66 – Future Capital
“No… That Yoo Seonah…?”
I didn’t want to cry and cry and grab my pants crotch for help, or kneel in front of everyone.
I just know. Thanks. Either that, or a little tear, or a small nod… I could understand everything Yoo Seon-i did.
But not this one.
“…Yoo Seon-ah… What do you mean… You don’t need help…? Where is that…?”
Yoo Seon’s words are embarrassing. You don’t need help… Why? I’m here to help. I want to be your strength
Why…? Why…? Don’t you need my help? I cook well, clean well, do laundry well… And I can do anything Yoo Seon wants to do. But why would you say that…
It was as if an invisible barrier had suddenly risen between us.
It was the first time I saw Yoo Seon like this. Suddenly…? Why come now?
“…I don’t like it. I’m going to live my life the way I want to! It’s up to me to help or not! What!”
I don’t want to appear weak. So I tried to talk to Yoo Seon in a playful tone, but… My heart is already rotting away.
Yun Seon-i’s expression that I’ve never seen before. It was cold, dry, and empty, so I couldn’t feel anything.
I would rather sympathize with you if you get angry or cry… Why..? Why why…
“Hey, Yoo Seon-ah, I’m sorry… I’m sorry for joking around… I’m so sorry… Are you sure you’re not angry?”
“…”
“Yoo Seon-ah…”
-Sniff.
Yeon Seon is the one who is covered by the pile of debt, and the one who has to pay off the debt is also Yu Seon. Why do I shed tears when Yoo Seon is still?
Perhaps I can no longer be of any help to Yoo Seon. Yoo Seon doesn’t need my help.
I am someone Yoo Seon doesn’t need.
Because I don’t want to accept and acknowledge that fact. Could it be that she shed tears like this…?
I want to be of help and help to Yoo Seon. Always thinking about the same topic, finding a problem and solving it. I just wanted to have a good rest after solving another problem.
“…I’m fine, I’m fine…Don’t worry too much”
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I could feel Yoo Seon’s hand being placed on top of my head. Heavy hand feel.
-Ssukseuk.
“…Jung Yoo. It’s not a big problem for you to worry about, so I just said I don’t need your help.”
So who is in debt and who comforts…
-….
“Yoo-jung is such a good kid- I said that she didn’t need me, it hurt Yoo-jeong… I’m sorry”
I really like Yoo Seon-i’s hand stroking my hair at a steady pace. Kongkong-The sound of my beating heart, the warm embrace of Yu Seon, the subtle scent of soap, the scent of fabric softener…
I really like the low pitched voice that says sorry… And again sorry… Over and over again.
“…Are you all right now…?”
“..Uh..Yes..”
The profuse tears stopped.
Because the wire is held in your arms like this. My trembling heart felt better again, and I felt ashamed.
That… We’re not the only ones in the cafe. It’s too embarrassing to be clinging to you like this, and it’s too embarrassing that Yu Seon shed tears in front of you like a child…
Rather, I was so ashamed that I became a burden to Yoo Seon-i, not a help… I just stared at the floor of the cafe without saying anything.
Looking at Yoo Seon-yi’s face in the present situation itself has become very, very embarrassing to me…
“…Um…Seonah Yoo…Let’s go back…I want to leave soon…”
I grabbed Yoo Seon-i’s collar and hurriedly ran out of her cafe.
2)
As recommended by the man from Future Capital, I began to gather the necessary documents for my ‘Personal Relief’ application.
I was preparing the documents that I had to submit to the district court one by one on the Internet.
Anyway, I felt like I was going to have to spend all my time this weekend figuring out what kind of documents I had and what I needed.
But… It wasn’t hard though.
…To be honest, there are also extremely difficult legal terms, and what kind of document is this…? It’s full of things I don’t even understand. Still… I can do anything if I can help Yoo Seon…
I took note of the throbbing headache… I eagerly looked at the stacks of paper.
…Seonah Yoo.
I always feel this, but after leaving high school in the future, I often see Yoo Seon-i looking tired, terrified, and afraid of something different from before.
When she was re-entered the nursery school-she tried to bury all her fine clothes on the ground, and whenever someone came from the Future Foundation, she would pull the blanket over herself and even shudder.
Yoo Seon never told me what happened at Mirae High School.
I didn’t even try to dig it up from Yoo Seon. But he could sense that things were going wrong at that high school.
She’s gone now, but there are bruises, scars, and scars from her mammary glands, as if she was very sleepy. What happened to Yoo Seon-i there…?
It’s honestly scary when you think about it.
What kind of person can give such expensive clothes as a gift without any hesitation, and beg, hurt, and harass Yoo Sun-yi to such an extent that she can’t even resist? I had no imagination.
….Maybe it was the friend’s ulterior motive that caused the debt to pile up…? I was worried about that, though.
I don’t want to back down quietly.
Because… Now that she’s with me again, Yoo Seon-yi is getting her smile back little by little.
And she’s showing signs of getting better little by little.
In the past, when something related to Mirae Group passed by, I shuddered and couldn’t do anything…
Now, except for the slightly wrinkled expression, he showed a normal appearance, and- the boy who seemed to have no motivation for life now ate a lot and showed the appearance of trying to do something proactively.
Yes. I need to be by Yu Seon’s side.
I have to take care of Yoo Seon, feed him, and put him to sleep again so that he can regain his original appearance.
If something happened to Yoo Seon today, I should have been by his side and supported him. I was clumsy today, but I don’t want this to happen again.
I soothe her by her side, and if she trembles again, I hug her and comfort her, and if she gets lonely… I stick to her at night and make sure nothing lonely happens.
If Yoo Seon-ie needs a family, I can be her family, and if she needs children, she can have as many children as she wants.
I can do anything for Yoo Seon!
“Don’t worry Yoo Seon-ah!”
Because I am by Yoo Seon’s side! If you’re having a hard time, I’ll protect you from falling from behind
3)
Several months have passed since I submitted my ‘Personal Relief Application’.
The district court has issued an application ‘approval’ and ‘examination’ is now going in a positive direction, so I think there will be good results in a little while. I hope for the most positive results possible.
…No, in fact… I don’t know if ‘personal relief’, where you can’t use a ‘bankbook’ or make a ‘cell phone’ in your own name, is really good or bad… But there are so many Because I can’t pay off the debt.
Dispose of all the properties Yoo Seon-i inherited- then at least the debt will be reduced by thousands, not by billions. There is no option other than ‘personal relief’.
“…Seonah Yoo…”
And now…
“…I’m sorry… Please massage me…”
When I wake up… I hate it when my hands and feet are trembling.
So, Yoo Seon always touches the back of my neck and gives me a massage… That’s our first routine.
-Jomuljomul.
… Gently without pain – It feels good to touch the back of my neck.
It’s itchy, and the wired hands are warm. It felt good to feel the warmth spread all over my body just by touching it.
Winter is over now. It’s summer now… Why… I don’t know why the wire keeps sticking to my arms.
Thumping-Thumping- The sound of a heartbeat is very good. If you quietly close your eyes and count from 1 to 100.
“…Yoojung, we have to go to work”
I need to get ready to go to work at the distribution center.
I can’t just suck my fingers and wait for my personal relief application to be completed. Yoo Seon and I spend most of our time making money.
Suddenly… The warranty period for this one-room apartment that the nursery school supported is coming to an end. I’ve already saved enough money to pay the deposit here.
It was comforting to know that we could create a small but cozy home just for the two of us.
It doesn’t matter if you don’t apply for personal relief. If you file for ‘bankruptcy’, even though Yoo Seon won’t have any property for the rest of his life… But still, I can collect money.
I am by Yu Seon’s side anyway. From now on, I won’t leave Yoo Seon’s side, but if I save money and live with Yoo Seon, there’s no problem.
If you put Yoo Seon to sleep in my ‘house’ and ‘feed’ and ‘dress’ Yoo Seon with the money from my ‘bankbook’, isn’t there any problem…?
And Yoo Seon doesn’t want that either. Or just a little bit. There is also an option for me to pay off the debt ‘instead’.
Even though it’s money I can’t spend right now… But if I put my mind to it, I have enough money to pay off the debts of Yoo Sun.
Of course… That’s a last resort. Just as Yu Seon-i has secrets she wants to hide from me, I also have many facts I need to hide from Yu Seon-i. This is one of them
Someday I will have to tell Yoo Sun the truth, but not yet. A little more. When the time has passed – when the relationship between us has become stronger – I think it’s okay to say it then.
“…Yoo Seon-ah… I don’t want to work today…”
“Today is Friday. I need to get weekly pay.”
Jomuljomul- Yoo Seon also kneaded my neck, so I started to fall asleep. Why is my body so languid and in a good mood…?
Today too, Yoo Seon and I play a lot of pranks at night…?
After we drank and messed around with each other, our relationship went all the way to touching, stroking, and washing together.
This room still hasn’t started.
Whether to say it’s good or bad, it’s because Yoo Seon doesn’t have a rubber ring that fits his body, so he never wants to do without it. I’m fine. I have finished preparing my heart.
Yoo Seon has debts, and she thinks that our position is still unstable, so she seems to be feeling a bit mentally burdened to start a family.
Because Seon Yoo has a ‘responsibility’ for that part.
Bad. Rather, I think it’s worse than this.
Jomuljomul- Just touch…
“Let’s get up now!”
“… Ha-“
Ah… I thought it would have been nice if you kneaded it more. When you’re always sad…
But you just have to be patient… You can.
This time, I heard that there is a rubber ring sold exclusively for foreigners on Amazon, so I ordered it.
It takes a long time since it comes from across the sea, but I can tolerate that much. I’ve been patient for months now – I can be more patient…
After getting ready to go out, I’m going to go to the bus stop. I saw something stuck in my mailbox.
It’s not a gas bill, electricity or water bill…
I took it out of the mailbox and checked it.
-Military Manpower Administration
It was written
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