94 – Building the Future
1)
…Monday passed, Tuesday passed… It’s already been three days.
I didn’t see Yoo Seon. Why…? Why…? I don’t know why. He didn’t touch me, he didn’t talk to me, he was dangerous from afar, I just watched to see if he was going or not…?
Why? I’ve run into Yoo Seon a few times so far, but the next day, and again- the next day. Yoo Seon-i went to work every day.
I like parallel lines that can’t touch each other.
It’s good to just observe from a distance- So… I don’t want to be apart from now on.
It’s so lonely because I’m alone at this apartment site.
Last week, I woke up on my own in the morning without a separate body massage, I didn’t drink alcohol, and I completely stopped taking medicine.
It’s not today. As time passed, I felt like something invisible was climbing up on me little by little… Like an ant riding on me.
My whole body itches. I feel like something is coming up. I want to scratch but I can’t…
I scratched my skin with my fingernails the other day, so a lot of blood flowed down and a lot of unsightly marks came up.
If you scratch yourself again this time, what will you do when you meet Yoo Seon?
After forcing myself to stand up, I sat down at my desk and turned on my computer to look around the CCTV at the site.
What happened to Yoo Seon-i at the scene? I checked that out.
Has there ever been an accident or a problem? Even after watching the CCTV, Yoo Seon did nothing wrong.
Maybe he got another job other than here? Maybe it’s because this job isn’t fun?
That’s… I didn’t expect it to happen… If you look at Yu Seon’s personal statement, the address where he lives is written.
If you keep waiting in front of this building… You can find out where Yoo Seon-i doesn’t go to our site every morning.
“…..”
But if I do something like this, I’m sure Yoo Seon will be afraid of me. This relationship I am barely enjoying right now.
Will Yoo Seon get hurt from a distance or is it dangerous? Being anxious and clearing out dangerous objects around you.
There is a high possibility that you won’t be able to do that either.
…Again… The image of Yoo Seon-i walking away from me with a frightened look.
I don’t want to see that anymore.
How hard it was for me because of what happened at the funeral home, how painful it was for me.
Now, when Yoo Seon sees my face, he doesn’t shudder, he doesn’t get annoyed, he doesn’t get scared. How important it is to me
I don’t want to destroy everything I’ve worked hard to build up until now.
To Seon Yoo…What must have happened…What must have happened…If he didn’t like me, he would have worked for one day and quit..?
You don’t mind seeing me, so you’ve been working for a week, two weeks, haven’t you…?
2)
Since I was little, I seem to have liked seeing construction sites.
So, I read a lot of construction-related books since I was in middle school and high school, and of course, I went to the Department of Architecture when I was in college, and again- I wanted to learn there, so I went through the master’s and doctoral courses, and then got a job at Mirae Construction, the best construction company in Korea.
This is because people really do what they love, so they work while skipping sleep at night, and then- so naturally, the promotion got faster.
So naturally, I got the attention of the president, and among the colleagues who joined the company with me, I was promoted the fastest. In the end, I was on the road to success that could be described in an autobiography.
Because I was able to have an invisible link with the chairman, I took on an important position as the director of future department store construction.
From then on, I made a promise to myself.
If a person draws a sword, the mura must also be cut..!
Of course, once a person starts, he has to finish it.
The last career in my life will be the president of Mirae Construction. That’s what i want
The chairman’s granddaughter. So, I’ve known about the ‘lady’ for a long time.
I got caught up in an incident that was so big that it came out on the news.
It’s strange not knowing.
It’s a story between us, but a little… The lady’s mind is unstable- It’s dangerous.
That’s all I knew. What the ‘lady’ actually looks like and what he’s doing now is one of the ‘top secrets’ of Mirae Group that no one knows except for a few people whom the president can really trust.
Because I was favored by the president, I was able to see the young lady once. What did I think of when I saw the lady at that time?
It’s pitiful.
I thought so.
What would happen if my child was treated like that for the rest of his life?
Again- If I had been born and raised like a young lady, would I have been in the same position I am now?
Wouldn’t he have been convalescing in some kind of psychiatric hospital?
Every time I think of the lady, I feel pity, sympathy, and sympathy, so I personally wanted to treat the ‘lady’ well.
-I want to work too!
How surprised I was when the lady said that,
Wouldn’t it be better to tell me to do at least one thing rather than literally dying ‘day by day’?
I ordered him to work with that thought in mind, but he was working harder than I thought.
Since the lady graduated from the business department, there was nothing she could do in this kind of construction.
No, that… Of course, you should be able to do as much as you like if you ask for it.
The very existence of ‘The Handmaiden’ is at a ‘top secret level’ in our ‘Mirae Group’.
Suddenly, I’m exaggerating here- I’m moving. Take a seat like that, so take care of it. What will people think..?
That said, it was a little too much for me to entrust a job like Excel that anyone can do, so I was worried that the boys in our field might take it lightly and touch the lady.
So one of the president’s ‘personal assistants’ is working as a safety auditor on site.
When I talked to the staff here, it was an understanding atmosphere.
Actually, I didn’t know what to say, so I ran a simulation in my head and made a list of questions to practice. It’s not that easy to get over it, so there’s no sense of futility.
Safety audits often come from the head office, and again- ‘lady’ doesn’t work alone, but works with the safety team dispatched from the head office, so people’s interest is diluted..?
Also- construction work is a very busy time these days, so there is an atmosphere where you don’t care who comes to the safety team. …It seems to have gone well and well.
-Yes. Director Park. My Jin-ah, please take good care of me!
-Okay!
When the chairman found out that the young lady was working like this, he thought positively..!
Thinking of the time when the chairman looked at me and smiled, his shoulders naturally started to get stronger.
The construction performance is also a performance, but I have to get points in other parts like this so that I can get a better position next time.
It’s one step closer to my dream.
I want to suddenly come to the site and work.
For all that she did, the ‘lady’ had a good working attitude.
Basically, it’s because people have it in their heads, so I write down a report or something once – that is, after seeing it, without any flaws.
Also… I memorized all the things I had to memorize related to safety overnight. Blood can’t be fooled – it seemed like there was a clear head.
To be honest, my wife… She was smart, too. It was a problem because I didn’t use that fine hair for work and used it elsewhere…
Should I say that the first few days were a bit crowded…?
He looks disappointed because he did something different from what he thought, and he has sad eyes. Did I do something wrong..? I was worried about that.
My hair was frizzy, my eyes were puffy, and my face was pale, so I didn’t look very good.
These days, her hair is shiny, her eyes are shining, and her cheeks are starting to gain weight little by little, but even to me, who is mentally ill, her physical condition is getting better and better..!
I could see that. These days, safety inspection elements and everything like that are checked by myself.
-I think the wage in the salary table is different from the actual wage now!
-If you look at the original regulations, you have to build one worker’s quarters per area, but why doesn’t that work here..?
-I think it would be dangerous to dismantle the cement as the cement has not hardened yet- Do we really need to do it now?
It’s not their field. I am also sending text messages to me and asking questions one by one about work in other fields.
I don’t know anything else, but the lady is improving workers’ human rights. And he found that he was serious about safety issues.
-Ahahahaha! If I knew it would be like this, I would rather be a human rights lawyer than management..! I should have done something like that..! Do you even want to do politics?
Recently, the president’s expression has improved a lot.
Since the young lady went abroad to study a few years ago, whenever she hears bad news, sparse gray hair starts to grow on the president’s head.
It was to the point where I could feel that I was getting more and more wrinkled and under a lot of stress, like a person who had been beaten three times over, but these days… I laugh a lot.
I think this is a good thing.
And if you think that I am the reason for the laughter. That’s a better thing
…Simplistically, if the lady is happy, the president is happy, and if the lady is wrong, the president is also unhappy.
And the more unhappy the president is, the further away my dream becomes.
…He’s been feeling down again lately. I try not to eat well, and it seems like something is coming up under my eyes little by little.
Anxious biting your nails… Is there any reason?
Sometimes I’m watching CCTV on site, but does someone else catch a safety accident?
You may think so. From my point of view, rather than capturing the scene of an accident… I was able to get a strong feeling of observing someone.
Who…?
Occasionally, looking at the safety report written by the young lady, there was a picture of a service worker wearing a white hat.
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At first, I didn’t think much of it.
Why? If you take enough pictures, someone might be taken with you.
But, that’s not one or two. It’s strange that the same person comes out every time.
There was a time when I secretly watched a lady work from behind just in case.
The lady goes round and round with a boy at regular intervals like artificial satellites… Looking at the boy, he seemed handsome.
Should I say that he is macho rather than handsome? Does he look like a man? – He looked great with a son-in-law.
…Isn’t that the lady biting her nails so nervously because the boy didn’t come out?
First of all… Since the young lady is also a 23-year-old youth- Maybe it’s because she doesn’t work out well with that boy…
Coming to think of it, wouldn’t it be because that boy works here that the young lady told me about workers’ human rights and such importance?
Why, when I look at that novel, I want to feel similar to that story, like the story of a guest in a guest room and a mother…
If you look at the personal statement inquiry record, the young lady looked at the boy’s personal statement- there are records like that…
…He has a great interest in men…?
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I stopped tapping my keyboard and looked at the monitor for a while.
The ‘lady’ came to work here.
After that, every day after work, I wrote a report on the lady’s work attitude and whether there were any unusual issues.
-I think I should report what I discovered this time to the president.
…After finishing the end of the report like that.
I submitted the report I wrote to the chairman by pressing the submit button.