34-1. They fight, but they also love.
***
Baekrang, Shadowfang, went in just as well as during her grade exam.
“Pine, just the two of us, just like last time.”
“…”
The surrounding darkness.
A void no one can approach, my image itself.
I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, but what kind of life would I have lived without Finene?
I wonder if my heart was broken and broken long ago, and died as if the flames were fading in a cold world where I couldn’t see any hope.
“Are you used to it? You can’t check inside from the outside.”
If Fine hadn’t been angry and was in a rational state, he might have been able to block my attack.
Because I too became much stronger while fighting Head and risking my life.
“Aren’t you going to answer me? I’m kind of sad.”
I heard a little bit of an assumption that maybe I could win even if I fight Fine now. But if you really fight, I will lose.
You can throw away any amount of pride in the warm and cozy feeling of love.
In the first place, when it comes to love, the one you like more loses.
‘Real conscientiousness pocket big…. No, to the point of ferocity.’
I tried to find my composure again while looking at Fine, who was only wearing a glass helmet, but he still draws my attention too much.
Is it because I put up a poster of Fine who became a saint in my room in real life? Too stimulating It’s true that the taste you know is scary.
‘I usually don’t pay attention to other girls, but Fine is an exception.’
I was already in love with game characters and kept my distance from real women.
There is a person in the monitor who even likes burn marks, so was there a need to question the reality?
There is a wife and imaginary children in the computer.
Last time I only looked at my body, and I didn’t notice that it was Fine. Because her time zone is different from her now.
Minimum 5 to 10 years. That is the time gap between And .
In terms of imperial power, it’s probably right.
“Remember? You called me a pervert here.”
Because I even memorized her measurements when she was a saint, I couldn’t recognize her because I was buried in stereotypes about her.
It doesn’t make sense to say it grew bigger there in the first place.
Even if someone other than me came to her, it is highly likely that they would not have recognized her. Oh, I think my nose will bleed again. sh*t.
“This time, too, only the helmet remains….”
Fine Grancia, leaving behind only the glass helmet, is walking towards me with the sound of her footsteps.
Wolf eyes red like blood.
Perhaps it was because of the apostle’s power.
Because it was like a mid-boss that I had to go through while catching the demon lords of the cult of dragons, I knew their abilities to some extent.
This is why you said you should be careful. It seems that you have a personality similar to mine, that you don’t want to listen to what others say even if you die.
A dogmatic and self-righteous personality who thinks and acts alone.
“Fine, it was too much to put up dozens of glass walls in the palace anyway.”
There is a slight resemblance, so I laughed for no reason. What is there to have in common with the person you love?
In this world, there are many cases where love cools down for trivial reasons. This is a reward.
Even if I tried my best in my room, I was late because there were dozens of glass walls surrounding it, preventing my escape. How thoroughly did you try to confine it?
“It’s nice to be confined, but I’ll always get out. Blood.”
“…”
By sharing her magic circuit, I sensed where she was. Her life is not shared, but between her heartbeats.
“If you’re angry, let’s fight and talk.”
“Licht..”
Even if the white wolf pouts and gets angry, it’s just cute. There were no more impressions.
“Because that is the correct answer in my opinion. Blood.”
When I was a nameless saint, I was able to love to my heart’s content,
After all, it was just a game character. There was no problem even if I conveyed my feelings one-sidedly.
But now that she’s in the game, it’s hard to think of her as a fictional character anymore.
Because of the severe burn scars, I didn’t want people like me getting married or dating people to be criticized, and this was the best.
“Come here, I will give you a hug. No matter how much you hurt me.”
Because of her light love for her, I cannot judge her as she pleases and take away her color.
What is pure love in the first place? She moved in front of her, matching her stride with her.
“How much can I tolerate your foolishness? Blood.”
Black Knight and White Knight.
Shadow and glass.
Even if they’re so tightly united with their opposite characteristics that it’s safe to say they’re opposites, even if there’s a stark difference between their social status as a commoner and a princess.
Even if I lose my memory due to ignorance, even if the memories we had together are forgotten.
Isn’t it pure love to be able to love again?
“…”
“It may be a little stuffy, but you have to be patient.”
I hugged Fine. I pressed a little harder to keep from struggling. Do you still use glass magic after being caught by me?
“..Ugh.”
She cut my back with a piece of glass. I could feel the pain and the lukewarm temperature of her blood on her skin.
‘Apostle of Wrath’s ability is time-limited.’
It’s better than finesse attacking others or collapsing the cave. Since you are a person with a soft heart, you will surely get hurt.
I am the Black Knight. It is also a pure love black knight.
He is not an extraordinary hero, just a knight who will do anything for the happiness of Fine Grancia.
At least if I’m going to get hurt, I’d rather be hurt.
“Lee, Licht.. Let go..”
“I don’t like it. Bad wolf sheep.”
Why is he so calm even when he goes into a state of rage? I thought you’d yell more or get angry. It must be true that her heart is empty.
“Why are you always… doing this…”
“Because I am your own dark knight. Blood.”
Can I capture the empty platinum wolf’s heart? It must be difficult. But, like the adage I always say.
“Please don’t move like this for a while.”
I will do my best. If you can’t love her, you can keep her by her side.
Without loosening her arms that embraced her, I pressed her body closer.
“Licht.. I.. Just got angry..”
“Why are you angry?”
I didn’t mind getting hurt on my back, so that Fine wouldn’t get hurt by blind magic. You should get the karma you didn’t recognize last time.
A distance where breaths stick together. The hot body temperature that seemed to become one.
“Richt.. For not kissing me last time….”
She started to tell her shocking story. Are the emotions inside bursting out because of anger?
“I saw it in a book…. I was able to do that all there….”
“…”
Like a porcupine with thorns, Pine unravels old emotions. How much do you believe in romance novels? The final purpose of knowledge is practice, but the degree was too severe.
“Everything comes over.. They say they cherish everything.”
With a jingle, the glass swords that were cutting my back shattered. The attack seems to have stopped. I no longer felt the pain of being burned by a hot fire.
“Richt was bad.. Princess.. Angry..”
Huh. A wolf showing off her cute side by making her snort. The corner of my mouth went up even though it shouldn’t have.
“Let’s do it once.. Is it really lemon flavor…?” .”
The strong heartbeat that started pounding as if starting the engine started pounding so hard that I didn’t know if it was me.
“I’m curious.. Licht.”
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The wolf’s eyes had gone from red to gold, and he was rubbing his mouth to kiss me while he was wearing a glass helmet.
***
There is a topic that I discussed until dawn with the pillar westerner the other day.
‘If you love someone, can you even love that person’s bad side?’
A hot topic in the gaming community. Hundreds of comments are running as new voting posts are created,
“This keeps burning. Wasn’t it something that would cool down quickly?”
Numerous players cited their successful routes as examples, leading to lengthy explanations.
“I am against it. How can you love the bad side?”
“What? Of course not right? You have to love even the bad side to be pure love. Ki-seok.”
Kwon Ki-seok, who was thoroughly calculating, was on the opposite side. It is right to correct bad habits in the first place, and that is true love.
“Then are you saying that we should be thankful for the poison that our princess gives us? Lee Soo-hyun?”
I agree with that opinion to some extent. But if there is one other thing,
“To some extent.”
“You really are crazier than me. Why should I eat?”
I think we fight because we love each other. Actually, reality is not a fairy tale. Only happy days cannot be repeated.
“Once the person you like is poisoned and almost collapses, won’t that ice-cold princess change her mind too? You pillar west bastard.”
That’s why you can’t force the ideal side of yourself on the other person. Everyone has flaws, and loving even that is pure love.
Like Fine Grancia did, it can be imprisoned. That’s not pure love, and judging it is a separate issue.
“Is it okay to change that person at will just because I like you in the first place?”
“If it’s on the bad side, change it. Suhyun.”
Unconditionally changing is not the answer. At the very least, you should respect the opinions of your loved ones.
“But what if that person doesn’t want to change?”
In the voting article, I continued the story by casting a vote for the affirmative side of ‘even the bad side should be loved.’
“I think so. Kwon Ki-seok.”
The number went up by one, and the Grand Duchess of North Korea gave the opposite opinion to her husband. If you love someone, you have to love that person.
“If the person you love is in the dark, it would be nice to rescue them to a place where there is light.”
This is something I realized thanks to Stalemate. That guy must have a different opinion than me. Can’t you throw away your unique cold-hearted personality?
“But…. Going out together to find the light switch in the dark, I think, is closer to pure love.”
If you’re happy, it’s called pure love, but isn’t pure love more about loving even the wrong parts of your lover and trying to fix them together?
“We don’t get along, so we have to get angry and fight. That must be the feeling of love.”
If we didn’t have feelings for each other in the first place, we wouldn’t even fight. Indifference is the scariest law.
I ended my speech with a thumbs up emote.
***
It seems that the anger has been relieved for a while, so I let go of the hug, and now our Fine has even taken off the helmet.
“Licht..”
I didn’t know it would turn out like this. The white wolf slowly closing the distance again.
“Take care of me.. Treat me as special.. Different from other people.”
The movement of a hunter aiming for a kiss. If he gets caught again like this, he won’t be able to escape because of his physical strength.
Think about it. Thought. You shouldn’t kiss her and her like this.
‘If you’re going to do it, you have to be sane.’
It’s only right to raise the romance level to 50% and officially get permission to date. An act impossible with the low 2%.
It is right to do it after knowing the feeling of love properly. Because now she confuses obsession with love.
Then….
“Pine, bear with this for now.”
If you want a kiss, you just need to achieve that goal. He quickly lifted his face shield, exposing his face.
I put my thumb on my lips like a seal,
“Ah.. Oops.”
Kook. With it, I took a picture of Fine’s lower lip again. It’s an ambiguous act even to see it as an indirect kiss. I just touched her lips with her finger.
“Is this… A kiss..?”
Not really. Even children passing by will say it’s not even a kiss. But I couldn’t help it. I’m a eunuch with no dating experience.
He’s a coward who can’t even kiss like Dennis or White Magnolia.
“Exciting.”
In the same way, I felt an electric current rising from my thumb as if I had been electrocuted, and a soft sensation passed through my fingertips.
Women’s lips are so soft. It was as if time had stopped for a moment,
This is not a kiss. Why do I feel the heat on my face? The scent of roses spreading in a small way stirred my brain.
“..Licht did it.”
They just touched each other’s lips with their fingers. At the end of those words, Fine stumbled and collapsed.
“Pine?”
I couldn’t help but panic. It’s not like I stole your first kiss. Is it a big shock?
“Pine?! Come to your senses!!”
I managed to catch the white-haired girl falling behind. Fortunately, a wolf who didn’t get hurt and didn’t know the love that came into my arms.
“Whoop.. Richt..”
She was even talking in her sleep, as if she was having a good dream.
Uhh…childish way to resolve the issue through a proxy kiss, but way to go? I dont get why the MC is hung up on the numbers though even though he stated before that he should trust the gauge meter less.