＜Episode 110＞ Mild fever, fatigue, and drowsiness 3
[Si-eun]
“ah… … .”
The shudder that came out without me knowing it spread all over the bathroom.
There was a hint of surprise in the voice that came back from the ringing.
Two bold lines.
It was the result of a pregnancy test in my hand.
I felt somehow strange.
The symptoms were mild for a cold, but it was not very comfortable to be normal. From a slight fever that seems to be burning slightly, to the tiredness that keeps coming from drowsiness, and the languidness that makes you want to lean on it. It was only natural that doubts arose at the first symptoms.
Then last night, a thought suddenly came to my mind.
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Maybe you have a child.Doubt soon turned to certainty. After searching the internet, my condition was terribly similar to the symptoms of early pregnancy.
First of all, it was necessary to confirm.
There was a day when I made a mistake, not a mistake, after promising to marry Hwimin. The next morning, Hwimin hugged me and said, “I’ll take care of you no matter what.” I still have good memories of reassuring you.
That night’s deviance had never happened. There were only a few tests left at that time.
I heard that the first urine in the morning is the most accurate, so I got up early and headed to the bathroom… … to accept these results.
I see.
All of a sudden, the fruit of love was sprouting like a bud in my body.
The reason his condition deteriorated like this was that his body had started preparing on its own for the sake of our child.
A smile spread from the tip of his mouth and spread across his face.
Even when he tried to hold back his smile, the corners of his lips twitched constantly. I tried to kill my emotions, but the joy kept pouring out.
In fact, there was no reason to hide it.
When Hwimin wakes up, I decided to tell him immediately.
What kind of reaction will you show? Will you smile and giggle? Shall I tap your hair as usual? If I put my ear to my stomach and play with it, what should I do?
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My heart was already pounding with great anticipation.I washed my hands and went out, but I felt a presence in the kitchen. When I turned around, there was Hwimin pouring water into a cup.
Hwimin also seemed to have woken up early.
I was going to announce the pregnancy right away, but when it was my turn, my thoughts were reversed.
This is a chance to make fun of Hwimin. I didn’t want to spend in vain. Besides, when delivering news like this, it seemed like it would be good to give it a little steam.
“Honey, are you awake?”
“Yes.”
Hwimin answered with a cracked voice when asked, hiding a happy tee. Then he took the water he poured into his mouth. He looked like he was trying to clear his throat.
Is it because I am so happy right now that even each of these movements looks lovely?
“Did you wake up early because you were tired? Are you feeling okay?”
Hwimin put down the cup and asked.
With these words, I checked the condition of my body. The fever was still there. It was the same feeling of drowsiness and suffocation. I woke up early, so the fatigue was even worse.
“no. I think it’s similar.”
As soon as he answered without hiding, a worried light appeared in Hwimin’s eyes.
But then he hides his expression.
“I’ll make breakfast. Sit down.”
Hwimin, who spoke with Tyr’s tone, turned towards the sink.
It seems like he doesn’t want to put his worries out of his mouth. Maybe I’m reluctant because I’m afraid I’ll use my heart.
This appearance was also very grateful to me.
“honey.”
“yes.”
Despite the sudden call, Hwimin responded immediately.
As I reflected on the story that would follow, I already felt an interesting feeling. I don’t know, but it seemed that all the playfulness was on my face right now.
bashfully says with a smile
“Honey, which do you want to hear first, good news or bad news?”
“… … Why all of a sudden?”
“I try to express myself by turning my mind around with strange questions.”
“Huh.”
Hwimin let out a shallow sigh as if there was no point in it.
Start with a strange question and turn around to express yourself. It was the conversational style I learned from the last double date.
Hwimin, who watched Ina’s demonstration, showed a reaction mixed with admiration. I also wanted to use it at least once.
It’s a joke, but it’s not a joke. Hwimin scratched the nape of his neck as he watched in anticipation of a faithful answer.
“Then tell me the bad news.”
“Bad news… … .”
You’re trying to hear the bad news first. it was good right now He showed a serious face and opened his mouth.
“It’s over there.”
“yes.”
“together… … I want you to go to the hospital.”
Of course, the place to go is obstetrics and gynecology.
Hwimin, who had no way of knowing about this, was startled.
“uh? Should I go to the hospital? hurt a lot? Shall we go right away?”
It was an urgent speech.
He’s a laid-back person enough to put off wedding preparations. My mouth is getting faster when I say I need to go to the hospital.
So far, you care about me.
Hwimin started walking to his room, trying to be happy.
With a frantic gesture as if possessed by something. With a face with a determination to protect me.
I don’t think this will be a joke… … .
Feeling a sense of crisis, I walked over to Hwimin’s side and hugged one arm tightly.
Hwimin’s eyes looking down at me were filled with concern.
“what’s the matter?”
“Where are you going?”
“Go to your room and try to change clothes. I’m going to the hospital right away.”
I knew it.
Huh, huh, laughter flowed out. Hwimin looked at me with a more strange gaze.
“wait. You haven’t asked the good news yet.”
“Uh-huh.”
Hwimin spit out this sound as if he just remembered it.
“What’s the good news?”
asked.
Finally, the time has come.
He grabs Hwimin’s arm even tighter and pulls his lips apart.
“Um, the good news is… … .”
After saying this, I faltered for a while.
It was because my heart started beating hard again.
I was overjoyed to announce the news of my pregnancy. There has never been a moment when I was so excited. To the extent that tears of emotion flowed when I touched it.
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My heart might explode if I spoke too hastily.No matter how many times I repeated deep breathing at this thought, my heart showed no sign of calming down. I’m just going to jump harder again.
I couldn’t help it, so I clung to Hwimin.
There is no better way to calm your mind than this.
Hwimin’s body temperature. A slightly stronger body than me. A body odor that gives a strange reassurance.
As I fully felt all of this, my mood quickly calmed down.
Now, it seemed like he could confide.
“I mean.”
A word of courage.
And I.
I put my palm on Hwimin’s hand, and then gently put it on my belly.
With the brightest and brightest smile of your life.
“… … It looks like a child.”
talked like this
As soon as he delivered the ‘good news’, Hwimin trembled.
It was a reaction similar to mine when I checked the test results. The couple is said to be of one heart. There seems to be nothing wrong with the old saying.
Soon, Hwimin’s lips moved slowly.
“Gee, really?”
It was a stupid question.
“Are you kidding me about this?”
“Uh, uh. right. I am not that person.”
convince you right away. The heart that trusted me was infinitely grateful.
I was expecting something to follow, but Hwimin just stood firm. blinking your eyes. with your mouth shut. Occasionally repeating “Ummm.”
An unexpectedly brisk reaction was about to explode with a bang.
Hwimin turned the angle and separated me from holding my arms… … He hugged my body slightly.
It’s more like a feeling of being worn rather than hugged. really slightly.
Even then, there was nothing to talk about. I was frustrated, so I ended up opening my mouth first.
“Say something.”
Hwimin said, “Uh-huh, probably embarrassed by the sound he gave me.”
“sorry. I can’t speak well now.”
“Are you so surprised?”
“because I like it so much.”
“done. That’s enough.”
So good. Although it is short and concise, it is a very happy expression. This alone was enough for me.
Anyway, I didn’t want a big impression or congratulations. The time for wishing for such a thing for Hwimin has long passed.
Hwimin was shaking his hand. Thanks to you, the tension seemed to shift to me as well.
The hugging power was also weak. It felt a little bit like cramping. Of course, it’s cozy, but… … I also felt a little bit sad.
“honey.”
“yes.”
“… … Can’t I hug you tighter?”
I made a request while hiding my embarrassing feelings. If it was Hwimin, it would be obvious that he would grant this kind of request. Soon you will hug me tight and hug me.
I thought it was going to be a no-brainer.
“sorry. I can’t.”
Unexpectedly, the word of denial came back.
“why?”
When asked curiously, Hwimin paused for a moment.
“… … Honey, I’m careful to touch you.”
“What?”
“no. That’s right. It could be dangerous. In the beginning, I was told that I had to take care of myself. That, so.”
Hesitantly, Hwimin continues to sound like an excuse.
Perhaps I was mistaken for being angry.
It’s actually the opposite.
Now, I… … I am extremely grateful.
I couldn’t help but be happy.
As soon as I got the news of my pregnancy, they started taking care of me. Even if I hugged him tightly without any worries, it wouldn’t have been too hard on my body. It’s because Hwimin acted thoughtfully in his own way.
Although he lacks delicacy, Hwimin is always full of his heart to take care of him. There were days when I couldn’t even touch a finger for fear of getting hurt. … … Although once touched, it turns into a wolf every night.
It was the same yesterday. On behalf of the sick me, Hwimin took care of the housework, even if it was clumsy. It was noticeably clumsy, but to me it was just more lovely.
He cares for me, cherishes me, takes great care of me, and is willing to help with all his might… … .
Is there another man like this in the world?
I’m really glad that I was the first to notice Hwimin’s true form.
If I had known first, I would have fallen in love with any woman right away.
Anyway, it’s a no-brainer that you’re caring for me. He raised his head slightly and whispered into his ear.
“okay. let it go now We should go to the hospital and check it out.”
“Ah, yes.”
Hwimin immediately let me go. This time, it was a quick move.
okay. It hasn’t been confirmed yet. There was also the possibility that it was an error in the tester. Only after going to the hospital and getting a proper examination was the law to be certain.
So I wanted to get confirmation right away.
Because I want to tell my mother and mother-in-law quickly.
The two of us… … You are now the parent of a child.
I was excited to take my foot off this thought, but Hwimin gently grabbed my shoulder. His expression was still very stiff.
What else do you have?
“why?”
When asked while tilting his head, Hwimin spoke in a very serious tone.
“Is it okay if I move? I’ll bring you some clothes, so would you like to change here? Or is it better to support them?”
“… … .”
A bitter laugh was built up at the absurd remark.
No matter how much I had children. How the hell are you going to overprotect me?
He said, stroking Hwimin’s cheek softly.
“Don’t worry, this is fine. honey.”
“Um, okay?”
Hwimin asked if he was still confused.
The days ahead with my new husband and my new father (planned)… … It didn’t seem like it would be very green.