73 – Motel
-Shoot…
I heard Yoojung washing herself in the shower.
I must have had a drink too. And – I will also call the ship.
I worked hard from morning to evening without being able to take a break because I had been practicing for the graduation ceremony until yesterday.
It felt like I was getting a reward for all my hard work.
A fluffy bed.
And a warm blanket and a TV you can watch at will. Also- delicious food and even getting drunk… My head was dizzy after drinking 2 bottles of soju.
If I just close my eyes like this, I think I can wake up the next morning.
-Shoot…
Now I think I can just lay down and have a good night’s sleep, then wake up tomorrow and go outside with Yoo-jung and then return to the base.
I think I can only say thank you to Yu-jeong for coming to today’s graduation ceremony.
I am also very grateful to the teaching assistant who relayed the news of my graduation ceremony to Yu-Jeong instead.
=To-doo-duduk…
There was a dripping sound from the shower head. I shut the door, but why can I hear the sound from the bed I’m lying on…?”
… Lying on the bed. Looking at it, I had a lot of thoughts like this and that in my head.
Good idea. I made up my mind to think only of sound thoughts among the thoughts that popped into my head as much as possible.
If you think about it, since I was little, I liked to think like this.
The other hyungs were just busy running around, but I always went up to the back mountain and wondered how I should live my life from now on. And what am I supposed to do..? Because I was thinking about something like that.
Honestly, that’s not a bad story. Rather, by having constructive thoughts about the future – what kind of life I will live later.
It was an opportunity to design that specific vision, so now that I think about it, I think the concerns I had at that time have been of great help in living my current life.
– Took…
The sound of water stopped in the shower.
-~♪♬
A nameless hum echoed through the bathroom.
I found out while living with Yoo-jung- Yoo-jung liked to hum while washing her face.
I really liked that unknown melody that I always heard.
-Ha…
I hated myself a little as I pictured Yu-jeong taking a bath in my head as easily as in some HUD video.
It felt like I was already committing an indelible sin against Yoo-jung for thinking like this.
So she pinched the inside of her thigh with her hand.
Other thoughts. Let’s try another thought.
She kept telling Yoo-jeong earlier, and this time again, I’ve come to realize over and over again, but she’s a good woman to the point of being a waste of time for me.
This is what I felt while talking with Yoo-jung, and I realized that I had kept avoiding her for incredibly ridiculous reasons.
Yes. What future group.
I’m not afraid of Lee Jin-ah.
I know that a knife fight took place in the dog’s family, and it is all true that Lee Jin-ah stabbed the back of my hand with a fork and called someone to beat me.
But, well… Nothing happened until now- so maybe that’s it…?
If you think about it now, it’s a real embarrassing story- I am a member of the Future Children’s Foundation or Future Capital.
Isn’t it possible that someone is being sent to monitor my every move? I’ve had that kind of misunderstanding.
…No, in a way, it seems a little credible. Because Lee Jin-ah had the ability to do that to me.
So… I used to go far away every time I looked at the Future Foundation, like a spy agent who lost his memory chasing an old colleague who had become an enemy.
Now that I think about it, those people didn’t come here because of me. I just came here because it was my job – I was so sleepy that I got scared and ran away.
If you think about it, how big is the future group?
…Regarding my father- I have to pay off my debt again.
Could this be some kind of trick by Jinah Lee? I thought so, but when I lay down and think about it, it turns out that somehow I got caught.
It has nothing to do with Lee Jin-ah.
In fact, if Lee Jin-ah was still watching my every move, she would have been in a bad situation right away from Yoo-jeong.
I am also kidnapped or imprisoned. Or you could get both. She just did something she didn’t like – piercing the back of someone’s hand with a fork and burning other people’s things with fire.
Did he just stay still when he saw me living in a studio with another woman..?
If it was Lee Jin-ah’s personality, she would have just completely nipped it once.
…Lee Jin-ah.
Several years have passed, but I still don’t know what went through Lee Jin-ah’s head.
The look she showed at future high school and the look she showed at my father’s funeral. Because the difference between the two is so great…
It still leaves a deep impression on a part of my head. I don’t know, but I don’t know. I think I will remember this for the rest of my life until I die.
…What are you doing now to survive?
Like it or not. Because I have a tough relationship. Sometimes I wonder how to live.
First of all, I am, but she is Lee Jin-ah.
Because chaebol usually live like they’re dead, as if they’re not, as long as they don’t do stupid things or kill people.
…Sir…!
In her head, she imagines Yoo-jung washing her face. Desperately thinking of something else because I thought I shouldn’t have thought of that would mean thinking of a woman other than the woman here right now.
There is no such thing as garbage.
– Knocked up.
The shower room door opened – I could see the immaculate steam rushing into the room.
Warm moisture – and a sweet scent. Light milky smell. The appearance of Yu-Jung Lee’s dry hair that was soft and clinging to her skin looked mysterious.
Perhaps it was because the water was warm, my skin turned red.
…Unlike me, Yu-jeong’s skin was thin, so if you look closely, you could see blue blood vessels.
Normally, the children living in the nursery school like to go outside and have dark skin, but Yoo-jung’s skin is particularly fair.
“Yoo Seon-ah. You should also wash Yoo Seon-i”
“Uh…?”
“Aren’t you going to wash?”
“No, I have to wash, yes I have to wash…”
Just like a drunk… No, I’ve already gulped down two bottles of soju.
Of course it’s okay to be drunk. It was very difficult to move from standing up.
Waddling- waddling like an old man in his 80s, standing up like that and trying to go to the bathroom- Can you walk properly..?
I almost fell like an idiot after I couldn’t walk a few steps.
“Yoo Seon-ah!”
I would have fallen to the floor if Yoo-jung hadn’t come running and grabbed me.
…I just finished taking a bath, and I could feel Yoojung’s body touching my arm, wearing only one sweatshirt.
Warm, soft, and soft. Also… It smelled like light powdered milk. A gentle shampoo that rises from the top of your head. When we lived together in the past, we hugged each other and slept…
“..You have to wash it… Yes you have to wash it…”
“Uh…? Uh uh…”
First of all, Yoojung told me to wash up. So, you should wash it first.
Even in the military, I was told to take a shower every day until my ears got scabs.
Hygiene is just as important. That’s it. As I entered the bathroom, the sweet fruity scent began to stir like mad in my head.
I remembered the first time I slept at Yoo-jung’s house. Come to think of it, what happened then ..?
Thanks to that day, a cockroach came out and just said that Yoo-jung was afraid – so it clung to me and slept. That day I couldn’t sleep properly.
The next day, it was difficult for Yu-jeong to see her face properly. Because, at that time, I committed a great sin. Because I thought so…
After showering with cold water, I felt like I was awakened.
Come to think of it, I’m really trash.
She made a girl up every day as if she was rubbing some kind of rice cake, but she ran away to the army on her own accord-I have a girlfriend who understands and forgives me like this.
That’s incredibly pretty too.
I took a really meticulous shower.
From her head to her toes.
Meticulously wash the back of the ears, the nape of the neck, the groin, and the inside of the thighs. After washing my hair-so that there are no waste products on my body-I wiped my body with a towel after taking a clean bath.
Come to think of it, I came into the bathroom without a change of clothes. What do we do….?
I thought about it for a while, but I just wrapped a towel around my waist like an ancient caveman would wrap an animal skin around his waist.
It turned out just like a mini skirt- but if I let go of the hand holding it, it seemed like it would just fall to the floor.
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Now that I think about it-Yoo-jung used to do this a lot at her house.
… Rather just wandered around her naked..? It was only a month ago, but it felt like a thing of the past.
“Have you washed up…?”
“Uh…”
“…Then shall we go to bed now? I drank too much”
“Uh…? Uh uh… What is it…?”
Those words came out of Yoojung’s mouth, so she was a little… Very slightly embarrassed, but yeah, I’m tired-
If you’re tired, you should sleep. The bed is so soft and wide that even two people can sleep comfortably.
There was only one bed, so Yujeong lay on the left end, and then I lay on the right end. That. The bed is so wide that you have to stretch out one arm to reach the other.
“…..”
Yeah, we drank too much.
If you do something wrong here, you will have an accident.
“…..”
“…Yoo Seon-ah, how far did Jin-ah go…?’
“…Uh, what do you mean by that?”
“I heard that Jina always bullied you, but I hate you, but I forcefully hold her hand and hug her from behind… By any chance, you…”
“..No no… We didn’t do that..! Because we were students back then… Uh… Uh…”
“…It’s good, Yoo Seon-ah.”
“…Huh…?”
“I don’t mind if Yoo Seon hangs out with other girls. I can understand everything. Even if Yoo Seon suddenly disappears like he went to the army this time… I can understand everything now. Because that happened to Yoo Seon. .How hard must it be…? No one comforted you, and you tortured everyone as if you were going to kill them-“
Suddenly, Yoojung got up from lying down and came to where I was lying. And… She opened her arms and hugged me tightly.
It was warm and soft. A soft, pleasant scent came up in a hook.
“So, Yoo Seon-i joined hands with another girl and just hugged her, but I can stand it all..! Anyway… That girl did that to you anyway!
No matter how much he bullies you, Yoo Seon came to me in the end! Honestly, who understands and thinks about Yoo Seon as well as I do? No! Yoo Seon-i is more comfortable with me than Jin-ah, right?”
“…Isn’t it..?”
“I don’t care if you kiss or kiss another woman! Anyway, I’m a person who thinks that the end is more important than the first, so even if I stuck with another woman. In the end, shouldn’t you just come to me? Yoo Seon-ah. How far did you go with that girl named Jin-ah? I want you to be honest.”
“…I heard that they only held hands… Actually, we ate ramen and played air games…”
“…Have you tried that?”
“…What is that…?”
“Then Yoo Sun-ah, would you like to try it with me?”