“… As I said in advance, if you are going to do anything unscrupulous, it is after you have revived your heart. If you put your hands on your body prematurely… .”
“What are you talking about? I have to do an electric massage on my heart, so I open my chest, that is, cut off the flesh. It’s much more convenient for a Tirkanjaka trainee to unravel it on his own than to cut my chest with a skewer. It’s a vampire.”
As I stared at him and asked, the vampire realized what I meant later, and clutched his chest in embarrassment.
“chest… . oh yes… I guess.”
These days, it is difficult for people to only imagine Amon. If you show it, you will see it coldly, but then you will kill me.
I’m sorry, but my life is twice as precious as anything else.
“… that, yes He showed his heart, so should I. okay… .”
Nodding her head, the vampire drew along her breastbone with her index finger. A blood line appeared in the center of the black dress, and the white chest opened to the sides, revealing the fabric inside.
The white wrapping paper wrapped around the body is so clean and smooth that it is hard to take your eyes off it. But behind that, there is a scene that frowns on even the most condescending person. The inside of the body is filled with bubbles of blood, the fascia is wriggling, and the white bones reveal a heavy presence.
“… ruler. Do you see well?”
The nakedness of the naked body is the shame of the person who sees it, but if you go deeper than that, the reluctance passes to the viewer. It seems that it was not an exaggeration to say that if you go to the extreme, the relationship will be reversed. The vampire, who was reluctant even when he touched his chest, showed me the inside of his skin, and now I want to turn my head.
Why is there no objection to revealing the inside while being ashamed of revealing one’s bare breasts? What irony… .
No, is it normal? Nara also said, ‘Will you take off your skin and show me your heart, or will you take off your clothes and show me your body?’ If you do the alternative, you will show your naked body. Because he’s a vampire who doesn’t die, he cuts off his chest and even lays down on the operating table.
“Ego. It’s all over.”
The vampire looked up at his chest and said. Bright red muscles and gurgling blood can be seen through the cracks in the cut flesh.
It seems that we have lost something humane before shame. I was reminded of how inhuman the girl in front of me was.
“I told you not to show your heart today.”
“Yeah, didn’t your girl do it? I didn’t want it to be like this.”
“I stress again, you really shouldn’t be seen by anyone but me. To be honest, I don’t want you to show it to me either. wow. goofy.”
“The gossip was done! so? Can you?”
“I’ll see you. where.”
It’s dark so I can’t see well. He used magic by inserting his index finger into the narrow crack.
“lux.”
An even more intense light flashed from his fingers. I put my glowing finger inside the vampire’s chest. Glowing fingers through the dark red darkness illuminated the inside of the vampire’s body.
The vampire looked down at my hand and pondered.
‘Most strangely than ever, I’m doing this kind of thing, but I’m not ashamed of it… .’
If this is embarrassing, you have a mental problem. Don’t worry though. Your shame has been replaced by my nausea. wow.
“just. Please clean up the blood inside. I can’t see well.”
“Oh, that’s right.”
Then, within the range of the light, red blood scatters in all directions like a swarm of worms. As a patient who cuts through his chest and cleans out blood clearly, should I say exemplary or fearful?
Woowook. The blood disappears, so I can see the shape better… . Let’s be patient.
Anyway, thanks to the patient’s active and conscious help, I was able to quickly find the heart of the vampire. Behind the deflated lungs, an unmoving heart could be seen. I reached out there. Tick, my heart touched my finger.
“Ugh.”
He was a vampire who had tried all kinds of experiences, but had never even touched his own heart. The vampire reacted greatly to the unfamiliar yet indescribable touch.
like that or not. To be honest, I don’t even want to feel anything when I touch my heart directly. I continued to spit magic into my heart and re-evaluate the possibilities.
uhm. this.
Touching my heart and judging for a while, I frowned.
Eventually, he shook his head.
“I can’t.”
The vampire’s red eyes suddenly widened at my plain declaration.
“not… okay? Can’t you?”
“yes.”
“Hey, you mean there’s no possibility?”
“yes. No.”
The vampire was desperate.
Of course, that doesn’t mean the heart doesn’t move. Not even this great disappointment could have moved my heart. Therefore, the vampire was able to calmly accept my words even at this point in time when the secretariat was in vain.
I said with my finger on my heart.
“At the beginning, trainees Rashi and Tirkanjaka had different circumstances. Trainee Lashy was in a state of housework, so his heart stopped. He is immortal and the elements that make up his body are different from those of humans, but the principle of how his body works is the same. On the contrary.”
tock. Gently pinch the vampire’s heart with two fingers. The vampire flinched in shock, but the heart that touched my finger didn’t even flutter.
Originally, it had to move even if it couldn’t be touched, but the heart, which had already lost its role, remained only as a symbol.
“Tirkanjaka trainees are moving their blood through hematopoiesis. Even at this moment, when my heart was unraveled.”
Ordinary people cannot open their hearts. It lifts the flesh to show the inside, but it cannot catch a drop of blood so that it does not flow. Even if you wish for a heart that beats at will, what is the meaning of having all your blood move at your own will?
You don’t even need to breathe. The eponymous Tirkanjakai is the one that can take blood out of the body, scatter it in the air, and then bring it back.
“Didn’t you ask me to light a fire in the brazier? no. By analogy, Tirkanjaka trainees are not a furnace, but a watermill. People who live a burning life by putting firewood in it and turning on the fire. But the vampire draws the river with hematology, and moves it by spinning a waterwheel.”
I turned off the light of my finger. The light on the heart disappeared, and darkness returned to the inside of the vampire’s body. The vampire murmured with a face as dark as the inside of her chest.
“It’s impossible.”
“yes. This lightning is just a spark. If you pull a flame on a firewood, it will catch on fire, but if you try it in running water, it only stings for a while.”
The clever vampire understood what I was saying, and was discouraged. After a few hundred years, I was excited to find hope and then crashed, so the drop will be huge.
But that feeling too disappears with a twinkle. Such is the feeling of a vampire. The vampire, who calmly accepted the failure, brushed off the last remaining regrets.
“Then, would you like to do it just once? Even if it’s useless, I want to check it out.”
“Well, it is said that the wishes of the dead are granted, but it is the wish of those who move even after death.”
“Fufu. That’s exactly what you say.”
The vampire smiled faintly.
I smiled at each other and raised my magic power from my elbow. A military-style magic that draws out lightning.
“volt.”
The short-cut lightning strikes in succession stimulated the heart. You feel your heart twitch at the tip of your finger. It twitches, twitches, and the pressure causes blood to overflow for a moment.
Well, this is more of a mechanical reaction than cardiac resuscitation. Human muscles tend to flinch when struck by lightning, and in the case of vampires, that was just the heart.
I tried to lift my finger without much excitement.
That was then. The vampire hurriedly grabbed my hand and pulled me closer. Without a moment to react, my hand slipped into the vampire’s chest. I could feel the tingling sensation of a piece of living meat.
When I’m about to freak out
“It ran.”
“yes?”
The vampire shouted with a surprised face, but with a very bright expression.
“There was a feeling. Obviously, it was only for a while, but my heart raced.”
“That’s because there was a lightning bolt… .”
“okay. It’s been a while, but that means it just popped out! this… . heart… .”
As if my hand was a hope, I held it tight and never let go. He was worried that he might run away, so it looked like he was trying to embrace him inside his body.
“Is it really, really bad? heart, my heart… .”
However, even if the opponent is a vampire, the reality is cruel.
When the remnants of magical power disappeared, and the excited heart regained stability and slowly subsided. At the same time, the vampire’s hope also rolled down there. Through the flowing blood, the heart slowly stops.
As a result, the strength in the hand holding the arm weakens. As I gently pulled my arm out, a weak finger caught my wrist. I clasped her hand slightly and said.
“I can’t help it.”
“… That’s right.”
The vampire clenched her chest and raised her body. While hiding regret, sadness, and chronic resignation inside a single piece of skin, he gently pushed the cut skin with his finger. The wound healed in an instant, and her pale skin became as clean as ever.
‘I did it this time. Hope still vanishes through my grasp. Have my hands grown absurdly large, or is my hope so small and delicate? Even now… Shouldn’t it be?’
But even the heart doesn’t get dirty. Even the twinkle that disappears after holding it in your hand is washed away by the cold blood.
The vampire cleared her mind and spoke as if she was trying to comfort me.
“Don’t talk about it. I’m used to failure. What is unavoidable is unavoidable.”
“yes? me? I was just trying to help in good faith, but knowing that I couldn’t, I just gave up. What regrets do I have? I’m not an idiot who thinks service is a duty. It’s a pity that I’m a Tirkanjaka trainee, but I have no idea?”
“still… . You are really good at talking. Ironically.”
The vampire with a sad smile came down from the bed. The vampire, who pulled up the clothes that had been untied, and had a well-groomed appearance, headed out slowly.
“Excuse me in the middle of the night. Unlike us, for you the night is the time to sleep.”
“It’s an abyss anyway, huh? because it’s okay If you need anything, please let me know.”
The progenitor of vampires who have reigned for over a thousand years. If you could make that heart beat again, it might have paid off a lot.
But that’s beyond my ability.
Even if they say I have mind-reading skills, or if they say I’m the best gambler in the backstreets. If you don’t have a hand, you can’t make money by forcing yourself to make a genealogy. It’s normal and there’s no need to be sad.
The important thing is, what will you gain after this? That’s it.
“Sometimes, I’ll even give you a heart massage.”
He swung his fingers up. To remind you of what these fingers touched and the hope you felt at that time.
“Sometimes.”
“okay… .”
It’s a bit of a disappointing result, but if you get a relationship like this.
As I watched the vampire leaving my room, I smiled with a smile of conversion.
😐