30 – Lies: Chapter 30
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I also think it’s a little strange that I’m jealous.
It’s a bit strange that I’m not Han Kyul’s girlfriend, so I’m jealous.
But when Han Kyul talks to another girl, a part of her heart hurts.
I also hoped that if I talked to another boy, a part of my heart would hurt.
I want the boy I like to feel sad… It’s such a selfish thought.
I was thinking of bad thoughts even though I couldn’t make the person I love happy.
I think it’s a selfish feeling, but I couldn’t help but hate it.
I wish you would only talk to me and study only with me.
Does Hangyul vaguely know how I feel?
How much did you notice when you saw me asking a question that I didn’t know about?
I’m nervous about what to do if I notice, but I also think it would be nice if they noticed.
If you notice and if Han Kyul sees me as a member of the opposite s*x, I hope that he will come a little closer to me.
I want you to approach me a little more boldly and not cautiously.
I want you to approach me so that I can be sure.
Of course, I am also working hard.
I am taking various actions in hopes that my feelings will be conveyed.
For example, in the middle of a class, sometimes I look at Hangyul, not at the blackboard.
Unlike me, I miss Han Kyul’s handwriting while looking straight at the blackboard.
Sometimes when I see Hangyul yawning, I thought it was really cute.
They say if a boy looks cute, it’s game over.
I don’t know who said it, but I think it’s true.
I want to be a lover with Han-gyeol.
I want to be in a relationship where I can confidently say not to talk to other girls.
But it’s not just one or two things that bother me.
Being a student.
The fact that Han Kyul is not sure that I am the girl he likes.
The point that all the guesses I’m making right now may be guesses.
Above all, if you don’t care, you can become worse than others.
So I’m getting closer to Hangyul little by little.
I’m not sure if I’m doing well. Aren’t you embarrassed?
I’m sorry to the teacher who was working hard in front of me, but I couldn’t concentrate in class.
My head was already full of things, so I couldn’t squeeze in anything else.
Han Kyul is definitely a good kid.
Not from a subjective point of view, but from an objective point of view.
In other words, there might be more girls out there who have the same feelings as me.
There may be a child who fell in love at first sight when he saw Han Kyul coolly solving problems in math class.
I am impatient, but I was worried about how to relieve this impatience.
In the end, the 5th period ended without paying attention to the class.
“Eunha. What do you think?”
It was Harim who noticed that I was not paying attention.
“Huh? Nothing.”
Harim looked around her and she whispered.
“Did you think Lee Hangyul again..?”
I was embarrassed, but I nodded cautiously.
“Now…It’s not surprising.”
Um- I decided to ask Harim while I was talking.
“Hey Harim. I have something to ask you.”
“Huh? Is it study related? It’s difficult. Eunha might be angry.”
“It’s not about studying… hmm… Do you want to go to the store for a second? Let’s talk as we go.”
“So what? Let’s go quickly.”
I left the classroom with Harim and headed to the canteen.
I asked cautiously after passing a bathroom full of kids.
“Is Han Kyul handsome to Harim?”
“Ugh… ? Why are you asking such a thing all of a sudden?”
“I want to hear what Han Kyul looks like from an objective point of view.”
Harim was puzzled for a while at my question.
She still spoke out what she felt.
“To be honest, you look warm, right?”
“Right? Does Harim think so too?”
“Yes. She’s good at basketball, and she’s good at studies… Doesn’t she seem like there’s not much she can’t do? Do you feel like everything is above average?”
Again, I nodded.
I know that Han Kyul is versatile.
I know how to assemble a computer, make chocolate, and do housework!
As expected, Han Kyul was a very nice boy from an objective point of view.
The idea that I’m not the only one keeping an eye on you has deepened.
“In addition, Han Kyul is also nice. Kind and caring.”
“That’s right too. He seems to be deep in thought.”
“Yes! That’s it. That makes it more mature.”
“Isn’t it like a high school student? But I don’t know where she felt that.”
“Yeah. That’s what I felt because it was ingrained in my body.”
I totally agree with what Harim said.
“Anyway, why? So are you anxious? Do you think other girls will like Lee Han-gyeol?”
Harim hit the mark.
But since Harim had already told her, she nodded.
“Hmm- I don’t think Eunha needs to be anxious.”
“No, that… Should I say anxiety… Should I say jealous… I don’t know exactly what my feelings are either.”
“No matter what happened, wouldn’t Eunha need to worry?”
“Why?”
“Yeah, I think Lee Hangyul likes Eunha.”
Harim added credibility to my guess.
“Ha, from Harim’s point of view, does Han Kyul look like that?”
“I’m not sure, but I feel that way.”
“Can you tell me what makes you feel that way?”
“Hmm- there are quite a few. Eyes first?”
“Eyes?”
I tilted my head.
“Lee Hangyul’s gaze at Eunha is different from when he looks at someone else.”
“Really… ? How do you look? Please tell me more.”
“Eunha doesn’t know because Lee Hangyul always smiles, but Lee Hangyul’s expression doesn’t change much more than I thought? I don’t even laugh.”
“Huh? Hanyul smiles a lot? It’s a complete smile.”
“Huh? At all. I haven’t seen Lee Hangyul smile except when he’s with Eunha. If I had to look at it, would it be that she briefly laughed while playing basketball?”
I wanted to hear more about Harim’s story.
I stared at Harim with eyes asking for more.
“Most of all, when you look at the galaxy, you look at it very lovingly?”
“Ehh?! That, isn’t that enough?”
“They looked at me with the kind of eyes they see with cute little animals.”
“Small animal..?”
“Yes. Since it’s a concession stand, you can buy anything.”
“Oh, I’ll buy it for you!”
“Then I’ll get you a drink.”
I hurriedly paid for my drink with my credit card.
Using the canteen as a turning point, we talked more as we returned to the classroom.
Harim told me his thoughts in more detail.
“Giving orange-flavored candy only to Eun-ha. I think Lee Hangyul is expressing his feelings to Eunha in his own way.”
“That… Could it be that I am mistaken for myself?”
“I think that the possibility is small.”
“Um-! Thank you!”
“I got a drink and ate it, but I need to clean it up. Let’s go. I will be late.”
Unlike the 5th period, which was full of thoughts, the 6th period was clear.
Is that what Harim looks like? Do you think Han-gyeol likes me?
If we were to see each other, it would be more than happy.
However, contrary to my thoughts, there were dark clouds in the clear sky.
Ugh- I felt good.
When something like this happens, you get anxious for no reason.
Apparently today’s weather forecast was sunny all day.
Even if it rains, it doesn’t matter since I carry an umbrella in my bag.
It looked like it would rain, but when the 7th period started, raindrops started to fall.
Tok-tok- I looked out the window for a while at the sound of rain hitting the classroom window.
It didn’t look like it would stop any time soon. Did Han Kyul bring an umbrella?
I wish I didn’t bring a store to share when I go home.
After the 7th period with the sound of rain ended, Harim also looked out the window and asked me.
“It is raining heavily. Does Eunha have an umbrella?”
“Yes. Carry it in your bag.”
“Isn’t it heavy to carry around?”
“I got used to it and it got better.”
I was talking with Harim when Han Kyul walked over to my seat.
Han Kyul is her homeroom teacher. Before returning, she quickly asked me.
“Eunha. Do you have an umbrella?”
I immediately responded to Han Kyul’s question.
“Huh? Do you have any?”
“Ah- I carry it in my bag. Don’t you have an umbrella?’
I was just about to tell Harim that she had an umbrella just a little while ago.
But I didn’t hesitate to tell the lie.
“No. No umbrella.”
“Really? Then let’s write with me. I’ll take you.”
“Yes! Thank you. The homeroom teacher will come. Come back.”
“Yes, yes.”
As soon as Han Kyul hurried back to his place, Harim looked at me with a sinister smile.
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“What did our galaxy say to me just now?”
I hurriedly put her index finger to her lips and said.
“Shh-“