64 – Confession: Chapter 64
＜1＞
Remembering the mock exams in March, I became even more enthusiastic.
I definitely wanted to show my true skills today.
There are no more mistakes in my life.
Ah- did this go too far?
“Eunha. I think I can see sparks in my eyes.”
“Of course not. I will definitely test my skills today.”
“Cool down a bit. You should take the test calmly and calmly.”
“Hae-gyeol said that… “
Hangyul had been eating chocolate constantly since before.
I could already see more than ten chocolate wrappers strewn across the desk.
“Aren’t you eating too much chocolate?”
“Eating chocolate improves concentration. If you eat one or twenty, you will become a god of concentration.”
“That, I think you should stop eating. What if I can’t solve the problem because I’m full?”
“Shall we go outside and run around the playground?”
It seems that Han Kyul is also nervous.
“Hangyul wasn’t nervous at all during the mock exam in March.”
“At that time, it was just the beginning of the semester. I didn’t even have high expectations.”
“I have to take the test calmly and calmly. Come on – go ahead and hint to yourself. I will help you.”
To relieve tension, I quietly held Han Kyul’s hand.
I made a plausible excuse, but it was slightly selfish.
A rough estimate of about forty-five percent?
“Does holding hands relieve tension?”
“No. Rather, it feels like the tension has been added.”
“Are you still nervous when I hold your hand? Why?”
I held her hand every now and then, but Han Kyul was still thrilled.
“It feels like a herbivore caught by a beast.”
“Does it really hurt me if Hangyeol keeps calling me that?”
I think the word ‘beast’ has become my nickname since some time ago.
Still, looking at my recent actions, I couldn’t deny it unconditionally.
“This is not a meadow, this is a school, a galaxy.”
“Anyway, don’t be too nervous today. It’s not even a real exam, so what?”
I stroked Han Kyul’s head.
“I will work hard.”
“Are you still nervous?”
“It’s okay to be moderately tense.”
“I think Hangyul’s hands are shaking a bit?”
“It’s because I joined hands with Eunha.”
Han Kyul’s words were so pretty that I held her hand a little harder.
“It’s okay. Hangyul will do well. You’ve worked hard up until now.”
“Thank you for trusting me. Eunha will do well too. Because we worked hard together.”
“Yes. We’ll see both of you.”
We cheered each other on and relieved the tension.
Since then, the children have entered the classroom a little early.
Soon after, the homeroom teacher came in and changed the seating arrangement.
“I know everyone will be nervous, but don’t be too nervous. Just try not to make mistakes. Okay?”
“Yes”
The director came in right after the short morning assembly time.
Seeing the director busily moving, she was also a bit nervous.
After some time, OMR answer sheets and problem sheets were placed in front of me.
The teacher opened the test paper with the words to start the test.
Korean is a subject I am confident in, but I solved the problem more carefully than usual.
I read the text carefully and carefully looked at the paper and moved on to the next problem.
It seemed to be at a similar level to the mock test in March, so it wasn’t too difficult.
After solving all the problems, I looked at the answer sheet and the problem sheet alternately and even reviewed it.
Still, there were about 3 minutes left until the end of the exam, so I opened the question sheet again.
I drew an asterisk and checked the questions that Han Kyul might have found difficult.
“Okay- Everyone, put your hands on top of your head.”
As soon as the bell rang, all the classmates raised their hands above their heads.
While the answer sheets and question papers were being collected from behind, I immediately checked Han Kyul’s expression.
Han Kyul was also looking at the blackboard with an expressionless expression on his head with his hand above his head.
I couldn’t tell from the look on my face whether I did well or not.
“Let’s do well on the next test~”
As soon as the teacher left, I headed to where Han Kyul was.
“Hangyeol-ah. How is it? Did you do well on the Korean test?”
“Huh? Looks good. Do you think your score will be good?”
“Wow! Really? Really good. You have been through a lot.”
“Yes. What about the galaxy? Did you see?”
“I am always good at Korean language~”
When I said it vigorously, Han Kyul laughed.
“Good job. Great job.”
“Hangyeol had a hard time. Have I been working too hard all this time?”
“What are you talking about? Eunha helped me a lot. All the grades went up thanks to Eunha.”
“Is that so? Ah~ Han-gyeol told me so, so it is worthwhile to teach him.”
“Let’s do our best in the math test. I’m going to go to the bathroom for a minute.”
“Yeah~ See you after the math test.”
I returned to my seat and looked again at the problem that I was stuck on during the mock exam in March.
Now that I have reviewed it to the point where I can write the solution with my eyes closed, I am no longer afraid.
Han Kyul returned to the bathroom and soon after, the next supervisor came into the classroom.
Soon, the math test that I feared the most and worked hard for began.
Don’t be nervous.
Don’t be impatient.
I carefully solved the problems one by one, starting with question 1, while suggesting myself.
If I could not solve the problem even if I invested a certain amount of time, I boldly moved on.
After solving all the problems, I went back and solved them.
I’m going to do this right away.
This took quite a bit of time.
It was a long time of 100 minutes, so I finished all the reviews.
After thorough inspection, I touched on the last problem.
I gave up because I felt like I couldn’t solve it halfway through, but I felt a sense of stability that couldn’t be compared to that in March.
As soon as the math test was over and it was lunchtime, I ran to my seat.
“Hangyeol-ah!”
“Yes. Eunha.”
“I think I did well in math… ! I think it’s an all-time high score. There were only two problems taken.”
“I knew Eunha could see well. You’ve worked very hard up until now. It’s natural to look good.”
“Still, I feel relieved and very happy because I can directly experience it like this.”
“You laugh unfortunately. Shall we go to lunch now?”
“Okay. Oh, I took a test and I’m even hungrier today.”
“Let’s not eat too much because it can make you sleepy.”
“Yes. Let’s go. The line will be long.”
We headed straight to the restaurant.
“It’s an obvious question, but did Han Kyul do well in math?”
“Yes. I saw you as usual.”
“Wow- I saw it as usual. It’s so cool.”
“Wasn’t it unlucky?”
“Not at all~ so commendable.”
I stroked Han Kyul’s hair here and there.
“Even the galaxy is unique.”
Han Kyul also gently stroked my hair.
It’s warm and happy, so I think I’ll be able to pass the remaining exams well.
＜2＞
After lunch, it was time for the English test.
After listening carefully and completing the listening test, I quickly solved the problem.
It seemed that I completed the Korean history and research subjects according to my usual skills without any mistakes.
“Okay- everyone put your hands on top of your head. I had a hard time taking mock exams.”
Finally, the last subject is over.
I felt good because I finished all subjects without any mistakes.
Well, even so, it probably won’t be 1st grade in all subjects, but it was a satisfactory result.
The sense of accomplishment was so great that the corners of my mouth kept going up.
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After the coach left, all the classmates collapsed on their desks.
“Ah~ It’s finally over.”
“Ah- my whole body hurts because I’m really nervous.”
“I was so nervous that I thought I was getting a cramp in my calf while taking the test.”
“Still, there doesn’t seem to be a big difference in difficulty compared to March, right?”
“It seemed like that. Still, the mock exams in March were a bit on the difficult side.”
“Ah- then the grade cut will be similar to March.”
“I’m sure it’s like that, right? The expected rating cut will come out tomorrow.”
As the children were having a conversation, the homeroom teacher entered the classroom carrying her cell phone bag.
“Now- everyone had a really hard time taking mock exams in June. Don’t be conceited by those who did well, and don’t be discouraged by those who made mistakes. Understand? There will be less than half a year left before the CSAT, so there will be some kids who are a little relaxed. At a time like this, should we keep our minds upright and fight? Then everyone go home today and get some rest. The rite ends with this. Go home.”
After hurriedly grabbing his bag, Han Kyul ran to his seat.
“Hangyeol-ah. Let’s go home now.”
“Yes. Wait a minute, I’ll pack my things.”
‘Yes. Take it slow.”
We packed our backpacks and left the classroom.
However, after leaving school, Han Kyul’s expression was subtle.
When we arrived halfway down the road, Han Kyul stopped walking.
“Hey, Eunha.”
“Yes. Why?”
“I have something to tell you.”
“What is it?”
Han-gyeol hesitated and then looked helplessly into my eyes.
Then he hesitated in an unanswerable way and then spoke to me with difficulty.
“Actually, I don’t think I’ll get the first grade in Korean. Sorry for lying.”
“Yes… ?”
“It’s 85 points because it’s scored. I think a rating of 1 would be unreasonable for this score. If I said I didn’t pass the Korean language test, I lied because I was afraid it would affect the rest of the tests. I’m sorry…Eunha worked hard to tell me, but I’m sorry…”
Han-gyeol slurred her words helplessly.
As soon as I heard Han Kyul’s drooping voice, a part of her heart felt cold.
I also regretted that I might have put too much pressure on Hangyul.
I felt sorry that I made Han Kyul difficult with my stubbornness.
But what I have to say to Gyul now is not an apology.
As I looked at Hangyul, who seemed to be struggling, I thought about what words of comfort I should offer.
What a girlfriend can say when her boyfriend is having a hard time.
A word to say when you’re pushing yourself off a cliff saying you’re sorry.
Are you saying it’s okay? It seemed like something anyone could say.
You say you can do better next time? That, too, seemed too cheesy.
Thousands of words passed through my head, and the words that came to my mind suddenly filled my head.
I fell into the arms of Han Kyul, who was depressed.
And I hope that my sincerity can be conveyed and that Han Kyul will be comforted by these words.
“Don’t be sorry. And don’t work hard.”
KYAAAAA in hoarse voice
-Me