Chapter 45 – Come to your senses, leader!
It’s been a few days since I started making excuses or reflecting on how I acted without thinking deeply.
It is quite difficult to distinguish whether you like or dislike someone, or whether you love them or hate them.
The same goes for Undine and Cecilia showing interest in me. Sometimes, I break out in a cold sweat because of her extreme appeal, to the point where I wonder if it’s okay to do this, but that in itself is something I’m very grateful for.
Yes, to be honest, it is true that I occasionally enjoyed their pure kindness.
Apart from the fact that it is difficult, I am not someone who has an upright and upright heart to the extent that I can deny from the inside out the kindness that is purely conveyed. Sometimes, out of instinct, I can’t reveal my impure inner thoughts, so I tend to turn my head away without being able to see them.
If someone were to ask me if I liked Cecilia and Undine, I would nod my head without delay. There would be no need to use obvious excuses such as being a disciple or a friend.
However, it is true that if you are asked again whether Love Exists, you cannot give a careless answer.
This is not just a feeling of guilt arising from moral issues.
Leaving aside the personal and close ties that arise from a sense of kinship as disciples, friends, and blood relatives, there remains a question about what I think of those two people.
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It is not a part of the relationship between people.
I briefly looked back on my youth. Let’s briefly summarize only the things that we remember.
The gray earth.
Snowy field.
The broken moon and monsters.
A puddle of blood and the shadows of blood relatives. And the corpse.
Hoora. Be stuffy. Let alone a woman… A person… No, I don’t remember anything that odd at all.
Woman? Among the monsters, there was one that was female. This is a monster that seduces men with its voluptuous body and sucks them to death.
A monster that shouts, ‘It would be better to be a lucky boss,’ and that brave men who are thirsty for s*xual intercourse will sacrifice their entire lives to seek it out.
I remember thinking for a second that it was a human and not a monster, and then I saw that its tongue was split into two and killed it.
I will be honest. When it comes to human relationships, I have no experience in my life that I can use as a reference. It’s almost like it’s a miracle that even this level of social skills remains.
It may be considered an excuse that is extremely poor, but it is of no use now.
Now I am… I was more embarrassed than ever.
I know too.
What Freya likes is not me, but an imaginary blood relative called ‘Moonlight Chaser’.
Despite this, I have not been able to meet Freya properly for the past week.
What should I do…? ? What do we do?
Don’t you think it’s strange that we keep our distance like this?
Aren’t you going to get caught?
What if I get caught?
What excuse can I make?
Rattle rattle… …..
My legs trembled ugly. I bit my nails furiously.
Thump thump thump, the coffee rippled on the round table that was shaking unsightly.
“Captain.”
“…………… …..”
“Captain?”
“…………… …..”
Whoosh, someone blows air into your ear,
“… Eugene Seo: Professor Neferna, leader of the Freya Lovers, and our leader, the mysterious Moonlight Chaser~”
I whispered.
“aaah!”
I screamed and jumped up from my seat.
I began to break out into a cold sweat and get goosebumps, and I found myself taking a deep breath, like someone who had just finished sprinting.
A rough round table and a strong smell of coffee. Blackout curtains that do not let in even a single ray of light.
I don’t know what kind of directing he put on the round table with a scarlet-colored lamp, but Professor Aegis said it was good because it was cool anyway… No, that was the dispenser’s explanation.
When I turned her head, she tilted her head, making sounds.
… I’m sure he’s probably smiling at me underneath the mask.
The dispenser said with a smile.
“I’d like to start the meeting.”
“……… ….”
“Captain?”
“……… Yes, yes, start… Huh, uh, okay. It did. Approve. “Get started.”
I calmly sat down and answered in a voice that sounded unnatural to me.
The dispenser nodded.
“I understand. From now on, we will begin the 169th emergency convocation meeting of the Freya Lovers. All meeting minutes are recorded with code names, and if a dispute arises afterwards…….”
“Dispute? “You said it’s a dispute now?!”
The long, yet heavy arms boom! Let’s cut off the dispenser’s words by slamming the round table, Ujikkeun! The round table sank with a tearing sound.
Most of the executives were busy collecting documents that were floating in the air, and I also had no choice but to hastily grab the coffee that had been placed on the round table.
… Even though the round table was ordered intentionally using cheap wood, it would cost money to make it to this size.
It was released to the world less than a month ago and found its intended use, but I never thought it would die like this.
I express my condolences.
… Looks like I’m running out of money again.
The sponsorship account itself is still generous, but it is worrisome that unnecessary spending is increasing in this way. I wonder if the woman who casually broke the round table even knew that it cost money to dispose of the round table that Protein broke last time.
Code name, Dormitory Cerberus.
She appears to be a young woman with a slim build, but her voice is always full of fighting spirit. Considering her magical abilities alone, she never had the stats a student would have, so I sometimes cautiously guess that she might be a teacher or an outsider.
Be that as it may, the roar that came out through the mask just crossed the two sides of the round table.
“Isn’t it possible for a conflict to not arise in this situation? Mr. Protein! Fedonandez, you bastards! “I told you to make sure there is no problem with Freya’s safety while I’m away!”
“… Code name, ‘Cerberus of the Dormitory’. We are also in a state of great confusion. “Please be a little more quiet.”
“Cerberus of the dormitory…. Big, big… Fedonandez is right. Calm down a little. “You are not the only one who is angry right now.”
When Protein joined in, Cerberus gritted his teeth.
“Quiet? Calm? “Are you serious about this!!!!”
Ceroberus, she shouted in a sharp voice.
“You guys who just stood by and watched as our Lady Freya’s heart maiden was damaged, how dare you say such words! “I can never forgive?!”
Sim Maiden. Damage to the heart maiden. The moment when my virginity cracked.
What that means is that Freya fell in love with someone.
In other words, the story is that an impure element entered Freya’s pure heart.
When the uncomfortable and sad truth that struck the core and that no one had dared to say came out of Cerberus’s mouth, the other executives who had been silent until now began to burst into tears.
“Tah! Ta-ta-huuu!”
“… Wrong. Now my life is over. Freya… …. Ah, you have feelings for someone who looks like a horse bone that you don’t even know where it came from….”
“Huh! Black! Sniff! Sister… Sister Freya… Sorry. I’m sorry for not being able to protect you. If I had known it would be like this, I wouldn’t have asked then… Black!”
You sob at the end. Yes, it’s you, the girl who met Freyja back then. You were the starting point. Sadly, I can’t say anything because I’m crying….
“Captain! “Let’s go crush that Moonlightenji Chayseonji alive right now!”
“That’s right!”
“Let’s go out to the snowy field right now and destroy the clan’s magic tower!”
In an instant, the focus of the meeting was ‘Let’s find out where the clan’s base is in the snowy field.’ Or ‘How can we kill Moonlight Chaser in the most painful way?’
I sat at the end, holding on to my heart that felt like it was about to explode and sighing deeply.
Seup, haa, Seup, haa, I waited for the hyperventilation to stop.
“Oh my…… “
Professor Aegis. Are you smiling under the mask now?
I gritted my teeth and lowered my voice.
“Quiet.”
With one word from me, the round table became quiet again. I pointed out Cerberus, who was the instigator of this situation.
“Cerberus in the dormitory. The other party is a blood relative. “It’s not something to be judged carelessly.”
“Foundation? Did you say foundation?”
“Yes, that’s right.”
“Captain, that’s a really strange thing to say. “I always couldn’t understand you, but now I really can’t.”
“……… You can’t understand me? “I don’t understand that.”
“Are you sure? You can’t understand what I’m saying. Under! “I really don’t understand what you’re thinking, leader!”
The dispenser smiled and poured cold water.
“Oh my~ You’re so childish~♪”
“Shut up, Mamma Tong dispenser!”
“Oh my, if you carelessly say such vulgar words, you won’t have any precious relationships around you~♩”
“…… Pfft. Since he is an intelligence officer, he knows my identity, right? “It’s no different from a threat.”
Even though Ceroberos gritted his teeth, he eventually lowered his tail. The tip of her arrow was pointed at me again.
“… Anyway, not being able to understand is no joke. Captain. “The leader always took a reserved attitude regarding the assassination of Eugene Seo Neferna.”
“Hmm…… “I don’t deny it.”
“Still, I tried to understand. No matter how much we hate our enemy, Professor Neferna, if he recklessly assassinates a school teacher, the Freya Lovers could be in danger. “I know very well that the chairman of this school is a hero of the Fourth Holy Sword, so this cannot be ignored.”
Mr. Protein, who had been listening quietly, suddenly began to chuckle as if he had been stopped by the company.
… No, why is that person suddenly acting like that again? Did you swallow something?
Anyway, Caberos continued.
“But I just can’t understand this blood relatives issue. If you are the leader, I think you should kill the blood relative who took Freya’s heart maiden…… “
Ceroberus in the dormitory looked at me with a suspicious tone.
“…… No way. Captain… now… The leader… “
“……….”
“No… wait for a sec… So what I’ve done so far… Ah… ! “That’s what it was!”
Thump, thump, thump! The heart rate rose rapidly.
I couldn’t see her expression because of the mask, but I broke into a cold sweat thinking about the Cerberus in the dormitory, what kind of expression she was looking at me with.
Did you get caught? No way?
? Turned it on? Me?
Really?
I am actually Eugene Sir Neferna,
I am actually a shameful being, like a moonlight chaser or something.
Did you catch everything?
The moment I thought about it, the answer Ceroberos gave was enough to make me freeze.
“Ah…. I finally realize it. I can’t believe it, leader… After our group of lovers assassinated Professor Neferna and Moonlight Chaser, did you even consider the shock Freya would receive upon learning of their deaths? ?”
“What… ?”