I wonder if my older brother or older sister and some of the teachers I saw when I was young didn’t feel this way.
Something… Has been here for a very long time.
I also get the feeling that if I leave this place, I will never come back here again.
Now, if you attach affection to them, it will be difficult for them to fall off later. So I was deliberately keeping my distance from myself.
“Sister! The director has been around for a long time…!”
“…Okay~ Got it!”
It’s nice. Be nice
Completely petite kids greet each other well, have cute voices, and listen well, but kids like Taeyang don’t listen well.
I’m just a bully. Bully. I heard that he was also suspended from middle school, but that’s none of my business. I really hate to say this, but I don’t really care if I freeze to death on the road.
Since it’s a nursery school, we talked about it. If it was society, I don’t want to pretend to know.
-Jomuljomul.
Yoo Seon held her hand tightly and went with her to the director’s office.
When I opened the door to the director’s office… The director greeted us.
It reminded me of the first time I came here. At that time, I really didn’t know anything and it was very difficult.
That was when I first met Yoo Seon. If Yu Seon had not helped me to adapt to this nursery school, her life at the nursery school would have been very difficult.
“You guys should be independent in a little while, do you have any plans..? I don’t know. You guys really look like babies to me.
I want to keep raising you guys, but the law doesn’t allow it… I don’t really have a house. Are you thinking of living together at an orphanage?”
The director has lived her whole life decorating her nursery school like her own home. When she was young, she thought it wouldn’t be bad for her to live with the director and she with Yoo Seon.
“I’m fine. I want to go out and live separately…”
“Then…Yoo Seon-ah! Yoo Seon-i! Is he sleeping by any chance?”
“Don’t worry, sir.”
“It’s not different, Yujeong-i, when you leave the hospital, you will receive government subsidy.
Without finishing what he was saying, the director looked at Yoo Seon. This is because Yoo Seon-i is a bit unusual.
It’s also true that I left it at the nursery school. It is true that both of my parents passed away, but should I say that the process itself of having to report administrative procedures, death reports, and reporting at the ward office or something like that is missing a lot..?
Anyway, because of the really ridiculous law, Yoo Seon-i can’t get all the benefits that nursery school graduates should get.
This is nonsense- the director yells at me every day, but nothing changes. That. Because the world is like that.
“I’m fine…”
Yeon Seon-i gets up from her chair and leaves. Then, as I watched him walk out of his office without saying a word, his chest tightened.
Still, Yoo Seon must have a countermeasure or method he came up with by himself, right?
Since Yoo Seon is a child with many secrets.
Wouldn’t he have thought of that level of means?